Volume 3: Jun Hu Does Not Return Chapter 315 Leave the child
Fu Hui was stunned for a moment, and slowly raised her head to stare into Shangguan Jingyu's eyes.
Shangguan Jingyu choked up, "I know, I am not qualified to say such things, as far as you are concerned, I am also an enemy." But Fleur, if you don't even cherish your own body, who do you expect to cherish you? No matter who it is, the love you are given is only temporary. No one can take away your strength, and no one can be strong for you. A lifetime is that long, and it's over when it's finished. β
"Miss, I just feel sad." Fleur finally spoke, "I can't let go, I'm not as strong as you think." Those so-called hatreds, like seeds, took root in my heart. I don't know who I hate, even if I carry this blood feud, I can't do anything. Revenge, I don't have the ability; So I can only let myself hate everyone around me. β
Tears ran down her cheeks, hot.
Slip into the mouth, bitter.
"I know it's not right, and I know I'm selfish. Even if there is hatred, it is all the grievances of the previous generation, and it has nothing to do with you or Fu Shaohong. But who else can I hate but you? Fleur burst into tears, "Who cares about my love and hate but you?" β
Shangguan Jingyu raised his hand and wiped away the tears on Fu Hui's face, "Fu Yuan, cry if you want to cry, laugh if you want to laugh." You have no relatives, I am your relatives; You don't have friends, I'm your friends. We are lifelong friends, why have you forgotten it? β
When the voice fell, Shangguan Jingyu followed with tears, "As long as I live, I will protect you for a hundred years." As long as I have breath, we're best friends. β
"Miss!" Fu Hui pounced and knelt down for Shangguan Jingyu, "I know I deserve to die, I keep in mind your kindness to me." But I can't do itβI can't do it when nothing happened. My aunt died right before me, and she kept telling me for revenge. I know I can't get revenge, butβI can't get past that level in my heart. β
Shangguan Jingyu picked her up, "If you can't pass, you can't pass!" Time will be the best healing medicine, let's take our time. No matter how uncomfortable we feel, we have to live, don't we? Think of those border soldiers, think of those who died on the battlefield. They don't want to die, but they're all dead, and weβwhat's the reason to belittle ourselves? Everything can be done again, but there is only one life. β
Fleur burst into tears, unable to cry.
Su Yan stood outside, his eyes red.
Mama and the girl came over with food, and Su Yan stepped forward, "Give it to me, you all go down, you don't need to be served here." After that, he entered the door with his meal, "Come on, Miss, Fleur, eat and sleep well, and live well." β
The meals are all vegetarian, because the hibiscus has some morning sickness reaction, so it can't smell meaty.
Su Yan served the meal, Shangguan Jingyu wiped away his tears, and sandwiched the green vegetables in the bowl of Hibiscus, "Eat well, you are not alone now." There is someone who can be related to you by blood, and it is the flesh that falls from your body. Even if you don't want you all day, you still have your children with you. β
Fleur lowered her head and stroked her lower abdomen.
Here, she and Fu Shaohong's flesh and blood are being nurtured.
As Shangguan Jingyu said, even if in the future, the whole world doesn't want her, she still has her own children to rely on each other. Just like when she was a child, she was with her mother.
Depend on each other for life, always together.
No matter what the future holds, no matter what the future holds, live in the present.
Because today's you will eventually become tomorrow's past, and in the coming day, there will only be regret and reminiscence, and nothing else.
and tears swallowed rice, this meal, Fleur was cried to eat.
Fleur lay down on the bed, closing her eyes and resting. She was really tired, both physically and mentally. Fortunately, I ate and had the strength to hold on.
With a light sigh, Shangguan Jingyu pinched the corners of the quilt for Fu Hui and walked out of the door cautiously.
"Miss?" Su Yan stepped forward, "Are you okay?" β
Shangguan Jingyu nodded, "I'm fine." Fleur's belly will get bigger and bigger, and her body will become more and more inconvenient at that time. Go find an experienced grandmother and follow along. With more people, more hands, and more eyes, I can feel more at ease. β
Su Yan bowed, "Understood." β
When I returned to the Prime Minister's Mansion, I happened to bump into Xiao Yue who came back from shopping. When I first came to the Eastern Capital, I didn't have time to enjoy the scenery of the Eastern Capital last time, but this time I had a good time.
"Ah Jing, you just came back?" Xiao Yue stepped forward.
Shangguan Jingyu smiled, "You guys just came back too?" β
Xiao Yue bowed his head and turned his head to look at Liuying, who was holding a large stack of brocade boxes, staggering in place, "Today's harvest." β
After thinking about it, Shangguan Jingyu looked at those things calmly, "County Lord, I have something I want to ask you for help, I don't know if it's okay?" β
"Say." Xiao Yue raised her eyebrows.
"Go in and say." Shangguan Jingyu dragged Xiao Yue towards Hongyu Pavilion.
When I arrived at the room, Su Yan guarded the door outside, and Liuying was naturally knowledgeable and knowledgeable outside.
"You are the county lord, so it should be no problem to enter and leave the palace, right?" Shangguan Jingyu asked.
Xiao Yue nodded, "Yes." β
"Then can you help me go and see the makeup?" Shangguan Jingyu took a deep breath, "I was banned from the palace without makeup, and I don't know what happened now?" She used to like freedom, and what she hated most was the palace. There, she should be very uncomfortable. I want to know where she is at the moment. β
"Little aunt - the one who likes to be free the most." Xiao Yue pursed her lips, "What's so good about that palace, the last time I entered the palace to see the driver, I hated it." There are royal guards everywhere, and at a glance, even the sky is boxy. There is no freedom, it seems that there is not even air, and living there is simply suffocating. β
Shangguan Jingyu nodded, "You can help me bring a message to her." β
Xiao Yue smiled, "My aunt's business is my business, and yours is also my business, so I'll take care of this matter." β
"Thank you." Shangguan Jingyu was delighted.
Trapped in the palace without makeup, he must want to leave all the time. Isn't the second prince in power now? Since the emperor is seriously ill and has gone to the Graceland to recuperate, the guards should all gather near the Graceland. So the garrison of the harem should be a little lax, if that's the case, then there should be a way to regain freedom without makeup!
She didn't know what Su Yan was holding in her hands, so that the emperor hated and didn't dare to kill Su Yan.
It should be something that matters!
She doesn't care what it is, as long as she can come out.
Birds should fly in the sky, not imprisoned in purple gold cages.
Waiting for Su Yan to come out, maybe he can help Xiao Dongli, and the matter of reinforcements - maybe there will be a turnaround. The court is somewhat taboo against her.
Xiao Yue didn't know what Shangguan Jingyu wanted to do, she was in the palace without makeup, she really should go and see it. In the end, it is the little aunt, although she is afraid of no makeup, but - the friendship is still there. If you don't take a look, your father will complain in the future, and your ears will be calloused.
"By the way, Ah Jing, Zhiyuan doesn't live in the Prime Minister's Mansion?" When Xiao Yue was about to go out, he turned back again.
Shangguan Jingyu Wan'er chuckled, "He lives in the Liubu Yamen, and he only comes back occasionally." But the Cold Food Festival is coming, and he will be able to come back in these two days. β
Xiao Yue nodded with a smile, her face was a little shy, and she turned around and walked out slowly.
"The county lord seems to be ...... Zhiyuan," Shangguan Jingyu smiled.
"The county lord dares to admit it, I am a little interesting to him, but this time, I want to see it clearly before acting." Xiao Yue pursed her lips, "With the first time, I'm afraid of the second time." I don't want to fold in your Shangguan family again and again, it hurts too much. β
Shangguan Jingyu watched Xiao Yue's back as he left, and his eyelashes drooped slightly.
Master, how are you there?
Did it rain too?
The entire Eastern Capital, not to change the prosperity, not to change the past is to be tolerant. Everyone is still immersed in virtual luxury, drunk and dreaming, drunk and drunk. How do they know that you, who are at the border, will not hesitate to pay for your own lives for the peace of this Dashuo and the peace and prosperity of the people.
Is this an irony?
The spring flowers are still drunk to death, and he remembers the roadside bones in his dreams.
The fingertip palace merchant backyard flowers, blood stained the country.
Shangguan Jingyu took a deep breath, took out his mother's piano, and gently brushed his fingertips on the strings, bending his fingers slightly, and the instant crisp sound flowed. The sound of heaven rose slowly, swept through the breeze, swept the raindrops under the eaves, and spread rapidly.
The music is tactful, but it suddenly comes to an abrupt end when it is wonderful.
Su Yan was frightened and quickly entered the door.
saw Shangguan Jingyu looking at his hands in a daze, as if he was a little distracted.
"Miss, what's wrong? Why don't you play it? Su Yan leaned over and squatted down and asked softly.
Shangguan Jingyu raised his head slightly, and there was a blood mark on his fingertips, and the blood slowly oozed out of the wound. Seeing this, Su Yan hurriedly went to get the medicine box, "Why is Miss so careless, I don't know if this wound is deep, if the wound is too deep, I'm afraid I won't be able to touch the piano these days." β
Hearing this, Shangguan Jingyu didn't panic, but his expression was a little sick, "I-played the wrong tune." β
Su Yan was stunned, I didn't know why, "If you play it wrong, you can play it wrong, just don't hurt yourself." However, the next moment, she looked up at Shangguan Jingyu in amazement, "Miss has something on her mind?" Why are you upset? Is it because of my uncle? β
Shangguan Jingyu shook his head, "I don't know, I just feel uneasy, an indescribable feeling." β
"There's no news at the border, so Miss is in a hurry." Su Yan thought for a while, "Miss, don't worry, when it gets dark, I'll go to Shiweitian to see if there is any news." β
"Okay." Shangguan Jingyu nodded.
It's just that she never thought that since she left Youzhou, Youzhou has quietly changed. The Beizhao army was ready to move, and there were already signs of attacking the city.
Fenglihua is probably in a hurry, maybe it is a spy in the city, and he can no longer find the whereabouts of Shangguan Jingyu.
And the imperial court did not give Youzhou and Beizhao a reply for a long time.
It is the old Youzhou, which is already in danger.