Chapter 45 has never been forgotten

Xiaolu looked at his young master and began to toss his burden again, sighing several times, and the movements in his hands became more and more sluggish.

"Little deer, don't forget to smoke my brocade robe decorated with plum blossoms, be sure to smoke it with incense,"

"Got it!" The fawn replied reluctantly.

"I said what's wrong with you, stretch your face, isn't it that Young Master Ben has been too tolerant of you recently, and your skin is itchy, right?" Xue Xiang saw that Xiaolu hadn't packed up this burden for a long time, so he was ready to give him a head melon seeds, and Xiaolu didn't hide from him and let him beat him, so he felt extremely aggrieved.

"Young master, be sober, no matter how good Xiaoxi is, her current reputation is not worthy of you......"

"You want to find death, this young master will fulfill you, you dare to say bad things about her, don't follow me," Xue Xiang was completely angry, as soon as he heard Xiaolu say that Xiaoxi like that, his heart was very angry, Xiaolu heard him say this, and immediately knelt in front of Xue Xiang,

"Young master, Xiaolu has no parents, Xiaolu only needs a young master, Xiaolu doesn't want to see the young master fall deeper and deeper, it's not good for you." Xue Xiang was not only unmoved, but also scolded Xiaolu even harder, he didn't understand why Xiaolu, who grew up with him, was so opposed.

"Young master, Xiaolu knows that you like Xiaoxi girl very much, and you have to go to see her every time you eat your stomach or think of other ways, and you specially asked the old man of the Chamber of Commerce to take care of her, but Xiaoxi girl, she is only a widow now.................." Xue Xiang heard Xiaolu say Xiaoxi like that, his heart was extremely uncomfortable, and he couldn't accept it at all, and Xiaolu's mind was blank with a powerful and loud slap.

"Young Master Ben doesn't allow you to say that about her! Get out of here, don't follow me in the future" Xue Xiang trembled angrily, feeling distressed and sad when he thought of Xiaoxi's current situation.

"Young master, the fawn can go, but the deer doesn't want the young master to be sad in the future, you are too affectionate for Miss Xiaoxi, it is not good for you, your status is noble, they will give you another family matter, and the most important thing is that Miss Xiaoxi's mind is not here with you." This is also the most helpless thing for Xue Xiang, thinking of this, he is very depressed, although every time he is with Xiaoxi, he can give him a lot of joy.

But he knew it would be hard to get into her heart.

"Young master, don't say anything else, don't you make trouble for yourself, don't you yourself say that the Nine Princes are becoming more and more insidious, he has been looking for Miss Xiaoxi all these years, if he knows that the shopkeeper of the garden full of spring is her, and you have already found Miss Xiaoxi, how will he deal with you, have you ever thought about it?"

"I can't manage it so much, not to mention that I want to help her when I see her so tired every day."

"Young Master!"

"Okay, go and prepare, this is the last time, if you dare to disobey me next time, or hurt her by speaking, let's go!" Every time Xue Xiang comes, no matter how busy Xiaoxi is, he will stop what he is doing, and the table is full of dishes made by Xiaoxi himself, although they are not more exquisite than the dishes in his own house, but they make Xue Xiang feel happy.

"Xiaoxi, it's just hard for you, I'm already busy, and I have to cook so many delicious dishes for me."

"It's embarrassing for you, every time for my business, you go out of your way to bother you, thank you!" The two of them each drank the wine in their glasses, Xue Xiang looked at Xiao Xi, who was thinner in front of him, and felt very uncomfortable, so he poured himself a drink, for fear of revealing his sad emotions and making Xiao Xi sad.

As soon as Xiaoxi's chatterbox was opened, she talked about the booming business in her garden, her face was bright, and she didn't say anything about her discomfort and hard work.

Xue Xiang listened quietly, and sometimes he would say some of his thoughts, and Xiaoxi would copy them if he thought it was good.

The dishes on the table were cold, the guys were also hot several times, it was late at night, both of them were a little drunk, and Xiaolu urged them several times, but Xiaoxi pulled Xue Xiang and didn't want to let go, so he had to let him give him some advice.

"Xiaoxi, have you been like this in the future, haven't you thought about the future, you are still young, you are a woman, you are too tired like this! You don't want to find someone who is genuinely good to you. Xue Xiang hesitated for a long time and asked about the shackles and worries in his heart, Xiaoxi put down the booklet in his hand and was silent for a long time.

"Who would like to be good to me as a widow with all his heart, I dare not hope for it."

"Who said no, you're so good!" Xue Xiang really wanted to say what was in his heart, but he was a little afraid to say it and make Xiaoxi embarrassed.

"Xue Xiang, it's too late to go and rest."

"Actually, you're very afraid of me saying it, right, are you running away like this or for him?" Xiaoxi naturally knew Xue Xiang's intentions for herself, and she was indeed running away from fear, she was afraid of losing Xue Xiang's friend, and she was also afraid of making him sad.

"Xiaoxi, you know my heart for you, but you deliberately pretend not to know,"

"Don't say it, Xue Xiang, I beg you!"

"But I'm just going to say, I want to marry you, Xiaoxi!" Xue Xiang knew that he didn't have much chance, but he still wanted to try, he had endured Xiaoxi's feelings for too long, so long that he thought he would hide it in his heart for a lifetime, but who knew that he was getting more and more greedy, he wanted to accompany Xiaoxi like this all the time, and he wanted to seize this opportunity before Ye Xingchen found it.

"Xue Xiang, you are very good to me, but I am not worthy of you, I have taken care and care of me for the past two years, I have kept it in my heart, but I only treat you as a friend, don't say such things in the future, okay" Guilt and sadness made Xiaoxi look so tired, as if she would come down at any time, such Xiaoxi Xue Xiang couldn't help but feel sorry, and hated himself even more for why he was reluctant to withdraw.

"Is it that you still can't let go of him in your heart, knowing that he is also a widower now, so you are still waiting for him to marry you?"

"Xue Xiang!" Xiaoxi heard that these wounds in his heart had not yet scabbed, and he was cut open again and the bloody pain was re-cut, in fact, Xue Xiang regretted it as soon as he said this, and the truth gave him a slap in the face.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxi!"

"Xue Xiang, I'm sorry for you, it's too late for me, I'm back in the house." Since ancient times, amorous and hateful have always been ruthlessly hurt, Xue Xiang was drunk in the truth, it would be nice if he could make the pain in his heart less, Xiaoxi didn't want to hurt him, but he didn't know that what could hurt him the most was her sentence

"Sorry and thank you!" But is there any way to get it back, and the feelings you have paid can be reciprocated, why do you still care so much about her thoughts in your heart.

The next day, Xiaoxi accompanied Xue Xiang to turn around her garden, both of them did not mention last night's incident, Xue Xiang admired Xiaoxi from the bottom of his heart, she was a woman with such insight and goals, which made him a little embarrassed.

And her idea is really special, now the reputation of the spring garden and the novel way of creation are also thunderous in Chu Ye Country, there are many guests every day, Xiaoxi is also happy, she has long known that Xiaoxi is a little special, otherwise how could she have been obsessed with her for a long time.

Xiaoxi stood on the stairs and looked at the busy guys, as well as the guests who came and went one after another, Xiaoxi glanced at Xue Xiang with some pride,

"How about it, Xue Gongzi, the little woman once said that she won't let you down, how about it?"

"Heroine, disrespectful, I don't know the heroine with my eyes, please forgive the heroine!" Xue Xiang clenched his hands into fists and had a sincere attitude, Xiaoxi looked at Xue Xiang in a daze, and suddenly remembered that a few years ago, there was such a person who teased himself like this, and there was a bitterness in his heart.

"What's the matter, what's the matter," Xiaoxi shook her head and warned herself not to think about this, those sealed past events and the one engraved on her heart, let her pass, one day she will be all relieved, she knows that it is a little difficult.

Today is the temple fair, Xiao Xiyou took Xue Xiang to Zhuangcheng for a crazy circle, and what surprised them was that Xue Xiang's outstanding appearance won the hearts of many young women, and before he arrived at the temple, he had already harvested a basket full of melons, fruits, eggs and sachets, and the jealousy of the men, which made Xue Xiang even more carried away.

Xiaolu and Xiaoxi followed behind the swaggering uncle, holding these fruits of victory for nothing, one sad and one happy.

"Young master, what do you want these things for, there is no shortage of them in our house. Where will you throw it away in a moment? Xiaolu said that Xue Xiang was also a little hesitant, the two of them didn't know how difficult it was to do trivial things like firewood, rice, oil and salt.

"I said two masters, these things can be eaten from time to time, and I will take them back to my stove room later, we craftsmen, today's food is enough." After speaking, he called a guy from the shop in his own city, and sent the things back to the spring garden, the streets were very lively this day, and Xiaoxi hadn't been so relaxed for a long time.

Xue Xiang's mood is also good, today's rare Xiaoxi is generous, and he is competing to pay for everything he buys, and now Xiaoxi is also a person with silver, saying that he is also a landlord, but he is incompetent Xue Xiang how to shout hunger, Xiaoxi is not allowed to eat in other restaurants, and he must go back to his own spring garden.

Under the compulsion of Xiaoxi, they almost walked around Zhuangcheng, it is worth it to return to the spring garden hungry after dark, and when they go back, they see a table full of good dishes, these three people are a gust of wind and clouds, Xue Xiang is also the first time in his life to gobble up, and then think about it and feel ashamed, there is no way as long as he is involved with Xiaoxi, his arrogant and domineering image of the noble son is always seriously damaged.

In the evening, Xue Xiang didn't rest, Xiaoxi knocked on the door and entered, holding a small box in his hand, Xiaoxi looked at the burden on the table and felt a little guilty.

"Can't you just play two more days?"

"Now, this son is also a person with an official position, so he can't be like in the past," Xiaoxi smiled lightly and pushed the small box in front of Xue Xiang, Xue Xiang opened it with some doubts, and inside was a clay puppet, with a red face with oil paint.

This is not a birthday gift given to him by his mother when he was ten years old, no, it is not so new, and the clay puppet was broken by his father, because of that puppet he still resents his father, it was the last birthday gift his mother left him.

"Xue Xiang, this is my birthday gift for you, will you like it?"

"Like, thank you for your good intentions, Xiaoxi" Xue Xiang couldn't believe it, how did Xiaoxi know this, think about it carefully, and look at the weak-hearted deer, and roughly understand.

It seems that she is not all ruthless to herself, at least she still cares.

"No thanks, I just hope you can be happy in the future,"

"Yes," Xue Xiang replied softly, his face facing out the window for fear that Xiaoxi would see his tears of joy and loss.

"Xue Xiang, I'm fine, don't come to see me often in the future, when I have time to see you in the future, spend more time on your official position, you will definitely do it." Xue Xiang was always reluctant to look at Xiaoxi face-to-face, he could be drunk that night, but he was very sober tonight, he was afraid that his too disappointed and sad expression would only make Xiaoxi feel guilty and unbearable.

"Can I promise you or not," Xue Xiang quietly wiped away the tears on his face, and asked a little unwillingly, both of them were silent for a long time, Xiaoxi felt that the answer she wanted to give was too heavy, she knew how cruel it was to stick a knife in people's hearts.

"You take care all the way, I made some peach blossom stuffing for the fawn, you go back and taste it, you can rest early." I went back. ”

"Xiaoxi," Xue Xiang finally turned around, the reluctance and sadness on his face made Xiaoxi a little uncomfortable,

"You know, he's been looking for you for three years, he's just not as lucky as me to find you first, but he never gave up on you, I see that he cares about you very much, although everything has been going well in the court for the past three years, he is not happy at all, he ............"

"Xue Xiang, take care of yourself, I have learned to forget the past." Xiaoxi touched her still painful heart with tears on her face, and walked out of the room with the door frame, duplicity can only be self-deception, she has never forgotten him, as long as she mentions it, her heart is still a mountain of swords and a sea of fire.