He listens. Lin Jinrong noticed that several of the words Lu Lu said to her today began with him hearing people's words, so he didn't know who he said. Although he is not concerned about this matter for a day or two, he usually appeases her and does not take the initiative to mention this matter, but why does he frequently mention it today?

Lin Jinrong smiled and said slowly: "Min Xing went home this time, and there are really enough things I have heard from people. ”

Lu Yan's eyelashes trembled, and he bent the corners of his lips slightly, and said after a good pause: "Since these days, the family has always been urging, and you have also suffered a lot of grievances. I had nothing to do, so I inquired, and if it was ..............., it would work, and it would be good.

Lin Jinrong looked at him quietly: "You are so considerate. ”

"You're my wife." Lu Luzhong lowered his eyes and slowly cleaned up the books, paper, pens and ink on the table.

Lin Jinrong didn't know how to answer his words, so he simply didn't answer. The room was silent for a while.

"Let's go back." Lu Lu stood up and blew out the lamp and candle. Suddenly the room was dark, and I couldn't see my fingers. Lin Jinrong stood still and didn't dare to move, waiting for his eyes to adapt to the light, and said strangely: "Anyway, leave a lamp to illuminate the road." ”

Before the words fell, Lu Mian hugged her tightly into his arms, and he made her feel painful, almost squeezing out the air in her lungs. His movements were intense, but there was no sound at all, Lin Jinrong panicked, and only heard his heartbeat sounding frantically in the dark, "Min Xing"

Her voice was drowned in by him. She was like a drowning person, she couldn't breathe, she could only drag him by the shoulder, she almost fainted, she couldn't push it away twice, so she bit his lip hard, and an iron smell spread between her lips and tongue, but Lu Mian ignored her at all, only hugged her tighter and tighter, and she bit hard The iron smell became stronger and stronger.

Lin Jinrong simply didn't move and let him go, but Lu Mian let her go.

The lantern outside the window flickered, penetrating a little light, illuminating the room with shadows, Lin Jinrong relieved himself and raised his eyes to look at Lu Mian, who was standing there facing her, half-hanging his head, motionless.

She intuitively sensed that something was wrong, but she didn't want to ask him anymore, so she just sat down on the chair next to her, so be it, whatever it is, give a good time, anyway, she had enough of the days in her previous life, and she is tired enough now.

Lu Lu stood there for a long time, as if he was going to stand like this forever, Lin Jinrong cleared his throat, straightened his clothes and walked out trying to make his voice appear natural: "I'm leaving, if you still want to read, light the lamp." What do you do standing like this? ”

Lu Lu grabbed her wrist: "I have something to say to you." His voice was hoarse, with some imperceptible tremors: "You let me have a nose to ask you, I want to talk to you clearly, don't hide it in my heart." ”

"Yes." Lin Jinrong couldn't see Lu Mian's expression clearly, but she could feel that he was desperately trying to control his emotions, he was very angry, she couldn't help but take two steps back, and felt that Lu Mian grabbed her wrist with a hot pain, and her heart was clenched, as if she was a little scared.

"A few days ago, Lu Shao gave me a box. Inside is a piece of medicine residue and a recipe... He told me that with this, you can find out the root cause of your illness and avoid the pain of being forced by your elders. Lu Mu paused word by word, "I didn't want to see it, but I don't want you to be forced all day long, and I want to have a child of my own with you." I couldn't help it, so I watched. ”

Lin Jinrong kept swallowing her saliva, she couldn't think about how the medicine residue prescription could fall into Lu Shao's hands, she only thought that she should fight back at this time, completely deny pushing everything on Lu Shao, and asked Lu Mian again, what can a pile of medicine residue and a prescription explain? He's stupid, isn't he? But those words were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say a word.

"When Mr. Shui treated you and prescribed a prescription, I remember that prescription well, and this prescription is almost the same as that prescription, only a few more flavors of medicine than that prescription." Lu Lu took a breath, and it took a long time before he continued: "I thought there was something strange in it, and I thought that probably this recipe was better than what Mr. Shui gave, and it would be more effective for you, after all, you took so many medicines from Mr. Shui and it didn't work." I didn't believe him, but I didn't want to let go of this opportunity. I took this recipe and the dregs of the medicine to look for people, most people couldn't see it, but several of the more famous people asked me if anyone in the family was taking pills and wanted to solve them..."Lin Jinrong was silent.

Lu Mian laughed, but his voice was shaking: "I'll just say, it's really strange, you are obviously in poor health and need to recuperate, how could Lu Shao give me such a prescription, he didn't have a good heart." You say, isn't it, Ah Rong? ”

It took Lin Jinrong a lot of effort to squeeze out an inaudible "um" from his nose

Come.

Lu Lu let out a long breath, and his voice was a little higher, and he was a little more normal: "Do you want to see the medicine blame and the medicine residue?" What bad things does he want to do? ”

Although he didn't tell her in detail about the rest of the matter, nearly 20 days have passed since the incident happened, and if he dared to tell her like this, he dared to ask her like this, so he must have already figured out the reasons for what had happened, and maybe even Qingzhou had made a trip. At first, he was afraid that he also wanted to endure it, that is, when he talked to her about those words and the date of intercourse with her before, he was afraid that he still wanted to endure it, but now, he probably couldn't bear it anymore.

That's fine, Lin Jinrong bit her lip stubbornly, she frantically wanted to ask Lu Mian, what if she wanted to see it? What if you don't want to see it? How about it, but what if you don't? He just knows everything, so what? She just hates him, she just hates him, she just doesn't want to live with him, she just doesn't want to have children with him, she just doesn't want his children, so what?

"Ah Rong, you're shaking." Lu Lu picked up her hand and put it on his face, his face was cold, "Don't be angry, we won't be fooled." ”

He said that Lin Jinrong was shaking, and Lin Jinrong clearly felt that he was shaking. The tone of his voice was not so much a discussion and inquiry, but a deception, fear of covering up, and anger and sadness.

Lin Jinrong didn't say what she wanted to say, her throat seemed to be suddenly blocked, her lips and tongue trembled more and more uncontrollably, and the words that lingered in her mind and had been fantasizing about being able to say it to him happily one day, she couldn't say a word at the moment. She couldn't help but think, even if this child was born, there was no chance of a setback, so what about the day she died? Will she survive to escape? If she is alive, the child is fine, but if she dies, what will happen to the child? So, she was right. This child can't be born.

Her eyes were sour and astringent, and before she could react, a big teardrop ran down her cheeks, and the tears flowed down the corners of her lips into her mouth, salty and astringent. She wanted to say something,

It's just silence.

Lu Lu let out a heavy breath, took her hand away from his face, let go of her hand, turned around and walked to the window, and stood with his back to her.

Lin Jinrong sat back in his chair, and only after a few days did he collect his tears and calm down his emotions. She walked to the table with the little light and shadow outside the window, and groped her way to find the flint and prepare to light the lamp.

Lu Lu heard the sound, turned his head to look at her, and said astringently: "Don't order, Ah Rong, what do you think about this matter?" ”

Lin Jinrong stopped at the table, she knew that he was waiting for her to say a word, and when she told him that she didn't take any pills or anything like that, or didn't want to say it, or didn't want to explain, it was okay to say something to him that would reassure him. He's giving her a chance, he's waiting for her to speak.

But why did her life always have to be in the hands of these people? In her previous life, she was alive as if she was dead, and in this life, she wants to live a good life but she still has to rely on him, he has always given her, or she is not given a chance, why?! Man is a rational animal, but more often than not, man is an emotional animal. Lin Jinrong was controlled by a desperate emotion, she couldn't vent it, but she refused to soften. She just sneered: "It's really hard to prevent." The same is true of the wolf's den and the tiger's den. ”

Lu Lu was stunned, didn't speak again, and only looked at her silently.

A gust of wind blew in through the window, and the merlin rustled outside, making the air a little more wet. Listening to the snow pavilion not only did not cool down because of this, but became more sluggish and stuffy.

Lin Jinrong thought that she and Lu Mian would stand like this all the time, and they would stalemate each other until late at night, even at dawn. She wouldn't budge, and neither would he.

At this time, Cherry shouted downstairs: "Grandma, it's going to rain, are you leaving?" He muttered again, "Why did the lights go out?" ”

Lin Jinrong didn't speak, but Lu Mian said: "I'm leaving, come up with a lantern." ”

"Whoa!" Footsteps sounded on the stairs, and the lights came from the staircase, getting brighter and brighter. Lin Jinrong nervously pulled out the handkerchief, wiped it on his face twice, and straightened the corners of his clothes and skirts.

Lu Lu glanced at her, turned around and walked down first.

Lin Jinrong heard him whispering to Cherry on the stairs, and didn't want to go down to let Cherry see his strangeness, so he stood for a while before moving forward, and only took two steps before seeing Lu Lu come up alone with a lantern, and he didn't speak, just waiting at the staircase.

Lin Jinrong walked in front of him with her eyes down, and slowly descended the stairs, she went down several stairs before she heard the sound of footsteps behind her.

Cherry and Shuangquan were no longer downstairs, Lin Jinrong guessed that he had sent Lu Lu away, but he didn't want to go back with him. The last person she wanted to face at the moment was him. She lifted her skirt and strode down the Ruyi stack, but she had only taken two steps before Lu Lu pulled her sleeves from behind.

Another gust of wind blew Lin Jinrong's face full of sand, she raised her sleeves to cover her face, and hissed, "What do you actually want?" ”

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