I am Yun Ze Qi, born to be a prince, that is, a future king.

Everything was predestined from the moment I was born.

Everyone envies my identity, my rights, but no one knows, I just want to be with Su Dui!

I don't want to be a prince, I don't want to be an emperor, I just want to marry Su Duluo.

I want to marry her, from the time she croaks to the ground, to the time she babbles; From sleeping with her to sitting at the same table, I wanted to think about it very much.

I've seen her ugliest, playful, smiling, and touching......

But who knows, providence made people, on the way back to Beijing, Luo'er had a serious illness, and when he woke up, he didn't even know me.

That day, I met her for the first time and told her that I was Yun Zeqi, and she could call me Seventh Brother.

But she looked at me like a stranger, and timidly called out to the prince to be well.

Since that day, there has been no me in her eyes. In his place, I was a man named Xing Lingyou, the man who married her......

Since then, there has been an additional trip between me and Su Duluo, like a gap that cannot be crossed.

The existence of Xinglingyou seems to remind me all the time that Luo'er is his bride, a girl I can't covet anymore.

I understand that this last impossibility could not have started when I married Yu Linglong.

But I couldn't help but marry her, I had to marry her. Whether it was because she woke up drunk, she was inexplicably in her arms; Or because of what my father said about the debt to the Yu family, I have to marry her.

In Luoxia City, I once swore to the sky that I would marry Luo'er, but in a blink of an eye, she became the fiancée of Xingling You's fingertips, and I married Yu Linglong.

On the night of the wedding, I went to the General's Mansion, and happened to see her coming out of the mansion, and I followed her and wanted to go up and tell her that she had always been the one I wanted to marry. It's just that before she could step forward, she turned into the courtyard of the criminal mansion and the torture tomb.

She asked Xingling You to marry her!

She was in the yard, and I was outside the yard, separated by a wall, as if separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

Later, something happened to the Su family, and her whereabouts were unknown.

I sent countless people to look for it, again and again, for five years, and never stopped. I didn't believe she was dead, so I told myself that I would just look for it, even if I didn't stop looking for it for the rest of my life.

Because I know that if I stop looking for her, I will believe that she is dead.

But even if I can't find her, I still hope that she is still alive in this world.

It's like Heaven heard my prayers, and she was still alive, returned to Beijing, and appeared in front of me.

I was pleasantly surprised, excited, and thought about never letting her go again.

It's just that...... The way she looked at me was no longer the same as before. I know she resents me and hates me, but I still don't want to let go.

She has military exploits, but she is still burdened with the daughter of a criminal minister, even if I understand the truth and want to overturn the case for the Su family earlier, but in the face of civil and military officials, in the face of hostas, there is no less going through the motions.

I have seen the methods of the hosta, and there were still some remnants of the Yu family back then, and I was originally worried that Luo'er would be in danger if she was detained in the mansion first, so I put her in prison.

It was me who was too confident and thought that the prison was the safest place for her.

When I arrived at the prison and watched her curled up on the cold floor, a few cold rays of moonlight through the skylight, and her purple blood condensed on the damp floor, I knew I was wrong.

I held her from the prison to my dormitory, feeling her body getting colder and lighter, as if she would leave the next moment.

Watching the Imperial Doctor deal with the wounds on her wrists and ankles, the wounds that penetrated deep into the bones, the flesh and blood were blurred, and her small face was as pale as paper. Day and night in front of her bed, I tried to simulate the scene of her waking up, constantly thinking about how she would react if she knew that her tendons were picked. She is so active and loves martial arts...... Is she going to hate me even more.

I didn't wait for her to wake up and see me, maybe fate is like this, I have been guarding her for so long, but she woke up when I was in the morning.

When I stepped into the temple and saw the shards on the ground, and met her dead eyes, my heart felt as if someone had scratched it with a sharp blade.

I can't accept that she is alive as if she were dead.

I want her to be angry, even if she hates me, resents me, or even wants to kill me, it's better than like she is dead.

So I forced her and threatened her. Just want her to live.

I want to fulfill my promise to her, starting with marrying her.

I know that she is very beautiful, she is really beautiful in the phoenix crown and xiaxia veil, and on the way to the Huan Palace, I am as happy as a hairy boy, and I am about to meet my favorite girl.

It's just that...... I stood at the door of the Hehuan Hall and looked at the picture of her in the arms of the Xingling You, it was really dazzling.

I forced myself to calm down, and I didn't cut Xing Lingyou with a sword, but she told me the bloody facts, she was Xing Lingyou's fiancée, and they were married.

Her words reminded me of that night, across the wall, she asked Xingling You to marry her!

So I couldn't control myself, as if I was crazy, I took her to the general's mansion, wanting her to know that I was her husband! I'm her man!

She rarely cried, but she cried and begged for mercy in my arms, crying and calling me Seventh Brother.

At that sound of Brother Seven, I calmed down in an instant, and I couldn't help but wonder if I was right or wrong, and what I was doing. It's just that her next "I hate you" drowned out all my sanity.

At that moment, I was thinking, hate it, hate it! As long as I can grow in her heart, even if I hate, it's fine!

So I took possession of her, tossed it hard, and didn't send her to Huan Hall until the early morning.

Following.

Someone came to report that Yu Linglong was punished and beaten in the Hehuan Palace, and I knew that what should come will come.

I can't move the hosta, for Yu Linglong, no matter why she appeared in my bed in the first place, but over the years, I do feel ashamed of her.

Originally, I went to the Hehuan Hall just to ask Luo'er why, but in the face of her cold words, all my reason collapsed. I don't know what's wrong with me, I only know that when I meet her Su Dusk, I am no longer a calm Yun Ze paint, just like a fire meets a cannonball, and the two of them exploded together.

Or perhaps, I have never been mature and steady. I just put on a coat in front of other people to pretend to be deep planning and take the big picture into account, and only in front of her is that I am my true self.

Therefore, in front of her, I made stupid mistakes again and again, hurt her again and again, and regretted again and again.

Therefore, even if I knew that she was already my queen, even if it was no longer possible to talk to Xinglingyou, I was still crazy with jealousy when I saw her wearing Xinglingyou's favorite plain green shirt.

I admit that I am not a sane person, and I have never been sane when I met her.

So every time I saw her wearing cyan objects, I felt that she was looking at the objects of the Xingling Tour, and ordered the palace people to put away all the cyan objects, and even gave marriage to the Xingling You and the daughter of An Le Hou.

So, I let the person she loves the most marry the person she hates the most, and cut off the last love between them!

But if I could do it all over again, I wouldn't do it.

If it weren't for me to single-handedly promote the marriage between Xing Lingyou and Meng Qifu, Atractylodes would not have been ambushed and would not have died.

When I learned the news of Cangshu's sacrifice, at that moment, I couldn't think of whose betrayal it was, how much loss there was, and what kind of trap I fell into.

All I had in my mind was her phoenix eyes with hatred, and I didn't dare to think about it, I didn't dare to look at it.

In the two months after getting married, she stayed in the Hehuan Hall and stayed at home.

Listening to the report from the palace people, she sat in the hall either wiping her sword or being in a daze, and said that the demure woman was very beautiful, but her appearance made my heart ache all at once.

This is not my child, she shouldn't be like this......

Especially when I recalled in my mind the sentence that I said in the main hall that day, "May the emperor do what he has done recently, he will not regret it in the future", and his heart continued to sink.

No regrets? How can I not regret it? If I could regret it, as early as five years ago, I wouldn't have agreed to Su Jingmo's request, I wouldn't have married Yu Linglong, and I wouldn't have made her forget me......

I thought about it for a long time, and then I had the spring that followed, and I thought that maybe they would be happier when she met Cangshu Changshan.

It's just that I didn't expect that I wanted her to be happy, but in the end, it turned into a discord.

I remember that she had a preference for men's clothing since she was a child, so she asked people to go down early to prepare. When I went to the Hehuan Hall that day, I saw her simple and dignified appearance, which was so beautiful that people were intoxicated.

It's just that I blame myself for being selfish, fantasizing about wearing men's clothes similar to her, wanting to hear compliments, and I stand with her, and what a natural match, as if this can satisfy my deep, unknown vanity.

Later, Yu Linglong suddenly fainted, and I couldn't ignore it, so I had to take her back to the palace first. Let the four of them find Cangzhu and Changshan to protect her, just so that they can reminisce about the past.

Sending Yu Linglong back to the palace, asking the imperial doctor to inspect and place her, I hurriedly rode back to the suburbs.

When I went to the suburbs, the meadow was empty, and I searched all over the forest, but there was no trace of the child. That day, I stood in the forest, the whole person melted into the shadow of the tree, as if in the center of a huge vortex, for a moment in a trance, did Luo'er never come back, all of this is just a dream of Nanke that I weaved for myself.

Until Du Heng reminded in a low voice, "Maybe the queen has returned to the palace first." ”

So I still had luck and suspicion, and hurried back to the palace and went straight to the Hehuan Palace.

When I arrived at the Hehuan Palace, the hall was not left behind except for the carefree cleaning. I began to panic, I began to be afraid, and I kept wondering if she was really dead, so I didn't even want the subordinates she cared about, so I went away to the end of the world and never saw each other again.

At that moment, the coldness in the Hehuan Palace, the most important piece of my heart was lost, I was almost sure that I was such a bastard, she would definitely leave and would not come back.

The evening breeze blows through the acacia trees in the courtyard. Remembering the old days when she climbed up the tree to pick the acacia flowers, she stopped being happy in her ears, and asked me with a smile, "Like a bride?" ”

"Like." I looked up at the girl I loved the most, doting and content.

At that moment, I was thinking, if she wants to go, let her go, as long as she is still happy......

I walked out lonely, I didn't know where to go, but I might as well bump into her full arms, looking at her in front of me, under the orange light, I felt illusory and unreal, so I pulled hard, to make sure she was back, it was real.

I was ecstatic and wanted to hold her in my arms, and even wanted to tell her the truth, to tell her that I was wrong and that I would never be a jerk again.

But as soon as the words came to my lips, I saw the palace maid beside the hosta at the end of the corridor behind her. He Sheng suppressed all his care and joy, thinking of the hosta's birthday in the near future, so as to avoid her meeting with the hosta, to avoid her from being unable to control herself, and to avoid the hosta from constantly making things difficult for her.

Obviously, I wanted to hug her into my arms and give her warmth, but I just spit out words like a blade, and every word was bloody. I avoided her gaze and turned away in embarrassment.

When I returned to the Chaoqin Hall and listened to the report on the reason why she walked back to the palace, I realized that even if Su Duluo was already like this, the hosta never thought of stopping! Even Yu Linglong participated......

The bloody wounds on her ankles came to mind, and I thought of the long journey......

Outside the Hehuan Palace, I looked at the worry-free and worried look, and the distressed words, and looked at her frowning brows, although she was uncomfortable, and her heart was like a knife.

That night, I took the bun from Double Happiness, which was already cold inside and out, but swallowed it in my stomach one bite after another. It's like a delicacy.

I remembered that in the past, she always asked me to wait outside the house, and she climbed over the wall and followed me to Uncle Bao's house to line up and buy the first basket of steamed buns.

That night, I didn't sleep all night.

The next day, I left the palace early, when the bright moon was high, the night was still thick, the streets were empty, and occasionally the night wind shook the lanterns under the eaves of someone's house, I walked on the quiet street, looking for memories, to Uncle Bao's shop.

Since ascending the throne, like a teenager, he climbed over the wall and entered the hospital, at that time, Uncle Bao was sitting in front of the stove while smoking a cigarette stick, while adding firewood, just spit out a ball of smoke, and then faced me who had just landed.

The smoke slowly dissipated, and he knocked the ash from the cigarette stick at the foot of the stove, and after a long time, he got up, looked at me, and called out uncertainly, "Seven babies?!" ”

immediately reacted that something was wrong, and immediately knelt down and kowtowed.

I don't know why, the sound of "Seven Babies" made me feel that the distance between myself and Luo'er was close again. In the past, when she asked me, when she was in a good mood, she would call me Seventh Brother crisply.

Uncle Bao didn't know what my name was, so he called me Qiwazi. Back then, I hated this dirty name.

But there has never been a time when I am so fortunate as I am, and I am glad that in the eyes of Uncle Bao, I am still the seventh brother of the seventh child and Luo'er.

I explained my intention, Uncle Bao rolled up his sleeves and went down, and began to mix noodles after the basin.

He said that he hadn't made buns for a long time, and that the skeleton was not flexible anymore as he got older.

As he did so, he began to break his thoughts as before. Occasionally ask me if Luo'er and I are okay, and sigh, "I used to see you two being inseparable, but now we are really together, hey!" is still an emperor and a queen, my little old man is really a blessing! I have made steamed buns for the emperor for so many years! ”

What Uncle Bao said, I don't remember, I only remember, when I came out of Uncle Bao's house, the sky had just turned white, and I was carrying the steamed bun that Uncle Bao had just made in my arms.

Like a simple teenager, regardless of his image and prestige, he ran on the way back to the palace, just to give his favorite girl a bite of her favorite hot buns, pure and simple.

Later, on the Queen Mother's birthday, Yun Zeyuan came back.

He went to see Luo'er.

Since then, Luo'er seems to have changed a lot, no longer covered in thorns, and she gradually gathered all her sharp blades. I can't tell if it's good or bad.

Until the big wedding of the criminal tomb. I saw her having a private meeting with Xinglingyou in the backyard of the criminal mansion, and although she pushed Xinglingyou away, the image of them hugging lingered in my mind no matter what.

That night, she was uncharacteristically obedient and humble. Looking at her low-eyed appearance, it reminded me of the scene in the backyard of the criminal mansion, which made me feel that I beat the mandarin ducks and broke up their bitter lovers.

I'm irritable, I'm jealous, I'm mad, and it's only by possessing her that I feel like she truly belongs to me.

That night, she was under me and asked me with a smile, "Seventh brother, you broke my wings and plucked out all my thorns, and you were satisfied when you saw me so embarrassed?" ”

Is it satisfying? If you don't love me, how can I be satisfied? Embarrassed? Yes, we are all so embarrassed, even so, even if we are tortured to the death, we are reluctant to let go.

She was in my arms, not crying, not making trouble, not angering me, just lying quietly. I was angry that she didn't care, and even more angry with myself, and finally left the Hehuan Palace in a rage.

That night, I was very drunk in the Chaoqin Palace, I don't remember how much I drank, but the more I drank, the more Lu'er's happy, sad, joyful, and weeping faces became clearer and clearer.

I remember that later, I wanted to go to the Hehuan Temple.

I remember that she didn't like to be alone since she was a child, and I wanted to go over and be with her.

But I don't know why, but I woke up in Yu Linglong's dormitory, looking down at Yu Linglong who was sleeping, looking at the traces on her body, as if I had returned to that morning a long time ago.

It was as if history was repeating itself, and I began to be afraid in my heart, afraid of being known by Su Duluo, afraid of seeing her. I don't know how to face her.

So, I didn't dare to see her for a month and a half.

coincided with Luoxia City on the border, Liang Guo provoked an incident, thinking about the domestic military and financial resources, and had just signed a peace agreement with Mo Guo, even if Mo Guo and Liang Guo colluded to break the contract, it was still more than enough.

If I don't take advantage of this time to take back Luoxia City, then Luoxia City may never belong to my Daqi again, although a large part of the reason for making this decision is that I promised Luo'er that I would take Luoxia City back for her, but I am not so impulsive and have no worries.

I thought that taking back Huixia City would ease my relationship with her.

Who knows, but it pushed the two of us into a catastrophe from which we never recovered.

She questioned me in the Chaoqin Hall that day, and I wanted to tell her that I had seen it, I had heard it, I had seen it, and I had experienced it...... We've been through it together.

It's just that you forgot, don't remember......

Her disappointed eyes and accusatory words were like a sharp knife in my heart.

I watched her turn around and shake the blood-stained handkerchief in her hand, and wondered why I always wanted to do something to make her laugh and make her happy, but it was all self-defeating.

After Cangshu left, she seemed to have lost herself, and she often lost her soul.

I don't know who I heard from me, but the night of Qixi Festival is lively, and patrols should be strengthened to avoid incidents.

I remembered in a trance that once upon a time, I was in the palace to write silently, and she was eager to pull me to go to the night market, but I happened to be bumped into by the Taifu who came to check the spot, and finally failed to make it.

I walked down the street with her, looked at the people coming and going, looked down and asked her, "Do you want to pick a lantern?" ”

But she asked me, "What did you say?" ”

Seeing her absent-minded appearance, a feeling of unhappiness rose in my heart. After taking two steps, I forced myself to calm down, I pulled her out, I wanted to reconcile with her, and I was angry with her.

I stopped at the bridge and watched a lot of girls putting out lanterns, not knowing if she liked it or not.

I thought that if she waited for her to tell me that she wanted a lantern, I would be stupid enough to run and buy it and put it in her arms.

Who knows, instead of waiting for her to ask for it, it waited for the assassin to come.

Two assassins, I didn't care, who expected, she would defend me with her sword.

She was lying in my arms, and I looked at her chest, blood soaked her robe, and I put my arms around her, and my whole body was trembling.

She kept calling my name, and I wanted to hold her tightly and tell her I was there, but I didn't dare to hold it too tightly for fear of pressing her wounds.

The blood statue was like a blooming manju sawa in an ancient book, slowly blooming in the hem of her clothes. With every bit of bloom, I felt like a piece of my heart was missing.

There was only one thought in my mind - she couldn't die! I don't want her dead!

From outside the palace to inside the palace, all the way was noisy and prosperous, and I only remember her whispering in my arms.

I hugged her, and I felt the temperature of her body getting colder and colder, and my heart getting colder and colder.

I'm anxious, I'm remorseful, my heart hurts, I'm afraid, my whole being is in fear.

Someone once told me that if you are most afraid of something, then that thing will happen the most easily. But what am I afraid of, the only thing I am afraid of is that Luo'er will leave me.

Because I was afraid, I didn't dare to take the hosta what to do; Because I was afraid, I was jealous of the torture tomb; Because I was afraid, every time she wasn't there, my heart felt like it was empty......

Because I was afraid that she would die like this, I was nervous, so I was afraid, so I didn't dare to close my eyes, so I could only helplessly cry in her ear and beg her to wake up......

After going down, I entered the temple from the outside, and saw that she was looking at something with her back to the bronze mirror, and I asked her, but she was silent.

I changed her dressing, but it was clumsy, clumsy and useless.

I saw the scars on her back, all over the place, with knife wounds and arrow scars, which I had seen before, and pretended not to care. This is the first time I've looked so carefully and counted so carefully.

Listening to her breezy words and thinking of her skillful bandaging movements, my heart was filled with bitterness and heartache.

I don't know how many injuries she has suffered, how much pain she has suffered, and the girl I once swore to protect for the rest of my life ended up being displaced and suffering......

At this moment, I finally realized that even though I was still the same person I used to be, she was no longer the same person she used to be.

In my absence, she has learned to take care of herself, protect herself, and let herself live bravely. I don't need to pamper it in the palm of my hand anymore.

She had survived the saddest years alone, and I was already an outsider who could not intervene in her world, and had long been cut off from the fortress she had built.

Even so, I thought, even if it was a little closer to the fortress, no matter what, it would be better to be closer to her.

So I moved all the pieces to the Hehuan Palace, and wanted to accompany her all the time; Every time I received an urgent letter from the border gate, I was the first to open it and then read it to her; The acacia flowers bloomed brilliantly, and in the early morning of the morning morning, I climbed up the branches of the acacia tree, plucked the acacia flowers, and put them in my dragon robe. Come into the house and show her......

The Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, and I specially instructed Du Heng to prepare palace lamps and melon and fruit snacks. I want to make up for her Qixi Festival, not the last time, but the previous one.

In those days, I nested in the Chaoqin Hall and wanted to tie a lantern for her.

However, there were many piercings, but none of them succeeded. In the end, I barely made one, and I thought of her joy when she looked at the lanterns, and drew her favorite acacia flowers.

It's just that...... Until the end, the lantern was lonely in the corner of the courtroom hall.

I didn't expect that Yu Linglong would conceive my child, or on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival.

In Yu Linglong's palace, I was so confused that I didn't listen to what the hosta and Yu Linglong said at all, I was just thinking, why is it this time!

Looking at Yu Linglong's blooming smile and timid expression, thinking about the debt to her and the child in her belly over the years, I couldn't say half a word of refusal.

That night, I sat in front of Yu Linglong's bed for a whole night, looking at Yu Linglong's quiet sleeping face, thinking about Su Duluo's injured expression, I realized what a failed man I was......

I'll admit that I'm a coward, and every time I encounter something that might make Su Duluo sad, I choose to run away and retreat.

I didn't know how to talk to her, I didn't know how to tell her.

So, as before, I began to avoid her.

Later, in the Imperial Garden, I knew that Luo'er didn't push Yu Linglong, she wasn't that kind of person, and she wouldn't do that kind of thing.

But I can only pretend not to know, Yu Linglong is a hosta person, if she tells the hosta, let the hosta play the topic, Luo'er will have a hard time.

Before stepping into spring, and then here, I understand why Yu Linglong did this. It's just that I married her, and I was originally the crown princess, but she was not allowed to take the throne for five years after she ascended the throne...... She doesn't cry or make trouble, she is obedient and obedient and follows me for so many years, she is my wife, pregnant with my child, what can I do to her......

After that, Luo'er told me that she wanted to go to the temple, but I didn't want to, but thinking of her restraints in the palace, if she went to the temple, she could avoid the conflict with Yu Linglong and the hosta, and let her live more freely, so I readily agreed.

So I instructed Du Heng to take care of the inside and outside of the Jingci Nunnery, and place secret guards in all corners of the Jingci Nunnery, this time, I will not let her be hurt in the Jingci Nunnery like in the prison.

I personally went to Jingci Nunnery to inspect it three times, and especially chose her room in a position facing the palace, and finally I was reassured.

It's just that before I could send her away, the news of Cangshu's sacrifice came.

That day, she was on the street and said that she was going to send Cangzhu home, and I immediately held her hand, and I knew that I couldn't let go.

Once I let go and she was gone, she really never came back.

I promised to help her find out the truth of the matter, and I did so, but when the truth was in front of me, I fell silent again.

On one side is the hosta, which is the poisonous oath I made before my father died; On one side is Su Duluo, which is my personal promise......

In the Chaoqin Palace, what she said at the door did not need to be passed on, I was inside the door, I heard it clearly, and I remembered it word for word.

I don't know why she and I got to this point.

I just want to be with her, why is this simple wish, this way, so difficult?

When I heard that Xing Lingyou went to find her, I knew that something was wrong.

But...... Thousands of calculations, but unexpectedly, she was pregnant. And the child in her womb was buried by my own hands!

I am not a shrewd and capable emperor, in front of the beloved woman, I am just an ordinary man, an ordinary wreck, a waste who does not have!

I didn't know that the woman I loved the most was pregnant and killed her own child with her own hands; I didn't know she had been poisoned, I didn't know when she was poisoned, or who poisoned her!

I think all the men in the world, I should be the most asshole one!

I'm the most asshole, and the stupidest, the stupidest.

I always thought she didn't love me, but I didn't want to, and even though she forgot about me, she still fell in love with me again.

And I was blinded by her love and kindness to her!

Standing outside the Hehuan Palace, listening to Chang Shan's questioning and scolding to her, at that moment, I really knew what she had lost because of me!

Because of me, she lost her loved ones; Because of me, she suffered; Because of me, she lost her brother; Because of me, she wiped the child; Because of me, she lost herself; Because I. She lost all her ...... She gave everything she had for me, and she left behind a lot of infamy......

I walked past Changshan, pushed open the door, and watched her curl up behind the door, bursting into tears, but biting her forearm and crying silently......

I had never seen her cry like this, not crying, not hysterical, like blood flowing from her forearm, quiet and mournful.

I held her, and she kept pushing me, as if she was going to push me away until she died.

I let her bite me, as if I could feel how hard she bitten. But I knew that I couldn't, that I could feel less than one thousandth, one ten-thousandth of her pain.

At the end of the day, I kept saying I loved her, but I didn't do anything for her.

I wanted to do something for her, even if it was just one thing.

So I sent her out of the palace and sent her to Jingci Nunnery.

I didn't bring Du Heng. Leaving him in the capital, he gave him a token to order all the secret guards and forbidden troops, and told him to protect Su Dusk.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, I was on the beams of the room, watching the room huddled together, my heart was tightly constricted, and it was so painful that it was difficult to breathe. But I couldn't go down and take her in my arms and let her relax.

Because I'm not eligible......

The next day, I drove the expedition in person.

At the border pass, the fierce wind, like a knife scraped on the face, I looked at the heavy snow, it turned out that she was struggling to survive in such a cold and snowy place, and at that time, I was in the palace of Chaoqin, incense and stove.

I also went to the battlefield, slept with the soldiers, ate and lived together, understood the cold swept by the cold wind, and felt the difficulty of swallowing the food.

I was also injured and bandaged myself through gritted teeth. Originally......

She used to live so hard, so painful......

I took the city of Luoxia in the quickest way possible, and although I was seriously injured, I did not regret it at all.

The first thing I did after taking Luoxia City was to go to the mansion where I used to live with her, and let people renovate it and change it back to its original appearance as much as possible.

I thought that if one day she could remember, there was at least one thing I had done for her.

If you can never remember it, then so be it, I just remember......

I only stayed at the border plus the journey for four months, but she stayed for five years, day after day, year after year!

On the way back to Beijing, I was groggy and always dreamed of her...... I dreamed that she was sitting on a stone bench, quietly wiping her sword, and when she saw me passing, she looked up and smiled at me, but it was a flash of sword light, and the long sword sealed her throat.

I think so. She must have wanted to kill me.

At the end of June, I went to Jingci Nunnery despite the imperial doctor's obstruction.

In the carriage, when I heard her say to Du Heng, "The palace is here, chanting the Buddha day and night, and I just hope that he will die early and be reborn sooner", I felt bitter in my heart, and it turned out to be ...... She really wanted me to die......

The wind blew, lifting the curtains, and I was suffocating for breath, because I was afraid that she would see me in the car.

I held my breath, forced my unbearable cough, and waited until the footsteps faded away before I dared to lift the curtain slightly to take a look at her thin back.

When I returned to the palace, I realized that my time was short.

When I was still conscious, I wrote two holy decrees, one was that Zen was located at the source of Yunze; One is to let the hosta go to guard the imperial mausoleum, and Yu Linglong will go with her, and send thousands of elite soldiers to escort her, which is actually a lifetime house arrest of the imperial mausoleum. The son of Yu Linglong was succeeded to Yun Zeyuan's knees, and he was crowned the king.

I'll let Yun Zeyuan. These two decrees were decreed after my death or after I was unconscious and no longer dead.

I thought about letting the hosta die, but I didn't think about letting Yu Linglong die too, it's just that Yun Zeyuan's approach I understand, I have scruples, I can't do it, he can! Even if I don't do it, he will avenge her!

It didn't help, but this was the last thing I could do for her, to punish everyone who hurt her, including myself!

Yun Zeyuan said that he went to find Luo'er and came back, although I said no, I still looked forward to it.

In the Hehuan Palace, I kept looking at the sky outside, waiting for her, but I didn't see her, I asked Du Heng, "Are the acacia flowers in the courtyard blooming?" ”

Du Heng knew that what I wanted to ask was if she had come back.

He just replied in a low voice, "Yes, it's on." ”

She didn't come back, and I know, she won't. I can't wait......

In the days of coma, I felt as if she was beside me, sometimes whispering something in my ear, but always not really listening.

It's like a foggy fantasy, and it's real.

Until I woke up in a daze in the bumps of the carriage.

Hearing Du Heng say that she stayed in Luoxia City alone to fight against thousands of troops, she didn't think about anything, grabbed the horse she was driving and rushed back.

Hurry up and rush back to Xia City, on the city tower, she looked at the signal flare rising in front of her, and smiled.

But looking at the arrow that went straight to her door, my heart tightened in vain!

I kept telling myself, faster, faster, faster!

In the bumpy first half of my life, for so many years, she and I have been missing......

I just hope that this time, we don't want to, can't miss it again......

When he held the arrow in his hand, his heart seemed to start beating again, and the cold sweat passed away with the wind.

OK......

Fortunately......

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