Chapter 211: Exhaustion

These days, although Jin Shaokang goes to the farm every day, Jiang Ruonan has always refused to see him.

On the tenth day, Yingxue received a notification from her subordinates, came in and said to Jiang Ruonan: "Madam, Master Hou is here." Before Jiang Ruonan could reply, Yingxue said again: "Madam, Master Hou has been sleepless for ten days, and the next person reported that Master Hou is getting thinner and thinner day by day." ”

Jiang Ruonan stood at the window and was silent.

Yingxue was a little anxious, "Madam, why don't you give Hou Ye a chance to speak, if it goes on like this, I'm really afraid that something will happen to Hou Ye's body." Hou Ye is not happy, and you are not happy, why bother? ”

"It's been ten days...... Jiang Ruonan sighed lightly and turned around, "Let him in." ”

In ten days, he must have figured it out.

Yingxue hurriedly went to invite Master Hou happily.

Jiang Ruonan sat down on a long-backed chair next to the Nanmu square table against the wall. There was no place to sit next to this position, which would stop him from getting close to her and allow them to talk more rationally and calmly.

She sat down, put her hand on the table, looked in the direction of the 'door', heard his hurried footsteps getting closer and closer, her hand on the table trembled slightly, she found it, and quickly took her hand back and shrunk it in her sleeve.

The 'door' creaked open, and at this moment, Jiang Ruonan immediately calmed down, she raised her head and looked in the direction of the 'door'.

Although Yingxue once told her that Jin Shaokang had lost weight, she didn't expect him to lose so much weight

The eye sockets were deeply sunken, the eyes were bloodshot, the contours of the face were more distinct, more hard, and the brocade robe that usually fit perfectly was now at least a size larger She looked at him in a daze.

Jin Shaokang stood at the entrance of the 'door' and watched her, she sat there, wearing a white 'colored' long jacket, lining her face as pale as snow. Her face was only the size of a palm, and her eyes were dark and big, and she pursed her lips, as if she wanted to pretend that she didn't care, but the shock and concern in her eyes had already revealed her emotions

His heart was happy and uncomfortable, as if something was filling his 'chest' cavity, sour and sour, hot and cold 'alternately', almost breaking his 'chest' cavity Originally, he had prepared a stomach of words, a stomach of repentance, and a stomach of thoughts, but the moment he saw her, he couldn't say anything, his chapped lips opened and closed, and in the end, he just called softly: "Ruolan." ”

There was a little forbearance in the voice, but it couldn't restrain the emotions that flowed in it, endless thoughts, deep repentance, and strong reluctance...... It was as if a gust of wind was coming from far away, lingering in her ears and blowing through her heart

Jiang Ruonan's heart was sour, and he turned his head.

Yingxue behind her was already red, she walked out, closed the 'door', and beckoned the people in the courtyard to leave.

"What else are you doing here?" Jiang Ruonan whispered.

Jin Shaokang walked to her side, but he couldn't find a place to get close to her, so he had to stop in front of her.

"Ruolan, I'm here to ask for your forgiveness." He looked at her and said

"Forgiveness?" Jiang Ruonan slowly raised his head and looked at him, he needed to be forgiven for doing something wrong...... She was relieved that at least he wouldn't quibble, and he wouldn't let her despise this man she loved so much.

"Forgive what, forgive you for liking Qing Dai?"

He knelt down on one knee in front of her, took her hand on his lap, and she struggled as soon as she was shocked, but as soon as she touched his bloodshot eyes, she stopped struggling.

He said slowly, "Ruolan, it's not what you think...... Yes, it's all my fault, when she hugged me and said that to me, I did have a moment of 'confusion' and 'confusion', some moved, some unbearable, so I didn't push her away. I can't deny that......"

He clenched her hand, and although his face tried his best to remain calm, the 'dampness' in his palm still revealed the tension in his heart.

She looked at him silently.

"But Ruolan, I never thought of breaking my promise to you, although I also think that Qingdai is a good 'girl', I will pity her when she hurts me, and I will be moved when she says she likes me, but that's all, when she is dying, I just feel very sorry for her, and I feel a little sorry for her, but when you leave me, Ruolan, I can't accept it at all, I am going crazy. If I like her, then what do I like you? Not at all comparable...... In my heart there is no one like you......"

He lowered his head, his forehead clasped on her lap, his hand trembling slightly. Jiang Ruonan's eyes were a little sour, she pursed her lips tightly before holding back her tears.

"Ruolan, I don't know what to say to make you forgive me, but I know that there is no other 'woman' in my heart, I'm sure" He raised his head and looked at her, his voice was choked, and there were tears in his eyes, "Ruolan, I saw the sweat towel you embroidered for me, it looks good, I like it very much, but I haven't finished embroidering yet, you can't give up halfway, you can't just give up, you said that I must have a sweat towel you embroidered on my body...... Ruolan, we've had a lot of happy days, you can't just give up on me......"

Jiang Ruonan's nose was sour, she couldn't hold back any longer, tears came out of her eyes, and she muttered, "When I was in the plum garden, I saw her hugging you with my own eyes, I kept waiting, waiting, waiting for you to push her away, but you never pushed her away...... Shao Kang, do you know how I felt at that time......"

Jin Shaokang felt great pain in his heart, stood up, and hugged her into his arms, "It's all my fault, I'm a villain, I'm confused for a while, but I'm very sober now, I know what I want, I know what is most important to me, I will never be confused again in the future, forgive me, don't leave me, don't want me" He hugged her tightly, tears slid into her neck,

Jiang Ruonan leaned on his arms, the tip of his nose lingered with his familiar smell, his heart ached, and his tears flowed even more fiercely.

This is the man she loves deeply, this is the marriage she has worked hard for, and if she gives up like this, she will definitely regret it in the future. It's not just a chance for him, it's also a chance for her own feelings

Jin Shaokang took Jiang Ruonan home.

On the carriage, Jin Shaokang took her into his arms and said softly: "Ruolan, I know that this incident has hurt your heart, and I will definitely try to make you forget this pain in the future." ”

Jiang Ruonan smiled and didn't say anything, since she decided to give each other another chance, she would try to make herself forget about it, otherwise, wouldn't it make both parties unhappy? The reason why she is willing to forgive him is because she wants to make herself happy, not because she wants the two sides to torture each other, if so, then what is the point of her forgiveness?

Jin Shaokang said again: "Qingdai, I will also deal with it soon." ”

Jiang Ruonan said: "Qing Dai was given by the emperor, what do you do?" ”

Jin Shaokang was silent for a while, "Call her sick and send her to another hospital." I will never treat her badly in my future life. I'll talk to her. As long as she doesn't make trouble, there is no problem. ”

Jiang Ruonan's heart moved, if Qing Dai was as innocent as she showed, with her 'sexual' personality, she would not make trouble, but if it was really the kind of person Yu Qiuyue said, how could she leave obediently?

Even so, she can't be around for long, the half-year deadline has arrived, and according to the agreement, the emperor will bring Qing Dai back

"You look at these things and do them, but it's just ...... from your mother"

"Don't worry, everything is up to me, and I won't embarrass you."

Jiang Ruonan smiled and approached him in his arms. Jin Shaokang's kindness to her is undoubted, which is why she is reluctant to give up on this marriage.

"Shaokang, will we still be as happy as before in the future?"

Jin Shaokang gently 'kissed' her cheek, "Yes, it will." "He'll do his best.

When I returned to the Hou Mansion, it was already late at night. The two of them did not go to alarm Mrs. Tai. went straight back to Qiutang Temple.

Forsythia and the others were obviously relieved after returning to the courtyard, and after a brief chat with the maids in the courtyard, they began to busily put away Jiang Ruonan's things, and then fetched water to serve them to wash their hands and faces.

The two of them haven't rested well during this time, and they have been exhausted after sitting in the car for so long, especially Jin Shaokang, even if he has martial arts, he is a little unbearable at this time. Jiang Ruonan looked at the thick black halo under his eyes, and felt a little distressed in his heart.

Just as the two were about to rest, Liu Hong suddenly asked to see her.

Jiang Ruonan and Jin Shaokang glanced at each other, what is the matter at this time?

Jiang Ruonan called Forsythia and called Liu Hong in.

Liu Hong came in and saluted the two, and said, "Master Hou, Aunt Qing knows that Master Hou and Mrs. are back, and Aunt Qing wants to invite Master Hou over and say something to talk to Master Hou." ”

Jiang Ruonan looked at Jin Shaokang, and it was up to him to decide. Jin Shaokang thought for a while and said to Jiang Ruonan: "Just take this opportunity to tell her about the matter, and you can leave tomorrow when you prepare." ”

Send her away early, Ruolan won't have to see her, and her heart will be better. For Qing Dai, there is only so much he can do. Hopefully she can understand.

Jiang Ruonan nodded.

Jin Shaokang got dressed, held her hand as he left, and said, "Wait for me to come back......" He smiled, his tired face was so thin that even the dimples were gone.

Jiang Ruonan looked at him, suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and couldn't say what he felt all the time, that feeling was fleeting, as if it had never appeared.

"Come back early."

"I know."

After Jiang Ruonan left, Forsythia came up to her with supper, Jiang Ruonan hadn't eaten well during this time, at this time she was relaxed, and she couldn't help but feel tired and hungry, she ate a bowl of wontons, and asked Forsythia to warm Jin Shaokang, and wait for him to come back and eat.

After eating, she washed her hands and face, lay on the kang, and waited for Jin Shaokang to come back.

The kang burned very warmly, the whole body was warm and very comfortable, Jiang Ruonan waited and waited, tiredness swept up unconsciously, she held on for a while, and finally couldn't help being tired, and fell asleep heavily on the pillow.

I don't know how long it took, Jiang Ruonan suddenly woke up.

It was pitch black and unusually silent.

She reached out to the edge of the bed and 'touched', and the edge of the bed was empty. Her heart sank, and she shouted outside, "What time is it?" ”

After a while, Forsythia walked in with her clothes draped and holding a candlestick, sleepy-eyed, "Madam, it's ugly now."

"Master Hou hasn't come back?"

Forsythia said blankly: "I didn't see Master Hou come back." ”

Jiang Ruonan's heart was cold, he had been gone for two hours......

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