Chapter 4, Section 17 Release
I got up and saw a few books on Zuo Ying's bedside, and when I picked them up, I saw that it was either Lao Zhuang or Buddhism.
Open the top book of "Moonlight Samadhi Sutra", open the folded place, only to see that it is written that all the laws are also restored, seeing wild horses like water, fools want to drink fun, there is really no way to save thirst.
Seeing these words, I also sighed deeply, "Qin II once said to Zhao Gao that life in the world is like a breakthrough. On the occasion of Emperor Wu of Wei's reign, he also wrote poems, generous and sad songs, and sang about wine, how much is life? For example, the morning dew is bitter in the past. These two are both kings of the same country, and they still sigh like this, let alone you? Come to think of it, we are all just hungry and thirsty fools who break our heads to grab water to drink, only to find that in the end, everything is nothing but a bamboo basket for water, and there is no way to quench our thirst."
Zuo Ying also stood up and said, "Since you understand this, why don't you look away a little?" No, why not learn to be tolerant and tolerant? ”
I laughed and said, "It's the same as when you read a book like this every day, but you still have to deal with me with all your heart." Since I was born in this earthly world and came to this court where the power and emotions are most fiercely contested, how can I stand up to you and me in everything? The so-called people are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves. ”
"Is it that people are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves? There are some things that you can obviously be less aggressive, why do you have to go so far and make others unbearable? ”
"What do you mean?"
"What else is going on? It was obviously my aunt's place of retreat, and she lived there half of the year, and only there could she get some peace. After I came, every time I couldn't breathe in the East Palace, I would run to stay with her for a while. Our aunt and nephew were there to talk to each other. But you will take away even this last refuge. Do you know that my aunt is so angry that she is sick? She has been in the palace for so many years, but as a result, you took her territory with a word. And the reason is simply because you were pregnant with a child. The queen depends on you for everything. ”
Speaking of this, she gloated and smiled, "Now that you have given birth to a daughter, the queen will immediately stop covering you. Fastest update. I've done this. She also just made me think about things behind closed doors. ”
I shook my head and said, "Do you think the punishment given to you is light?" Have you ever thought that you might be locked up here all the time? Locked up until old age? ”
Her face showed a little panic, but she comforted herself and said, "No, my aunt will help me out, she is the queen's confidant." Wait a little longer. When things fade away, she pleads with the queen again, and I'll be fine. "I remember you just said that you know that you are finished, and there is no hope in this life, it turns out that this is not your truth, and you still have the hope of a comeback in your heart. Do you still think that you still have a chance to fight me for a few more rounds and see who will die at the bottom of the deer? ”
She sneered. There was no answer, but the expression on the face was already obvious.
I suddenly remembered a phrase called "the thief's heart does not die". The thief's heart is indeed immortal. I smiled helplessly and said, "When I came here today, I originally wanted to open up the net. Let you out. But it doesn't seem like you need to. ”
She asked suspiciously, "Where do you let me go?" ”
"Let you go home. Go back to your parents and find someone to marry. Live happily. ”
She froze for a moment before asking, "Really?" "Really! That's exactly what I thought before I came in. I thought a lot during this month of confinement and I thought that I have too, two lovely daughters, and you don't have anything. It's normal for you to hate me. Just like you just said, there are too many grievances accumulated in this harem, I want to reduce a little resentment, and slowly find a way to put the three of you lovers home, so that you can live a normal life and have everything that a woman should have. She glanced at me and said, "Would you be so kind?" You're just trying to get rid of us, you're so dominant, that's the real reason. ”
It seems that it is really difficult to be a good person, especially for people like us who are already in an opposing position, what to do, in the eyes of others, is a traitor.
I patiently explained, "Another important reason why I want to let you go is that I read your father's poems. "I gently recited Zuo Si's "Poems of the Lady"
There are beautiful women in my family, and they are quite fair-skinned.
The small characters are 纨素, and the words are from the Qing calendar.
The sideburns are wide and wide, and the ears seem to be connected.
The Ming Dynasty made a comb table, and the eyebrows were swept.
Its sister character is Huifang, and her face is picturesque.
Light makeup is happy on the side of the building, and the mirror forgets to spin.
Imitate Jingzhao, and the site becomes a complex change.
Playing between the eyebrows and cheeks, the drama is also a machine.
"Huifang is your little character, and Su Su is your sister, isn't it?" As soon as I opened my mouth to ask this, I heard a suppressed sob.
I was shocked, "Zuo Ying? ”
She choked up and said, "Yes, Huifang is my little character, and Su Su is my sister." She was only thirteen years old the year I entered the palace. My father wrote to her that she also got married last year and ...... this year This year...... "Speaking of this, she couldn't cry even more" I heard that I gave birth to a big fat child, and my in-laws don't know how much to love her, my generation, I don't dare to think about this, I have lived in vain. ”
I also burst into tears, "You can think like this, you will also have big fat and small ones, because, I will let you go." ”
She looked up at me with a tearful face and said, "Really? ”
"Really, if you want, I'll go and ask the queen mother to let you go home."
"But, but," she said, after a brief moment of euphoria, then a melancholy expression, "I don't know if I will be welcomed at home." My father sent me to the palace in the hope that I would glorify my ancestors, but after spending a few years of my youth in the palace in vain, I was sent back. Will my father be ashamed of me and refuse to take me in? ”
"Do you believe your father loved you?"
She nodded.
I said, "That's it, think of your father's "Poem of a Lady", how carefully and vividly it describes you and your sister, and you can't write such words without deep love." ”
Smiled with tears in his eyes.
"Alright, I'll go find the Queen Mother. You pack up your stuff here, and maybe the edict will come down soon. Before you leave, I will let you go back to Qiu Lanxuan, and you can take the things in there as long as you like. ”
After saying that, I got up and went out, she chased to the courtyard and shouted "Her Royal Highness the Princess", and then knelt down.
Xiaocui chased after me and asked, "Miss, why are you so good to her?" She's desperate to kill you. ”
I looked at the layers of palaces in front of me and said, "She's right, this harem is indeed too resentful, and I myself am not afraid of heaven and earth." But I want to give my two little treasures to accumulate virtue. ”
"And," I added, "it would be a bane to keep her." She is different from Xie Jiu, Xie Jiu has no backer in the palace, if she collapses, she will collapse, and no one will save her. But Zuo Ying has Zuo Guifei, Zuo Guifei follows the queen every day, and I lock up her niece, so I become her biggest enemy, and she will target me all the time. You think it's terrible, you can't prevent it. Xiao Cui nodded and said, "Yes, this Zuo concubine is the emperor's concubine, and we can't move her for the time being." ”
"Yes, if you can't move her, Zuo Ying may make a comeback at any time. Only when she is invited away will this East Palace be peaceful. ”
Shan Wan also asked on the side, "So the concubine is willing to be gracious and not resentful, but she doesn't want to annoy Zuo Guifei and bring more hostility to herself?" ”
I said, "Yes, now that Concubine Yang Shu is about to give birth, if she gives birth to a child, even the throne of Tai will be unstable, and this East Palace will be in turmoil immediately." I don't know what kind of situation I have to face, and where I dare to make enemies again. ”