Chapter 132: Obey Your Heart (Pink 625)
It seems like I'm angry when I look like this. Peony thought about it carefully, she didn't seem to have offended him, so someone else provoked him. Are you angry with Pan Rong? Or is there anyone in Fang Yuan who doesn't know the rules and offends him? While thinking about the reason why Jiang Changyang was angry, Peony smiled and said, "Jiang Chengfeng, where are you going?" This is the way to the kitchen. She bent down and looked at the two pheasants in his hand carefully, and said with a smile: "Yo, is it still alive, and it was caught with a net?" You're not going to the kitchen to release the animals, are you? ”
Jiang Changyang couldn't help but get more angry when he saw Peony smiling with crooked eyebrows and eyes, and he was still in the mood to laugh with him. He remembered what Pan Rong said to him last night, the more polite this woman is to you, the more it means that she is not interested in you and does not take you to heart. Liu Chang made that kind of bad thing in the middle yesterday, if she had a little thought about him, she wouldn't smile as happily as she did now. There is also the Liu family bullying her like that, and the kind of vicious words that can almost be said to ruin her are spreading, she is not in a hurry at all, what is she thinking? What did she care about? She is afraid that all she cares about is her family, her fragrant garden and her peony flowers in the garden, right?
The more Jiang Changyang thought about it, the more angry he became, and the more he thought about it, the more bored he felt. In vain, he barely slept last night, and he kept thinking about whether this thing about her was true or not, and if it was fake, it was easy to do, and what if it was true? He naturally knew that the heir was a big deal, and he also knew that his mother had long wanted to hold her grandson, and he also wanted to be a beautiful wife and child in the future. But what if it's hard to have both?
He remembered that when he was an adult, mother and son occasionally chatted, and he once asked his mother why she was so determined to leave that person, so easily discarding everything in the past. Mother said that it was not easy to make this decision, but she really couldn't tolerate it in her eyes, and she couldn't deceive her heart, so she had to leave, and the coward would deliberately deceive her heart. She is not obeying fate, but her heart.
You can deceive anything, that is, you can't deceive your heart. If his eyes really like to see her, if his heart really only stirs with her, if others really can't give him this feeling, and he really can't leave this feeling, then he has to accept reality and listen to his heart. So he listened to Wu San's suggestion - after hunting, he saw the peony here, and he thought that when he saw the peony again, he would know what his heart was.
When he was hunting, he tried to imagine that he and Peony were actually just friends like Yuan Shijiu, and he had another wife waiting for him at home, but every time he fantasized about the wife at home, it was Peony's eyebrows and eyes, and Peony's smile. Seeing the gate of Fang Yuan, he thought that the first person he saw was the peony, and when he saw the women rushing out, she was not among them, and realized that she was avoiding him, and the anger at that moment made him understand that his heart really wanted her, and he had to try.
He listened to his heart, but she didn't know it, and she probably didn't care. Jiang Changyang looked at the smiling peony sadly, he understood Pan Rong's words, and would rather she be angry. If Peony is angry and sad about Liu Chang's words yesterday, it means that she still has some thoughts about him, if she is not angry and sad, it means that she has no thoughts about him at all, and she doesn't care at all. He was thinking nonsense, guessing wildly, thinking that his mind was a mess, and he didn't even know how to answer Peony's words.
The best way to make this lump of paste refreshing is to ask Peony directly what he wants to ask, and then all the troubles will be solved. But why is it so difficult to ask her this? If he knew that she actually had some thoughts about him, then it would not be difficult for him to open his mouth...... He grabbed the rope with the pheasant in his hand, and remembered that when he had gone to He's house and was about to leave, Peony rushed out of it and told him that he should come here to choose flowers, and if she had been so polite to him, she could have asked her father and brother or someone to tell him...... And she had blushed and been shy at him before, although maybe she didn't notice it herself, but he did see it, and he liked it very much.
Once again, he told himself that he had to give it a try.
His mood gradually calmed down.
The peony on the side saw that Jiang Changyang didn't answer his words, but just frowned and stared at himself without blinking, as if he was getting more and more angry, and his smile gradually couldn't be maintained. She coughed lowly, cleared her throat, turned her face sideways slightly, and forced a smile: "Why don't you speak?" What are you staring at me like that? ”
"I didn't stare at you. I'm thinking about things. Jiang Changyang finally blinked his eyes and raised the pheasant in his hand high, "What did you just say?" I'm going to the kitchen to release the animals? That's what you said, right? ”
The pheasants were bound with their wings and feet, and they were lifted in the air, and they kicked desperately with their fur blown up, and they threw up a layer of choking fine ash, and the people who carried them looked unpredictable, and their eyes were wide...... Peony hurriedly laughed: "I'm joking with you." ”
Jiang Changyang said seriously: "I don't know if sending them to reincarnation is another kind of release?" ”
The look finally became normal. Peony replied to him seriously: "If they are tired of being pheasants and want to be reincarnated as humans, then forget it." ”
Jiang Changyang handed the pheasants to Yuhe, and said undoubtedly: "Then you send them to the kitchen to release them." ”
Yuhe looked at Peony and hesitated, and Peony motioned for her to do what Jiang Changyang said. By now, she already knew that he brought these two pheasants over, definitely not just to send these two chickens to reincarnation, but to come to her on purpose.
Seeing Yuhe carrying the pheasant and walking away, Peony smiled on his face and continued to walk forward: "Listen to Ah Tao, you and Pan Shizi hunted a lot of wild things today?" You also brought a pair of White Rabbit Eagles? Very pretty? ”
"Hmm." Jiang Changyang responded, followed closely behind her, and quickly turned to the topic: "Yesterday I met Liu Chang on the way back, and I punched him twice. ”
Peony said in a careful manner: "I heard Mrs. Bai say it before. As for him, he always likes to find trouble, and he always thinks that he is amazing, and if you ignore him, he will naturally not be able to get up. ”
Jiang Changyang looked sideways at Peony, but saw that Peony's thick and curly eyelashes trembled slightly, and the expression on her face was peaceful, and there was no special indignation or excitement, she was neither surprised that he hit Liu Chang, nor was she upset that he mentioned this matter. She seems to have come prepared, which is not a good sign. He was silent and decided to order directly: "I know what Qiu Shi did yesterday." What he said was actually ......"
What he said actually had nothing to do with her. Peony couldn't help but interrupt him: "Actually, Liu Chang is like this, he likes to speculate and make things bad the most, you don't have to care......"
"Danniang." Jiang Changyang interrupted her, looked into her eyes, and said solemnly: "If someone goes around saying bad things about you, viciously wants to kill you, and tries to harm you for the rest of your life, do you care?" ”
Peony was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Of course I care, saying I don't care, that's a lie." But it also depends on what it is, for example, there are some things that I can't forgive, and I have to fight for understanding. But for some, there is no need to fight, facts are facts, and nothing can be changed. Therefore, there are many kinds of bad words and rumors, and they have to be treated differently, and only those who should care about them should care. ”
"So what do you care about?" Jiang Changyang didn't wait for her to answer, and said to himself: "What Liu Chang said is what I care about." Maybe you don't care, but I do. ”
Went back to that sentence. Peony was a little upset, looked at his pursed lips and smiled: "That's nothing, it's not enough to kill you, you don't have to care so much." But you've beaten it, you have to be careful in the future, he's very vindictive. She said in an almost half-pleading tone, "Don't mention this, tell me about the place where you went hunting today?" Isn't it fun? ”
Jiang Changyang took in all the changes in her expression, and saw her interrupt her words several times, and he had a point in his heart. He was keenly aware that she didn't really care, in fact, she just cared, so he didn't want to mention it himself. This realization made him a little excited, and he couldn't help but shout in a low voice: "Danniang." ”
Peony was a little uncomfortable, and opened her eyes slightly to the side: "Huh? ”
Jiang Changyang saw that she was uncomfortable, and became more and more sure of his guess, and he was much more confident, and said: "Hunting is not fun, at least I don't think it is fun." I've been thinking about things and I'm in a bad mood. ”
Peony didn't say anything and waited for the following.
Jiang Changyang chased after her and asked, "Don't you ask me what I'm thinking?" ”
Peony sighed: "What are you thinking?" ”
I've thought a lot about you, but I'm not going to talk about it again, I'll do it if you're willing. Jiang Changyang stopped, stood in front of Peony and said slowly and seriously: "Even if something really happens, I won't accept it, if I don't want it, no one can force me." ”
Is this an indirect expression? Peony was speechless for a moment. He appeared in front of her, always mentioning the incident, she blocked it several times, she was mentally prepared, at this time she was not shocked, nor panicked, but she really didn't know how to deal with him. She felt that her mind was a little confused, and after thinking for a long time, she allowed herself to burst into a smile: "Yes, I heard that you are usually very assertive. Lo and behold, that's what I'm talking about about rumors that don't matter to me. ”
She had a nice smile, but this one was tough. Jiang Changyang thought of the rumors about her, the things she encountered, and the difficulties she might encounter in the future, he suddenly felt very uncomfortable, he felt that she always smiled like this, and her face would be sour. He said softly: "Danniang, you are only seventeen years old, there is no need to be so tired. In front of me, if you don't want to laugh, you don't have to. If you don't want to talk, you don't have to. I can't do the rest for now, but I hope you'll be at ease with me. ”
Peony was stunned for a moment, and then his nose was uncontrollably sour.
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There is more in the evening.