Chapter 191 Heartbeat

"You say, we have a phobia, abstinence male god Director Jiang, will you really be tempted by this vixen?"

"Haven't you heard, this woman has been chasing our Director Jiang since junior high school, and she is still downstairs at Director Jiang's house every day, chasing and intercepting her, and she almost sticks upside down on the bed, and she doesn't even care about the girl's reserve!" It has been said that

"If it weren't for the stability of our director's heart, wouldn't he have been seduced by her earlier?" Someone said, "That's right, they all say that women chase men, and the interlayer yarn is not good, our Director Jiang, one day, he won't be able to hold it!" ”

Song Shanmei frowned angrily, what is this called? A group of eight women who have nothing to do and are looking for trouble!

Eighty percent, they all like Jiang Haozhe, right? However, I didn't see Jiang Haozhe when he was in danger of being exposed just now, who ran up to help clean up the wound?

Seeing him exposed, they were afraid of something, but when they couldn't see others helping, they felt that others were deliberately approaching and seducing!

"If you have the ability, you can also seduce one!" Song Shanmei pursed her lips, her voice was neither high nor low, but the two fiery people who were chatting in front of her heard it, they turned around, glanced at Song Shanmei, and hurriedly left.

"Really, one by one, if you don't work hard, what do you think!" Song Shanmei sighed, "Besides, I'm a little bit like a vixen?" I'm dressed more plainly than all of you,"

"Outside, it's all covered in white coats. Isn't everyone the same? Song Shanmei said to herself, "Besides, I don't wear makeup, some people paint as if they are going to a nightclub, and they don't necessarily be said to be vixens!" ”

"Forget it, with a group of guys who have nothing to do, what kind of reasoning do you have, you can't explain it clearly!" Song Shanmei sighed.

"Maybe, it's your Director Jiang, who likes what I like, right!" Song Shanmei said again, "Leave me upside down?" Which eye saw me upside down? ”

"Who do you say, who likes what you like?" Caught off guard, Jiang Haozhe stuck behind Song Shanmei's ear and asked.

Song Shanmei was taken aback, she didn't expect Jiang Haozhe to come back so soon, and she was startled. As soon as she turned around, she almost crashed headfirst into Dr. Jiang's arms.

"Hey, now I'm going to take the opportunity to throw myself into my arms, and say that I don't like me?" Jiang Haozhe tilted his face with a look of banter.

"Hmph, I can see a lot of tricks to catch and indulge." Jiang Haozhe seemed to be smiling, blocking Song Shanmei's way.

"Who wants to get away with it?" Song Shanmei's face flushed with shame, and she hurriedly changed the topic, "How is it, have you taken the medicine?" ”

"You really care about me." Jiang Haozhe's face was full of smiles, Song Shanmei hurriedly straightened her face and said, "Director, I'll tell you something serious, can you not be like this?" ”

"Okay, okay." Jiang Haozhe let go of the hand that was blocking the road and returned to his seriousness, "After eating, I have to go for a blood test every few days." If the inspection is fine, you can really rest assured. Jiang Haozhe said with a smile.

"Well, that's good." Song Shanmei nodded.

Jiang Haozhe was almost dazzled by Song Shanmei's laughter. His face was cold at the moment, and his heart was cold, thinking: What's wrong with me? is so dignified, turned three or four times, and was disturbed by the woman in front of him?

Am I really, in love with her?

No, absolutely impossible! How could I possibly like her!

You see, her gentle appearance now, how easy it is for men to be fooled, but unfortunately, I am the one who has been with her for more than ten years, and I have known her since I was a child!

I know exactly what kind of person she is in her bones!

Selfish, willful, sensitive, suspicious, insecure, with a strong desire for control and possessiveness, even, some hysterical madness!

She is like a poisonous snake hiding under a beautiful flower, and if she is caught off guard, she will bite anyone who approaches the flower!

He doesn't like such a girl at all, he doesn't want such a girl to be his wife at all! So, never, don't be fooled by her appearance, don't be tempted!

Jiang Haozhe frowned, touched his chest, and silently issued a final warning to himself.

Since he was a child, he has been a person who follows the rules, thinks of himself as high, and is extremely strict with himself! However, he was planted in her dirty methods the next time, and that time made him fear and distrust women.

He felt that the holy things he had always insisted on had been broken and ruthlessly trampled on. He even became depressed for a while, and he also had doubts about himself.

Looking back now, he doesn't know how he survived that time.

Such a painful lesson, it is enough to have it once, enough for him to remember, so he absolutely, absolutely must not do it a second time!

At this time, Jiang Haozhe felt that he was like an arrogant fighter, fighting the most fiercely against the demon in his heart.

In the end, the demon in his heart was finally suppressed, and he, holy and arrogant, won a crushing victory.

He put on a cold face again, which he used to refuse everyone's approach.

Song Shanmei didn't expect that she had almost fallen to this cold-looking, arrogant-looking male god, at this moment, he was looking down at her with the attitude of a victor, and in the coming days, he would not give her a good life.

The doctors and nurses in the department also quickly discovered the changes in Jiang Haozhe.

He has gone from being indifferent when he first came to the hospital to three years of getting along and running-in, and has become a little gentle, but now, he has suddenly become cold and terrifying.

He became extremely strict with everyone, especially this new intern, Song Shanmei.

"Perhaps, he really likes Song Shanmei, but he doesn't want everyone to gossip." Doctors and nurses whispered.

"That is, before Song Shanmei came, Director Jiang was not like this, and when he saw me, he would smile at me. You see, right now, it's just a straight face. A little nurse said.

"Isn't it because of that medical exposure?" There was a quiet speculation.

"Don't guess, Dr. Jiang is not such a person who worries about the unknown." Someone said again.

Jiang Haozhe came over, and everyone quickly shut up.

He didn't know if he had heard everyone's discussions, and he roared loudly with a solemn face, "All move!" Still in the mood for small talk?! I think you're in a hurry! ”

The crowd hurriedly dispersed and went their separate ways to do their own thing.

To be honest, during this time, it was really busy, everyone wished that they had three heads and six arms, and they couldn't wait for the wind under their feet to run forward on a hot wheel.

From morning to night, there is rarely time for small talk, just occasionally for two minutes, and I was caught by Director Jiang! What a stroke of luck!

Everyone thought about whether they had been unlucky recently and threw themselves into work.

I don't know if it's deliberately difficult, or to show that I have no selfish intentions, in short, when Dr. Jiang performs surgery in the future, he will take Song Shanmei with him, and he always hands over the hardest and most tiring work to Song Shanmei to do.

Once Song Shanmei didn't do a good job, he would reprimand him loudly, saying very ugly words, such as, "Didn't you say that you studied medicine for eight years, and you learned everything in the belly of a dog?!" It's such a simple little thing, you can't do it, what do I want you to do? Don't roll up early and get out! ”

Song Shanmei has been a good student with excellent character and learning since she was a child, and she has never been reprimanded so in public, she is a little aggrieved, and tears can't help but roll in her eyes.

Jiang Haozhe looked at her like this, and he didn't know that he was a little soft-hearted, or he couldn't see it, he frowned again, and roared: "What are you still doing in a daze, don't you go and do things quickly!" Wait for me to whip it in the back before you move?! ”

Song Shanmei hurriedly ran away and started working again.

After all, she is just a novice, and there is still a big difference between theory and practice. She was forgiven for doing something wrong.

However, she never thought about forgiving herself, but thought, Director Jiang scolded right, she just didn't do a good job, she should be scolded! She still needs to improve, she needs to learn!

In fact, the people next to him also saw Jiang Haozhe's strictness.

Dr. Zhou walked over with the information and gently patted Jiang Haozhe's shoulder.

Jiang Haozhe was nervous, but when he turned around and saw that it was his classmate Dr. Zhou, he relaxed and said, "What's wrong?" ”

"Let's go out and talk." Dr. Zhou said, "Take a breath outside." ”

Jiang Haozhe also felt that his state was not very good, so he nodded, agreed, and the two of them walked to the yard together, found a place, lit a cigarette, and took two puffs.

Jiang Haozhe smoked and coughed at the same time.

Dr. Zhou smiled: "Yo, I didn't expect that after so long, you still don't know how to smoke, and you cough when you smoke." ”

"Who said that? I'm good at smoking. Jiang Haozhe glared at Dr. Zhou.

Dr. Zhou smiled, "Okay, you can do the best in everything." ”

After a pause, Dr. Zhou asked again, "Haozhe, I think your state is not quite right these days." Could it be, what happened? ”

"Nope." Jiang Haozhe shook his head and didn't think about it.

"No, you must have something. You're not like that. Dr. Zhou said, "You don't have a smoking addiction at all, and you will only smoke every time you are upset."

"Moreover, you have not been very good-tempered lately, and you get angry at every turn." Dr. Zhou said.

"Well, it's too stressful." Jiang Haozhe took a deep breath and said.

"Nonsense, in the past, it was often full and busy, but I didn't see you like this." Doctor Zhou said while poking into the depths of Jiang Haozhe's thoughts: "I think that since that Song Shanmei came, you have changed." ”

"You become flustered and often need to cover it up with a stern, cold face." Dr. Zhou said.

Jiang Haozhe was poked in the heart, he was a little weak-hearted, but he bent over, held on to the railing, and laughed, "You said that I would be flustered for the sake of a woman?" You! How could it be! ”

"You can fool yourself, you can't fool others." Dr. Zhou said, "You and I have been going to school together since junior high school, what kind of personality do you have, I still don't know?" ”

"Recently, when you look at that Song Shanmei's eyes, nothing is right." Dr. Zhou said.

Jiang Haozhe straightened his face, he put away his smile and no longer hid it. Because, he knows, no matter how many lies, they can't escape this small eye. After all, they go to school and work together, and after so many years, they still don't know each other?

Jiang Haozhe breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "You're right, I seem to be tempted." ”

"She has been chasing me for ten years, and she has exhausted all means, but I have not been moved, and now, why is she suddenly tempted?" Jiang Haozhe lowered his head, his face full of doubts and pain.

"Actually, I think you're too yourself." Dr. Zhou said, "You are just immersed in the fact that you were drugged and hurt by this woman in the past, and you can't get rid of it." ”

"Think about it another way, how much light you have, don't you?" Dr. Zhou said, "I remember, you told me back then that she was red, and it was the first time for her, didn't you? ”

"It's not an old woman who has fallen on you with means, it's the first time for others, what are you still struggling with?"

"The girls didn't cry and say that they were at a loss, what did you lose?" Dr. Zhou added.

Jiang Haozhe frowned, he always felt as if he was a victim, but he was dumb and ate Coptis chinensis, and he couldn't say anything about his suffering. Could it be that just because he's a man, it's okay to be forced by a girl?

However, things are always like this, always thinking about it, as if carrying a heavy burden, no matter how you can't let go.

However, if you think about it differently, it is a vast sky.

It has already happened, and, a long time has passed, is it necessary for him to pose as a victim here?

Jiang Haozhe sighed and said, "I maybe, indeed, I am too entangled in this matter." ”

"That is, you should think from a different angle, it is you who take advantage." Doctor Zhou patted Jiang Haozhe on the shoulder and said, "Look, she is good-looking, and she is dead set on you, I heard that the conditions at home are also good, isn't it good?" ”

"What else do you want?"

"And, after all these years, I haven't seen you fall in love with any girl, right? In my opinion, this time, meeting her again is fate. ”

"Since you have a feeling, it's good to chase it, don't miss it again this time. Otherwise, you'll regret it. Dr. Zhou said.

Yes, regret it?

Jiang Haozhe let out a long breath, raised his head, and looked at the sky.

He didn't know what to do, and he didn't know what to think.

However, it is impossible to chase her.

At this time, Dr. Zhou stretched out his hand and pushed Jiang Haozhe.

Kang Hao-chul turned around and saw Song Sun-mi.

At this moment, Song Shanmei was cooking, carrying a plastic bag and walking back, and chatting hotly with a male intern at the same time, smiling.

Jiang Haozhe immediately stood up straight, only to feel that his heart was on fire at that moment.

Really, not only is it not clear to him, but he also smiles so brightly with other men! What restlessness!

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