Chapter 47 Chapter 46: He is like my yang, brightening my heart
"He's mine alone, alone." The words are more intense, and he does not hide his love and possessiveness at all.
Nanmu reacted at this time, he twisted his fingers, as if he was stunned, "But, aren't you his adopted child?" ”
"That's just for now, Mr. Nan. I'm sure, I love Mr. Xu very much, and, you know, Mr. Xu will not deal with a young and ignorant child. The words are laughing very simple.
Nanmu didn't know how to refute, and leaned back in his chair a little lonely.
The young man sat on the back of the chair for a long time, long enough to think that he was going to give up pursuing Mr. Xu.
Just as he was about to leave with peace of mind, Nanmu suddenly said, "If only I had been more decisive." ”
When the young man heard this, he laughed.
Does Nanmu love Xu Xing? Love, of course love.
He is the most memorable scenery of Nanmu's youth.
So did he love Xu Xing so much back then?
No.
Not really.
The boy is the most beautiful scenery in his heart, yes, but it can't compare to this colorful world.
Nanmu chooses to rampage through the colorful world and then return to the young man's landscape to heal his wounds.
However, the scenery will also become.
There is spring, there is summer, there is autumn and winter.
And the changes in this scenery all come from Nanmu, but Nanmu doesn't know.
While he was still stumbling around in the colorful world, the landscape had withered.
Because Nan Mu didn't expect his mother to break him up and Xu Xing.
But, isn't that it?
You never know if it's tomorrow or an accident that comes first.
Losing the scenery, Nanmu became more and more irritable and longed for the scenery.
After so long, Nanmu still didn't think about changing the scenery, he just felt that he could see this scenery for a lifetime, and since it was gone, he would find him back.
What he never expected was that the scenery he treasured would become someone else's.
If he had been able to discover the heresy earlier, and if he could have acted immediately when he discovered the heresy, this scenery might still be his.
Perhaps, he will live with Xu Xing for the rest of his life.
The words were a little funny, and the white face looked a little charming because of the light of the bar, "But you didn't, Mr. Nan, you let go first, so ......"
The boy paused, and his smile became more obvious, "Won't I succeed in squeezing in now?" ”
Nanmu's chest suddenly tore like a pain, his eyes were a little hot, and he wanted to flow out, but he finally stopped.
In the end, it all turned into a face-covering action and a soft sigh.
"What if...... We could have been fine, we could have been together for a lifetime. Nanmu lowered his head, making it impossible to see his face clearly.
"There is no if, Nanmu, in this world, what people want most is if, but you can't get it. It's there, it's gone, it's gone, there's nothing to if. ”
"So, I'm not going to let me think like that. I will never be like you, there is nothing I can't do if I want to, whatever it is. The young man's unbridled face stung Nanmu's eyes.
Once upon a time, he also pulled the man like this, and swore that "We will live for the rest of our lives, really, Xu Xing, you have to believe me, it is impossible for me to give up on you." ”
"Yes, I believe it."
Nanmu choked up a little, but couldn't make a sound, and could only hold his clothes tightly.