"And my mother saved him three or four times, and even forced him to die." Song Shanmei said, "My mother said that if my father dies, she will die with my father." ”

"To this day, my dad still recalls the scene back then, saying that he can't forget the resolute and fierce eyes on his face when my mother held a knife to his neck, that look, that look, scared him, and then, he no longer dared to seek death."

Song Shanmei smiled, but a little tear flashed in her eyes, "My dad said that my mother was so fierce at that time that he was scared. ”

"He's fine, he survived, he said, to live a long time, stick to my mother, unless one day, my mother gets tired of him."

"The burden of life at home has all fallen on my mother alone. There was no one at home to help, and my mother, a woman, had to take care of both a young child and a paralyzed man, and she had to go out to do farm work. Song Shanmei said, "My dad sees it in his eyes, he is anxious in his heart, and he feels distressed, but he can't help it." ”

He secretly made up his mind that he had to get back on his feet. Then, while my mom was out working, he was slowly climbing up,"

"At first, I could only turn over, but my waist still couldn't use my strength and I couldn't sit up. He said that at that time, he tried many times, and his waist couldn't move at all, he was very frustrated, and secretly cried many times, feeling that he was a waste. ”

"But even if it's a waste, he has to live. Because, only if he lives, my mother will live. ”

"Probably, that's it, after two or three years, my dad can roll over and lie on his stomach and slip off the kang, and he will start to practice his legs from that time."

"One of his legs was lame, and the other was always weak. Coupled with the problem of his waist, he could only hold on to the edge of the kang and barely stand for a few minutes, and then he would slip to the ground. Then, I couldn't get up. ”

"My dad said that the first time he slipped on the ground and couldn't get up, he was very panicked, for fear that my mother would come back to discipline him."

He couldn't move, and then he sat on the ground by the kang for a whole afternoon. And I, right on the kang, was tied by my mother with a rope, and I had a good time, sometimes crying, and I fell asleep by myself. ”

"My dad just sat on the floor and told me stories."

"Tethered to a rope? Where's the bolt? Pei Shengyang was drunk, his eyes were red, he looked Song Shanmei up and down curiously, smiled hey, and asked.

Song Shanmei glared at him, "On the waist!" ”

"Well, you should have been three or four years old by then, are you still on a leash?" Pei Shengyang asked again.

"What should I do if I don't tie it, what should I do if I fall, what should I do if I lose it?" Song Shanmei glared and said, "When the weather is good, my mother will take me and put me on the edge of the ridge, and then work by herself, watching me while working." At that time, I couldn't do much work except pulling weeds and picking up ears of wheat. ”

"But when it's raining or snowing, or it's too hot, she'll leave me at home." Song Shanmei said.

"My dad said that the first time he slipped off the kang and couldn't get up, I still wanted to untie my rope and save my dad." Song Shanmei smiled, "However, my mother tied it up and it was a dead knot, and only she could untie it." ”

"So, our father and daughter, we were gray, one sitting on the edge of the kang, the other sitting on the floor under the kang, waiting for my mother to come back."

"I thought that when my mother came back, she would be furious, but I didn't expect that she just watched, like a child who had done something wrong, and didn't dare to look at her directly, and suddenly cried."

"She didn't say anything, she came over and tried to help my dad up."

"My dad was skinny at the time, but he was still very heavy. It took a lot of effort for my mother to lift him up and get him onto the kang. ”

"My mom said to my dad, 'I don't expect you to stand up if I want you to live. I'm ready to serve you for the rest of my life. Good or bad, you are all my man, I admit it. ’”

"That day, my dad cried a lot."

And then, life went on as usual. When my mom went out, she took me with her. And my dad, still restless, tossed around at home. ”

"After another two years, my dad was finally able to stand up on the edge of the kang." Song Shanmei said, "Later, he slowly learned to walk again, like a toddler." Although, you can only hold on for a few minutes at a time, and you must hold on to the edge of the kang; Although, every time he came down, he would be tired and sweating profusely. ”

"And he didn't let my mom see any of that. Every time, before my mom came back, he would climb back into bed and lie down as if nothing had happened. ”

"My mother knows it in her heart, but she doesn't say anything, just do it, nothing happens."

"Then, that year, on my mother's birthday, when she came back, she saw my dad standing on the ground, sweating profusely. Also, there are simple, but steaming meals on the table. ”

"My mom cried, and she said, it was the best birthday she's ever had." Song Shanmei smiled slightly, "My dad really got up again, and moreover, he learned to walk." He made himself a legging, tied to his feet, and made a cane. ”

Later, he followed, and my mother went to work. My mom wouldn't let him go, he had to go. Although it may not help much, my mother is happy. ”

Pei Shengyang's eyes were a little confused, he held his chin in one hand, and tried to open his eyes at the same time, looking at Song Shanmei, with a smile on his face. I don't know if he's listening or not.

However, Song Shanmei continued:

"My dad said that the first time my mom took him out, almost the whole village looked at him and my mom with surprised eyes, and no one could believe that my dad, who had been paralyzed for more than four years, could actually go! In addition to the surprise, everyone was full of praise and blessings. And my mother's face is also radiant and extraordinarily good-looking. ”

"Later, my mother had my sister, and we went back to the city from the countryside."

"Because my grandmother's house is also very small, and my uncle's family still lives with my grandmother, we have to rent a house outside. Our family of four lives in a small house of about ten square meters, my mother found a temporary job, and my father couldn't find a job, so he could only take care of the family temporarily. ”

"In order to feed us, my mother did everything, worked as a nanny, worked as a nurse, set up stalls, and swept the streets. Whatever my mom does, my dad goes to help her. ”

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