Chapter 46: Painful Catharsis

According to the position in the army, Ye Xingchen has a general above him, but his identity and outstanding talent are destined to make decisions on many important matters in the army, although this general is also a little unwilling in his heart, but knowing the emperor's reuse and arrangement for him, he can only obey orders, but Ye Xingchen is good at scheming and thoughtful, and he also leaves him enough glamour and face.

On this day, Ye Xingchen came to Changyang Hall to greet his mother and concubine, but today's Concubine Yun's face was solemn and serious, and there was no love and joy in the past.

"Mother, the child came to see you, I heard that you have been unwell recently, but you can call the imperial doctor to treat you." Concubine Yun glared at her son, she didn't understand how her son could become such a stranger, which made her feel a little scared.

"The imperial doctor can't see it well, my illness lies here," Concubine Yun pointed to her chest, her face was the disappointment and anger of the young master.

"Jin'er, you tell your mother that Ying'er's matter was not planned by you, she can't do anything like that, she only has you in her heart all these years, and only you" Looking at her son's calm and breezy look, there is no normal anger, and there is no justification, and you can probably be sure in your heart.

"Why are you so vicious, you have ruined everything now that you have done this, we are all kept in the dark by you, and even your father and emperor have been calculated by you. If he knew this would do this to you, you could have imagined it. Ye Xingchen didn't admit it on his face, but he didn't deny it, there were only two of them in the room, he didn't need to pretend, he himself had indeed changed, sometimes he didn't even know himself.

He picked up the strong tea on the table and tasted it slowly, he knew that his mother was very disappointed in him.

"Mother, what you said is true that I did it, I am vicious, that is because they have made me feel more painful again and again, and hurt the people in my heart, I forgave her and let them go, how could she let go of Xiaoxi, she hurt her again and again, it was in my heart again and again." Ye Xingchen gritted his teeth with anger and hatred, which frightened Concubine Yun and sat on the ground, she didn't understand a little, but she knew that the one named Xiaoxi should be the key,

"Who's Xiaoxi?" As soon as she heard the mother concubine mention Xiao Xiye Xingchen's sadness and tenderness immediately appeared, which made Concubine Yun understand a little,

"You did this to your wife for the sake of another woman."

"Mother, she is no one else, she is the person in the child's heart, and she has long been installed here in the child." Ye Xingchen pressed his heart painfully, the pathos in his eyes made him extremely decadent, and his eyes were full of tears.

"Jin'er, do you know Ying'er's heart for you, so many years."

"It doesn't matter what she thinks about me, mother, do you know that she is no longer the Ying'er she was back then, she has killed many innocent people for her own selfish desires." Concubine Yun couldn't believe it, she felt that she must have heard it wrong, how could such a kind woman as Ying'er be?

"She and her father reached an agreement in order to force me to return to the palace, so there was a later marriage, there were too many calculations in the middle, and the child had no way out but to return to the palace, which also made the child lose his love." Ye Xingchen walked to Concubine Yun gently, and the cruelty in his eyes was extremely weird,

"Mother, do you think that my father doesn't know the truth about this incident, he knows, he is willing to be calculated by me, it is because what I have done is more beneficial to his power and this country, he has no loss, otherwise how could he agree to the child's proposal and give Ling'er a marriage to Chen Xinyi." Concubine Yun was shocked when she heard this, although she knew that the emperor's city was deep, she didn't expect the stakes involved, it turned out to be like this.

"Mother, do you think the Fifth Emperor Brother is innocent, the child's last catastrophe is indispensable to his credit, his ambition is well hidden, it doesn't mean that others don't know, I didn't want to care, but this time he hurt her for Chen Xinying, if they find Xiaoxi, I'm afraid I'm only afraid of ............" Ye Xingchen said here with palpitations and was very scared,

"How could I let him go!"

"Mother, I originally wanted to leave here with you, let go of all the grievances and hatreds here, there is no nostalgia and reluctance for me here, and live the life I have always wanted to live. You, I still have Xiaoxi, and there will be me and her children in the future, and now all this is shattered, they forced it!! The light in Ye Xingchen's eyes dimmed little by little, leaving only tears of hatred and despair.

"Who the hell is that woman who makes you so precious?"

"She is the warmth and hope of the child when he is lonely and cold, when the child is in pain and she will take some candy-like pills to care for me, although there are some complaints against me, when the child is lonely and lost, she will accompany me silently, when the child drags her down, she always stares at her beautiful eyes angrily, when the child is depressed and uncomfortable, she always uses that silly and cute language, so that the child can cry and laugh a lot easier. She is smart, strong, and very assertive," Ye Xingchen said that the light in these eyes made Concubine Yun feel so strange, and the gentleness and sweetness on his face made him look extremely happy, how could Concubine Yun not know that only people who have deep love in their hearts would have such a sweet expression.

"But in the end, the child broke her heart and left me, and no matter how I looked for her for three years, I couldn't find her." Ye Xingchen finally told his mother about the deep love in his heart, Concubine Yun saw her son become like this, in addition to guilt, she was more distressed, it turned out that he had endured so much.

What right does she have to blame her son, she brought him into this world, how can she not change when she was born with such a weak heart but wants him to endure the persecution of such a situation!

"Jin'er, the mother is wrong to blame you, child, this is your fate, you just forgot about that woman, you are afraid that you will not meet a good woman in your life in the future," Concubine Yun was also very sad, remembering that she and her son were in the same situation, and it was too difficult to retain a pure affection in this palace.

"Mother, I can't forget, I don't want to forget, forget her, what's the point of living!" The days are almost late autumn, and the wedding date of Princess Zhiling and Chen Xinyi is approaching, since Concubine Yun knows how much of the princess may feel guilty behind the scenes, Chen Xinyi and the princess are still in love.

Princess Zhiling was in a gentle mood, her biological mother died and was raised by Concubine Yun for a period of time, and then because Ye Xingchen was seriously ill when she was nine years old, she had no time to take care of the princess and was finally raised by the Queen Mother.

Princess Zhiling was very happy and grateful when she saw the dowry that Concubine Yun had made for herself.

"Mother, I have a lot of dowry, so you can keep these precious jewelry." The princess took it all the precious things, and Concubine Yun smiled lightly and touched the princess's delicate face with some reluctance.

"Ling'er, if you go to the Hou Mansion in the future, you can be filial to your in-laws, your imperial aunt her, she, you have to care more about her, your position is a little difficult, but you have to spend more effort to reconcile in the middle, and the most important point, you have entered the Hou Mansion, but you are really willing, marry the Hou Mansion Gongzi, what complaints do you have in your heart."

"Mother, I know all this, you don't have to worry, I am really willing to marry this marriage, in fact-in fact, the Nine Emperor Brothers have known about it for a long time, between me and him." Princess Zhiling looked shy and happy, Concubine Yun was very relieved after hearing it, and her Jin'er still retained a conscience and kindness in her heart.

"That's good, that's good,"

"Mother, you don't have to worry about me, he is very good to me,"

"Okay, as long as you can be happy, the mother concubine will naturally be happy." Mother and daughter looked at each other and smiled and hugged each other tightly, it is really not easy for a woman to find her lover in her life, fate is subtle and magical, and meeting the right person in the best time in the vast sea of people will inevitably be happy for a lifetime, which is also the deepest blessing in the heart of Concubine Yun.