Chapter 148: Song He's Decision
Yin Zheng looked at Song He, whose whole state was already close to being excited and crazy, he looked at the frenzied fire in Song He's eyes, and suddenly there was a kind of indescribable pain in his heart because it was too complicated.
The man kept asking himself in his heart: 'What part did you have a problem with Song He?' So much so that Song He is now so resistant to him? ’
Yin Zheng walked a few steps closer to Song He, but just these few steps were enough to make Song He's eyes full of vigilance, and the whole person looked at Yin Zheng who was trying to get close to him very vigilantly.
"What are you going to do?" Song He stared at Yin Zheng tightly, and when Yin Zheng stretched out his hand to touch her, Song He seemed to see something disgusting, and reached out to open Yin Zheng's hand without thinking.
Yin Zheng was finally a little angry by Song He like this this time, the man frowned tightly, and there was gradually a faint anger in his eyes when he looked at Song He: "Song He, what do you want?" ”
When Song He heard Yin Zheng's words, it was as if he had heard what a ridiculous joke, and Song He couldn't stop giggling' at the moment of teasing, but in fact, Song He was already very uncomfortable at this time, and the familiar feeling of falling pain in the lower abdomen made Song He's heart cover a haze, and when Song He kept tightening the hand covering his lower abdomen, Song He's face continued to turn white, and even in the end, the whole little face was constantly breaking out in a cold sweat, so white that his face was bloodless.
All of Yin Zheng's attention was basically attracted by Song He's completely different attitude now than usual, Song He's original face was often pale because of anemia, so Yin Zheng didn't pay attention to Song He's abnormality at this time, just blindly blamed Song He, and said: "I'm just asking you, whether this child stays or not, why do you have such a big temper?!" ”
Song He knew that Yin Zheng was not like this in her heart, and she was completely tired of Yin Zheng's secretive attitude, so she simply showed Yin Zheng what she thought in her heart without mercy, and Song He helped him say it.
"Yin Zheng, you don't think so in your heart, why do you still lie to me?!" Song He stopped the laughter that he couldn't suppress just now, as if it was instantly converged, and he couldn't even see a smile on Song He's face at this time.
"I-" Yin Zheng had some private messages in his heart, but in Yin Zheng's concept, Song He and the child were not opposites, why not only Jason, but even Song He, the child's mother, had to confirm that a clear choice was made between them?
Yin Zheng longs for a family, so in Yin Zheng's view, the arrival of this child is the completion of the most unavoidable and longing wish in Yin Zheng's heart, so because of his father's love and gratitude, he has an extraordinary love for this child.
But now Yin Zheng found that just his own thoughts, Song He had completely opposite thoughts to him - Song He was always worried and afraid because of the arrival of the child, for fear that she would forget her because Yin Zheng cared too much about the child.
This kind of thought, when Yin Zheng noticed it in the past, he just thought that Song He was not ready to be a mother, and even felt that there were some cuteness, thinking that Song He could still compete with the child for favor.
But no one thought that this kind of incomprehensible idea was indeed the shadow that Song He couldn't get rid of in his heart and the demon in his heart.
Even in the middle of the night, Song He was awakened by Yin Zheng leaving with the child in the dream, and after coldly abandoning his dream, Song He would often stay awake all night, looking at the sleeping Yin Zheng, and then feeling the warm feeling that Yin Zheng had to put his hand on her stomach even when he was sleeping.
Every time at this time, Song He would go to the hospital the next day and beat the child out first behind Yin Zheng's back - she wanted to know so much, who did Yin Zheng like? Is it her Song He, or the child in her Song He's belly.
But every time the dawn comes, after the demon in Song He's heart can die down a little, Song He will be soft-hearted, so every day, Song He will continue to trap himself in an extremely contradictory and painful illusion.
Sun Yiran's provocation was just the last straw that crushed Song He.
In fact, Sun Yiran's matter is usually placed, Song He won't care about it at all, after all, this kind of drama, Su Duo used to really show her too much, Song He is too used to this kind of routine, if it is not put before she is pregnant, or before Yin Zheng pampers herself so much because she is pregnant, Song He will not disdain to be angry with Sun Yiran at all.
But Sun Yiran appeared so incomparably just right when Song He's mind was most vacillating, in Sun Yiran's stimulation and hints, Song He's brain that had recently begun to be easy to be cranky, and at this time he couldn't help but think that if Yin Zheng was just to have a child, then she Song He could, Sun Yiran could too, there were so many women around Yin Zheng, and so many women could ......
That's why Song He's emotional ups and downs are so big, and he will be angry for a while because he is too excited.
Song He didn't know how to say these words to Yin Zheng, and Song He also knew that even if she told Yin Zheng, she wouldn't feel that it was a big deal, at most, it would be a few words of appeasement, and even Yin Zheng would wonder why Song He thought that she just wanted children.
Therefore, since Yin Zheng can't understand Song He, Song He thinks why should he tell Yin Zheng about his thoughts that can't be understood by Yin Zheng?
Therefore, these words that I originally wanted to hide in my heart for a lifetime, today finally stirred up Song He's emotions in Yin Zheng's question of 'do you want to keep the child'.
Yin Zheng just said 'I', and was ruthlessly interrupted by Song He.
"You've always guessed what I think based on what you think, when did you really care what I really thought?!"
Song He looked at Yin Zheng, although Song He didn't want to say these words in such a complaining tone, but Song He couldn't help but feel a very sad and painful emotion in his heart about what Yin Zheng had done during this time, and naturally he unconsciously brought a kind of complaint between his words.
When Yin Zheng heard Song He say this, he instantly had an idea that he couldn't understand at all, and even the man's face suddenly had an expression that he couldn't understand at all, and he looked at Song He and said, "What do you mean by that?!" When have I ever cared about you! ”
Yin Zheng felt that he was already very good to Song He, because he loved Song He, so he just wanted to put Song He in a very safe place, so that Song He could live every day happily, was it wrong for him to do all this?!
For a while, both of them began to have different opinions and ideas about what happened today because they didn't understand each other's thoughts enough, and Song He only felt that Yin Zheng came over today to warn him not to beat the child.
Thinking like this, Song He suddenly showed a cold expression on his face, although he didn't think so in his heart, Song He quietly apologized to the child in his stomach in his heart, then looked at Yin Zheng, and said resolutely: "Since you have to get an answer from me today, then I will give you an answer of mine." ”
Yin Zheng looked at the expression on Song He's face, and suddenly had another bad premonition, and even Yin Zheng wanted to say to Song He now: "No, you don't have to tell me this answer." ’
But Yin Zheng is a person who will not back down by nature, so although he has a very bad premonition in his heart, and the expression on Song He's face is extremely indifferent now, Yin Zheng still looked at Song He and said word by word: "You think it out yourself, and you make the decision." ”
When Song He heard Yin Zheng's words, her heart suddenly felt stunned, and she felt that she was really kicked off the cliff by Yin Zheng because of Yin Zheng's words.
Case......
Song He quickly made a decision in his heart, and in Yin Zheng's waiting eyes, Song He's gaze gradually became firm from resentful emotions, as if he had completely made up his mind.
"Yin Zheng." Song He looked at Yin Zheng, and he couldn't see any emotion on his face, and now Song He only had a kind of indifference on his face that was almost cold.
Song He said to Yin Zheng word by word: "I decided, I don't want this child, since it has threatened my life and health, then why should I keep it?" ”
At this point, Song He felt ironic in his heart that he still couldn't let go of Yin Zheng, and even left Yin Zheng with the last bit of almost.
As Song He finished speaking, Song He immediately said to Yin Zheng: "I think you think the same way, right?" ”
At the same time, Song He's heart contracted violently when it was beating rapidly, which made Song He suddenly feel an indescribable, but very huge pain.
"Did you say?"
Song He hid his little hope under his indifferent face, and the little hope that was left for Yin Zheng was gently said to Yin Zheng with Song He's question.
But apparently, Yin Zheng had been so surprised by the answer given by Song He that he didn't even find the only chance that Song He had left him with such an obvious one.
I saw that Yin Zheng's face began to tremble as soon as Song He's words fell, and Yin Zheng's entire face had an obvious disbelief on it: "Song He...... Are you so ruthless? ”
'Smack-'
Song He heard that something was shattered in his heart, and with a sense of despair that everything was too late, he completely swallowed Song He at once.