A month later, I was full moon, and the first thing I did was go to the East Courtyard.

Zuo Ying was sitting in a daze, watching me go in, and she didn't salute, but said coldly, "What are you doing here?" ”

It's really unrepentant, and I can't forgive her even if I want to. I sat down and said, "I still have some questions I want to ask you." ”

Zuo Ying shrugged and said, "Is there anything else that is not clear?" ”

I said, "I remember that when I first entered the palace, your aunt entrusted you to me, and I looked at you differently for this. Because I admire the talent of your Zuo family and like your chapters, especially your father's. So I'm better to you than the other two beloved, and I originally wanted to train you to be my confidant. But what about you? Doing ghost behind your back again and again, why would you do this? Why did your aunt expect the opposite of what you did? ”

"You want to groom me as a confidant? Is it like my aunt and the queen? ”

"yes."

She sneered again, "I don't want it! "After a pause, he said;" My aunt doesn't like it either! After saying this, he probably felt that his mouth was about to lose his words, and he lowered his head in annoyance.

I said, "It's just you and me here today, so let's have a heart-to-heart talk." If you have any thoughts in your heart, even if you tell me, I will not hide from you what I think. Don't worry, no matter what you say, I won't say it. ”

She thought for a while, and finally said, "You may not believe it when you say it, but the reason why I am like this is because my aunt taught me." ”

I guess so, "The first chapter presented to the emperor was also written by her, right?" ”

"Hmm."

"Why?"

"Because she has been alone and miserable all her life, she doesn't want me to be like that!"

These words made me silent, this life of Zuo Guifei. Indeed, the land is so lonely.

Zuo Ying said again, "When I was about to enter the palace, the update was the fastest. But my father had to send me in, and I couldn't do anything about it. After coming in. My aunt told me that I would either not come in; It's coming in. You must be favored, and you must have children, otherwise you will be widowed in the palace for a lifetime, and you will spend the days counting copper coins every night, which is more painful than death. "So. She asked you to find a way to harm me, hurt me, so that you have a chance? ”

"Yes, you're too domineering, you're too alone. You must know that he is not your alone, and the three of us are all other women. But it's been almost four years since I entered the palace. But it's still **! It's still ** after four years of marriage, don't you think it's too sad? ”

Yes, it's sad. But, "there is no way around it." I admit I'm overbearing. But. If you get too much pampering, you still want to have it exclusively. Women's hearts are all the same. ”

"I won't", she said firmly, "I won't monopolize him, because I know he doesn't belong to me alone." He is too, not an ordinary person. He will still be the emperor in the future, there will be a huge harem, there will be countless concubines, and I can't monopolize him. Since she has entered the palace, every woman should have this kind of psychological preparation, that is, to share him with many, many women. Didn't the concubine? ”

"Nope!" I also said firmly; "My man, I just want to be monopolized, I want to be favored, I don't divide it equally, no matter how many concubines he will have according to the system, I never plan to share it with anyone."

She was surprised and said, "How can you think that? He will be the king of a country, how can it be for you alone? He belongs to all the women in the harem, and he is the husband of all the women in the harem, not you alone. Do you know that the use of public and private weapons is to be punished by God? ”

Speaking of this, she smiled weirdly and said, "Do you know why you can't have children? This is damnation! Do you know why your mother died both? This is also damned! She let your father's other righteous wife stay alone in the empty boudoir, and she couldn't return home, so she was punished, and she had no life! ”

He looked at me gloatingly and said, "If you are so domineering, if you have to use public weapons for private purposes, you will also repeat your mother's mistakes." The way of heaven cannot be violated, and humanity cannot be violated, no matter how powerful you are, you can't fight heaven and earth. ”

Speaking of this, she came up to me and said, "I kindly persuade the concubine, if the concubine still wants to have children, don't be so domineering, don't let the women in the East Palace stay alive and widowed, and let them share a little bit of your scraps." This is also for yourself, for your future son, and for your daughter. ”

I smiled and said, "Thank you for the advice, I'll think about it." ”

"It's not about thinking about it, it's about doing it right away! I know I'm hopeless, my life is over. But the rabbit died and the fox was sad, and I didn't want the two of them to be as miserable as me. You occasionally let them wait for a while, for example, when you are inconvenient, when you give birth, this does not affect you, and it does not harm others, so why not? ”

I looked at her amusefully and said, "Is this really what you say?" You know in your heart that your words don't hold water. People's hearts always have to look forward to Shu, and once they get too much favor, they will want to get more. Once a child is born, I hope to lift him up to the throne of Tai. Then you will have to drive me down. If I want to protect myself, I can't give them any chance! ”

"But do you know how much they hate it? How much resentment will there be? Don't you see that this East Palace is full of resentment? So, you can't have children. ”

"If you say that, won't the emperor's harem be even more resentful? More than 10,000 women, now that Concubine Yang is so favored, hasn't she also accumulated all the resentment in the harem? Then according to you, she will not be able to give birth to children. ”

"Yes, she won't be able to have children. It's good that she can give birth safely, because she has accumulated a lot more resentment than yours. ”

I couldn't help but laugh, "Listen to your tone, it's like a fortune teller." You are so good at fortune telling, how can you not calculate the outcome of the last incident and let yourself be self-defeating? ”

She choked for a moment, then suddenly approached me and asked, "Was it your plot last time?" This thing was a trap from the beginning? ”

I said, "Yes or no." You should have been alert when I first told you that my sister was pregnant. My relationship with you is not good enough to be ugly, why should I tell you? ”

She nodded and said, "My aunt and I have also analyzed this, and we can't think of why you told me." Later, we came to the conclusion that you just wanted to test me to see if I could say it and keep it a secret for you. ”

"So, you take this as a prelude to my preparation for a change of children."

"You can say the same thing."

"But don't you think this matter is too suspenseless? If this is a game, this game is too obvious, so obvious that it is not a game at all. Why do you want to jump in such a clear game? ”

She let out a long sigh and said, "Because my aunt said to me, she said that sometimes I really want to make a mess and break the net, and it is better to live than to die." If it weren't for the fear that it would affect our family, I'm afraid she wouldn't be what she is now. You just said that you wanted to treat me well, that is, let me be a loyal dog by your side, just like my aunt was by the queen's side. But do you think my aunt is Hehan? Why is my aunt in such poor health? Because she can't sleep all year round, waking up until dawn every night, can you experience that feeling? You can't realize it, because you hug it every night too. Do you know how others spend their days like a year when you have a spring supper at night? You build your happiness and joy on the pain of all the women in the East Palace! At this point, her eyes were full of resentment.

"You mean, I shouldn't be like that. Should I let others have a spring snack every night, and I live like a year? Should I let all the women of the East Palace build their happiness and joy on top of my pain? ”

"You ......," she said.

It's up to you, and you want to brainwash me too? Dream on.