Some people say that loss is the only way to see one's heart, and this is so true.

No matter how much I smear Liu Chuannan in my heart, I can't suppress that I miss him, if we are both normal ordinary people, and he can spoil me and protect me so much, I will definitely not marry him for the rest of my life.

It's a pity, why can't we let go of so many bonds?

"Stinky Yanagi Chuannan, bad Yanagi Chuannan, what do you say for a lifetime, go hand in hand, it's all fake, there is no me in my heart at all, I don't know anything else except revenge and revenge......"

I cried and muttered, pounding the pillow with one hand, mistaking it for Yanagawa Minami, wishing I could punch a hole.

"You want to drive me away again, and you cry like this again, what do you want me to do to be satisfied?" Yanagawa Minami's voice sounded coldly above my head, startling me.

I looked up with tears on my face, and saw him frowning and standing on the edge of the bed looking at me, I didn't understand what kind of mentality I was at that time, I wanted to laugh a little, but I wanted to put on a straight face to take Joe, but this time I choked, a snot bubble came out of my nostrils.

That scene, I was so embarrassed that I really wanted to hit my head to death.

Yanagawa turned around and pulled a tissue, holding the back of my head with one hand and putting the tissue over my nose with the other to help me twist my nose.

I reached out and took the paper myself, turned my face away to wipe it clean, and lowered my head like an ostrich, not daring to look back at Yanagawa Minami.

He just stood behind me, not talking, not leaving, I could feel his breath.

He's there, my heart slowly settled down again, women are really a very contradictory creature, what they think in their hearts, sometimes it's difficult for me to control.

That's what I do, I want to be rational, but many times when I am emotional, I will rush all reason to the back of my mind, regardless of it, and in the end it is tangled and tangled.

After a while, Yanagawa Nan sighed, hugged me from behind, rested his chin on my right shoulder, and sprayed the warm breath on my earlobe, making my skin feel hot.

"Xiaocha, what do you want me to do?" He said, "You know I'm not going to leave you, so why are you forcing me?" ”

"If I knew that I touched you and would put you in such a dangerous situation, I would never be so impulsive."

"You have been complaining about me, saying that I only care about my deep hatred, I don't care about you, I can't always be by your side when you have an accident, but you don't know why I want revenge so much, I'm for us to be able to last a long time."

He said, twisted my body hard, and held me in his arms: "I am the youngest child in the family, my mother died soon after giving birth to me, my father is very sorry for me, and because I am a heavy pupil, before the age of four hundred, I almost never came out of the snake compound, but I grow bigger and bigger, after all, I need to go outside to experience to really grow up, that day I just walked at the foot of Changbai Mountain, and I was taken captive, all the way to southern Yunnan, I struggled, escaped, but every time they were brutally caught back, They want to refine me into a Gu. ”

"My double pupils are rare in the world, and they are the best Gu species in legends, and it is precisely because of this that I was exiled to southern Yunnan, although it has been so long, do you think the other party will give up?"

"No, unless the person who kidnapped me disappears from now, he will always stare at me, Daojiazhai has wanted to take away the white snake skin I shed several times, just because the white snake skin helps refine my Gu seed, so Xiao Cha, if you don't solve this guy, do you think we can be together safely?"

"I'm also fighting for our future, because I know too well what it's like to lose, I don't want to lose you, so I have to solve all the troubles, but I didn't expect you to push me away because of this, Xiaocha, is your heart really so ruthless?"

He said word by word, I listened to it in my ears, it hurt in my heart, I really didn't know his mind, I always felt that he was too obsessed, but I didn't understand that he did it for our future.

I didn't know how to answer him, I just buried my head in his chest and sobbed, he hugged me and sighed: "The other party is too cunning, the person who kidnapped me back then, I didn't even see his appearance, I only felt a black gas enveloping me, so stuffy that I couldn't breathe, I even suspected that the other party was not human, more like he came from hell, like a devil, I can't deal with him with my own ability, so when you want to have a relationship with the Wu family, I hesitate again and again, or choose to support you, because I think, If one day I want to go head-to-head with that guy, I can't even burden you, the Wu family is indeed a good backer. ”

"But I didn't expect to kill a Wu Yongkang halfway, his attitude towards you is really unusual, besides, he is the descendant of the centipede Gu, and he is in the same vein as you, such a similar background, the Wu family will be very favorable, they may want to match you together, after all, you may collide with different sparks, these are all things I didn't expect before."

"So, when I faced Wu Yongkang, especially when I saw him so close to you, I couldn't help but be afraid, I was afraid that you would be robbed, Xiaocha, if I finally win everyone but lose you, then what's the point of me working so hard?"

"No, I won't run away with others, and you believe me, I really just treat Wu Yongkang as a brother, there won't be anything overstepping, you have to believe me." My heart shook and I quickly reassured.

"I never doubted you, but I don't believe in Wu Yongkang, nor do I believe in the entire Wu family." Liu Chuannan raised my face and said solemnly, "Xiaocha, the Wu family is a very large and complex family, not simpler than our snake clan, they treat people modestly, handle things smoothly, and are very popular, but the more such a family, the more they will consider the problem from the overall situation, they look at people and things more broadly than ordinary people, in their eyes, the love of children is the most insignificant in front of the interests of the big family." ”

"There is a saying that you must have heard, 'sacrifice the small self and fulfill the big self', this is their concept of doing things, so the choices they will make must be different from you and me, I am afraid that I will put you in the end in the end, so in my heart, it is just to temporarily foster you in the Wu family to ensure your safety, and when I solve my own affairs as soon as possible, I will fish you out, and then stay for the rest of my life, and no one will threaten us anymore."

"You can't do it, Yanagawa Minami, I may not be able to wait."

I took another tissue, wiped away my tears, paused, calmed down and said, "You can't repay this revenge by yourself, Wu Qiaoyun analyzed it with me before, she said that the enemy of the Daojiazhai you are facing, for so many years, even the Wu family can't figure it out, their idea is that the person who kidnapped you back then should be more frightening than the origin of the Five Poisons Sect." ”

"Did she really say that?" Yanagawa asked.

I immediately nodded: "She analyzed it very comprehensively, not like she was scolding me." ”

Liu Chuannan nodded, took a long breath, his eyes drifted out of the window, it seemed that a breath of depression that had been hanging in his throat for many years suddenly dispersed, and after a while, he smiled self-deprecatingly: "Actually, I already know this in my heart, but I can't accept it, it seems that it is time for me to change my plan." ”

As he spoke, he turned to me and said, "Don't go, this time I'll stay with you, and I'm not going anywhere, are you happy?" ”

"Really not leaving?" When I heard him say this, I wasn't as happy as I thought, "Don't compromise temporarily because I make trouble, I don't want you to regret it later." ”

"How can you regret it?" Liu Chuannan said with a smile, "You said it, I can't toss any results over there in Daojiazhai, so why should I toss again?" A gentleman takes revenge, ten years is not too late, let me do nothing, I am willing to accompany you for ten years. ”

The corners of my mouth hooked, I lowered my head, reached out and pushed him on the chest, pretending not to care: "Who wants you to accompany me for ten years, it's annoying." ”

"It's really hard to serve a little one who has no conscience." He didn't have a good breath and said, "I'm not a person inside and out now, it's not good to go, and if I don't go, I will be disgusted by you, why do you say it's so difficult to be a man?" ”

I couldn't help but finally laughed, reached out and hugged his waist, the whole person nestled in his arms, he hugged me, and gently touched my hair: "What I'm most worried about now is what the Wu family will think if I stay." ”

"Will the Wu family really not help me because of your relationship with me?" In fact, I was faintly worried in my heart, after all, Wu Qiaoyun personally talked to me about the problem between me and Liu Chuannan, she was not optimistic about us, and her opinion was enough to represent the attitude of the entire Wu family, "But before, the female head of the fox clan, the eldest lady of the Wu family, she supported the two of us together, her prestige in the Wu family is very high, maybe with her, the Wu family will not do too much, after all, you have a good relationship with the fox clan, isn't it?" ”

"Peng Peng must support us, except for the fox clan and my friendship, she herself and Hu Qichen are combined, and they have experienced a lot of difficulties, but I said, the mountain is high and the emperor is far away, after all, they are based in Changbai Mountain, the overall situation here is controlled, or Wu Jinyan and his wife are manipulating, under the calm waves, no one has words, but once the crisis breaks out, do you say, are they protecting a piece of Taining in Miaojiang, or protecting this relationship between us?" Yanagawa asked me rhetorically.

The answer is self-explanatory.

The two of them were silent for a while, the room was completely dark, and the surrounding was silent, only the sound of our breathing could be heard.

Liu Chuannan stretched out his hand to turn on the lamp, and then asked me, "Xiaocha, have you ever thought about finding your clan?" ”

"Huh?" I looked up at him in confusion, "What clan?" ”

"The Bai Family Snake Gu Clan." Liu Chuannan looked at me solemnly, "I didn't want you to pull up a lot of power before, I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to withstand it, but now, I am destined to face the situation in the entire Miao Jiang with you, then we have to plan for our own future, me and you, we will revive the Bai Family Snake Gu Clan, so that no one will be able to separate us in the future." ”

With our own power and backing, others will not be able to control us, which is indeed a good idea.

"However, isn't the Bai Family's Snake Gu clan already in decline?" The entire Five Poisons Sect has fallen, there are no eggs under the nest, and the Bai Family Snake Gu clan has long ceased to exist.

"I told you more than once, the snake clan is generally divided into two branches, the one in Changbai Mountain is in the north, and the one in the Bai family snake Gu is in the south, that is to say, as long as there are snakes and snake Gu in Miao Jiang, then the Bai family snake Gu clan still exists, just like the black old three." Yanagawa Minami analyzed.

"You mean, apart from me, the snake Gu descendant, the Bai family's snake Gu clan still has a group of people dormant somewhere in Miao Jiang, right?" I couldn't believe it, but I was looking forward to it.

Liu Chuannan nodded: "There must be, but the forces are divided into sizes, and it is difficult to say whether it is good or bad now." ”

In this way, it is really difficult to re-pull the team of the Bai Family Snake Gu Clan, but this is our only hope.

I reached out to hold Yanagawa Nan's hand and shook my head: "No, Yanagawa Nan, I may not be able to make too long-term plans, I can only take care of the rights and wrongs in front of me." ”

"Don't be so pessimistic, Xiao Cha, I will find a way to remove the Golden Silkworm Gu genetic factors in your body, and I won't let you leave me." He assured.

I was noncommittal, thought about it, and said, "Yanagawa Nan, I seem to have seen Mobai in the hospital today." ”

Liu Chuannan was shocked, and immediately said nervously: "You went head-to-head with him?" Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing before? ”

"No, don't get excited." I soothed his emotions and said, "I just saw a back, very similar to him." ”

"Our town hospital has a special Chinese medicine department, don't you know about this?" I asked him.

He shook his head: "What's the specialty?" ”

"For the time being, I don't know, but this characteristic Chinese medicine department is by no means ordinary, I heard Dr. Xu say that they are equivalent to witch doctors, and the person I saw who is suspected of being Mo Bai went to this characteristic Chinese medicine department, but I am not sure, he is coming to the hospital to do things, or to see a doctor, if it is just to see a doctor, it is fine, if it is to join here, then it may be troublesome." I analyzed.

"If you're here to join the company, it's mostly for you, it's really ghostly." Yanagawa Minami's face became solemn.

My heart is also heavy, before I came to Xiangxi, Liu Chuannan said, maybe I haven't moved yet, the black old Sancao Jiugu has moved, it's really a word.

However, the Wu family wants me to stand still, and everything passively listens to their dispatches, and when they can make progress on their side, it is not something I can control.

"Maybe he came to see a doctor, after all, he was not lightly attacked in Daojiazhai before." Liu Chuannan said with relief, "I came to Xiangxi, don't tell the Wu family for the time being, it is a while to be able to hide it, I recently visited Xiangxi, maybe I can find another breakthrough, let's try to rely on ourselves." ”

I still can't believe it: "Can you really put down the Daojiazhai side and accompany me in Xiangxi?" ”

"What's not to do?" He looked at me distressedly and blamed himself, "It's all because I was too persistent before, ignored your feelings, and made you so troubled, in the future, with me, I will protect you." ”

I was moved in my heart, lowered my head and thought about it again, and then began to take Qiao: "However, if you want to stay, we have to make three chapters of the law." ”

Liu Chuannan furrowed his brows, looked at me in disbelief, and said angrily: "Bai Xiaocha, you are really ...... Climb up the pole and get inch by inch! ”

"I don't care, anyway, if you stay, you'll have to do as I say." I insisted on my position, whether he agreed or not, and began to ask for myself, "First of all, the first point, after you stay, you are not allowed to eat vinegar again, I can swear that I will not have improper feelings with any man, I only love you." ”

"I accept that." He said busily.

"The second point, you are not allowed to beat Wu Yongkang again, he is my second brother after all, and you will be his rightful uncle in the future, how will you face him?"

Yanagawa Minami didn't speak, and his face was very stinky.

"The third point, Xiangxi is no better than southern Yunnan, the hidden dragon and the crouching tiger, the old nest of Hei Laosan and Cao Jiugu are all stationed in this area, the Ji family's hometown is not far from Phoenix Town, they are the head snakes, you are not allowed to be impulsive in what you do, your own safety is the first place, and other things are put behind."

"The fourth point, well, I can add it as soon as I think of it."

I didn't think too far myself, so I stabilized Yanagawa Minami first.

Liu Chuannan didn't speak, I held his slightly scummy chin with both hands and stared at him directly: "Do you agree?" If you don't agree, you won't be allowed to go to my bed and go to the guest room to sleep. ”

Liu Chuannan's knife beckoned straight to me: "Bai Xiaocha, I can see through it, you are a conscienceless person, and your elbow will always turn outward." ”

"Because I know that you feel sorry for me the most, I can be with you, but not with others." I softened and tried my best to say, and he relented, "Okay, listen to you, who made me love you so much." ”

He said and patted my buttocks: "Get up, aren't you hungry after so long?" You go wash and I'll cook for you. ”

I couldn't help but take a sip on his cheek: "Yanagawa Minami, you are so nice." ”

He reached out and scraped my nose, let go of me and went to the kitchen, I sat on the bed, looking at his strong back, and my heart was full of mixed feelings.

After a long time, I wanted to let go of each other, and from then on, I cut each other off, each went its own way, and no one affected anyone, but in the end, I found that I loved this person so much that I couldn't let go of my hand, and the future was confused, hey!

……

During the meal, Liu Chuannan instructed me: "I'll rush back to southern Yunnan tonight, explain to my people to stare at the movement over there, and bring the daily necessities over there by the way, if it's fast, I'll rush back the day after tomorrow, you must be cautious here in the past two days, don't meet Mo Bai, don't explore by yourself, everything will wait for me to move over, understand?" ”

I nodded: "Don't worry, I'm fine, after all, this is the territory of the Wu family, and there is no big deal." ”

As I spoke, I raised the tail ring in my hand: "Zuo, but there is still this tail ring to help me, you can rest assured." ”

……

That night, Yanagawa Minami watched me go to bed and lay down, and he left, and before leaving, he wanted to make an enchantment around our house, and I stopped him.

One is to make an enchantment, and the Wu family will immediately find out about his move over, which can be concealed for a day, and the other one, if I move over, the Wu family must have taken precautions in the community, so I don't have to worry too much about the security here.

After Yanagawa Nan left, I didn't fall asleep immediately, fiddling with my phone, and suddenly I wanted to call Ji Beibei.

But we have already broken up, and at the last meal, Ji Beibei's attitude was very firm, and she walked very freely, she had completely defected to Mo Bai and ended our girlfriend relationship.

But when I saw the person who was suspected of Mo Bai appearing in our hospital, I subconsciously worried about Ji Beibei, Mo Bai stayed in Miaojiang or even in Xiangxi, what about Ji Beibei?

Ji Beibei's hometown is in Xiangxi, but after her mother died, she was taken to live in southern Yunnan by her biological father.

Then she stayed in southern Yunnan alone and didn't stay with Mo Bai? Or will Mobai go back to medical school? If you go back, for what?

Mo Bai is different from Ji Beibei, his study is fake, and he appears in a certain place, all of them are purposeful, so I even began to worry about Ji Beibei.

After hesitating for a long time, I finally gave up, the way is different, even if the inner fetters are deep, we can't go together, not to mention that we have to stand on the opposite side after all, contact or non-contact, care or not, can't change this fact.

Throw your phone on the bedside table, pull up the quilt and cover yourself, don't want to think, don't want to worry, take one step at a time.

I lay in the bed for a while, just when I was drowsy, the phone suddenly rang, I turned over and sat up, frowned and took the phone, thinking that who else would call me at this time?

It is estimated that most of them are harassing calls.

But when I took it over, it turned out to be Xu Youqing's call, and my heart suddenly rose to my throat, so I quickly picked it up, and called me in the middle of the night, it must be that something happened in the hospital and asked me to go over to help.

"Hey, Dr. Xu?" After I connected it, there was no sound from there, so I took the initiative to speak.

I still didn't speak, but I could hear the sound of breathing, and I wondered in my heart and asked again, "Dr. Xu, do you have something to do with me?" ”

As I spoke, I had already gotten up, holding the phone in one hand and looking for clothes with the other, ready to change into and go to the hospital.

I didn't speak for a long time, and I didn't dare to hang up, and it took a while for Xu Youqing's voice to come, a little hoarse, and he sounded very tired: "That female patient, it's gone." ”

"Huh?" I was shocked, I didn't expect her to tell me this, after all, the female patient had been transferred to the characteristic Chinese medicine department, even if it was gone, Xu Youqing didn't need to make this call to tell me, although this matter was really sad.

"The thirteenth." Xu Youqing said this again coldly.

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