"Yes!" Is he going to put a basin on her head again? Lin Jinrong was forced by him to have no way out, and he couldn't bear to see all the dim sums, so he simply shouted loudly;

"I'm just unwilling to get married! Look at the life I married in? You don't have a good thing in your family! In addition to calculating people, bullying people, greedy for money and domineering... Selfish, do you still know how to be selfish? Why do you want me to be a mother to your family without regrets? Bow down and die? How good is your family to me? Tell me about it, huh? Born, even if you are born, like a wolf and a tiger, fierce and vicious, can you keep it? And you... Don't think I don't know that you've been suspicious of me and Wu Xiang! Even now, you're still suspicious, aren't you? Don't deny it! If it's a man, don't deny it, if you dare to deny it, I despise you! ”

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Lu Mian threw the lantern in his hand to the ground, pulled Lin Jinrong's sleeve that was hiding his face, and gritted his teeth; "What do you want?"

Lin Jinrong struggled desperately, not asking him to look at her face, but Lu Mian was desperately pulling, as if he had a deep hatred with that sleeve; "You're weak and don't dare to look at me, right?"

Even if the disparity in strength was too great, Lin Jinrong still resolutely refused to give in. The sleeves are just lightly woven, how can I resist this tearing, but three or two times... It cracked down with a "stab". Both of them were stunned, Lu Mian grabbed a piece of sleeve in his hand and was a little dazed, Lin Jinrong was the first to react, turned around and was about to run, Lu Mian stopped her and hugged her and dragged her to Tingxue Pavilion.

A bolt of lightning swept through the air, and large drops of rain fell, and a strong earthy smell filled the air. Lin Jinrong's face was wet, I don't know if it was rain or tears, she picked Lu Mian's hand like crazy, kicked him hard, and Lu Mian didn't speak... Panting for breath, he tied her to death.

A thunderclap exploded, and the rain fell like a pour, and it fell down in an instant, and the sky and the earth were vast. The wind swept the rain and mist, blowing the two of them wet, Lin Jinrong couldn't beat Lu Lu after all, and he dragged him back to Tingxue Pavilion.

Lu Mian threw himself on the door, not caring about wiping the rain off his face... said in a hoarse voice; "Let's make it clear today!"

Lin Jinrong had half of his arm exposed, his wet clothes were sticking to his body, he only felt that his whole body was cold and sore, and he shook uncontrollably, his upper teeth knocked on his lower teeth, and he couldn't say a word.

There is only a night light lit in the Snow Pavilion, the light is dim and cold, but it is enough to see people clearly. Lu Lu leaned against the door and looked at Lin Jinrong tiredly. She frowned tightly, her face was as white as paper, her eyes were fixed on her toes, her hands alternately covered in front of her chest, her waist and back were straight, and even her legs were straight. Her hair was already half-loose, a few locks of hair were falling down and sticking wet to her face and neck, and her clothes were still dripping. Pitiful, hateful, hateful.

Lu Mian only felt that her whole heart was filled with resentment and sourness, and she just wanted to vent desperately and ask her loudly, why did she treat him like this? Why trample on his sincerity like this? She told him to talk to her if he had anything to say, and how did she treat him? Thinking about the worries and nervousness he had been all these days, he felt more and more like a joke. He stared desperately at Lin Jinrong until his eyeballs were sour, his eyelids cramped, and he stubbornly refused to blink.

Lin Jinrong's mind was a mess, she knew that Lu Lu was staring at her deadly, but she couldn't think of anything other than to keep standing straight with a firm attitude, let alone how to deal with it, so she waited silently for him to speak.

A window was not closed tightly, and it was blown open by the wind, making a "pop" sound, which startled Lin Jinrong, and the wind blew out the dim lamp, and she shivered excitedly and couldn't control her sneezing.

Lu Lu exhaled lightly and moved his sore eyes; "Why?"

Lin Jinrong was blown by the cold wind and gradually calmed down. There are many reasons, but how to answer her? Tell him that she once lost Yuichi's child and that she might lose it again? She was once lonely and drowned in the icy river? Tell him that he was never seen from the beam when she needed him the most? Tell him that she might die one day?

Tell him again that since she was reborn, for more than half a year, she has been struggling between life and death in her dreams every day? Every time I think of him, I feel like I am being stirred by a sharp knife in my heart? Countless times of self-denial, countless times of rebuilding confidence, but when a new life is about to begin, he was pushed into the quagmire by his family? There is nothing saddest in life than this... Knowing the ending, he struggled with all his might, but he still watched himself fall inch by inch.

Try her best to temporarily fight for a life different from her previous life, but she never dares to forget her previous life, and in this life, she is using what she knows in her previous life to avoid the disasters and pain of this life, if she doesn't work hard, it will be a bleak end in her previous life. Mr. Shui asked her to think more about the good side of everything, and she also thought that it was okay for other things and other people, but for him, she just couldn't get out of the way.

She wanted to spend the past five years with him plainly, and it didn't matter whether she was dead or alive at that time, but things didn't go as she thought. It still has to be broken, Gu Xun has been replaced with a purse, and Ning'er's death has been replaced with an elixir, anyway, it's not this thing, it's that thing, in advance or postponed, that pass will always have to pass, and it will never be avoided.

"Why don't you speak?" Lu Lu pressed step by step, since she didn't even want to be perfunctory, he had to ask for an answer today.

Lin Jinrong coughed lightly and said in a low voice; "Because I can't find anything to say. Unless you want to listen to lies. The wind and rain outside the window sounded, and she didn't hear Lu Mu's voice, so she continued;" It is the responsibility of a wife to prolong the heirs, I have not fulfilled it, you can divorce me, and I will never complain. At this point, she felt much more relaxed.

Deathly silence. It seemed that even the sound of wind and rain disappeared in an instant, and even Lu Mian's breathing was so light that he couldn't hear it.

For a long time, Lu Lufang said in a low voice; "Why? What am I doing wrong? ”

What did he do wrong? Lin Jinrong felt that he was very dizzy, and it took a long time before he said; "No why."

Lu Lu suddenly erupted, he intuitively and accurately found Lin Jinrong in the dark, clasped her shoulder, suppressed the voice, and grinded his teeth; "It's you and I who don't hide something in our hearts, I did it, why can't you do it? You make it clear to me! Make it clear! Why do you do this to me? Why? Where am I sorry for you? Am I not good enough for you? What do you want? Do you want to do it? ”

Lin Jinrong didn't speak. At this point, she still couldn't say anything vicious.

Lu Xuan's hand on her shoulder became tighter and tighter, and his voice seemed to be as rough as sandpaper, with a certain madness; "If you don't want to say it, I'll say it for you, you never had me in your heart. You are unwilling to marry.................."

"Yes!" Is he going to put a basin on her head again? Lin Jinrong was forced by him to have no way out, and he couldn't bear to see all the dim sums, so he simply shouted loudly; "I'm just unwilling to get married! Look at the life I married in? You don't have a good thing in your family! In addition to calculating people, bullying people, greedy for money and domineering... Selfish, do you still know how to be selfish? Why do you want me to be a mother to your family without regrets? Bow down and die? How good is your family to me? Tell me about it, huh? Born, even if you are born, like a wolf and a tiger, fierce and vicious, can you keep it? And you... Don't think I don't know that you've been suspicious of me and Wu Xiang! Even now, you're still suspicious, aren't you? Don't deny it! If it's a man, don't deny it, if you dare to deny it, I despise you! ”

Her words were like a sharp knife slamming into Lu Mian's chest, tearing out the deepest and most unsightly thoughts that he had hidden.

Lu Lu took a deep breath, the strength in his hand also lightened, and Lin Jinrong slapped his hand away; "I'm not as good as others, and I don't want to try to surpass others... All day long, he will only hide from jealousy and suspicion. Don't tell me you didn't do anything, you are above board, your mind is dirty! ”

Seeing that Lu Mu was silent, Lin Jinrong straightened his clothes and prepared to go out... He is willing to stand here, so she will not accompany him! As soon as she opened the door, the rain and mist were swept by the wind, and she almost didn't catch her breath. After the first time of courage, she didn't have the courage to rush into the rain now... So he went back and went around looking for flints and lamps. It's not her land, and I haven't found it for a long time... Instead, I was hit by a chair and hit my calf bone... The pain made her grin and get angrier... Kick on the chair.

Lu Mu looked at each other coldly and did not say anything.

Lin Jinrong was angry, grabbed the chair and sat down.

The rain was a little lighter, and the shouts of lychees were heard outside; "Grandma? Second master? Are you still in there? The slave and maid will bring you umbrellas and oil coats. ”

"Lychee, I'm still here." Lin Jinrong is like seeing a rescuer... Hurriedly stood up and straightened his hair, intending to go outside, took two steps, and felt that his right arm was empty, cool and faint, and asked Lu Xuan; "Where's my grapefruit?"

Lu Lu ignored her.

Lin Jinrong held back for a moment and said; "I ask where you pulled my sleeves?"

The lights are getting brighter and brighter, and the footsteps of Lychee are getting closer and closer, Lu Mian snorted coldly; "You dare to do that kind of self-harming thing, and you want me to divorce you again, what do you want to do with your sleeves? What are you afraid of? That's how you should go out, so that people know that you're not afraid of anything, that you dare to do anything. If I want to divorce you, how can I care if you are embarrassed or not? ”

Lin Jinrong was speechless for a while, eager to strangle him.

"Grandma?" Lychee knocked lightly on the door, Lu Lu stood still, and Lin Jinrong opened the door with a straight face. Standing at the door were Lychee and Dou'er, and when the two saw her embarrassed appearance, they were so frightened that they took an exclamation into their mouths, and suddenly closed their mouths, looking at Lu Lu in fear, full of suspicion and horror.

Lu Mian had a gloomy face, stepped forward to take the oil coat in Dou'er's hand, and didn't wait for her to be the master, let alone a lantern, and strode into the rain.

Lychee grabbed Lin Jinrong's hand without waiting for him to go far and asked anxiously; "Grandma... What's going on? ”

"I can't say a word." Lin Jinrong stroked his hair, and two hairpins were missing, "Take the lantern and look for it outside, I'm afraid it's falling off." ”

Lychee gave Dou'er a look, motioned for Dou'er to take the lantern and go outside, gently supported Lin Jinrong's arm, and said cautiously with tears; "Grandma, did the second master beat you?"

Lin Jinrong shook his head slightly; "Nope. Follow me here to find out, and don't fall into the hands of others. ”

—"Nonsense—

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My understanding of the role of Lin Jinrong is that in the eyes of others, the previous life and the afterlife are two completely different things, and in her, she has personally experienced it and is unforgettable. But she never destroyed her humanity because of hate, took revenge like crazy, and did not give up on herself because of it, but she has always worked hard, and I think it is not easy to do this.

As for the rest, it is necessary to accumulate the rent process, knowing and doing are two different things, people's biggest enemy is often themselves, and people will make mistakes, because their personalities and visions are different, the mistakes they make are also different, love and hate are just a thought, she and Lu Mian need space and opportunities to grow, and they need more understanding and tolerance of each other.

If she suddenly forgets the past, puts it all down, and devotes herself wholeheartedly, I can't write it, and I don't think it's in line with human nature.

I wanted to make the turn a little more natural, she needed time, she needed to broaden her horizons.

Thank you for looking at my nonsense and looking at the world marriage with a tolerant heart. Thank you (to be continued.)

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