Fan Wai Three, Stupid Old Eight
Everyone doesn't like this chapter so much.,Little P changed it.,I hope you like it.。
Xia Mo is leaving, she finally hasn't survived the toss of the years, maybe it's really like what Eniang said, she is not adaptable, so when she arrives here, her body is not good, and people still have to live a healthy life on their own roots.
I stayed on the side as usual, but I didn't read, and she knew that she couldn't do it, so she behaved calmly, looked at me with bright eyes, and said for a long time, "Stupid old man!" ”
When I was a child, Xia Mo liked to call me stupid and stupid, and only when I had something to ask me would she softly call 'Starling'! Unlike the fourth brother, she seems to be able to speak, and she has always respected the fourth brother, regardless of whether the fourth brother ignored her at that time. always shouted 'fourth brother, fourth brother', and the fourth brother ignored her, so she complained to Huang Ama until the fourth brother ignored her. And when she chased the fourth brother, she always followed me. Then she would stop and say, stupid eight, hurry up, come and hold the fourth brother's hand, let's let the fourth brother take us to play. It doesn't matter whether the fourth brother agrees or not, anyway, she always pulls herself to rely on the fourth brother.
"I'm not stupid, I'm just old!" I screwed her face like she screwed me when she was a kid.
"I'm leaving, the fourth brother is also leaving, and I'm leaving now, what will you do in the future?" Mo'er let out a long sigh.
"I have sons, daughters, and grandchildren!" I deliberately puffed out my eyes and looked at her.
"Well, if you want to renew a daughter-in-law, then continue, I'm not jealous." Mo'er sighed again.
"It's weird, if you don't come to catch me, then it's hell." I took a sip of her, her jealous nature has never changed in her life, and this is what makes me feel that maybe she loves me.
"Maybe I was captured by impermanence and reincarnated, and I can't catch you if I want to." Xia Mo was very calm, as if she was destined.
"And then, like forgetting worries, I drank Meng Po soup and forgot who I was?" I looked at Mo'er nervously, she drank Meng Po soup, do you remember me? Are we going to be roaders in the next life? Thinking of this, my heart is still twisted, Mo'er and I will become passers-by in the next life?
"Well, if you want to be reincarnated, you must drink it, I must drink a big bowl, you too, remember to drink, be a different person in the next life, experience a different life, that's right." She smiled, stretched out her withered fingers and pinched my already loose face, "Stupid old man, remember, you must drink, no matter how bitter it is, the cleaner you forget your past life, the better." ”
"Why?" I shed tears, I don't want to forget Xia Mo, I don't want to forget our children, I don't want to forget this life when we help each other. Even though I often feel that Mo'er doesn't love her as much, I still don't want to forget her.
"Because there may be a very beautiful daughter-in-law in the next life, if you don't forget me, how can you be with a beautiful daughter-in-law? I may have had other husbands and other children in my previous life, if I don't forget, how can I be with you? I'm going to keep comparing the people of the world to you, what if I like him more? So we have to forget, we have to live with you well and seriously, and then have children with you seriously, and love our children seriously. If there is an afterlife, I will also forget you, forget the children, and live my next life seriously, I have always been a dedicated person, right. Mo'er spoke slowly and seriously.
I listened to tears in my eyes, seeing how she said it, I almost believed that she was telling the truth, she lived her day seriously, yes, maybe she was actually stupid, obviously a lot of things were teaching her, but she always seemed to refuse to come out of her shell, always hid away, but one thing, she was right, she was serious, she was serious about herself, serious about our marriage, serious about loving our children, was this the last thing she wanted to say to me?
"Do you want me to call the kids in?" She knew that she was not going to do it, so she kicked the children out, and we were the two of us in the room, in her words, I was the first to be caught when she was born, so when she left, she should only be with me, and we will start and finish. I also don't want the kids to see me crying like a child, and now she's really leaving, really won't let her see the kids? I panicked.
"Forget it, tell them when you get there, I'm going to leave with a smile, and tell them that I don't want to hear them cry." Mo'er looked at me with a smile, "Starling, you are really old, you were so good-looking when you were a child, just as good-looking as our dumplings and wowo." ”
"Do you remember?" I cried, like a fool.
"It's so stupid, of course I remember, we have been dependent on each other for a lifetime, it's good, I really did what I wanted, the family is happy, the children are very good, you are also very good, and Eniang is also very happy, how good." Mo'er smiled sweetly, as if she was really happy.
Is the joy of the family the hope of Mo'er's life? Yes, our family is really happy, and the children and grandchildren who have been happy all the time are happy, is it happiness?
"Mo'er, do you like me? Is there more than liking the fourth brother? "I finally asked, I waited for a lifetime, this emotion has surrounded me all my life, and if I don't ask again, maybe I won't know it for the rest of my life.
Mo'er looked at me in a daze, and it took a long time before she smiled and sighed, "Stupid old eight." ”
Xia Mo smiled and slowly closed her eyes, as if she was asleep. I sat on the side and patted her gently, as if she was just taking a nap as usual.
Mo'er has been living in front of me like a picture since she was a child, she crossed her waist, screamed stupid and old, and stretched out her hand to rub my face. And after getting married, when we were punished by the old man to kneel together, she would come to pat the ashes on my robe, and there was always a smile in her eyes, which was my favorite expression for her, and I liked that Mo'er only had me in her eyes.
It's a pity that there aren't many times like this, and when the fourth brother is there, Mo'er will always unconsciously set her eyes on him. The fourth brother got better and better to us later, and in order to go to De Niangniang's place to see her, I had to chase the fourth brother to Concubine De's every day to eat, but she was even happier to see the fourth brother.
And then she told me that she was happy because she saw me and Sisi together, and she was always afraid, afraid that I and Sisi would stand on opposite sides, and Si Ge was her brother, and she didn't want to choose a side.
I believe it, I listen to her, I don't stand on the opposite side of the fourth brother, the fourth brother likes the big position, then okay, I don't want it. I don't want anything, I just want Mo'er.
We've been on the cusp of the waves, and it's not that I don't want it, but it means I can get out of the way. The second brother, the third brother, and the thirteenth brother are all forcing me, but the one who forced me the most was Huang Ama, whom I have always respected.
He seems to be working hard to nurture us to get up and fight with the second brother and become the second brother's whetstone, is it really a whetstone? Maybe just like Su Ma said, the second brother already knew that he couldn't sit for long, because he had been the prince for too long, and if the old man wanted to feel at ease, he could only let him disappear.
But the killing of the son was ominous, and the old man refused to take that responsibility, so he threw out the task and asked a few uncompetitive sons to come out and fight with the second brother, and then they won it together.
So Mo'er's vision is really good, no, it should be said that the Empress Dowager is really smart, and she sent Mo'er to Concubine De's side, and her old man has long seen that Concubine De's two sons are the most suitable people.
Concubine De was born in Baoyi, there is no threat from relatives, but she is not born as a sinner like my mother, the old man doesn't pay much attention to the fourth brother and the fourteenth brother, but who knows if this is the old man's protection for them?
We hid, we talked seriously a few times, and she seriously asked me if I really didn't want it? My answer is actually different every time, if it is the fourth brother, no, if the other party is not Xia Mo, I will not believe that what I said is true, but the one opposite me is Xia Mo, as she said, as long as I say it, she will believe it, I like her to believe me, although I lied to her.
I wanted that big position, I thought I had deceived Mo'er, but I didn't expect that a few years later, when I knew that the general trend was gone, Mo'er woke me up with a smile and said that if I didn't have ambition, I wouldn't have opened up another world.
I have ambitions, I want to, but I don't dare, I have too many hesitations, I have too many concerns, I want everything, but I don't dare to give. I desperately said to myself that before I have the ability, I have to protect myself, Mo'er and the children.
Later, I learned that Mo'er had always known, but she chose to close her eyes, in her heart, nothing matters, the important thing is that we are together as a family, we will not fight against the fourth brother, we are safe.
The confrontation with the fourth brother is inevitable, I really didn't expect that Mo'er, who loves to laugh and cry, and is the most afraid of death, will hold a musket and aim it at the fourth brother, she tied the musket and didn't tell me what she would do, but I believe that she, home, is more important to her than the fourth brother.
Yes, home, our home, is the most important thing in her heart, so then we ran out, and she cried and said, what if it makes it look like she eloped with you, and makes the fourth brother laugh?
It turned out that in her heart, she was more worried that the fourth brother would think that we were like eloping, it turned out that the fourth brother was already so heavy in her heart, sometimes I would look at her face sleeping and think, if we don't have children, if only me and the fourth brother face off, then will she be on my side? Will she still come with me?
I never asked her this, when Nian's died, Mo'er happened to be sick, and when she heard the news, her illness became even worse, I also sighed, I sympathized with Nian's, yes, sometimes seeing Nian's is like seeing myself, the difference is that I don't have to be as humble as her to use Mo'er's smile to win favor, I can be myself, but I'm the same as Nian's, we don't break it, Nian's humble fear that the fourth brother will be angry, and I'm afraid of reminding her.
Now Mo'er smiled and only said stupid eight words and closed her eyes, the corners of her mouth kept smiling, very calm, she didn't give me the answer, but now I know the answer, Mo'er has been telling me the answer all her life, from the time she took my hand to hold the fourth brother's hand. I'm afraid that I'll confront the fourth brother, not because I'm afraid that I'll hurt the fourth brother, but because I'm afraid that the fourth brother will hurt me, I'm really stupid.