Chapter 201 is like a dream

It has been almost a year since Pei Shengyang woke up.

He was a little disbelieving about his previous memories. In his words, this world after waking up seems to have become so unreal, as if it has been covered with a layer of fog, making people dizzy and uncomfortable.

When he woke up, he found that he had not only a wife, but also a son who was more than a year old.

However, he didn't remember when he got married.

His parents explained to him that his girlfriend still did not leave him after he was seriously injured and fell into a coma, and she was really a good woman, besides, she already had a child before he fell into a coma, so she held a wedding, but she didn't get a license.

Now, he woke up, it was really a great joy, and his parents were happy, so they wanted to really handle their marriage and invite guests.

But he frowned and said, "Didn't the marriage take place in the ward?" Didn't you even ask a priest to witness the marriage? At the beginning, I said that everything was simple, but now I regret it, and I do it once, and it doesn't make people laugh? Who gets married once, has two weddings? ”

His wife, Susanna, was a little embarrassed, so she smiled and said, "If you don't do it, you won't do it." ”

Suzanne hugged the child, laughing and teasing, as if she didn't take the wedding to heart at all.

Pei Shengyang saw the disappointment on Susanna's face.

Maybe she is looking forward to a grand and luxurious wedding with a full house, right?

Pei Shengyang wavered a little at that moment.

But, somehow, he always felt that the woman in front of him was a little strange, and the child, he always couldn't get close.

He may be a little cold at times, but he is not really a cold person, especially when it comes to women and children. However, now, in the face of two close relatives, and they are close relatives who will never abandon him, he somehow feels as if he is separated by something, very strange.

His parents told him that he had once, his wife, who loved him, died and lived, and this time he was seriously injured and unconscious, also because of the woman.

However, when he looked at her face, he always felt that something was wrong.

"Susanna......" When he first woke up, he always said the name silently in his mouth.

This name seems to have been heard somewhere, and it seems to be very unfamiliar.

He always felt that this woman should have another name, or that the woman who existed in his vague figure in his memory was someone else.

This feeling haunted him.

He has always felt strange, he is such a self-disciplined person, how could such a thing happen before marriage, and let the girl even have a child?

Perhaps, as they said, he met the right person, and he was also at the age of strong blood and spring.

But, why is he so cold to this woman he loves so much?

Even if the memory is missing, the feelings, can you say no, it will be gone?

He didn't know.

However, what he clearly knew was that he had no feelings for the woman in front of him who was called his wife, and his heart was like water.

When he first woke up, he always dreamed, and in his dreams, there was always the figure of a young woman, and she seemed to be smiling at him, and she wanted to stretch out her soft hand to him.

And he was also very happy, as if he had been reunited after a long absence, and his heart was full of excitement and joy. He could feel the overflowing emotion.

He loved her, in a dream.

It's a pity that when he woke up, facing the woman lying next to him, he no longer had that throbbing feeling.

He knew that he must have loved someone. But who is that man, and where is he? He didn't know. He just felt as if something was wrong.

The woman in front of me is very beautiful and charming. Especially, when in bed.

She likes to wear a black lace deep V-neck pajamas, and the light on her chest is looming, which always makes his eyes straight, as if only at that moment can he find a throbbing feeling in the depths of his memory.

However, when the woman sticks up, she holds him with her weak and boneless hands, rides on him, and puts her hands up and down, he has an illusion, and that feeling is very unreal.

Whenever that time comes, he is in high spirits and pushes away the woman on his body.

To be honest, he doesn't seem to like women too much, even if it's his wife.

He tugged at the collar of his shirt and straightened it up. He looked back and saw the woman's disgruntled eyes. For some reason, he was a little apologetic, and a little depressed.

"I'm sorry." He said, and then, as if he had fled, he left the bedroom.

He rushed all the way to the balcony, and then, pulling a wicker chair, lay down, and put his whole body on the wicker chair.

He felt that he hated that kind of touch from the bottom of his heart, and the place where he had been touched by a woman made him feel uncomfortable.

It's a strange feeling, as if your body is reacting, but your heart is resisting.

He didn't know, why was that. Shouldn't that kind of thing happen between husband and wife? Why is he so awkward?

It's as if he was violated.

He felt as if he was still an untrained virgin.

His wife and children are so far away from him.

Because she has not had sex with her, Suzanne has gradually become dissatisfied with him. And he also felt that that home made him very depressed.

After reporting to the unit, he was approved, and he returned to the unit.

Before leaving, Suzanne took the child to see him off, her eyes a little detached and cold. It's like, he's to her.

She only smiles differently when she looks at the child.

As a result, Pei Shengyang felt a sense of guilt. He felt that he was not doing his duty as a husband.

"Suzanne, you wait for me." He said as he parted.

"Wait until I get back." He took his wife's hand, as if it were one of the few physical touches they made: "Give me a little time, I still need to get used to it." ”

"Okay." Suzanne smiled as she teased the child.

"Take care of the kids, I'll go first." Pei Shengyang said.

This is a year.

Now, once again, he's on leave, and he's back.

A year has passed, and since he woke up, he has been adjusting to everything around him. He had thought that the discomfort between him and Suzanne was due to his illness; However, when he went to the BU team, he found out that it was not like that.

Because, very quickly, he recognized those zhan friends, and quickly, he regained his familiar feeling and mingled with them. And he can quickly adapt to daily work tasks.

It seems that after waking up, the only thing he can't adapt to is his wife and children who fell from the sky.

It's been a whole year, and it's time for him to go back and see his wife and children. Perhaps, this time, he will be able to regain his original feeling.

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