At this point, Song Shanmei had no choice but to say, "That's okay, this money should be borrowed from you." I'll pay you back when I've saved enough. ”

"What are you talking about," Pei Shengyang looked displeased again, "You're breaking up with me again, right?" Is it that if you don't become my woman for a day, you will think about being with me for a day? ”

Song Shanmei was embarrassed and said, "It's not easy for you to make money...... It's all in exchange for life...... How can I spend ......"

That's right, the origin of this money is still a question, she spent it, so who did she become?

"My people are yours, my life is yours, you say, is my money yours?" Pei Shengyang glanced at her and asked.

"Worry about me again, be careful that I turn my face!" Pei Shengyang was obviously displeased.

Song Shanmei didn't say anything anymore.

That's right, what are she afraid of? Treat it as if it were borrowed, and return it to him as soon as she has enough money.

"There's not a lot of money, and I didn't think about asking you to pay it back." Pei Shengyang seemed to see through her thoughts, and said, "Moreover, I am in that corner, even if I have money, I can't spend it." ”

Song Shanmei's heart sank, and she remembered his work again.

tentatively asked, "Well, you work in that place in Xishuangbanna, is it usually dangerous?" ”

Originally, I thought that Pei Shengyang would keep his mouth shut, but he didn't expect that he didn't seem to have any taboo intentions, "Well, it's okay, the work is a bit boring, and I often have to participate in physical training, which is also very hard." I usually don't see women, we are very strict, and it is not easy to come out. Also, it is inevitable that people who do our kind of work will encounter a little danger in ordinary times. ”

"Perhaps, there will be dead people." Pei Shengyang turned his head to look at Song Shanmei, bared his teeth, and showed a smile.

Song Shanmei's face is getting darker and darker, and she is getting more and more serious.

Her heart sank to the bottom.

Hey, this guy is really honest.

It seems that there is indeed a gang, or, should I say, call it a group? The control is so strict, I'm afraid, it won't be easy to get out in the future, right?

"What's wrong?" Pei Shengyang didn't know what Song Shanmei was thinking, and asked tentatively, "Are you scared?" ”

Song Shanmei frowned, hesitated for a while, and said, "If, I want you to stop doing that kind of work, come with me, do something else, okay?" ”

The smile on Pei Shengyang's face froze.

Sure enough, those who do their business, their father doesn't love their mother, and they even dislike the object.

"I know that because of my work, I will definitely snub you in the future and make you suffer a lot." Pei Shengyang said, "However, it is impossible for me to give up my job. ”

"I know there are some things that you might not be able to do both." Pei Shengyang said, "However, I want to work hard." I know that there will be people who are willing to understand me and support me. And you, are you willing to be the one who supports me? ”

Song Shanmei frowned, how can she support this?

She hesitated for a while, pondered the words, and tried not to annoy him: "But I still want you to be an ordinary person, I want to stay with you for a lifetime." ”

Pei Shengyang shut up. His face was full of pain and tangled expressions.

"I don't want to, face a painful choice." Pei Shengyang said, "You have what you insist on, and I also have it." ”

"I want a lover who is separated, connected, trusted, and independent. can endure poverty and loneliness. Perhaps, you have to endure it at any time, a painful parting, or even a goodbye. When he said it, there was a lonely expression on his face, serious, and with a little expectation, helplessness, and a little sadness and tragedy.

"Isn't my request too high?" The corners of Pei Shengyang's mouth twitched, revealing an ugly smile, "It is estimated that there are not many girls in this world who can meet my requirements." ”

Song Shanmei pursed her lips and frowned, only feeling that the future was bumpy and dark. The long road is long, there is no end in sight, and the long night is long and there is no dawn in sight.

There is a way, the way is different, and there is no conspiracy with each other.

Song Shanmei and the man in front of her, their life patterns and directions are obviously opposite. However, why did she fall in love with such a man and couldn't extricate herself?

Perhaps, she is used to being a good girl, and she has been bound by rules and regulations for too long, and in her heart, she has the instinct of curiosity and yearning for such a dangerous and mysterious man, right?

Men are not bad, women are not loved, maybe, this is the truth.

She loved him like a moth to a fire, not in joy and happiness, but in dancing on the tip of a knife.

She had to save this man. No matter what method is used, it doesn't matter, and it costs a lot.

Song Shanmei was silent all the way. She no longer has the heart to go shopping, just on the road, walking casually. And Pei Shengyang, holding her hand, was also silent, full of concerns.

If only it could go on like this. Even if he is rolling on the road, this moment of peace and happiness makes him yearn for it.

And she thought that the way he looked should be related to his family relationship.

lost his mother prematurely, lost his father's love early, and grew up difficult between his stepmother and his newborn half-brother, which created his rebellion.

Perhaps, he used his rebellion to declare war on his father.

And this battle, once fought, is a few years, so that he is getting deeper and deeper, unable to withdraw.

If he can meet his parents, reconcile them, and ease the relationship between him and his family, perhaps, his father has a way to convince his rebellious son.

……

The next day, Song Sun-mi went to her sister Song So-yeon's school and met her sister.

In broad daylight, Song Shuyan was sleeping in the quilt. Song Shanmei screamed several times but couldn't wake her up. It wasn't until she climbed the ladder that her sister got up.

Song Shanmei saw that Song Soyan's eyes were red, obviously crying.

Song Shanmei took her hand and asked, "Shuyan, what's wrong with you?" Why are your eyes swollen from crying? ”

Song Soo-yeon lowered her head and did not speak.

"Okay, hurry up and pack up, get up, my sister will take you shopping, okay?" Song Shanmei coaxed Song Suyan like a child, coaxing Song Suyan with soft words.

"Let my sister buy you a few beautiful clothes. Look at our frankness, are we more beautiful than anyone else? Song Shanmei smiled, pulled Song Suoyan's head, and looked at her face with a smile.

Song Shuyan was still not very interested, and her expression was dazed.

Song Shanmei took her hand and coquettishly, "Good boy, are you leaving?" My sister knows that you have been wronged all these years. ”

"But, no matter what, after so many years of perseverance, is it still a moment and a half away? When my sister works and earns money, she will definitely buy you a lot of beautiful clothes and dress you up beautifully, how about it, are you satisfied? Song Sun-mi continued to coax Song So-yeon to be happy.

Unexpectedly, Song Shuyan shook her head, "I don't want my sister's money." ”

"What's wrong? Are you still angry with your sister? Song Shanmei smiled and touched Song Suyan's head.

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