Volume 3 Chapter 100 Luo Yanxin (2)
"What's the hurry? The story isn't over yet. Luo Yan looked at me and smiled,
"Month by month gave me the opportunity to choose, but it was the emperor's brother who strengthened my confidence."
"After coming back from Nanyuan, I let go of myself appropriately, but in front of the emperor's mother and the emperor's brother, I was always 'Princess Duanyi', if nothing else, I was really ...... Too afraid of losing. I took the initiative to find the emperor's brother to admit his mistake, and asked him not to tell the emperor's mother about my sneaking out of Nanyuan, the emperor's brother asked me why, I impulsively told him everything in my heart, but he told me that even if Luo Yan can't draw and can't 'chant' poetry, she is still his favorite sister, and he just wants to see me happy. The corners of Luo Yan's eyes oozed a little bit of crystal,
"Am I stupid, you say?"
"And what's going on with you and Moon-Hunting?" Luo Yan wiped the corners of his eyes and chuckled: "Since I finished talking to the emperor's brother, I am extremely relaxed, and by chance, I met the moon who inspected the palace, and we chatted for one night. "Midnight...... Chat...... This bridge is so familiar, it is difficult to find someone to chat in the middle of the night every month
"Good" habits? Luo Yan's fluttering voice sounded again,
"Month by month, he is really gentle, no matter what happens, he is so meaningless smiling, smiling and smiling, I fell into his smile, I found that I liked him, so I told the emperor's brother, in my heart, no one is more reliable than the emperor's brother, but ......" Luo Yan's expression suddenly became complicated.
However, after hearing this, the emperor's brother disagreed. Within a few days, he sent the moon out to the palace. Once gone, there will be no return for months. "Hearing this, I couldn't help but be stunned, Shunzhi's performance on the day of the concubine ceremony was not like something that opposed Luo Yan and Zhuyue.
At this time, of course, I have to speak for him.
"It's no wonder that your emperor's brother, you are a dignified princess, and you are just a close 'servant' every month, and the identities of the two of you do not match." Luo Yan nodded and said, "Brother Emperor said the same thing. ”
"So you managed to escape from the palace? Looking for the month-by-month? Luo Yan smiled: "Yes, but it wasn't me who escaped." It was the emperor's brother who let me out. ”
"Didn't you just say......" I was really confused by her.
"The emperor's brother did not agree with me and Zhuyue, but he couldn't bear to see me getting more and more haggard day by day, so he let me go out of the palace to find Zhuyue." I frowned and said, "He's relieved too?" ”
"Of course I'm not at ease, the emperor's brother sent someone to secretly protect me all the way, otherwise with the sinister rivers and lakes, I would have already lost my life."
"Only hiding it from the Queen Mother?"
"Hmm," she nodded,
"If the emperor knew that I was going out of the palace because of the month, she would definitely force me to find someone to marry me, so when I kept the book, I only said that I wanted to go outside to see and see."
"Since the emperor has always known your whereabouts, why did he arrest you back?"
"If the emperor thinks that I am too tight, the emperor's brother will summon me back to the palace, and he will let me be 'arrested' back month by month." Hey!
These two siblings are 'quite' good at playing!
"Then I don't understand your mind month by month?" Luo Yan's expression suddenly became gloomy,
"Where would a man as smart as he not understand? It's just that he pretended not to understand. She sighed and said: "The first two years were better, I went to look for him, he would always meet me a few times, and when I returned to the palace, he would occasionally send back news, and finally looked forward to him 'arresting' me back, and the emperor's brother also left him in the capital for a while, but somehow, he seemed to avoid me everywhere, and he didn't say a word to me when he left, let alone any news came back." Looking at Luo Yan's melancholy pretty face, I suddenly felt a little weak,
"That tune, is it...... Blow to the month-by-month, right? "While she was waiting for the moon, the moon might be looking at the stars with me, am I sorry for her?
Luo Yan nodded: "Yes, one night I was in a daze at the moon in Cining Palace, and suddenly I heard Xiao Sheng, he blew it to me outside the palace, I won't hear it wrong, it won't be someone else." During that time, he didn't know what was going on, he only played that tune every day, and the more he listened, the more he listened, and he would be, and that night I wanted to surprise him, but ...... But he never saw me again. ”
"You're ...... now. Still thinking about him? "I asked a little hard, month by month to avoid Luo Yan, but made such a promise to me, month by month, what are you thinking in your heart?
Is it really for me...... Luo Yan shook his head,
"I don't dare to think about it now, it's been three years, if he has a heart for me, he won't let me wait so long." She smiled suddenly,
"That's the whole story." Seeing her forced smile, I was a little distressed, and just wanted to step forward, Luo Yan waved her hand and said, "Don't sympathize with me," she smiled,
"You just have to be with the emperor's brother well, it's the first time I've seen the emperor's brother so easily in all these years." I stepped forward to hold her hand and whispered, "Luo Yan is such a good 'girl' child, how can anyone not like it?" He...... It must be due to the difference in identity between the two of you......"
"No," Luo Yan said: "Imperial sister-in-law, you don't know him as a person, don't look at his usual way of going with the flow, but if he makes up his mind, no one can stop him, if he really likes me, he will never care about my identity." ”
"I don't know what I should say to comfort this beautiful princess...... She smiled,
"I said, don't sympathize with me, the road is your own choice, since you have chosen this path, no matter what the final outcome is, there is no need to regret it." No regrets!
Are all 'women' so stupid? Luo Yan is like this, why shouldn't I? It's just that my luck seems to be a little bit better than hers, Shunji...... Fulin ...... What are you doing now?
Are you thinking about me? I began to understand a little why the Queen Mother would come here every year to make incense, listening to the melodious bells every day, chanting in the morning class, and watching the monks live a quiet life without 'desire', as if they could purify their hearts, forget the love and hatred of the world, and forget the fight between you and me in the deep palace.
Some are just transparent in the soul, and the name of the temple is dusty, which is really sweeping away the dust in the hearts of the world. I don't know why, I originally thought that the boring and boring spiritual life would make people live like a year, but who knew that in the blink of an eye, ten days passed.
In two days, we will get up and go back to the palace. Luo Yan has become much quieter here, but in my eyes, there is always a trace of sorrow in her faint smile.
The most annoying thing was Nala, and the ancient Buddha of the Qing Temple obviously did not calm her, but made her more irritable.
On the third day of arriving at the temple, the Ning Cui hairpin that the Queen Mother often carried suddenly disappeared, and her depression finally found a place to vent.
It is incumbent upon him to be a detective, and he is either suspicious of this or tracking that all day long, and the Queen Mother always laughs and says: Xu inadvertently dropped, a hairpin, why bother.
That didn't diminish Nala's
"Enthusiasm", she is more convinced that the hairpin must have been stolen. It seemed to me that Nala didn't care if the hairpin was stolen or dropped, she just wanted to find something that would interest her a little during her time at the Dust Temple.
She enjoyed it, and no one stopped her, but she went up to the palace to follow the 'servant' and down to the temple novice, and she was suspicious of all of them, and she caused many complaints.
Luckily, she didn't care.
"Amitabha!" One day I was admiring the plum blossoms in the courtyard, and a Buddha name came from behind me, which seemed to calm people's hearts, and I turned my head and turned out to be the master of Kuchen.
I said softly, "Didn't the master talk about Zen with the Queen Mother today?" Kuchen smiled slightly,
"Zen is in people's hearts, how can it be obtained?" He took two steps forward, pointed to the plum 'flower' and said, "Does the donor like this plum 'flower'?" ”
"The plum tree is arrogant, and the plum 'flower' is noble, who can not like it?"
"Very good," said Kuchen, as he broke off a cluster of 'flower' branches and 'handed them over' to me.
"There is the appreciation of the donor, and it does not live up to its winter feelings." I frowned slightly, "Why is the master doing this? It bloomed well on the branches, but when it was broken off, it became a dead thing, and the master, as a monk, could not bear to do such a killing thing? Kuchen laughed and said, "If I don't kill it, someone will kill it, so why not keep the most valuable moment before it dies?" Seeing that I was puzzled, Kuchen took out a cotton handkerchief, carefully wrapped the broken branches of the plum tree, and then said: "The branch in the donor's hand is already a dead branch." I looked down and took a closer look, and sure enough, I saw the empty 'hole' in the branch, but the plum 'flower' was still blooming at the top, and Kuchen said: "If the poor monk doesn't break it off, in the coming year, its empty 'hole' may continue to spread, implicating more innocent branches." ”
"Keep it at its best?"
"Yes, if you give up the 'flowering' period of this plum 'flower', you can exchange it for a full tree in the future. Does the donor think it's worth it? I nodded stunned,
"It's worth it. It's just that it's pitiful that it's trying to open so luxuriantly, presumably just to hide it from everyone and let it have a few more years of breath on the branches, but who knows, but it was seen through by the master at a glance. ”
"Amitabha! How does the donor know that it is blooming, not trying to borrow the hands of poor monks and 'handover' it to the hands of destined people? Kuchen smiled: "'Flower' blooms 'flower' falls, 'flower' thanks 'flower' blooms, the biggest significance is to play its most suitable ability at the most appropriate time, just like all living beings, knowing that they are going to return to dust and earth in the end, but they still can't see that they are struggling in the world, any wealth and glory are just passing by, life is too bitter, it is better to leave the world as soon as possible, and come to the quiet place of my Buddha." ”
"Is this the origin of the name of Master Kuchen?" I said with a sneer: "Is the master crossing me? Kuchen shook his head and said: "Everyone has their own opportunities, as long as they play the meaning of their lives at the most appropriate time, even if they are not as good as the Buddha's 'door', they can be regarded as a complete practice." ”
"The master is too pessimistic," I disagreed, "although life is bitter, but there are times of sweet pleasure, and a person's life is short and long, how can we only look at the results and ignore the process of the period?" ”
"I have a story, would you like to hear it?"
"Donor, please speak." I said slowly, "There was a traveler walking alone, and suddenly a pack of hungry wolves appeared behind him, chasing him to devour him. He was taken aback and ran desperately, fighting for his life. Just as the wolf was about to catch up with him, he saw a well in front of him that was not knowing how deep, and there were many poisonous snakes, and when he saw something coming to the 'door,' he held out his tongue and eagerly waited for it. He was so frightened that he stretched out his hand to grab something that could save his life, but he didn't expect to catch a small tree that stretched out of the middle of the well and held him in mid-air. So there was a hungry wolf and a poisonous snake, but although the man was in a desperate dilemma, he was finally safe for the time being. Just as he breathed a sigh of relief, a strange noise came into his ears. He was horrified to find a group of rats biting at the roots of a tree with sharp teeth, and the time was running out for the life-saving tree. Kuchen closed his eyes and lightly proclaimed the Buddha's name: "Life is exactly like this, there are crises everywhere and suffering everywhere." I chuckled and shook my head: "At this moment of life and death, he saw a drop of honey on the leaf in front of him, so he forgot about the hungry wolf above, the poisonous snake below, and the little tree that was about to be bitten off by the mouse, closed his eyes, stuck out his tongue, and licked the drop of honey with all his heart." Kuchen was slightly moved, pondered for a long time, and suddenly stroked his palms and laughed,
"It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous that the poor monk thinks of himself as high, but he doesn't want to be born with a pair of 'mixed' eyes, he only sees that life is short, but he ignores the joy of all beings, and cherishes what he is looking for, so why bother with metrics." Bitter dust in the robe 'groped' for a while, 'touched' out a small branch of new green, in this cold winter seems extremely abrupt, he raised his hand to the new green 'inserted' to my head, shouted a Buddha horn, in my stunned gradually away, the mouth is still singing: "Bodhi has no tree, the mirror is not a platform, there is nothing originally, where to stir up dust." ”