Chapter 192: I'm Not a Waste

Jiang Haozhe blushed and said to Doctor Zhou: "Let's go, let's go eat too!" ”

Dr. Zhou trotted all the way and followed, while saying, "Do you want to take it back to the office and eat with Song Shanmei?" ”

Jiang Haozhe didn't speak, glared at him.

Dr. Zhou didn't know what to do, and said, "Tut-tut, I don't think it's going to work, then Song Shanmei, eighty percent is going to eat with that male intern." ”

Jiang Haozhe ignored Dr. Zhou, just finished eating, and walked back quickly. Dr. Zhou followed behind and shouted, "Don't run so fast, wait for me!" ”

When he returned to the office, Jiang Haozhe glanced around, but did not find Song Shanmei's figure.

Dr. Zhou poked his head out behind him, looked around, and said, "I said, she didn't go back to the office to eat." ”

At this time, Yang Min walked over from behind Jiang Haozhe, carrying a thermos pot, and said, "Director Jiang, I made braised pork, do you want to eat it together?" ”

Jiang Haozhe glanced back at her and said, "No need, I bought food." With that, he walked to his seat.

Doctor Zhou also followed, pulled a chair, sat next to Jiang Haozhe, and said to Yang Min: "Come on, Yang Min, let's eat together!" Let me taste the braised pork you made! ”

Yang Min smiled, opened his lunch box, first grabbed a chopstick for Doctor Zhou, added another chopstick, and handed it to Jiang Haozhe, "Come on, director, you can taste a little too." ”

Jiang Haozhe ate half of the meal, but saw Song Shanmei coming back, she stood at the door, turned around to greet a male intern, and smiled brightly.

Jiang Haozhe immediately lost his appetite, and put down his chopsticks with a displeased face.

"What's wrong?" Dr. Chow asked. He followed Jiang Haozhe's gaze and saw Song Shanmei who was about to come in at the door, and the smile on her face had not disappeared. It's just that the smile is obviously not for the people in the room.

Doctor Zhou was a little clear, and quietly squeezed his eyes towards Jiang Haozhe.

And Yang Min also looked back and saw Song Shanmei.

Seeing that everyone was staring at her, Song Shanmei was a little stunned, and then, with a smile, greeted everyone, "Director Jiang, Doctor Zhou, Doctor Yang!" ”

Doctor Zhou hurriedly stood up, let go of the chair, and said, "Come on, sit here." ”

Song Shanmei was a little embarrassed, the position of the chair was close to Jiang Haozhe, she didn't come to eat together now, and she didn't come to work as an assistant, why did she stick so close? Doesn't seem to be a good fit?

So, Song Shanmei smiled and said, "You guys talk first, don't worry about me." I'll just find a place to rest for a while. ”

With that, Song Shanmei pulled out a chair and sat down.

Seeing that Song Shanmei didn't pay attention to her meaning, let alone sit next to her, Dr. Jiang's face became a little ugly.

It seems that the work intensity of her is not strong enough, right? Still have time to seduce other men? Could it be that it was deliberately to get his attention?

Very good, you've managed to get my attention, Song Sun-mi! Jiang Haozhe said silently in his heart.

The two doctors were very knowledgeable, and seeing that the atmosphere was not right, they hurriedly finished the rest of the meal in two bites and ran out.

In the office, only Jiang Haozhe and Song Shanmei were left.

Song Shanmei somehow, she always felt that from the moment she entered the door, the atmosphere seemed weird?

"From today onwards, your rotation is gone." Jiang Haozhe put on a straight face and said, "Give me all my heart and soul to work!" Do you understand? ”

"But, director, it's lunch break......" Song Shanmei said weakly, not knowing how she had offended this moody plague god again.

"In the inpatient unit, you still want to have a lunch break?!" Jiang Haozhe frowned, and his voice raised an octave, "There will be patients coming to the hospital at any time, and there will be people discharged, and there are a lot of things to be busy, you actually told me that you want to take a lunch break?!" ”

"You go out and see, do the nurses at the nurses' station have a lunch break? Are you on standby at any time?! Jiang Haozhe's tone was very stern.

Song Shanmei was startled, lowered her head, and said, "Yes, I will be on standby at any time!" ”

"Okay, now go and sort out the unfinished work in the morning, and before I go to work in the afternoon, I want to see the results!" Jiang Haozhe said.

"Yes!" Song Shanmei hurriedly stood up and went busily.

In my heart, I couldn't help but complain. To be honest, she hasn't even slept a single sleep in the past few days. Even when I dream at night, I dream of running back and forth in the hospital!

Jiang Haozhe felt a little uncomfortable, stood up, threw away the garbage, and found a place to smoke a cigarette.

Song Shanmei held a pile of materials and began to work endlessly.

Then again, every day there are patients who come in, and there are patients who have recovered and who leave, or beds that are vacated because they cannot be cured, or even die.

Some people came in a real hurry, but they left without surgery.

And there are still people who obviously see that there is nothing going on, but the doctor has already issued a critical illness notice, and they cannot be treated, so they can only be treated conservatively, to put it bluntly, they just go home and wait for death.

During these days, Song Shanmei has seen a lot of deaths, and she has seen all kinds of critically ill patients.

Some will be very scared, some will worry all day long, some will be desperate and cry all day long, and some will not say it, but their eyes are full of nostalgia for the world.

No one is willing to die like that. Everyone has a strong desire to live. And why not, a doctor? They are also working hard, through their own hands, hoping to pull back and retain those patients who have half one foot in the ghost gate to the greatest extent.

In the face of blood, in the face of patients who are seriously ill and dying, doctors are also human beings, and they will also be afraid, and they will also have a fear of death.

However, no matter what happens, they must stick to their posts and not flee. Because, that's their responsibility.

Song Shanmei's case was halfway through processing, and suddenly, a nurse ran in and asked in a panic, "Why are you alone?" What about the others, what about Director Jiang?! ”

Seeing that this nurse was so anxious, Song Shanmei couldn't help but feel nervous, she hurriedly stood up and said, "I don't know, at this time, everyone is probably still in the cafeteria, some are strolling around the yard, and some are looking for a place to take a lunch break, right?" What's wrong, what's going on? ”

"There was an emergency patient transferred to the emergency department, who had just been in a car accident, and the preliminary judgment was that there were multiple rib fractures, accompanied by spleen and liver damage, intra-abdominal hemorrhage, and he had to be operated on immediately!" The nurse was in a hurry, "Hurry up and contact Director Jiang, only he can do this surgery!" ”

"Good!" Song Shanmei listened, and hurriedly picked up her mobile phone and called Jiang Haozhe.

After the phone rang a few times, it was connected, and Song Shanmei hurriedly relayed the nurse's words.

"Okay, I'm going to have surgery right away, I'll be here now!" On the other end of the phone, Jiang Haozhe's voice immediately became nervous.

Song Shanmei immediately contacted Director Jiang's assistant and apprentice, and hurried to the door of the operating room.

After dressing, she entered the operating room and saw the patient lying on the operating table at a glance.

The patient was already unconscious, and Song Shanmei called him a few times, but there was no response.

The patient is in shock and must be operated on immediately! Song Shanmei said in her heart, and looked back anxiously at the door, Dr. Jiang and several other major surgeons had not yet come.

Several nurses, as well as anesthesiologists, were busy.

Song Shanmei took a look at the patient's blood pressure and it dropped sharply.

At this time, he was not yet put on a special surgical gown, his eyes were closed, and he was lying on the bed covered in blood. There was a large penetrating wound on his abdomen, and his snow-white intestines were mixed with blood, which was exposed to the outside, and it was shocking to watch.

The scene is too bloody, and the impact on Song Shanmei is unprecedentedly huge.

Song Shanmei couldn't help but feel nauseous and almost retched.

The two nurses hurriedly put on the patient's surgical gown, and covered it with a green antibacterial cloth, and Song Shanmei felt a little better. But his mind was still full of the terrifying and bloody picture, and he couldn't help but lie on the trash can again and retched.

At this time, Jiang Haozhe and several doctors had already dressed and hurried in.

He glanced at Song Shanmei, turned around, checked the patient's heartbeat and blood pressure, and said to the others with a solemn face, "Start the operation as soon as possible!" Are you all ready? ”

Everyone nodded, put on gloves, and the cart for the surgical equipment was also pushed to the operating table.

"How is it, have you done all the relevant blood tests?" Jiang Haozhe asked again. He will not forget that the HIV exposure accident a few days ago, no matter which time, everyone involved in the operation had to bear this risk.

The nurse said: "This patient was sent too urgently, and the blood drawing has been done, but the result is still not available for a while." ”

The results are not available, which means that these doctors, they are facing unknown risks.

Jiang Haozhe gritted his teeth and said, "I can't care so much, the patient can't wait!" Start the surgery now! ”

"Each of you, in the operation, just pay attention!" Jiang Haozhe said again, the operation began.

Song Shanmei, as an intern and as an apprentice personally led by Jiang Haozhe, also participated. Moreover, in the first few surgeries, she was helping to hand over surgical tools on the side, and she cooperated very well.

So, this time, she did the same job.

To be honest, not everyone can do this kind of work. It is necessary to have a certain amount of experience, and to be very clear about the surgical process, to know each step and the tools required, and to be able to cooperate closely with the surgeon.

The first few times, Song Shanmei cooperated really well, but unfortunately, this time, Song Shanmei's hands were shaking all the time. She tried to calm herself, but found that she had no way to stop shaking.

Seeing this, Jiang Haozhe frowned and shouted, "You go aside!" Xiao Zhao, come over and take over! ”

"Good!" Assistant Xiao Zhao hurriedly ran over and squeezed Song Shanmei away.

Song Sun-mi stood to the side, stretching out her two gloved hands, at a loss.

She's an intern, she's not supposed to be standing in that position!

However, Director Jiang gave her such a position and such a face! And she didn't cherish it at all, and she didn't do it well!

Now, she has lost this opportunity, and most likely, it means that she will lose more opportunities!

The results of her internship assessment may also be greatly affected because of this!

Not only would people laugh at her, trample her under their feet, and say, "Look, isn't that the highly praised intern Song Shanmei?" You see, the higher you stand, the worse you fall! Handing a scalpel will shake, what's the use of keeping her?! ”

People will also deny and re-evaluate Dr. Jiang, "Look, that's the Director Jiang who got carried away!" Actually let a small, newly arrived intern stand in such an important position! ”

"Look, now you've smashed yourself in the face, right?!"

Director Jiang, perhaps because of this, will affect the rating, evaluation. Dragged back by her!

Even, the entire new intern will be affected by her. thus, not to be trusted. "Look, they're all interns, what can they do? You're still leaving things to him? Forgot the example of Song Sun-mi?! ”

What Song Shanmei thinks is not superfluous. It's not fanciful and imaginary.

She knew that this mistake would have a very big impact on her. However, how big it will be, she can't say yet. She just, standing aside, vaguely, scared.

During the whole operation, Song Shanmei was like an outsider, standing aside and watching. She was so anxious, seeing that everyone was busy, but she couldn't help at all.

No one asked her for help. No one commanded her, commanded her, and no one invited her.

Between them, they are helping each other and cooperating with each other, and at all, there is no Song Shanmei.

Song Shanmei panicked for a while. This panic lasted until the end of the operation.

The patient's life was finally saved, and a lot of blood was transfused, which is equivalent to replacing all the blood in the whole body. He was wheeled out of the operating room and pushed into the intensive care unit.

The crowd began to take off their surgical gowns, encouraged each other, and left the operating room one after another.

Only Song Shanmei stood in the operating room, standing in front of Jiang Haozhe, motionless. She felt so wronged. She felt that she was very useless, and her tears were about to fall.

She bit her lip, her face was pale, and she wanted to say to Director Jiang, "I'm not a waste, I can do it!" Please give me another chance! However, she didn't say anything, just stood there and didn't say a word.

Her hands were still shaking.

Jiang Haozhe raised his eyes, glanced at Song Shanmei, and saw her trembling hands.

He sneered and said, "What, scared?" ”

Song Shanmei bit her lip and shook her head. She was afraid, but she wouldn't run away. She's a doctor, though, just an intern.

However, in the future, she will become a doctor who saves lives! So, don't let her be afraid!

"Rubbish!" Jiang Haozhe scolded in a low voice, "Get out!" ”

"I don't need waste here!" Jiang Haozhe spoke without mercy.

"I'm not a waste, I'll prove it to you!" Song Shanmei said with a pale face, biting her lip.

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