The time was too short, I was restless, and I only saw a back, so I couldn't fully confirm whether that person was Mo Bai or not, but it was really similar.

I stared at the number of the elevator jumping, and the number finally stopped on the third floor and did not go to any other floor, which means that the two people who went in just now were on the third floor.

On the 3rd floor, the special Chinese medicine department is on the 3rd floor.

I stretched out my hand and pressed the down button, the elevator turned back down, and I went to the first floor of the gynecology department, just in time for Xu Youqing's ward round, so I followed behind.

After a whole circle, my calves and stomach were a little hard, after all, I didn't sleep well at night, and my spirit was not good.

Xu Youqing didn't go to the ICU, I'm a little strange, after all, the female patient yesterday was operated on by her personally, and the condition is critical, how can I not go through the ward rounds this morning?

But Xu Youqing was too busy, the kind that didn't touch the ground, I was arranged to help dispense medicine at the nurse's station today, and I was busy until about ten o'clock.

Then I chatted with the little nurse next to me, and intentionally or unintentionally mentioned the female patient yesterday.

"Oh, you don't know yet, that patient was sent to the specialty Chinese medicine department last night." The little nurse was busy filling out the hospitalization report, and said casually, "Director Yin is back, this incurable disease must have been handed over to him for treatment, this is a time bomb, it is difficult to serve in our department, is it not good for someone to pick up the hot potato?" ”

"Director Yin is back? When did it happen? Yesterday I heard Dr. Xu say that it will be two or three days away. "The back of a middle-aged man flashed in my mind, and I felt a little uneasy in my heart.

"Yesterday evening, you were already home." The little nurse replied.

I came back yesterday evening, so the middle-aged man I saw entering the elevator with Mo Bai this morning, is it really Yin Xuhua?

"By the way, where did our Director Yin go to the clinic this time? I haven't been with the clinic yet, and I've heard it's very difficult. I continued to ask tentatively.

"Not everyone can get a place in the countryside, I have been in the hospital for three years, and I have not been on the turn, but people who have not been there, every time they come back, they have to lose weight, and then they can get a big or small promotion." The little nurse's words were a little sour, obviously wanting to go, "Director Yin doesn't seem to have gone too far this time, less than a week, right?" It's not going to the countryside, it seems that someone specially invited it, ah, what are you asking so much for, don't think about the leader's affairs. ”

The little nurse was busy changing the water for the patient again, and I stayed alone at the nurse's station, and when someone came to ask me, I would help answer a question, and I was idle until lunchtime.

At noon, as soon as I finished eating in the cafeteria, the phone rang, it was Wu Yongkang calling, I frowned, and picked up: "Hey, you have something to do with me?" ”

"What are you doing?" He asked.

I was a little impatient: "Eat, what else can you do with this?" ”

"Don't eat it, I'm in the orthopedic department on the first floor, you can come down for a while." As he spoke, he gasped for air, startling me.

I hurried to the outpatient clinic and asked as I went, "What's wrong with you?" What does a good orthopedic person do? ”

"If you're hurt, you'll know when you come here." His tone was sullen, and it didn't sound like a joke.

There are not many doctors sitting at this point, the doctor on duty in the orthopedic outpatient clinic is prescribing medicine to Wu Yongkang, Wu Yongkang is sitting on the side, his nose is blue and his face is swollen, one arm is drooping, and the whole person looks very embarrassed.

When I saw him like this, I felt inexplicably funny: "How did you make yourself like this?" Got in the gutter? ”

"Bai Xiaocha, are you excessive?" Wu Yongkang wrinkled his brows and shouted at me, "I've been beaten like this, can you still laugh?" ”

"Okay, okay, I'm not laughing, so can you tell me, how did you do this? Who did you fight with? I asked, smiling.

As soon as he mentioned this, he was so angry that his teeth itched: "I didn't look at the yellow calendar when I went out today, I just went out of the gate of the community, I met a fool, I have already let him take a detour, he still pounced, punched and kicked me, you said I can't kill a fool, I can only eat this dumb loss." ”

"A fool? You're kidding, right? "Why do I think it's so weird?

"How do I know, the community doorman said that the fool often wanders around, his brain is not good, and he has beaten people before." Wu Yongkang gritted his teeth, "As soon as I came out of the gate of the community, he reached out to me and asked for five yuan, I saw that he was five big and three thick, although he was old, but he was also clean, so he thought that such a big person was idle and embarrassed to come out to beg, so he said no, and then he was beaten badly, you said that now the boy is walking on the road, is it so dangerous?" ”

I almost didn't laugh anymore, but the doctor laughed too, and then handed me the medical card: "Take him to take a film, make sure there is no fracture, and then grab the medicine and go back to raise it." ”

"Oh, thank you, doctor." I said, reaching out to help Wu Yongkang, "You are really ridiculous, you can't run if you can't fight?" ”

"Who says I can't beat it? I just don't want to deal with a fool. He said, and said depressedly, "But it's also strange, I always feel that the fool doesn't look like a random fight, he has a method, first lock me up, and then do it, but he didn't hit the point, all the greetings to my face, I guess I won't be able to go out for ten days and half a month." ”

"I'm too embarrassed to say this if I were you." I quipped, but then I felt something was wrong.

yes, a fool, can you know how to make a move to lock people up first?

I took Wu Yongkang to shoot a film, and it turned out that it was not a big problem, but a muscle strain and needed to recuperate, and then I went to get medicine, I said to send him home, he said no, it was important to go to work, he couldn't die, just a depressed face.

I thought about it, took out my mobile phone, and dialed Wu Qiaoyun, in fact, there is no need to tell the Wu family about this, and it will be fine to rest for a while, but as soon as I came, Wu Yongkang was raised in the Wu family since he was a child, and he couldn't even cook, he was beaten like this, his whole body was sore, I was really afraid that he would starve to death, and besides, I hope that Wu Qiaoyun feels sorry for him and can take him back to the enclosure house to recuperate for a period of time, so as to avoid him from clashes with Liu Chuannan head-on, and I can be quiet for a few days.

So when I talked to Wu Qiaoyun on the phone, I said something serious, saying that the fool was going around at the gate of the community all day long, and the fool was straight-minded, remembering him, maybe when he would have another slap, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Wu Qiaoyun was suddenly distressed, and said that she would drive to the town immediately to have a look, so that I could go to work with peace of mind, and leave this matter to her.

I was not very busy in the afternoon, mainly to change the water and deliver medicine to the patients, and after getting off work at five o'clock, I called Wu Yongkang and asked where he was.

"Where am I, you don't know?" He exclaimed, "Why can't you hide any words!" ”

I immediately breathed a sigh of relief and wanted to laugh a little: "You have been beaten like that, I won't tell my godmother again, if something happens at that time, I can't afford to take this responsibility." ”

"Count you ruthless, Bai Xiaocha, I can see through you, you just annoy me and want to break me away, don't you?" He is self-aware.

As soon as he finished speaking, I heard Wu Qiaoyun on the other end of the phone scolding him, saying how he spoke, and then snatched the phone and said to me: "Xiaocha, don't pay attention to him, I've watched him recuperate these days, you have to take care of yourself over there, and run away when you see that fool." ”

"I know godmother, don't worry, by the way, I'm going to work these days, my second brother can't cook, and I don't know if it's all takeout, you make more delicious food to make up for him these days, I guess he's hungry." I deliberately said that Wu Yongkang's life was miserable, and I really hope that Wu Qiaoyun's heart will soften and never let him come out again.

"Okay, I see, I'll ask him."

After hanging up the phone, I trotted home, feeling particularly comfortable, as soon as I entered the door, I saw Liu Chuannan lying on the sofa watching TV, the whole person pounced, Liu Chuannan reached out to catch me: "Are you tired from work?" ”

"Not tired." I hurriedly shook my head, "You watched TV at home for a day today?" ”

"No, I went out for a walk to familiarize myself with the surroundings." As he spoke, his eyes seemed to flicker.

I caught it all of a sudden, and wondered, "You...... Did something happen? ”

He tilted his head to look at the balcony window and shook his head: "No, I'm new here, what can I encounter?" ”

"Not necessarily." As soon as I thought of Wu Yongkang's matter, I couldn't help but want to complain, "This morning, my second brother went out, but he was beaten by a fool at the door of the community, his nose was blue and his face was swollen, and his hands were twisted. ”

As I was talking, Yanagawa Nan didn't know why, but he burst out laughing, as if he had seen the scene with his own eyes.

He smiled, then held back, subconsciously glanced at me, just collided with my inquiring gaze, turned his face away, didn't look at me, pretended to be serious.

He's so abnormal, according to his usual temperament, when he hears the news, his first reaction may be 'he was beaten, did he go to your place again to sell miserable comfort' or something like that, right?

But he didn't, but he was so gloating, it was not normal.

I just stared at him like that, he didn't look at me all the time, his eyes were wandering everywhere, I reached out and grabbed his cheek, forcing him to look at me: "Yanagawa Nan, you have a weak heart." ”

"I didn't." He was quick to deny it, adding, "I don't know what you're talking about." ”

I was a little hairy in my heart at the time, this morning when Wu Yongkang came to bring me breakfast, he saw it, but he should have deliberately avoided it at the time, and then he didn't get angry at me, questioning me or something, I thought he didn't want to delay my time at work, and waited for the evening to come back and settle accounts with me after the autumn.

Later, Wu Yongkang was beaten for no reason, although he said that it was the hand of a fool at the gate of the community, but a fool may also be manipulated.

Now looking at Liu Chuannan's abnormal appearance, I understand a little: "Wu Yongkang is what you beat?" ”

"No, I didn't even meet him, how could it be that I beat him?" He said stiffly, "Besides, if I hit him, he wouldn't be able to recognize me?" ”

I struggled to get up from his arms, took two steps back, and glared at him: "Liu Chuannan, you tell me the truth, people, did you hit him?" ”

He saw that I was angry, he didn't deny it or speak, he acquiesced to the facts, I was angry and funny, what kind of strange people were around me?

"Yanagawa Minami, are you naïve or not? Isn't that cool? ”

"I'm just punishing me slightly, who made him go around my woman like a fly all day long?" Liu Chuannan finally admitted, "I didn't kill again, a manly husband, I was so delicate and went to the hospital after a few punches, do you want this kind of man too?" ”

"Phew!" I spat at him, "Yanagawa Minami, you're just ...... I really don't know what to say about you. ”

"Then don't talk about it." He reached out and dragged me over and put his arms around my waist, "You are living with him so secretly, I am not angry, what are you angry about?" ”

It's also a strong argument.

I pulled his hand, but he hugged it so tightly that I couldn't pull it away at all, I said angrily: "Liu Chuannan, you know the purpose of my coming to Xiangxi, except for the Wu family, I don't have any backers, don't mess up my affairs, I won't spare you when the time comes." ”

"Who says you don't have a backer? Am I not your biggest and most solid backer? He said aggrievedly.

"You? You don't live here with me, how can you be my backer? I asked him rhetorically.

He was silent for a moment, looking me in the eye, and every time the subject was mentioned, he didn't let go, and I didn't have much hope that he would stay.

I sighed and asked him, "So when are you going to go back this time?" ”

"I ......" he wanted to stop talking, I smiled bitterly, "Then you can leave after dinner, my heart is not here, I won't keep you, I still have to go to work early tomorrow morning, I have to go to bed early and get up early, I won't have time to send you tomorrow." ”

Liu Chuannan didn't expect me to talk like this, so he looked at me incredulously and asked, "Are you driving me away?" ”

"What do you think?" I clasped my hands to my chest and watched him for a long time.

"Bai Xiaocha, you have changed." His face became ugly, "With the Wu family to rely on, your wings are stiff, and you dare to argue with me, don't you?" ”

"It's like I didn't dare to talk to you before." I also learned his yin and yang strange qi.

He rubbed his hand on my waist, and his heart was heavy, in fact, before I came back, I wanted to tell him about the person who seemed to be the black white back I saw in the hospital today, but now I suddenly didn't want to talk about it.

"It's really difficult to look up to people's snorts, if it's in Changbai Mountain, you don't need to ...... at all" He was aggrieved for a while, and suddenly said this.

"No one has to force you to do anything, it's just that you're pushing yourself too hard."

Liu Chuannan wants to take revenge, he contributes by himself, he doesn't count on anyone, the so-called Yangren snort, it is nothing more than the recent period, because I have to rely on the Wu family, I am a little close to Wu Yongkang.

Liu Chuannan doesn't want me to get too close to Wu Yongkang, or all other men, in fact, in my eyes, Wu Yongkang is just my second brother, and he really has no other special relationship, I don't understand what he is struggling with.

Now that it has come to this point, it is impossible for me to break with the Wu family, if Liu Chuannan really doesn't want to have anything to do with the Wu family, then he will do his business, just don't get involved with my business, I won't force him.

"Xiaocha, if I can let go of my hatred, you ...... Is it also possible to give up the mess of the Five Poisons Sect? He looked at me earnestly and said, "We don't get involved in these grievances and hatreds, life is short, let's find a deep mountain and old forest to live in seclusion, cultivate hard, and live our own little life, are you willing?" ”

I shrugged my shoulders and smiled lightly, "Then we might be together for another ten months." ”

Liu Chuannan's hand tightened suddenly, pinching my back hurt, I still looked at him like that: "Liu Chuannan, I don't want to break your heart, but I still have to tell you, I don't want to." ”

"If the two of us can stay together for a lifetime, after solving some necessary things, I can abandon the Five Poisons Sect, the ends of the world, I am willing to accompany you through every minute and every second, but ten months, Liu Chuannan, is too short, so short that I don't think I should start a relationship that is destined to be a tragedy, I have to do something within my power, so that after ten months, I won't leave full of regrets."

"Everyone has something they want to hold on to, maintain, Minami Yanagawa and I hope you can understand me."

As I spoke, I reached out and grabbed his hands, and forcefully broke his hands away from my waist, at first he couldn't break at all, and then he slowly let go of his hands, and I held his two hands, interlocked them, and then slowly brought them to his chest, and let go.

Before my hand could be retracted, he suddenly grabbed my hand and held it tightly.

"You let go." He said, "Bai Xiaocha, you actually let go of my hand, what have you experienced in the past few days that caused you to become so fast?" ”

He sensitively captured the change in my mood, and I didn't even feel it myself, until he questioned me like this, and I suddenly realized that the decision I made may have been really affected by what Wu Qiaoyun said to me before.

I subconsciously didn't want to tie up Yanagawa Nan anymore, because I felt that we might only have to go here, he couldn't give me a stable life, or even a normal marriage and family life, and I didn't live in this world for marriage and family.

Even, I don't think people like me deserve to have a marriage or family, because of the reason I carry Gu, I can't harm the people around me and the next generation.

Wu Qiaoyun is still very right in what he said, Liu Chuannan and I, whether it was the initial encounter, or our respective personal grievances, as well as our respective family backgrounds and resistance from his family, are very serious problems, but the two of us automatically chose to ignore them.

Once someone brings these questions up and puts them in front of us, the relationship between the two of us becomes a dead knot, and to untie this dead knot, we have to put in an effort that we may not even be able to predict ourselves.

It's so hard, and I'm tired.

"Liu Chuannan, let's be apart for a while, calm down, think about what we want most, maybe at that time, we will be able to make a break between us freely." I plucked up my courage and said.

"Broken?" He sneered, "Are you going to break up with me?" ”

"What I say is a result." I explained, "Maybe it's separation, maybe it's being together, we need to face up to this relationship and face up to our own lives." ”

"No, it's to face up to my life, Yanagawa Minami, you can live for a long, long time, but I'm different, I may be gone for three years, a year, or even ten months, my life is too short and too short, we are together, when I'm gone, how should you live? You have to think about it, how much does having me and not having me affect your long snake life? ”

"We should seize the new life, instead of being shackled at a certain point and not being able to get out, Liu Chuannan, I am Bai Xiaocha, not the reincarnation of Qingxuan, even if it is the reincarnation of Qingxuan, I am also a new self, it has nothing to do with her, you go back and think about it, if Qingxuan suddenly appears in front of you now, will you choose her, or choose me?"

With that, I went back to my bedroom, closed the door, and waited for him to leave.

Sitting at the head of the bed, my eyes were worried, after saying these words, I suddenly felt very relaxed, not as sad as I imagined, maybe because in my consciousness, I made a right decision, so I was so calm, right?

I sat there and thought about it for a long time, in fact, I didn't know what I was thinking, at first I looked out the window, very calm, gradually, began to prick up my ears, wanted to listen to the movement outside, but I didn't hear anything, the mood slowly fell, the sunset sank inch by inch, the night hit the windowsill, my whole person was like a frosted eggplant, completely wilted.

The whole person fell on the bed at once, covered his face and cried, I didn't want to cry, but I couldn't hold back after all.

It's been so long, and there's been no movement outside, and Yanagawa Minami must have left.

I broke his heart, didn't I?

The chances of turning back are very small, so let's ...... Finished?

But it was my own choice, and I had already anticipated this 50% possibility from the beginning.

The more I cry, the more sad I feel, the more sad I cry, anyway, I'm alone in the house, no matter how loud I cry, no one cares about me, I just want to vent well.

Crying and crying, I was angry and resentful in my heart, and I felt that Yanagawa Nan was really not a thing, and he couldn't stand the test, and I didn't find fault with the problem between us, so he pretended to be with me as if nothing happened, and as soon as the problem came out, he retreated.

He said that he would go hand in hand together, why was he always obsessed with his hatred, but he didn't come to help me at all? He clearly didn't really put my business on the same level as his business, in fact, he cared more about himself.

Well, that's it, he's not worthy of my love for him!

I felt like I had walked into a dead end, obviously I had a problem, but I had to impose all the blame on Yanagawa Minami, and when he left, all the fault was on him.

Only the worse I think of him, the less responsible I can convince myself not to think about him anymore, and I try to use this conscious smear to convince myself not to regret it.

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