Chapter 194: The Glory of Hardship

A week later, Song Sun-mi returned to Puwai.

She has fully understood life and death, and is no longer afraid. Yes, they are just in awe of life, and they also want to save lives.

From head to toe, she has transformed, as if she has changed into a person, the youth has faded, and she has become mature and stable.

Jiang Haozhe looked into her eyes and saw the persistence in her eyes.

He was stunned for a moment, looked Song Shanmei up and down a few times, shook his head and said, "You are really different from before." ”

"What's the difference?" Song Shanmei raised her head and asked.

"I'm alienated." Jiang Haozhe replied, "Also, I have become mature." ”

Song Shanmei sighed, and smiled lightly: "It's all said, I'm really not the person you know." ”

"Maybe." Kang Ho-chul was smiling. It doesn't matter if you don't know it, if you don't remember it, or if you don't want to remember the past. Let them, forget everything that has happened, and start over.

"Also, you don't seem to be fainting anymore." Jiang Haozhe said again.

"Bloodsickness?" Song Shanmei looked up at Jiang Haozhe, "It's not bloodsick, but in the past, when I saw blood, I would tremble and be afraid." ”

"Scared and want to run away. These few times, on the operating table, it's the same. Song Shanmei made no secret of her inner timidity.

"And now?" Jiang Haozhe asked.

"Now?" Song Shanmei smiled, "Maybe I won't be scared anymore." ”

"In the past few days, I have been in the morgue, and I have to face many dead people every day, I have been in contact with them, touching their gradually cooling bodies, experiencing the residual warmth of the imminent passing, and it seems that I have heard their whispered murmurs, heard their attachment to this world, and deep love." Song Shanmei said.

"In my eyes, they are no longer dead, cold, frightening dead people, but as if they are still alive, flesh and blood, their joys, sorrows, and all their emotions, I feel them."

"It's as if they've become my friends. Although I didn't have much intersection before I was alive, after I died, I got in touch with me in the morgue. Song Shanmei said, "So, I'm no longer afraid." ”

"What I have in my heart now is just their attachment to the world, just compassion, I want to help more people, this is my wish, and it is also my belief in life."

"For the sake of this belief, I will move forward bravely and fearlessly." Song Shanmei said.

"Yo, it's only been a few days, and I have understood life and death." Kang Hao-chul smiled. He looked at the girl in front of him and really felt that he had never been tempted.

This girl is the life partner he wants. It's a partner he wants to hold on to and never lets go again.

Jiang Haozhe quietly, stretched out his hand and grabbed Song Shanmei's hand.

Song Shanmei was stunned for a moment, she quickly understood what Jiang Haozhe meant, she blushed and was a little embarrassed, and withdrew her hand quietly.

"Well, now that I'm back, I'll work hard. Your next performance will be the key to your assessment. Jiang Haozhe said, "Because of the previous mistakes, you have to work harder than others from now on." ”

"And I will not bend the law for personal gain, I will be stricter with you than others." Jiang Haozhe said stern words in a gentle tone.

Song Shanmei didn't know why, and suddenly remembered Teacher Wei. She always felt that these two people, whether in terms of temperament, appearance, or personality, were quite similar.

And, Mr. Wei also once said that she looks like his ex-girlfriend, plus that Ren Yuliang, they are almost the same type of people, could it be that these three people are all Susanna's former boyfriends?

If you reasone according to the time clue, this Jiang Haozhe should be her first boyfriend, and then, it should be Teacher Wei, and then Ren Yuliang.

And, the last one is Pei Shengyang.

Song Shanmei didn't expect that her life would never escape Susanna's shadow.

Every man Suzanne has ever liked, she likes her, and she may be just a stand-in for her?

She doesn't know about these three people, but Pei Shengyang, does she really think so?

He also met Suzanne first, and the newspaper said that the two grew up together.

Perhaps, this is a painful love triangle from beginning to end, right?

Pei Shengyang may have liked Suzanne since he was a child, but Suzanne has liked Jiang Haozhe since he was a child, and Jiang Haozhe didn't like her.

Therefore, there are rumors of sadomasochism that Suzanne chased Jiang Haozhe for ten years but couldn't get it, and there is also the news that Pei Shengyang finally hugged the beauty.

It should be that after Suzanne and Jiang Haozhe broke up, Pei Shengyang and Suzanne were together. Moreover, when Pei Shengyang met her, he should have just formally established a relationship with Susanna.

It's a pity that Suzanne is still in Cao Ying's heart and Han, so Pei Shengyang will be particularly attentive to her as a stand-in, right?

Because, only in her, who is simple, single-minded and has never experienced love, he may get some kind of emotional compensation.

Song Shanmei thought of this and frowned. She doesn't know, what is the current situation?

Is she still living in Suzanne's shadow? Or should she repay Shanna, and easily get her hands on the male god Jiang Haozhe, who has chased her for many years and has not yet arrived, so that she can also taste the taste of being betrayed by the person she loves the most?

Song Shanmei lowered her head and laughed.

Hehehe.

She wants a simple life, and she doesn't want so many intrigues and intrigues at all.

Why bother to make yourself so tired? Song Shanmei shook her head and threw aside all her unhappy thoughts.

"Okay, these days, you can go to the emergency department to help temporarily, I've already said hello to that side." Jiang Haozhe said, "Although the emergency department is not as tiring as the intensive care unit, it is not much better." ”

"You're going to work shifts in multiple departments, and I think the emergency department should be pretty good." Jiang Haozhe said, "Tired is tired, but you can learn." ”

"Also, if you can stick to it, stay there. If you can't hold on, you'll leave. Jiang Haozhe said.

"Okay." Song Shanmei nodded hurriedly.

Although Jiang Haozhe was hot and cold towards her in his performance, Song Shanmei could still feel his unusual feelings for herself.

She just didn't expect that when she came back this time, she hadn't yet gained a foothold, so she was sent to another place for a shift. In other words, this Doctor Jiang and Teacher Wei are really similar, aren't they?

is obviously interested in the girl, but he still doesn't know how to feel distressed and take care of them at all, he only treats them as cattle, and he doesn't have any affection.

To say, it's no wonder that such a straight man can find a girlfriend!

However, Song Shanmei felt that in fact, their approach was a little uncomfortable emotionally, but intellectually, there was nothing wrong with it.

Since it's work, it should be separated from feelings, shouldn't it?

Otherwise, if everyone thinks about taking care of their other half and taking care of their own family, what rules and regulations are there, what fairness and justice are there, and what efficiency and prestige are there.

Mr. Wei is right, and Jiang Haozhe is also right.

People who want to be their girlfriends must understand, and have a job that supports them.

And Pei Shengyang, why not?

Alone, leaving his family and friends, he worked in the hardest and most dangerous frontiers, with an important mission on his shoulders.

They may not be able to fulfill their filial piety to their parents, their wives to their wives, and their children, let alone their children.

mission, let them make trade-offs in the face of choices, endure in the face of pain, and persevere in the face of changes.

In fact, everyone is the same. Everyone, in this society, has their own identity and role, and also has their own mission to undertake.

Everyone has heavy responsibilities that they have to bear, and there are also pains that they have to bear.

Only by having firm beliefs and maintaining the original intention can we persevere and walk bravely on the road full of thorns and bumps.

Before Song Shanmei could catch her breath, she went to the emergency department.

The work in the emergency department is very busy. I often have to work in the morning and evening, and when I'm busy, I can't stop running all day.

If the emergency patient can be handled in the department, it will be treated immediately, and if it cannot be handled, it will have to be transferred to various related departments such as pediatrics, general surgery, heart and surgery, anorectal, obstetrics and gynecology, eye, ear, throat and nose.

Their mobile phones must be turned on 24 hours a day, even when they are resting. Sometimes, Song Sun-mi is on duty during the day and is sleeping at night, and is woken up by the rapid ringing of the bell.

Even for several days, I couldn't close my eyes.

What's even worse is that Song Shanmei caught a cold at this time. She was full of fever and dizziness, but she didn't dare to ask for leave, and she was still working sick.

She can't get out of the line of fire easily.

After a few days of busyness, Song Shanmei only felt that she was about to collapse.

When she came home in the evening, she didn't even want to eat, she didn't even want to take off her clothes, she didn't wash her face, she collapsed on the bed, and she only felt drowsy.

However, at this time, the phone rang again. Song Shanmei reflexively picked up the phone, "Hey? ”

On the other end of the phone, it was not the emergency rush in the hospital, but the worried voice of the mother: "Shanmei, how are you doing these days?" It's going well at work, right? You haven't called your mom since you moved out, and she's worried......"

Hearing the voice of her mother Chen Hongmei, Song Shanmei suddenly felt that the softness in her heart was touched, and tears were about to flow.

"Mom, don't worry, I'm fine......" Song Shanmei endured and tried to squeeze out a smile.

"It's okay to take the assessment, can you stay? We are so smart and so hard-working, we must be fine. Chen Hongmei asked again.

"Mom, don't worry. I'll definitely try to get an offer. Song Shanmei hung up the phone, tears almost bursting out of her eyes.

She wiped it, sniffed, and said to herself, "I'm fine!" I'm not going to be easily defeated! I will prove myself with strength! All the difficulties are not difficult for me! ”

That's right, nothing can stump her.

Since she was a child, she has not been smooth sailing, nor has she encountered difficulties, but she has relied on the encouragement of her family and her own efforts to do it.

Now, too.

She believes that no matter what, she will do it. She will do better than others.

What about a 40 percent signing rate?

Even if it's ten percent, so what?

Even if you are facing top-notch students standing on the ivory tower, what about it? She must be unbeatable, will she be defeated?

No, she won't!

Even standing among the best, she will strive to make herself even more eye-catching!

She is that kind of person, because the enemies she faces, or the benchmarks, are not only others, but also herself.

She has always tried to surpass herself.

Therefore, her pace of progress has never stopped.

She is chasing the footsteps of the sage, moving forward, and also using her own figure to spur herself.

Song Shanmei finally survived. No one knew that she had been sick and had worked hard for so many days.

The internship period is over in a tense and busy situation.

At the final internship graduation ceremony, everyone was nervous, but also full of pride and excitement. Because, coming out of here, even if they don't get an offer, they will be recommended to other hospitals, and the future should not be too bad.

The vice president came in person and spoke.

At the final ceremony, the outstanding interns were awarded.

Song Shanmei didn't expect that her name would be called on stage.

When the host called "Song Shanmei, Song Shanmei is not there" for the third time, she was stunned, and was pushed out by the interns who were full of envy around her, and walked onto the rostrum to receive the award.

On the stage, five interns came up one after another. Each of them had a proud smile on their face.

The light shone on their bodies, so dazzling.

And the flowers and applause are so warm and inspiring.

The aura of glory gathered on their faces, and everyone smiled exceptionally brightly.

Only Song Shanmei almost cried. No one knows that she is in it, the hardships and sweat she has paid.

Only she knows that this glory is not easy to come by.

This is the largest and best hospital in the region, and it is out of reach; The interns in the same period are selected from the best medical schools in the surrounding area, and the top students, each of them, have unknown hard work and unattainable abilities.

Therefore, Song Shanmei was able to win such an honor in such a top competition, and even she herself was a little unbelievable.

After getting off the stage, Jiang Haozhe stepped forward and shook Song Shanmei's hand with a smile, "It's not bad, come on." ”

Song Shanmei smiled, tears were about to flow out, she stepped forward and hugged Jiang Haozhe, feeling infinite emotion in her heart.

Kang Hao-chul is harsh on her, harsh and almost harsh, even perverted. However, it was in the eyes of everyone, in the eyes of Song Shanmei, but they felt that he was a rare good mentor.

Without his strict teachings, he would not have been able to grow so quickly and transform.

"Congratulations, you've been qualified to stay." Kang Ho-chul was laughing.

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