Sisi has never heard Xia Mo say "Fighting Buddha", and the story is heard intermittently from the eighth, fourteenth, and ninth children. Lao Ba is talking about the story of Wukong and Buddha fighting, while the little Lao Fourteen is talking about the adventures of learning scriptures, but Jiu'er is different, she tearfully told a story of love.

From the eighth and fourteenth children, the fourth four felt that Xia Mo was jealous. Hearing Jiu'er say that Mo Li drank Meng Po soup and wished that he would never remember the Buddha again in his life, Sisi cried in his heart. That day, he felt that he was the Buddha who wanted to desperately pull Mo Li back, but he made Mo Li even farther away from him.

Concubine De said, 'Be a brother and sister in this life, and be a husband and wife again in the next life.' At that time, Sisi accepted his fate, and although he was unwilling, he still admitted it. But after listening to the story, Sisi realized, he didn't want to be like a Buddha, he didn't want to force Xia Mo into a desperate situation, if he loved her, he stayed away from her and quietly watched happiness.

When Xia Mo held a gun to her own temple, Sisi's story flashed through Jiu'er's mind again, and she still forced Xia Mo to come to this point. He let go again, not only did Concubine De say that they would see each other in the future, he and Concubine De both knew that they would never see each other again.

Is the eighth child the grandson monkey who has been waiting? Maybe, he didn't give him a chance to fight with himself, he would never let Xia Mo fall in love with him because of the eighth child's desperateness, but another voice was saying that Xia Mo had never been Mo Li, Xia Mo had always loved the eighth brother, she was just the fourth brother in her heart, every time she thought of this, Sisi would maliciously torture the eighth brother, he was not a god, he also had his own emotions, he couldn't restrain himself.

When Nian died, he guarded her, and Nian still had a bright smile on her face, she said that although this life was very wrong, she used other people's smiles to seek her favor, but she did not regret it.

It turned out that Nian knew it, it turned out that she had always known it, so she took advantage of this smartly, and it turned out that her bright smile carried her infinite grievances. Sisi burst into tears, he felt guilty and wanted to say something, but Nian didn't give him a chance to explain, she closed her eyes with a smile.

Sisi was sick, and he asked himself more than once during his illness, what did he want to say to Nian's and what to explain? Eventually, he found that he didn't even know about himself and couldn't face it.

In the sixth year of Yongzheng, the queen's birthday, Sisi looked at the queen's fading face, saw Honghui's eager gaze, and thought of Nian's words when he died, Sisi ordered the queen to accept the courtiers' congratulations, he couldn't give Jinhui love, so he was willing to give her infinite glory.

So Jinhui got the glory that all queens did not have, and like the emperor, on his birthday, he could get the courtiers to bow down and congratulate. This is also a good way to determine Honghui's status, he is the biological mother of the eldest son of the emperor, which elevates Honghui's irreplaceable status.

In the seventh year of Yongzheng, it was Jinhui's birthday, and the eunuchs began to renovate the venue in front of the palace, and wanted to give Jinhui a big deal to organize her Qianqiu banquet, so that the courtiers would be more beautiful when they knelt down.

Sisi was angry, of course, his anger was because Xia Mo was sick again, it seemed that after Nian's death, Xia Mo's body became bad, like himself, a serious illness, and his body gradually weakened, he believed that the eighth child and the children would take good care of Xia Mo, but Sisi still felt angry, looking at the handwriting in the letter, Xia Mo's pen power was getting weaker and weaker, as if seeing her vitality slowly disappearing. Xia Mo is sick, but Jinhui is ready to celebrate her birthday!

Sisi directly killed the leading eunuchs, although he did not explicitly reprimand the queen, but everyone knows that the emperor has changed his mind again.

Jinhui had no choice but to ask not to do the birthday, and with a wave of the four big pens, she agreed.

The courtiers also knew that the queen had fallen out of favor. Of course, the queen has never been favored, if it weren't for Honghui, what would the queen be? Nobody knows.

After her birthday, Jin Hui was also sick, and the disease developed rapidly, the doctor said that the oil had run out and the lamp had dried up, and Sisi regretted it, and the queen was leaving, so was he also old and should go?

Came to Changchun Gong, where the queen lived, this used to be where Niu Hulu's family lived, Xia Mo loved to play with Niu Hulu's here, she often took her younger siblings here to tell stories and play games, Xia Mo was so happy at that time, and her younger siblings were still there. Now Changchungong, which was once so warm, has become so bleak.

Jin Hui can't get up anymore, she sees herself, she still doesn't smile, after she became the emperor, Jin Hui still maintains her serious face, but Sisi doesn't care, anyway, he also sees less, now, her face is sunken, and her eyes are bigger, Sisi suddenly thought of Jin Hui when she unveiled her hijab, her eyes were also big at that time, but at that time, there was uncertainty in her eyes, with panic and joy. Thirty years, thirty years have passed, and there is only anger in Jinhui's eyes.

Sisi sat on the stool next to the bed, and the couple were relatively speechless.

"All out." Jin Hui suddenly yelled at the people waiting on the side.

Sisi was stunned for a moment, he didn't know what Jin Hui wanted to say to him alone at this time, how many years, except for talking about children, they had nothing to say for a long time, do you want to talk about children now? Honghui's position is stable, there is no one to replace, he will not be like Huang Ama, even his own son is suspicious, he cultivates Honghui with his heart, maybe not as pampered as Tuanzi, but Jinhui knows very clearly, he never thought of setting up a prince other than Honghui as his heir.

Everyone withdrew, and Jin Hui's eyes finally fell on Sisi's face.

"Your Majesty, in your heart, have you ever had Jinhui?"

"You are my queen, Honghui's mother." Sisi hesitated for a moment, and finally said.

"That's it?" Jin Hui's eyes showed despair.

"Queen!" Sisi slowed down his voice, he couldn't bear it in his heart, but let him say, I have you in my heart, I'm afraid that ghosts don't believe it, Jinhui's harsh temperament, I'm afraid that he will laugh at himself immediately.

"It turns out that when it's time to die, you won't lie to me." Jin Hui's tears poured out of her dry eyes, Sisi saw Jin Hui cry for the first time, no matter when, she held her proud head high, and never showed the slightest weakness.

"Jinhui, recuperate with peace of mind."

"Can it be raised well? Xia Mo can be raised well, she has the careful care of the eighth child, her children's colorful clothes and entertainment, and your concern, what do I have? ”

Sisi's face changed, he didn't like to hear the word Xia Mo from Jinhui's mouth, and he didn't like to hear her say that Xia Mo had the words of the eighth child, which made Sisi feel that Jinhui was doing it on purpose.

"If you want to lose your temper, I'm not afraid, I'm dying anyway. Your Majesty, I'm not sad, really, seeing Nian's smiling face with Xia Mo pleasing you, I feel disgusting, at least in my life, I am still myself, even if I am disgusted by you all my life, but I am worth it. Jin Hui smiled sadly and eerily.

Sisi's face turned greener, he didn't expect Jinhui to know too.

"Is anger right? Except for Xia Mo, the stupid man, everyone with eyes knows it, even the eighth knows it, why do you think the eighth has to go, are you really afraid that you will suspect him? He was afraid of you, afraid that one day you wouldn't be able to help it and break the window, so he wanted to take Xia Mo away. Your Majesty, you are very pitiful! ”

Sisi brushed his sleeves away, and Jin Hui's poignant laughter came from behind.

That night, Jinhui went, Honghui, Hongyun, and Hongshi all cried, and that day, Sisi knew that in Hongyun and Hongshi's hearts, Jinhui was also a good mother.

Jin Hui and Nian are both trying to get their love in their own way, Nian's song is happy, and Jin Hui's way is that she doesn't want to be like Xia Mo, she is not Xia Mo.

Sisi regretted it, he felt sorry for Jinhui for the first time, he gave Jinhui infinite glory again, and sealed Jinhui's maiden family. But he also knew that he couldn't fall in love with Jinhui if everything started all over again.

From that day on, Sisi was discouraged, the woman who loved him died, and the woman he loved was someone else's wife, and he didn't know that he loved her at all.

So he gave Honghui more power, and he often smiled and said, 'I am not your Emperor Marfa, I believe that you must be stronger than me, stronger than your Emperor Marfa.' ’

He lived in the Old Summer Palace for a long time, looking at the autumn flowers and spring moon, and imagined the weakening Xia Mo overseas with Xia Mo's letter, he said to himself, in the next life, when I see you in the next life, I must not let go!