Chapter 241: Self-pity, Missed Forever

An Zeqing, who was once invincible, now kneels at her feet like a dog, wagging his tail at her and begging for mercy.

Su Jiu'er looked at An Zeqing condescendingly, looking at the man's skinny face, and the corners of his lips curled up like nothing.

"Lord An, what are you doing now?" Su Jiu'er suddenly enjoyed the pleasure of An Zeqing's plea for her, she had begged him like this at the beginning, begging him not to let her drink abortion soup, begging him not to marry someone else, begging him not to throw their child to death......

She knelt down and begged An Zeqing again and again, but in exchange for An Zeqing's indifference.

Thinking about everything in the past, Su Jiu'er felt that she was too useless at the beginning, so she should have killed An Zeqing directly with a knife, so that she would not have to suffer so many times.

In the past, the pain she tasted should be brought back from An Zeqing's body!

"I'm begging you." An Zeqing raised his eyes and looked up at Su Jiu'er, his eyes gradually reddened, he was not afraid of death, he was afraid, he was afraid that Su Jiu'er would always misunderstand him.

In the previous life, Su Jiu'er died so resolutely, she didn't give him a chance to speak, and she didn't want to listen to his explanation.

Shaobin is right, Su Jiu'er now has the memory of her previous life, otherwise she would not have chosen to marry Gu Feng on her wedding day.

"Please?" The corners of Su Jiu'er's lips hooked up a faint smile, walked to the stool on the side, sat down peacefully, and looked at An Zeqing intently, "I don't know what our Lord Qincha asks me of?" ”

Su Jiu'er didn't wait for An Zeqing to answer, and began to think in pieces, "Lord An, in fact, you don't have to ask me, you are Lord Qincha, and your official position is bigger than mine, what you want, just let your subordinates buy it, why bother to ask me for this weak woman." ”

An Zeqing knelt down and crawled in front of Su Jiu'er.

In fact, it is not a coincidence that all of them have come back to life in this life, but that all of them are too obsessed.

The first thing Chen Shaobin did after his rebirth was to go to a monk who had attained the Tao to inquire about this matter.

That got the monk to say, the obsession is too deep, against the time.

An Zeqing raised his eyes and looked at Su Jiu'er, he thought, he had always regretted it in his last life, he didn't tell Su Jiu'er everything clearly, if Su Jiu'er knew his mind at the beginning, would he still leave him?

An Zeqing didn't know, but he knew one thing, Su Jiu'er would definitely not resent him as much as he did now.

"For my death's sake, wine, I beg you to hear me finish." An Zeqing's voice was unfazed, and the ink pupils were all the reflections of Su Jiu's face.

"I don't want to hear it." Su Jiu'er leaned down slightly, her face came to An Zeqing's eyes, and her red lips opened slightly.

"If you don't want to go through it all over again, you can not listen." An Zeqing's pale lips squirmed.

The smile on Su Jiu'er's face stiffened, and she looked at An Zeqing with a cold face, and even her voice trembled, "What do you mean?" ”

"In the last life, our obsession was too deep, so we had this life." An Zeqing's throat slid down, and he looked at Su Jiu'er with tears in his eyes, "If in this life, we still have so many obsessions, we will still experience it once, perhaps, Gu Feng will also have previous memories, maybe you have forgotten the previous two lives at that time." ”

An Zeqing's words made Su Jiu'er shudder, and his heart was terrified.

If she doesn't remember these two lives, will she experience the pain of being bullied by many people and losing a child at one time?

No!

"You, say it." A light flashed in Su Jiu'er's mind, and her brows furrowed, "What did you tell Gu Feng?" ”

"Gu Feng has always cared about you." An Zeqing knelt on the ground and said decadently, "In the last life, we went to the capital, and he came with him because he didn't worry, just to take care of you." ”

"You mean, in the previous life, Xianggong ...... because he liked me" Su Jiu'er couldn't wait to bend down to look at An Zeqing and asked expectantly.

She always thought that Gu Feng was a guard in Anfu in his last life, but he only wanted to be a guard, but she didn't expect that he was a guard for her.

"When your first child was born, the doctor said that you were pregnant with a stillborn child, and I forced you to drink the abortion soup, and you were very dissatisfied with me at that time," An Zeqing raised his eyes and looked at Su Jiu'er, feeling a little uncomfortable, "I met Gu Feng by accident, I thought that he was good at staying by your side, and he could take better care of you, so I told him to let him be your secret guard." ”

Su Jiu'er was a little dizzy, she remembered that at that time, she had not seen Gu Feng in the mansion.

"The jade pendant around your neck, I don't know if you still have that jade pendant." An Zeqing raised his eyes to look at Su Jiu'er, and his voice was much older, "That jade pendant is a token that can show that you are a princess." ”

Su Jiu'er seemed to have been struck by a thunderbolt, An Zeqing's words made her a little dizzy, and her voice trembled a little, "What princess?" ”

"King Wei has been eyeing you for a long time, in order to prevent you from being discovered too early, I married Zhao Xiu'er and let her replace your identity, so that King Wei will focus all his attention on her."

An Zeqing's words were like thunder, which frightened Su Jiu'er's face pale.

"Although Zhao Xiu'er has become your stand-in, but in order to protect you, you can only let Gu Feng secretly protect you, he likes you, he will definitely protect you, in the county government over the years, fortunately, he has been protecting you," An Zeqing raised his hand to cover his lips and coughed twice, his wet eyelashes trembled, "I went to the capital, when the identity of Princess Zhao Xiu'er was announced to the world, there were still people who didn't believe that Zhao Xiu'er was a princess, someone found your head, and the emperor King Wei also knew the identity of your princess, at that time, you happened to be pregnant with your second child." ”

These times are right, Su Jiu'er's face became more and more ugly, and she looked at An Zeqing in disbelief, and she didn't know where to start asking for a while.

"Your identity as a princess sounds high, if the emperor is in charge of the government, I believe the emperor will protect you, but at that time, the king of Wei was in charge of the government, and the king of Wei was afraid that you would give birth to a boy, because the child would be regarded as the prince, and it would be impossible for the king of Wei to become the emperor," An Zeqing's eyes were red, and he looked at Su Jiu'er, feeling both strange and familiar, "I always hoped that you would have a daughter left, but all you gave birth to were sons." ”

"So, you're going to kill them?" Su Jiu'er's lips twitched, her nose was sour, she squatted down suddenly, grabbed An Zeqing's shoulder, and asked sharply.

"I didn't." An Zeqing replied calmly, looking as usual, and raised his eyes to look at Su Jiu'er, "I secretly sent the child to someone else's home for foster care, and deliberately found the baby who died young, and acted in front of you, so that King Wei would die and let you go." ”

"You lied to me!" Su Jiu'er's voice was choked, these were obviously things from the previous life, but now she still feels heartache when she listens to them.

Chen Shaobin stood next to the outer room and endured until the incense was about to burn out, and then he walked in.

"He didn't lie to you." Chen Shaobin stepped forward to help An Zeqing, helped him to lie on the bed, and turned his head to look at Su Jiu'er, who was tearful on the side, "Those two children are in my house." ”

Su Jiu'er's tears fell uncontrollably, covering her eyes with her hands, crying hysterically.

Obviously the two children are still alive, she doesn't know why she is crying.

For a long time, her hatred for An Zeqing has supported Su Jiu'er, but now that she has no hatred, she feels that her last life is like a joke.

"Why don't you tell me!" Su Jiu'er yelled at An Zeqing on the bed, ran over quickly, and grabbed An Zeqing's shoulder, "Why don't you tell me that you are so happy to see me sad every day?" ”

A shallow smile appeared on An Zeqing's pale face, and he opened his lips slightly, "Wine, wine......."

Su Jiu'er's heart was very complicated, she didn't know whether she should hate An Zeqing or ......

"Why don't you say it!" Su Jiu'er shook An Zeqing's shoulder vigorously, and seeing An Zeqing's head lowered, she was so frightened that she let go of An Zeqing's shoulder.

"He's long gone, it's the doctor who stuck a needle in his head to give him time to apologize to you." Chen Shaobin said coldly, and sadly helped An Zeqing to lie on the bed, then stood up straight and slapped Su Jiu'er casually.

"Huh." Su Jiu'er smiled and sniffed hard, she had been looking forward to An Zeqing's death, but when An Zeqing died, her heart was empty and uncomfortable.

"Are you satisfied?" Chen Shaobin looked at Su Jiu'er face to face, and said angrily, "Every time he comes back from being injured outside, he never dares to go home, he always heals his injuries in my mansion and goes back to you." ”

Chen Shaobin's heart was uncomfortably tight, and An Zeqing didn't finish his heart until he died.

For this woman, he was scarred in his previous life, and he tried to win several times, and every time he went home, he was disgusted by Su Jiu'er; In this life, he willingly died for her.

Chen Shaobin didn't understand what kind of ecstasy soup Su Jiu'er poured into An Zeqing, making An Zeqing so desperate for her.

"But at that time, you were thinking about those dead children all day long, he couldn't tell you, he could only be better to you, but he couldn't make you change your mind." Chen Shaobin remembered that An Zeqing poured wine on the wound, and he was distressed.

In An Zeqing's words, the physical pain can make him feel Su Jiu'er's heartache and remind him to treat Su Jiu'er better.

"Although you live in a cold courtyard, everything in it is the best, although An Zeqing married a lot of women in his last life, but he only shared the bed with you alone, every time he went home, he would only rest in your room, even if he slept on the ground." The more Chen Shaobin spoke, the more angry he became, and even his voice was about to be suppressed, "He went to the soup for you, was physically and mentally exhausted for you, found evidence of the King of Wei's collaboration with the enemy and treason for you, and created a stable country for you, when he was going to take the child back to his home, he wanted to tell you all the truth, wanted to tell you that you don't have to hide anymore, you don't have to be tortured with each other, and what did you do?" ”

Su Jiu'er looked at Chen Shaobin blankly, and didn't know what to say for a while.

"And you eloped with another man at that time!"

Chen Shaobin walked quickly in front of Su Jiu'er and shouted loudly.