Chapter 210: Opportunity

That colleague's marriage has been in business for five years, and Jiang Ruonan's time has not been so long, from really accepting Jin Shaokang, it has only been half a year now.

But the discomfort in her heart is no less than that colleague, she accepts this relationship and decides to start this relationship, there are so many struggles and contradictions in her heart, no one will know except herself.

Although it was only 6 months, she also put in a lot of effort, and she managed the relationship wholeheartedly. Doesn't she cherish it?

And, it is undeniable that she has given and gained. She has worked hard and been happy, and the sweetness and warmth that Jin Shaokang has brought her are real. Jin Shaokang's thoughtfulness and thoughtfulness towards her, as well as the efforts he made to make her happy, cannot be erased

I think that at the beginning, after the emperor saved her regardless of his 'sex' life, her heart was full of emotion' and emotion, because of this, her previous dislike for him has faded a lot, if she didn't have a deep-rooted monogamous thinking, if the emperor was not the emperor, when he said those affectionate words to her again, how would she feel?

Qing Dai is such a 'female', beautiful, gentle, amorous, and willing to spare her life for Jin Shaokang, such a strong feeling also has a shocking power for him

It is undeniable that he has a heart for Qing Dai, and there is a struggle in his heart, and when she sees that scene, the first thing she thinks of is to break up because she can't tolerate his emotional wavering, even if he hasn't made actual actions yet, she can't stand it

She was very angry, she hated it, but at the same time, she was also very sad, and she was reluctant.

Because, this man once treated her very sincerely, once changed his inherent principles for her, and did not hesitate to conflict with his mother for her, but now, he has some struggles and 'chaos' in his heart, should she give up on him without hesitation? Or should he be given some time, let him think clearly, give him a chance to sort out his heart?

After all, he hasn't done anything irreparable. It was because of this premise that she decided to come to the farm, otherwise, she would go directly to the palace

She wants to give her the last chance for marriage that she has devoted herself to, and she wants Jin Shaokang to know that what she said before is not just talking, she is serious

Human beings are very greedy and want a lot of things, but they are conditioned by many things, and when people want to get something, they have to give up other things.

Therefore, when she wanted to be with Jin Shaokang, she knew that she could no longer have a wanton life, but she was willing, because a happy home had always been what she wanted.

Now Jin Shaokang also has to understand that if he wants to be with her, he must give up something, something that he could have enjoyed with peace of mind.

This realization may be more effective than the promise he made in the time of affection.

As for the future, as the colleague said, who can guarantee the future? However, the future is slowly piled up now, and if you grasp the present, the future is at least half guaranteed

Jin Shaokang came back from the government and went to the Rosin Courtyard to greet Mrs. Tai.

Qing Dai was accompanying Mrs. Tai, and when she saw Jin Shaokang, she hurriedly stepped forward to greet him.

"Master Hou, is Madam still unwilling to come back with you?" Qing Dai said worriedly.

As soon as Jin Shaokang heard this, he knew that his mother also knew the news that he had gone to the farm overnight last night. He glanced at Mrs. Tai and saw that she had a calm face, obviously very unhappy.

"Master Hou......" Qing Dai looked at him, her face full of self-blame, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault, if it weren't for me, Madame wouldn't have left......"

Jin Shaokang gently planned at her, "Qing Dai, no matter what you do, it's my responsibility" is that he forgot his form and indulged himself

"Master Hou, Qing Dai personally went to ask Mrs. if she was okay," Qing Dai was at a loss, "Lord Hou and Mrs. have become like this, I feel very uncomfortable, Mrs. has always been so good to me." As he spoke, his eyes turned red.

Mrs. Tai couldn't help but say, "What are you feeling uncomfortable with?" You are also the wife and concubine of Lord Hou, and now it is obviously Ruolan's fault, why do you seem to owe her one or two It is because of you that she is becoming more and more presumptuous"

Qing Dai lowered her head and wiped her tears.

Jin Shaokang said to her: "You go down first, I have something to say to Mrs. Tai." ”

Qing Dai nodded, glanced at him timidly, and turned to go down.

Jin Shaokang walked up to Mrs. Tai, who turned her head and ignored him.

"Mother, do you know why Ruolan suddenly agreed to be with me in the first place."

Mrs. Tai turned her head and looked at him.

Jin Shaokang lowered his head and said softly, "It's because I once promised her that there will only be one her in this life and this life."

Mrs. Tai stood up with a "whoosh" and pointed at him, "What? Master Hou, how could you make such a ridiculous promise? Are you crazy? ”

Jin Shaokang smiled, as if he was laughing at himself, "When I promised, I thought I would be able to do it, but I didn't expect that in less than half a year, I made her sad, mother, it turns out that I am also a despicable villain who does not keep my promises."

Regarding the promise, Mrs. Tai suddenly didn't know what to say, and after a while, Mrs. Tai said: "Master Hou, you shouldn't make this kind of promise on the spur of the moment, alas, you are still young, your blood is strong, and when you are in love, you will inevitably say something to please the other party, so that your mother can understand...... You don't have to be uncomfortable, I gave up this old face, I went to tell my daughter-in-law 'wife', this kind of promise should not be taken seriously, I went to call her back, you don't have to go again, you are a man, don't lose face in front of 'women'"

Jin Shaokang shook his head, and suddenly knelt down in front of Mrs. Tai, "Mother, my son didn't say those words on impulse, my son made a mistake this time, but he will never indulge himself again in the future."

Mrs. Tai's brows gradually rose, "What does Master Hou mean by this?" You forgot to make an appointment with me for half a year, it's been 5 months now, Ruolan has no news at all, what should I do when the half year expires? ”

Jin Shaokang kowtowed to Mrs. Tai, "Mother, forgive my son for being unfilial, my son has never promised my mother this half-year contract, and my son will not abide by this life in the future, no matter if Ruolan has a child or not, my son will not break her heart again."

Mrs. Tai was so angry that she trembled, and threw a slap on her face, and after the beating, her hands kept shaking, "Master Hou, you are so big, it is the first time for your mother to beat you, and my mother hopes to wake you up You are worthy of the ancestors of the Jin family for such words?" Just for such a 'female' person, you don't even care about the Jin family's incense? You're a bastard."

Jin Shaokang kowtowed repeatedly, "Mother is angry, Ruolan is just not pregnant for the time being, she will definitely be able to have a child in the future, even if she doesn't, there is another one in Qiuyue, if ...... If it doesn't work, I can also inherit the title among the children of the second brother, and I can also continue the incense of the Jin family in the future."

Mrs. Tai pointed at him, rolled her eyes, and fainted.

When I woke up again, the first thing I saw was Jin Shaokang's haggard face, his eyes were bloodshot, his beard was scum, and there was a deep dark halo under his eyes. He knelt on the edge of the kang.

Mrs. Tai looked at it and burst into tears

"Kang'er, when you were five years old, you could play a full set of Luohan boxing, when you were seven years old, you were determined to be a general, at the age of 12, you secretly followed your father to the battlefield, and at the age of 16, you became a one-sided general. In the hands of the woman, that person is still Jiang Ruolan, she has neither Yu Qiuyue's poetry nor Qingdai's beauty and gentleness, what is it about her that attracts you, have I been widowed for so many years to raise a wife and slave? ”

Mrs. Tai couldn't figure it out.

Jin Shaokang looked at Mrs. Tai and said softly: "Mother, because Ruolan is very attentive to me, poetic, beautiful and gentle, it may make me happy for a while, but Ruolan's heart for me will make me happy and warm for a lifetime...... She cares about my every move, I didn't expect it, she thought of it all, Yu Qiuyue is poetic, but her heart is to use ** to send her maid to my 'bed'......"

"But what about Qing Dai? Qing Dai doesn't even want her life for you, as long as you give her a chance, she will definitely be able to do better than Ruolan."

"Mother, I can't be greedy, Ruolan is not another 'girl', she is not Yu Qiuyue, not Qing Dai, not Yanran, she can give everything, but she also has to get everything, I want to keep her, I can't give others a chance, no matter how good Qing Dai is, I can't replace Ruolan, I only understand now that I can't lose her at all, Mother, I know I'm disappointed in you, put on the armor I'm a general, take off the armor, I'm just an ordinary person, I want someone to share the honor and disgrace with me, I hope I can be happy." I know that this person is Ruolan, and there is no one who can replace her."

"Wronged, wronged......" Mrs. Tai sighed

"Mother, I must find Ruolan back, even if I beg her, I will ask her back. Please forgive my son's unfilial piety" Jin Shaokang lowered his head, his voice choked.

Mrs. Tai was silent for a long time before she said: "I don't care about anything else, I will never agree to pass on Shaotang's child, your father's title must be your child, this is my mother's insistence."

Jin Shaokang was overjoyed: "Thank you, mother, don't worry, Ruolan and I are both healthy and healthy, and we will definitely give birth to a white and chubby grandson to my mother."

Mrs. Tai sighed, "It's just that I pity Qingdai's child......"

"I won't treat her badly in the future." Jin Shaokang whispered.

Jin Shaokang came out of the Rosin Courtyard, and wanted to talk to Qing Dai again, but when he went to the Yingxiang Courtyard, Liu Hong said, "When Aunt Qing came back, her chest hurt and she lay down, do you want the slave to wake her up?" ”

Jin Shaokang said, "Forget it, I'll come back another day." ”

In the next few days, Jin Shaokang was in the government during the day, and after coming back at night, he ate something casually and went to the farm with An Ning, and there was no time to rest at all, but he went for a few days, all of which were closed-door soups.

During this period, Jin Shaokang would also 'take time' to find Qingdai twice, but once Qingdai was taking a bath, and the other time she fell asleep uncomfortably, Jin Shaokang never found a chance to talk to her.

Sleepless every day, Jin Shaokang almost lost his shape, not only Mrs. Tai was distressed, but he couldn't even stand Anning, just when he couldn't wait to break through the 'door' and enter, on the tenth day, Yingxue finally opened the 'door'.

"Master Hou, Madame, please come in."

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