"Don't let my roommates and your brothers have anything to do with each other!" Song Shanmei said, "This is my bottom line!" ”

Pei Shengyang's face became very cold, he stood there, gritted his teeth, and looked at Song Shanmei quietly, for a long time, he didn't speak.

Song Shanmei also stared at him, showing no weakness.

"Huh." Pei Shengyang suddenly, a strange smile appeared on his cold face, and he pulled his mouth, as if smiling, "It seems that you look down on us very much." ”

Song Shanmei did not speak. The Tao is different, and they do not conspire with each other.

The world of the Black-Astringent Society, she doesn't understand. I don't want to get involved. A man's brain, she doesn't understand it even more. Now, now that she has been glued, and moreover, she is trapped in it, and there is no escape; Her friend, however, can.

She couldn't, and dragged them into the water.

Therefore, it is cost-effective to use her alone, as a bet, in exchange for the fate of these kind girls.

Song Shanmei suddenly felt that there was a kind of tragedy and grandeur that the wind was sluggish and the water was cold, and the strong man would never return.

Obviously, Pei Shengyang also saw the tragedy in Song Shanmei's eyes.

He was devastated and stood there, trembling slightly.

"The profession I am engaged in is revered and noble, but also, destined to be lonely and difficult to be accepted by girls." Pei Shengyang opened his mouth and said, "I don't regret it. ”

"If God asked me to make a choice again, I would still choose my current career." Pei Shengyang said, with a sad look on his face.

Song Shanmei suddenly, she remembered Teacher Wei.

She remembered that Teacher Wei had a regretful and sad expression on her face, and said, "She said, I can only choose one between me and work." Either give up on her, or, give up on the job. words.

"But I want both. Am I being too greedy? Song Shanmei will not forget the expression on Mr. Wei's face that seemed to be crying but not smiling.

In the end, Mr. Wei gave up his beloved career for the sake of his beloved woman, but his girlfriend was still unhappy, and he retreated again and again, and there was no way out.

When love came again, Mr. Wei finally made a choice, that is, to give up everything for the sake of the woman he loved. Completely, he gave up the skills he had learned for several years, gave up the dream he had always had, and gave up the means he relied on to survive.

He is willing to be an ordinary merchant for the girl he loves, rain or shine, and move forward with difficulty.

That's his choice.

It's noble, it's moving, right?

However, in front of him, this man said that he would not regret it, even if he lost his beloved girl, he would once again choose his favorite career.

Let's not talk about it, whether his profession is good or bad, just looking at his choices, Song Shanmei feels that there is something different about this man.

Song Shanmei didn't, because of his honesty, she hated him and felt estranged.

On the contrary, Song Shanmei's heart admires him the same.

When a person is faced with a dilemma, he cannot say that choosing this is right and that is wrong.

Perhaps, it is not right to choose either one, maybe, it is not right to choose neither, and it is even more wrong to choose both.

However, there is also the possibility of choosing the right one.

It depends on the angle and mentality of looking at the problem.

One of life's biggest problems is choice. And Song Shanmei has a little difficulty in choosing.

Another big problem in life is that after you choose well, you will regret it.

And for the kind of person who clearly understands what he thinks in his heart when making a choice, and has seriously considered it, and in the end, no matter what he chooses, no matter what the result is, he has no regrets, is it rare, right?

Song Sun-mi thought.

She looked at the man in front of her, with a tragic look in her eyes, and even, a little soft-hearted, a little heartbeat, and a little admiration.

She had no way to force herself not to love the man in front of her.

Song Shanmei closed her eyes and burst into tears.

She made up her mind, and this time, she also wanted to be a person who could make neat choices and always have no regrets.

No matter what happens in the future, she will not regret it.

She must have a good life and be happy to others.

Song Shanmei opened her eyes again, and there was more firmness and persistence in her eyes, and she did not regret it until she died: "I am willing, to be with you." ”

Pei Shengyang looked at her.

He should have been excited, right?

He should have cheered, shouldn't he?

However, when he looked at the girl who was crying in front of him, his heart was trembling, and he couldn't be happy.

Scourge? Haha, scourge......

Here's what this girl just said. It's realistic, but it's very stinging.

That's right, she's right. Their profession is indeed a "scourge" for girls in a sense, right?

For many years, on duty in the arduous frontier, he has trained a pair of steel rectums, his mouth will not be sweet, and his actions will not be warm; At the end of the year, long-term separation, unable to see two sides; All things, even if the wife gives birth, the family is sick, and who is wrong, they have no time to separate, and they can't immediately fly to their beloved to give due care.

To be their wives, they must be stronger and stronger than ordinary women, and they can carry gas canisters and heavy objects by themselves; I hugged a sick child in winter, supported a sick old man, and went to the hospital to see a doctor; No matter how hard and tired I am, I can bear it, I can't get sick, 365 days a year;

They have to do it, have a pure heart, and endure a long separation from the man they love; They have to be strong-willed, and they can stand the man's hanging up at any time, ending the vacation at any time, and disappearing at any time; They have husbands who are alive, but they are no different from widows.

To be their woman, you must be tested and audited by the organization; Even if they get divorced, as long as they don't open their mouths, they can drag a woman for a lifetime.

Come to think of it, it's really cruel, it's really ruthless.

However, he could not help it, because he was a soldier. The motherland needs him, and the people need him. He can't, give up his career.

He loves his profession and is not willing to give it up.

He also loved this woman and was unwilling to give it up. However, could he bear to harm such a woman? Scourge the woman you love?

There is no solution.

Unless, he doesn't do such a job, he applies for a job change.

But that's not what he wants.

You can't have both.

Thinking of this, the corners of Pei Shengyang's mouth suddenly twitched, revealing an ugly smile.

"You have a good rest first, you don't have to bet yourself and answer me in a hurry." Pei Shengyang said, "You are a kind girl, I can understand your thoughts and moods." ”

"You calm down first, I need to calm down too." Pei Shengyang said, "I used to be too naïve, thinking that it didn't matter why, looking for a wife, as long as she liked me, I also liked her, it was enough." Now, it seems, is not the case. ”

"If you follow me, you will definitely suffer a lot and suffer a lot, which is unimaginable and acceptable to ordinary women, I hope you can think about this clearly." Pei Shengyang said.

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