Chapter 15: Eccentricity
"I really love her." Su Mu only had this sentence over and over again. Even though she treated Su Qian badly, she couldn't accept that she killed her daughter with her own hands, even if she didn't like Su Qian, but after all, it was a piece of meat that fell from her October pregnancy.
Su Qian really can't listen to it at all, the so-called love for her is just a harm in the name of love. She looked up at the dark sky, with the vast stars above her head, and in this vast world, at this moment, she felt very small, insignificant and not worth mentioning, and those she cared about became insignificant.
Aren't you supposed to live for yourself, man? Live the way you want, live the way you want to live, and not live in the mouth and gaze of others. Su Qian finally understood what kind of life she wanted, if she had the idea of revenge the moment she was reborn, then now it is completely gone, since it is already a new life, let the past pass away with the wind.
Su Qian calmed down her intense and complicated mood, sighed, walked back to her room silently, closed the door gently, turned around and sat down with her back against the door, she was too tired and wanted to pay attention.
Su Qian clasped her hands on her knees, leaned her head against the wooden door, and drowsiness came for a while, but she couldn't sleep peacefully. Su's mother's cries came again and again, and the intermittent sound was particularly clear in the silent night, but it was also particularly annoying. But in such a situation, Su's father was tossed and turned on the bed by noise, and he never came out to take a look, but he was secretly annoyed and affected his rest. Married to a wife and a biological daughter, in his mind, he can't even withstand this little sleep. And Su Jie, lying on the bed and listening to everything clearly, but with an attitude that it is not about himself, he has no desire to come out and take a look. What a selfish family.
No matter who has such a family, they will be extremely disappointed and leave in the end, and they will be obedient like Su Qian, this time they are really really dead, no longer have any expectations and illusions about them, and decide to leave this so-called "home". Excess soft-heartedness will only become a fatal weakness. Soft-heartedness will not make others think you are kind, it will only make others think that you are weak and can be bullied.
Su Qian couldn't bear to be disturbed, and entered the space with a stomach full of emotions. When she came to her house, she went in and fell asleep, sleeping in the dark, as if she hadn't slept for a long, long time.
Time passed minute by minute, but Su Qian had no tendency to wake up.
The sky outside is gradually white, the sky is almost bright, and a new day is about to begin, and in this quiet small courtyard, everything does not seem so good, accompanied by the snoring of Su's father as if no one was around, mixed with Su's mother's low sobbing.
"Damn,!" Su Jie got up hungry and went to the kitchen to find something to eat, and just happened to face Su Mu, who was looking up at him, and was almost scared half to death.
Also, Su's mother, who hadn't slept all night, had red eyes, and she seemed to be more than ten years old one night, and she was sitting on the ground paralyzed, even if she was disheveled, her hair was messy, and she looked like a female ghost who was going to ask for her life. It's no wonder that Su Jie was scared.
"Xiaojie, it's Mom." Su Mu responded to Su Jie with a hoarse voice.
Su Jie cautiously stepped forward, carefully identified, and confirmed that it was Su Mu who breathed a sigh of relief, "Mom, what are you doing?" It's scary to not sleep early in the morning! The tone was dissatisfied and complaining, without the slightest worry and concern.
"Xiaojie, mom is sad, your sister is her, she ......" Su Mu wanted to complain when she opened her mouth, but she cried again without saying a word.
"Su Qian, that dead girl, what do you care about her? As long as you don't die, you can work. Su Jie didn't have the patience to listen to Su Mu's chatter, so he sent Su Mu away in two sentences.
"You kid, why do you talk like that, no matter how you say she's your sister!" Su Mu was shocked by Su Jie's indifferent attitude and ruthless words, she never expected Su Jie to say such a thing.