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"I said I was not emotional, but I was moved"

My cousin entered my room and climbed into my bed

The man who slept with me also said that love is a kind of faith

Crawl out of the ruined marriage of a scumbag and a

Turning around and walking into someone's tender trap again

"Man is a dull man, and his heart is a hollowed out heart,

Mr. Shi, do you want people or hearts? ”

Body:

The human heart is not cool for a day, and the leaves are not yellow for a day.

My conflict with the south wind completely erupted on a somewhat cold late autumn evening.

"Part-time workers?"

When Nanfeng, who returned that night, told me that this three-bedroom home needed to find a part-time worker, I admitted that I was a little uneasy, and immediately asked back.

"Last time, my mother came and said that our family was a little messy, let's find a part-time job, and she will give you the money, so that you can rest assured."

She gives money, I rest assured? I don't know if it's my small belly chicken intestines, but I always feel that this sounds like a diaphragm.

I'm not a sloppy person, and the home is not spotless, but more than welcoming.

I endured it and didn't have a seizure, since my mother-in-law has a lot of money, then she can toss as much as she likes.

"Is it already there, or do you need to find it?"

"Don't look for it, there just happens to be a student who wants to work and study, just her!" Nanfeng said very casually, and pressed his temple again after speaking.

Looking at him like this, I thought maybe he was really tired.

Nanfeng is a master's supervisor in the College of Liberal Arts, and since I am a work-study student, my anger is not so big, and everyone is a poor student.

Watching my emotions gradually calm down, the south wind came over and wrapped around my waist.

He put his forehead against mine and said softly: "Don't be upset, Li Xiang is not an outsider, we have helped her, and we don't need you to work hard, so why not do it?" ”

The mood that had just calmed down was picked up again, and I pushed Nanfeng away and looked at him with a stunned face: "What did you say?" Li Xiang? ”

Li Xiang is my cousin, and after graduating from the bachelor's degree, I hope to worship under the Nanfeng Gate, and I have made a lot of efforts for this.

She is coming to our house to work as a part-time worker, why did she have to tell me about this through the mouth of the south wind?

Seemingly dissatisfied with my reaction, Nanfeng's brows furrowed slightly: "You said that you are too, how can you say that you are also her cousin, why don't you care about her affairs at all?" ”

I'm really speechless.

Nanfeng softened his tone a little and gently coaxed me: "Niannian, you also know that the relationship between tutors and students is more sensitive now, and now is the critical moment for me to propose a candidate for full professor.

Li Xiang is your cousin, we know, but others don't know. If we do this, others will think that we are simply helping students, which will undoubtedly have a good impact on my reputation. ”

"Is it really just for the sake of promotion?" I asked him rhetorically, not because I was sensitive and suspicious, but because his wandering eyes betrayed him.

"Otherwise, what else? In the past few years, I have walked cautiously, like walking on thin ice, to have today's position, can you bear to drag your feet at such a critical moment? ”

My head was a little groggy, and I didn't want to worry about the south wind anymore, I just hoped that I really thought too much.

Without further interference, the matter of part-time work was settled.

I am a psychological counseling teacher at Nanfeng's university, and my salary is meager, but fortunately, my work is quite leisurely, and I can take care of his diet and daily life, so that he can do research with peace of mind.

When I was about to get off work that day, a student ran to my office crying, and I looked at it and it was Li Xiang.

"Sister!" As soon as she came, she lay on my desk and began to snot and tears.

"What's wrong? Did something happen? ”

Although I had some problems with the part-time work, nothing happened for a long time after that.

I slowly let go of my prejudices and felt that I might really be nervous too tight.

Li Xiang shook his head and looked at me with teary eyes: "Sister, you are a psychological counseling teacher, I want to ask you questions about emotions, is it okay?" ”

"Of course, are you in love?" At her age, if she falls in love, it is normal.

"I'm in love, crazy love, but I can't, I'm miserable, I'm really miserable.

The pain was like a rope that made it difficult for me to breathe. I think it's a happy thing to be alive, because of his existence, and I think it's hard to live because of him. ”

Her narration was a little messy, but I still heard it, and I asked her the most important points: "Love but can't, what kind of love can't?" ”

She buried her head, her shoulders twitching even more, and after a long while, she said intermittently, "I...... Fall in love with a married man! ”

Since Li Xiang came to tell me, he must have felt that he was at the end of his rope.

"Did you find out that he had a family after you fell in love?" I asked tentatively.

She still shook her head: "No, I always knew he had a wife, but I couldn't help it."

I don't know what to do, I go deep, that's a kind of physical attraction, you don't know, we can have a soul collision.

I understand him, he understands me, and if he wants me to give up, I can't do it, I really can't do it. ”

Li Xiang is also a top student in the Department of Literature, so I am not surprised at all that a few sentences come out of my mouth, and I am used to it.

But I still can't accept that she renders a disgraceful relationship so poignantly.

"So what do you want? Will he abandon his wife and marry you? You say you and he can have a collision of ideas, but how do you know that he and his wife can't do this?

Good sister, you are doing literary research, I can understand your thoughts, but life is really not all about piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry, hops, and more about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea. ”

Her head shook even more, her eyes looked directly at me, and there was even a layer of resentment: "No, he and his wife cannot, only I am worthy to stand by his side as a lady." ”

I sighed helplessly, the first love of adolescence is always strong and deep, and at this time, the girl who is trapped in the relationship can't pull it in.

There are some roads that can only be understood if you have walked them yourself.

I think the only thing I can do now is to keep an eye on her and not let her sink deeper and deeper.

Look outside, it's already dark, it's almost winter, and it's getting dark early.

As I cleaned up my desk, I said to her, "Don't be depressed, go home, I'll cook you something delicious, maybe you can forget some of your worries for a while." ”

Listening to my words, her eyes had a hint of color, she wiped a handful of tears casually, smiled, took my arm, and couldn't wait to leave.

I was secretly amused, I was clearly still a child, and my crying and laughter came so quickly.

When he went home, Nanfeng was already lying on the sofa, his coat and briefcase were casually thrown away, and the whole hall looked a little messy.

I said to Li Xiang: "Think about it, you clean up the hall and I'll cook!" ”

Not to mention that now we have hired Li Xiang to do part-time work, even if it doesn't, I don't think there's anything wrong with what I said.

But it was such a simple sentence that made the south wind rise from the sofa.

"Come to think of it, you don't have to clean up these first, you are a top student in the literature department, where do you do this. Come to my study, and I have a few topics to discuss with you. ”

When I watched Nanfeng and Li Xiang walk into the study one after the other, I was at a loss for what to do, and I didn't return to reality until the door of the study was closed and there was a bang.

She didn't do that, so who should do it?

What's more, she's been doing it for so long, why can't she do it today?

After a while, a heated argument broke out in the study, and I listened to it, and it was indeed about academic discussions.

Li Xiang is in a bad mood right now, and it would be good if she could distract her focus. So for Nanfeng's contempt and disrespect, I put up with it again, and after cleaning up the hall, I went to the kitchen to cook.

After the meal was ready, I began to call them to eat, and after calling several times, no one answered, I approached the study and prepared to open the door.