Chapter 133: Wait and see
、、、、、、、、、、 Take a deep breath with your face sideways, trying to ignore the feeling of sour nose. She could understand his gestures, but they didn't mean anything. If she was asked to take a big step for him in a few words, she couldn't, even though her heart was thinking.
He and she had different starting points and were in different positions.
He may feel that getting her heart is the most important thing at this time, and all other external factors can be temporarily excluded from the consideration, and even if he does, he will be very confident that he will be able to solve it. But she doesn't have the confidence and strength of him, she knows her position and living environment very well, and pursues freedom, but she is panicked all day long, how can she be comfortable? Love is very important, but it is definitely not the whole of life, something similar to Li Xun should not happen again, even if her heart doesn't listen to her, she can still control her own people.
Peony looked back at Jiang Changyang: "Sometimes I do feel a little tired. But most of the time I'm far quicker than you all think. Liu's affairs and the Li family's affairs are probably the basis and source of your sympathy for me and your pity for me, but in fact, they are nothing more than a rain that fell yesterday to me. Maybe there was a flood and it got dirty and broke something, but I'm still there, my home is still there. I need respect more than sympathy. I don't just have to get married, I can do a lot of things. ”
I don't know what she meant by that, but she was right. He sympathized with her, but he preferred the way she worked hard in her predicament. Jiang Changyang nodded vigorously and agreed: "You are right. That's it. But it can be good to get married, the key is to see who you marry. ”
Peony was a little helpless, did he understand what she was trying to express? Well, it was she who said it in a subtle way, more vaguely than he did. She was silent for a moment, and then said in a broken voice: "Actually, Jiang Changyang, some of your behaviors are far beyond the scope of normal friends, and this is what makes me most uncomfortable. If you really want me to be comfortable, then you will force me to say what I don't want to say, what I shouldn't say. You are not young, and you must have gone through a lot of things, and I have been with you, everyone is not a person who has less things to do, you should be clear about what to say, and what is the most appropriate. I don't want to be so vaguely entangled with my so-called friends, and I don't want the same thing to happen again and again, so that is really tired. ”
Jiang Changyang didn't expect that his sincere confession would cause her to say such cold words. Why did she turn her face faster than she could turn a book? He was stunned for a moment before he reacted, and raised his voice, "What did you say?" Am I making you uncomfortable? I force you? My so-called friend pesters you vaguely? Am I making you tired? ”
"That's it." Peony nodded without delay, turned around and left: "I am truly grateful to you for your help before, and I will not forget it." At first, I was relaxed when I was friends, but now you make me feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable. The friend I'm going to make with you isn't this kind of friend, and I can't afford to play. ”
Play? Who did she think of him? He said this as if he had been trying to calculate her all along, and that he was a cheeky, ill-intentioned bad billet. And walked so neatly, as if he was something unclean. Seeing the peony walking fast, Jiang Changyang only felt resentment that he had never felt before, and he was treated as a donkey's liver and lungs by her with a good heart, and trampled on the ground mercilessly...... Without thinking, he took a step, caught up with Peony in two steps, blocked her, and said with a gloomy face: "He Peony!" You make it clear to me! What did I do to you? ”
His face was gloomy and terrifying, as if he was going to eat people, Peony was a little weak, and then, he raised his eyes and glared at him dryly: "What did you say?" I've made it clear what I have to say. You see, you see, you're forcing me again. Do you men think that you have this kind of power if you help women? ”
Strong words, ungrateful, Jiang Changyang has never hated a person like this at this moment, he pursed his lips, glared at Peony hatefully, and said nothing.
Peony felt as if his eyes were shining green. Her teeth chattered a little because she was too nervous, and she clenched her teeth, straightened her back, and looked at him without showing any weakness. If he really wants to get an answer from her, if he has to settle the matter once and for all today, then it is best to solve it cleanly. Young and vigorous, strong in blood, can't stand the blow, hurry up and turn around and go!
But she was surprised to find that the lines of Jiang Changyang's face slowly softened, and a smile appeared in her eyes. He raised his chin and looked at her defiantly: "He Peony, aren't you just afraid?" How so! ”
Peony crooked the corners of her mouth: "What am I afraid of?" ”
Jiang Changyang said lightly: "You know best what you are afraid of." I'm not someone who can be provoked to the point of blood rushing to the head with just a few words, turn around and leave. You might as well talk to me in another way, it might work better. "When there is a serious contrast between a person's performance and his usual temperament, it is likely that the person's heart is in chaos at this time. If she didn't care, if she didn't care, if she didn't feel it, how could she suddenly become so hateful? She could have rejected him in a very gentle way, but she did it in such a drastic way, what does that mean? Jiang Changyang's super self-confidence made him look at what was hidden behind Peony's tough refusal in an unusual light.
Peony was silent for a moment and said in a low voice: "Of course I'm afraid, although my reputation has been almost ruined, I still think that reputation is the most important. I can't afford to provoke the powerful, I don't have any enthusiasm and desperate capital. ”
Jiang Changyang looked at her and nodded: "I understand." I'm not going to embarrass you. ”
When Peony heard this, he was suddenly a little stunned. She stood there stunned and reflexively said, "Thank you." Actually, you are a good person, don't take my ugly words to heart. ”
Good? Jiang Changyang glanced at Peony, and suddenly squeezed past her with force. Peony was caught off guard, squeezed by him, shook twice, and almost fell down, grabbing the corners of his clothes to stand firm. Jiang Changyang stood up in time and glanced at her hand: "What are you doing with me?" Not afraid of ruining your reputation? ”
Forget it, I'll bear it. Peony retracted her hand reluctantly, and stood like a little daughter-in-law: "I didn't mean to. You almost knocked me out. ”
Jiang Changyang couldn't help laughing and said lightly: "I haven't finished my words." You listen, in fact, from another point of view, the ugly things you said earlier can be regarded as another meaning. Slowly but clearly, he said, "If you don't want to be vaguely entangled, if you don't want the same thing to happen again, then that means you're not happy with the way I'm behaving now." I should change to another way to satisfy you, so how can you be satisfied? ”
Peony frowned and looked at the man in front of her, feeling that he was really strange compared to the Jiang Changyang in her impression.
Jiang Changyang looked at Peony staring at himself blankly, and the more he looked at it, the more satisfied he became: "Forget it, you don't have to say it, I know what to do." I wrote a letter to my mother, and I will come to propose marriage as soon as it is ready, and I will take care of it before that, and it will definitely not cause you any trouble, are you still afraid? ”
This is Sun Wukong's somersault cloud, 18,000 miles in an instant. Peony was a little stupid before, and then his face sank and he was silent.
Jiang Changyang saw that her face was gloomy and she didn't speak, and her strong self-confidence and strong self-esteem suddenly clashed again. He glanced around, it was quiet, there was no one, so he raised his chin and raised his voice: "You still don't want to?" You don't like me? What's wrong with me? ”
Peony said: "I ......"
Jiang Changyang didn't want to hear what she said later, he waved his hand: "If you don't say it, I know." You wait and see, that's it. With that, he strode forward and quickly disappeared behind the stones, flowers and trees.
Peony looked at the sunset on the horizon and let out a long sigh. What kind of person is this, his face is really not ordinary thick, nor is he ordinary domineering.
Yuhe jumped out from behind a stone with two pheasants, grabbed the peony's sleeve, and smiled happily: "Dan Niang, Dan Niang." If he could do it, how good would it be? ”
Peony looked listlessly at the calamus at her feet and said, "Did you hear it?" ”
Yuhe nodded again and again: "The slave is afraid that he has hidden his bad intentions." I'm also afraid that there will be an unknown number of people around me. ”
No wonder no one has ever come. Peony raised his hand: "Forget it, the merits and demerits are offset, and you will not be held accountable for eavesdropping." Hurry up and send the chickens to the kitchen, it's been a long delay. ”
Yuhe smiled: "Where will I wait to eat these two chickens, someone has already sent them to make them." Dan Niang, what are you going to do now? ”
Peony said gloomily: "It's a blessing or a curse, it's a disaster that can't be avoided." Didn't he tell me to wait and see? What else can I do but wait? You can't say anything about it, including your mother and Mother Lin. In the future, if he comes again, he will treat him as usual, and he will not leave anyone with any words. She couldn't think of anything else to do.
Yuhe hurriedly said: "Got it." You hurry forward, and the slave and maid take the chicken to the kitchen. ”
Peony nodded and walked forward with heavy steps. She is conflicted, scared, and entangled, but her heart is also secretly singing.
Jiang Changyang quietly returned outside, seeing that the lively people had dispersed, Mrs. Bai and they were not there, only Pan Rong led a few small servants to play eagles there, and when he came over, Pan Rong said, "Where have you been?" You can't find you anywhere. ”
Jiang Changyang said casually: "I went to relieve my hands, and I got lost." ”
Pan Rong glanced at him suspiciously, and saw that he pursed his mouth tightly, as if he was still sullen during the day, so she turned around and didn't ask more, and instead complained: "When will the meal start?" Starved to death. ”