Chapter 242: The Dead Are Like Si
Chen Shaobin's questioning startled Su Jiu'er, her legs weakened, and she fell directly to the ground.
Tears solidified on her face, Su Jiu'er looked at Chen Shaobin in front of her, her brows furrowed slightly.
"He knew that Gu Feng liked you, and for your safety, he still arranged Gu Feng to be by your side," Chen Shaobin squatted down, his face approaching Su Jiu'er little by little, "I don't understand, how can a useless woman like you be worthy of him?" ”
Su Jiu'er lowered her eyes indifferently, and the corners of her mouth hooked up with an indifferent arc, "What do you want to say, say that I'm sorry for An Zeqing, or that I'm watery Yanghua falling in love with another man?" ”
Chen Shaobin frowned.
"My love for him has long been lost without a trace by the death of my two children, the death of my brother, and the death of my father and mother!" Su Jiu'er's hands were clenched into fists, and her nails were deeply embedded in her palms, "You can make up the past as you want, no one knows whether it's true or not!" ”
"You woman!" Chen Shaobin said, his hand raised.
"You still want to hit me?" Su Jiu'er tilted her face and sneered, "You can say that he is so great, but who understands me of what I experienced at the beginning!" ”
As Su Jiu'er spoke, tears fell, and tears flowed down her cheeks and into her mouth.
Tears are bitter!
"Your father, mother, and your brother were actually sent to other countries," Chen Shaobin had always blamed Su Jiu'er for not understanding An Zeqing, but now that he thinks about it, as Su Jiu'er said, what she has endured is not acceptable to ordinary people, "Then King Wei can't find them." ”
Su Jiu'er knew that Chen Shaobin didn't need to lie, but his heart was so uncomfortable that he collapsed on the ground and wept silently.
"Actually, if you don't elope, An Zeqing will go to crusade against the King of Wei," Chen Shaobin helped Su Jiu'er to get up, and spoke weakly, "Because he went to look for you, the King of Wei took a copy of him, he said, if he leaves, no one will be able to protect you, so he fed you poison, he ate it himself, and burned your house." ”
Su Jiu'er's legs were weak, and there was no way to stand up straight, raising her eyes to look at Chen Shaobin.
When she was in the capital, she also knew that the female dependents of the officials who had committed the crime would be sent to the kiln.
"What you said is nice, if she really loves me, she can explain it to me behind her back." Su Jiu'er tried hard to stabilize her body and looked at Chen Shaobin with a cold face, "Let me tell you, even if he explained this to me in the previous life, I will not forgive him, never!" ”
Chen Shaobin had never seen such an unreasonable woman, and he was about to vomit blood in anger, pointing at Su Jiu'er, stunned and unable to say a word.
"Am I wrong?" Su Jiu'er raised her head high, raised her eyebrows, and pushed Chen Shaobin away, "When will it be your turn to talk to him about my affairs with him?" ”
"You woman......"
"Even if what you say is true, my father and mother are not dead, and my child is alive, but the wound that once scratched my heart is forever engraved in my memory, unless I don't remember anything, I will live with him without knowing anything." Su Jiu'er's eyes were already full of tears, "Those scars were all carved by him one by one." ”
When Chen Shaobin heard Su Jiu'er's words, he suddenly felt that he seemed to have done something wrong before.
"Even if the first child is not his, then he is atoning for his sins, if the Wang family doesn't find so many people to attack me, I will get pregnant?" Su Jiu'er desperately suppressed her choked voice, and her tears still slid down her cheeks intermittently like pearls, "I won't, all my misfortunes are because of marrying him." ”
Chen Shaobin stood there in a daze, looking at Su Jiu'er's hair scattered, his eyes red and swollen, and he was inexplicably a little distressed.
"I married my father-in-law, what did my father-in-law do to me?" Su Jiu'er sneered and said disdainfully, "My husband is worried about me, he will tell me, and he will follow my advice, this is the way husband and wife get along." ”
Chen Shaobin never married a wife in his last life, nor in this life, he felt that An Zeqing had given everything for Su Jiu'er, but Su Jiu'er ran away with other men.
"Hearing him say this to me today, say that he is not surprised or moved, it is fake," Su Jiu'er sneered, raised her eyes and looked at the ceiling above her head, "What's the use of that, I killed him, I kneel in front of him now, and say to him, I'm sorry, does it work?" ”
"You can't come back to life after you die." Chen Shaobin felt a bitterness in his lips, opened his lips slightly, and said in a low voice.
"I hope that after I die, there will be no peace in this world." Su Jiu'er's eyes turned cold, and she turned away without any nostalgia.
The burden that had been pressing on her shoulders was completely let go at this moment, and Su Jiu'er's heart was much more relaxed, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of her lips.
As soon as she came out, Su Jiu'er saw Wang crying and fainting on the ground beside her, and withdrew her gaze with disdain, and all her eyes fell on Gu Feng's face.
She's a princess?
Someone has been trying to kill her?
Whether it is in the previous life or this life, the person who has always been to her is Gu Feng.
"Xianggong." Su Jiu'er raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, tears rippled in her eyes, but a happy smile appeared on her face.
In the previous life, if it weren't for those letters that comforted her, she might not have been able to hold on for a long time.
Those letters of comfort to her were all written to her by the man in front of her who didn't like to talk and was born with divine powers.
Su Jiu'er smiled contentedly, raised her feet and walked in front of Gu Feng, reaching out to hold Gu Feng's arm, "Let's go back." ”
Gu Feng glanced at the room uneasily, and said hesitantly, "He, how is it?" ”
The expression on Su Jiu'er's face paused, and then she remembered that she couldn't laugh now, after all, An Zeqing was gone, and she had to pretend to be sad.
Su Jiu'er pursed her lips, pursed her lips pale, her expression became serious, she lowered her head slightly, and sighed, "He, he can't hold on." ”
Gu Feng reached out and clasped Su Jiu'er's hand, and comforted softly, "I'll go back and tell you something." ”
Father Su and Zhao listened to Su Jiu'er say that An Zeqing was gone, and the two of them looked sad and didn't want to say anything more.
Father Su and the Zhao family were reluctant to go back, saying that they would stay here to see An Zeqing on his last journey.
Su Jiu'er followed Gu Feng and the two of them home, and when they returned home, Gu Feng took out a book from his sleeve, carefully wrapped the book tightly in oiled paper cloth, and hid it in the cabinet, and then walked to the edge of the bed and sat down.
"Xianggong, what kind of book is that?" Su Jiu'er looked at Gu Feng's nervous book and asked worriedly.
"It's evidence of the King of Wei's treason against the enemy," Gu Feng glanced at Su Jiu'er, his expression paused, and then he said, "This time, he could have been immortal, but he was only ...... so that people could catch the handle of King Wei."
Su Jiu'er knew that Gu Feng was talking about An Zeqing, and she was a little unhappy in her heart, so she pursed her lips, "Xianggong, let's stop talking about him, okay?" ”
Su Jiu'er only now understands that she has a chance to come back, all because their group of people were unwilling to die in the last life, they were too obsessed, and they reversed time.
"Jiu'er, I wonder if you don't like him." Gu Feng is a sensible person, although he doesn't like An Zeqing, but he will not deny An Zeqing's kindness to Su Jiu'er, "He is really good to you." ”
Su Jiu'er sneered, shook her head, and the pearl earrings swayed with her movements, "Xianggong, I know that you are reasonable, but emotional matters are unreasonable, I don't like him, I hate him, I just hate him, there is no reason." ”
Gu Feng looked at Su Jiu'er's face and felt that Su Jiu'er was right, but finally just sighed heavily.
"Let's rest early." Su Jiu'er smiled indifferently at Gu Feng, got into the quilt, and pulled the quilt over her body.
Early the next morning, Gu Feng went to work early in the morning, and General Wang's health also improved, and he returned to Liangzhou to train his troops.
An Zeqing's funeral was arranged quickly, and on the day of An Zeqing's funeral, Su Jiu'er didn't go, she just talked and laughed with the two children at home.
Su's father Zhao's eyes were red from crying, and when they came back from outside, Zhao saw that Su Jiu'er was pink, and the fire didn't hit one place, "Look at what you look like, today is the day of An Zeqing's burial, why are you dressed like this?" ”
Su Jiu'er was most dissatisfied with the Zhao family protecting An Zeqing so much, An Zeqing was dead, and the Zhao family was still protecting him like this, and shook off Zhao's arm, "Mother, what clothes I wear, it has nothing to do with him, I didn't wear red clothes today to count me as good cultivation." ”
Zhao was so angry that Su Jiu'er's face turned red, but he didn't know how to refute it, so he could only watch Su Jiu'er leave with Yangyang in his arms.
Gu Feng became more and more busy, he couldn't say a few words with her every night, and he fell asleep when he was tired.
Su Jiu'er understood in her heart why Gu Feng had become so busy, and she wanted to tell Gu Feng that even if he couldn't protect their mother and son, she wouldn't blame him.
Su Jiu'er looked forward to Gu Feng coming back early every day, but found that Gu Feng came back later and later, and sometimes he didn't come back for half a month.
From the mouth of the little girl, Su Jiu'er knew that Gu Feng was named a general by the emperor and replaced General Wang to guard Liangzhou.
Su Jiu'er was doing embroidery work at home as usual, chatting with the Zhao family, and as soon as she heard that someone came to report that Gu Feng was back, she left the stone bench at once, and walked quickly outside, and saw Gu Feng dressed in military uniform, sitting majestically on horseback, exuding the smell of killing all over his body.
Several maids in the house were so frightened that they all knelt on the ground and welcomed Gu Feng home.
"Xianggong." Su Jiu'er smiled sweetly at Gu Feng, she felt that Gu Feng in a military uniform made her unable to take her eyes off.
"Yes." Gu Feng jumped down from the horse, raised his hand to get the broken hair in front of his face to the back of his head, his eyebrows and eyes instantly became gentle, and he walked quickly to Su Jiu'er, "I finally have time to rest in the past two days." ”
Su Jiu'er leaned into Gu Feng's ear and whispered, "I seem to miss you!" ”
Gu Feng's expression paused, and the corners of his mouth raised widely, "I'll take you somewhere tomorrow......"
Su Jiu'er tilted her head and looked at Gu Feng suspiciously.
Gu Feng picked up Su Jiu'er horizontally, and strode towards the inner courtyard, leaving behind a group of red-faced and heart-beating maids.