Pei Zhao let out a "hmm", and was about to feed her another bite with Qingtuanzi, but she shook her head gently: "I won't take this anymore, you let them bring my medicine." ”

She has always been most afraid of drinking bitter medicine, but now she can obediently drink the medicine without a drop left, she is always so stupid, thinking that if she drinks the medicine clean, her body will get better, and she will be able to see the child one day earlier. Pei Zhao felt a throbbing pain in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face, he just ate a piece of candied fruit for her, and said with a smile: "What else do you want to eat?" ”

She shook her head and snuggled in Pei Zhao's arms with peace of mind, very satisfied: "Qingtuanzi is so delicious, I think our children will like it too." When she grows up, we will take her and Ah Ming out of the palace and let her taste it. ”

Pei Zhao slowly hugged her tightly and said in a low voice: "Aren't you afraid that she will rob you when the time comes?" ”

"How so?" She pouted: "Our child must be the most well-behaved and lovely child in the world, of course she won't rob me of food, even if she wants to rob me ......"

Her face flushed, and she was a little embarrassed: "I am her mother, and I naturally have to give her everything." ”

Pei Zhao's heart throbbed, but he still looked at her with a smile, and said softly: "With a mother like you, our child must be the most blessed child in the world." ”

Su Ying always felt that Pei Zhao was a little strange today, but what was strange, but she couldn't say it, she thought that he was very tired these days, so she moved in and let him lie beside her, his arms were still as warm and generous as before, but for some reason, she only felt that her heart was like being grabbed by a hand, as if many uneasy emotions were slowly seeping in.

Pei Zhao guarded her for two days, and finally went to the court on the third day, and stayed in the court to accompany her in the warm pavilion, the days passed, and the uneasiness in her heart was like the vines next to the liquid pool, almost crazy spread around, she knew that Pei Zhao saw her panic, because he was always by her side, every word he said had a certain cautious meaning, the smiling eyes that she was most familiar with, when she mentioned that she wanted to see the child, it would immediately dim.

Not only Pei Zhao, but also Duan Niang and Yun Luo, several times, she clearly saw Yun Luo's eyes flushed, but she still forced a smile at her, she had to pretend not to see it, even Ah Ming seemed to have grown up a lot overnight, and his words and deeds were quite unpredictable.

No matter how smart she is, she knows what must be wrong.

Five or six days passed in this way, on this day Pei Zhao went down to the court, and walked straight into the warm pavilion to accompany her as in the past, seeing that Su Ming's face was much better than a few days ago, he smiled and said: "You have been sick some time ago, the imperial doctor said that it is best not to move easily, now I see that your face is much better, it is better to order the palace people to pack up their things tomorrow, let's go back to the Chaoyang Palace to live, this is just a warm pavilion, not suitable for a long time." ”

She said "um", a little apprehensively stroked a small belly in her hand, which she embroidered for the child a few months ago, when she didn't know if she would give birth to a son or a daughter, so she couldn't tell what pattern to embroider, or Duan Niang said, embroidering a flower cat fluttering butterfly is very good.

The fine silk was soft and slightly cool to the touch, she looked at Pei Zhao's eyes and asked, "When can I see the child?" ”

All the palace people who were waiting on the side changed their faces, Yun Luo opened her mouth to say something, but Duan Niang shook her head gently, and then the two of them retreated lightly with the palace people. She grabbed Pei Zhao's hand with some fear and asked again:

"What about our children?"

Pei Zhao's hand holding the medicine cup trembled imperceptibly, and then said, "You take the medicine first, and then I'll tell you slowly." ”

The scene in front of her made her even more convinced that something must have happened, she couldn't wait for Pei Zhao to feed her, snatched the medicine bowl three sips and drank it in two sips, and looked at him anxiously: "Our children...... Is something wrong? ”

......For the first time in her life, she saw evasion and powerlessness in Pei Zhao's eyes, even if it was only for a moment, she still saw it, and she also saw that Pei Zhao slowly opened his mouth and told her with some difficulty:

"Ah Ming, our children...... Congenital insufficiency, already ...... It's gone. ”

She thought that all this must be just a nightmare, otherwise how could Pei Zhao say such terrible things to her? "Born weak...... Medicinal decoction didn't help...... It was very peaceful...... ...... never suffered"

As if experiencing a catastrophe that shattered the heavens and the earth, Su Ying subconsciously clenched the belly in his hand, and was a little sluggish for a while. It's not that she hasn't thought about it these days, Pei Zhao and they cover it up everywhere, maybe her child is a little weak, and she even thinks that this child will have something congenitally disabled, otherwise Pei Zhao will not hide it from her like this. But so what? It was her child, and she was so eagerly looking forward to the arrival of this child, no matter what it was, he was the most precious person in her heart.

She had thought of countless possibilities in her heart, but she never thought that she would never see her again before she even had time to see what was wrong with her child.

How could such a ridiculous and terrible thing be true?!

She heard her own voice, with sorrow and sorrow, like a dagger, and immediately plucked out the hearts of men: "I am going to see my children." ”

She was about to get out of bed as she spoke, but Pei Zhao hugged her tightly and didn't let her move at all: "Ah Jin, Ah Jin, listen to me, our child is gone, her body has been buried, you are not healed now, you must not be too sad, you look at me, you look at me!" I know you're sad, you want to cry, you want to beat me and scold me, I'm all up to you, you say a word to me, a word to me, okay?! ”

Pei Zhao is really the worst and worst person in the world, she thought a little dazedly, he had never deceived himself before, but this deception told the most terrible lie, her whole body was cold, and her chest gradually became intensely painful, she was deceived so sadly, did he still refuse to tell the truth?

And children......

As soon as she looked down, she saw the flower cat fluttering butterflies on her belly, if only she knew that it was her daughter earlier, she could also let Duan Niang teach herself to embroider that very complicated butterfly play, even if the embroidery is not good, but this is also her mother's heart. With the best alizarin red satin, with gold and silver thread, it must look good. The little girl's family should wear better and brighter clothes, she and Pei Zhao's daughter must be very good-looking, she wants her daughter to wear the pink Luo skirt that all little girls have, and happily pick flowers and butterflies every day, so as not to be like her, locked in the deep palace early, and can't even wear a bright dress.

It was very quiet in the warm pavilion, she looked at Pei Zhao anxiously shouting her name, and suddenly became a little angry, when did he want to lie to himself? But her mind is very messy now, and she thinks that this is a dream, she subconsciously reached out and touched her cheek, but she didn't touch her tears, and she was even more convinced that this was just a dream.

Otherwise, how could Pei Zhao be willing to deceive her with such a lie? And when she heard that her daughter was gone, how could she not even have a tear?

Nightmares aren't scary, just wake up. She desperately broke free from Pei Zhao's embrace and got out of bed, and was about to go out of the door, look, this is really a dream, just because in the dream, her strength is so great that she can break free from Pei Zhao's embrace, but soon Pei Zhao strode up again, tightly clamping her into her arms, she finally got angry, and tried hard to break away from him, like a deer forced into a desperate situation, her clear and innocent eyes were full of sorrow and anger:

"You let go of me! I'm going to see my kids, I'm going to see my kids! ”

What Pei Zhao said, she couldn't hear it clearly, because the next moment, her heart hurt, and a fishy sweet breath surged up her throat, she felt so uncomfortable, she subconsciously grabbed Pei Zhao's clothes, opened her mouth to say something, but suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood, so bloody red spread in front of her eyes, she was frightened, she felt Pei Zhao pick himself up, her ears seemed to hear him shouting loudly, the warm pavilion was soon full of palace people, she only felt bored, don't turn her head and close her eyes.

OK...... The child didn't see herself like this, otherwise she would have been frightened.

Pei Zhao's body was full of blood, it was Ah Jin's blood, he had never been so scared in his life as he was now, he looked down at Ah Zhao's hand, even in a coma, she still tugged at the corner of her clothes tightly, she gave him a heart without hesitation, and looked forward to being able to stay with him with the child for a lifetime. She trusted and relied on him so much, but in the end, he couldn't do anything.

The imperial doctors quickly surrounded them, and when they saw this, they had to bite the bullet and say: "Your Majesty, the officials want to call for the mother, but ......"

He didn't hesitate to tear off the corners of his clothes, still sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at her intently, her face was as white as paper, obviously she was such a person who was afraid of pain, but the imperial doctor pricked her wrist several times, and she didn't react at all.

His clothes were soaked with blood, and when Gong'e cautiously came up to wipe him, he almost pushed the man away in a rage.

And Su Ying finally had some reaction at this time, the pair of slender hands that made people feel distressed trembled slightly, and he held Su Jin's hand tightly, his heart was full of despair.

A long time ago, he once said that the two of them are together, if there is really retribution, then let him bear it alone, and now he has really suffered retribution, or the most tragic and painful retribution in this world, because Ah Jin's pain is the biggest pain for him.