"Good girl, poverty is not our fault. Poverty and suffering are valuable experiences in our growth, allowing us to learn to cherish, learn to be grateful, learn to be strong, and learn to fight against fate, don't they? Soyeon is the bravest, the strongest, and won't be easily knocked down, right? ”

"Think about it, are you going to collapse? Or do you want to fall and get up again, and start all over again? ”

"Mom worked hard to raise us. The suffering she has experienced, we should all see it in our eyes and hurt it in our hearts. None of that suffering has brought her down, let alone us under her protection? ”

"Compared to our mother, we are so lucky, at least, she and my dad have us sheltered from the elements. Even if they would rather go hungry, they will let us eat first. Even if they themselves are cold, they will let us dress warmly. ”

"What else do we have to complain about under such shelter? What more could you ask for? Song Shanmei said.

"Listen to my sister. Cheer up. ”

"We live for ourselves, not for others. The mouth grows on others, and others like to say what they want to say. Song Shanmei said.

Song Shuyan raised her head at this time, looked at Song Shanmei and said, "Sister, I want to borrow some money from you." May I? ”

Song Shanmei grinned, patted her sister lightly, and said, "Sister, what are you talking about borrowing or not?" Say, how much do you want? ”

To be honest, this time, Song Shanmei didn't prepare too much money, all she prepared was Song Suyan's living expenses for this semester. It's not that she's stingy, but she feels that her sister's current state is a little wrong, just went to college, and when she saw the world of flowers, she was blinded and wanted to compare with others.

If you don't control it, I'm afraid it's as much as you want. Even, for the sake of money, he will do something that shouldn't be done and poke out some baskets.

Song Shuyan opened her mouth and said, "1000." ”

"Okay." Song Shanmei breathed a sigh of relief, but Song Shuyan didn't have a lion to open her mouth, and the amount she wanted was still within a reasonable range.

She happily took out the money and handed it to Song Suoyan. This is what she had prepared for a long time, and she had planned to give Song Suyan as living expenses.

Rao is so, Song Shuyan, who has always been saved. opened her mouth and asked for 1000, which made Song Shanmei still feel a little surprised.

The most expenses in college are on meals, Song Shanmei is very economical, and she doesn't buy clothes, usually, about five or six hundred is enough for a period. However, this is a very shabby life, and I can barely survive.

If you want to live a little better, about 700 is about the same, not counting buying clothes.

If you have a thousand in a semester, you are already at the upper middle level, and you can live a good and moisturizing life.

Song Shanmei is not worried about how much money Song Suyan spends, but because she is worried that she will be bigger and bigger every time. People, if you have a heart to compare, how much money is not enough.

Song Shanmei had to tell Song Shuyan a few words euphemistically, but she didn't dare to say anything serious, for fear that this sister's fragile heart would be hurt. I accompanied her all morning, and when I saw that she was emotionally stable, I left.

As she walked back, she prepared to call her father and ask about the job.

However, before she could call, the phone rang, and Song Shanmei saw that it was her mother calling. She quickly picked up the phone: "Hey, Mom, what's wrong?" ”

"Shanmei, no, your dad disappeared early this morning! I wondered in the morning why he hadn't gone out with me this morning to sweep the streets, instead of helping me, and had slept in bed. I thought it was because I was against him going out yesterday and he sulked! ”

"When I get home at noon, my dad isn't home! I searched everywhere and couldn't find him! The phone doesn't work either! ”

"Also, I found that in the cupboard, a few pieces of his clothes were packed away, and the black duffel bag was gone! He must not have listened to me and went out to work! ”

"What can I do?" On the other end of the phone, it was the mother's anxious voice.

"Mom, don't worry, look for it again, are there any clues?" Song Shanmei asked, "Also, who introduced him to this job?" Where did he go, you know? ”

"I don't know, Mom doesn't know where he went!" The mother cried, "I only know that he went with a man named Song Hu, and the introducer is called Song Weiguo, his distant cousin." ”

"I just went to Song Weiguo, and I heard that Song Weiguo left early this morning, saying that he was going to work. However, I asked, and their family didn't know where it was, but they said that it seemed to work in a coal mine in Shanxi. The mother said, "Someone saw that your dad got into that car too!" ”

"Mom. Don't worry, think about it first, whose car is that? Ask again, there must be someone else who knows about this! Song Shanmei said, "Don't worry, I'll come back by car immediately!" ”

Hanging up the phone, Song Shanmei frowned, vaguely feeling that something was not quite right.

It stands to reason that when your family goes out to work, it is impossible not to even know where you work, let alone not to tell your family. Although his father has been unwilling because of his disability, he is not the kind of person who is so-so, how can he not even leave an address for his family?

Also, my father's phone can't get through, so it's strange, could it be that he was kidnapped?

No, no, people have nothing to do, what are you doing kidnapping a disabled and poor bad old man?

Song Shanmei was uneasy and called her father again.

This time, the father answered the phone.

Listening to the familiar voice on the phone, Song Shanmei's heart let go of most of it and said, "Dad, where are you going?" Why don't you even say hello and leave? Do you know how anxious my mom is? ”

On the other end of the phone, my father paused and said a little dotingly: "Shanmei, Dad has always been like a moth, and he has to rely on your mother to raise him." You see, your mother married your father, and she didn't enjoy much happiness, but she suffered a lot. In Dad's life, the most sorry thing is her, and Suyan. ”

"Since you were a child, your father couldn't hug you and carry you like other fathers. You must feel very envious of other people's fathers. ”

"This is also my father's regret all along." Father sighed softly and said.

"Above, I failed to honor my parents, in the middle, I didn't take good care of my wife, and below, I haven't taken care of my children." The father said, "You follow Dad, and you have suffered hardships." ”

"It's Dad who doesn't have the ability to let you live a happy life." Father continued.

Song Shanmei always felt that something was wrong, frowned, and said continuously: "Dad, don't say that, we are happy, we are a family, together, how good, happy......"

"You're happy, but Dad isn't happy. Dad failed to do his duty for this family. Father said.

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