Yin Xuhua and the others did not do anything to Xu Youqing, obviously because Xu Youqing still has use value.

The Xu family is all dead, which may also represent the decline of the corpse sewing family, Xu Youqing is likely to be the only existing corpse sewer, and some of her skills are needed by the other party.

What is needed?

It must have something to do with the persecuted female patients, to be exact, with the tumors in their uterus wrapped in Gu worms.

If you continue to think about it, it seems that some things can be explained clearly.

In the entire area of Miaojiang, there are currently 14 such cases, 13 have died, and one is still in the ICU of our hospital.

Yin Xuhua's medical skills, at least in Xiangxi, are very prestigious, so the kind of cases he came into contact with could never be just these two cases that occurred in the town hospital, and after so many surgeries, he was still so determined to cut the tumor in the uterus of a female patient every time, why?

It's to get that tumor completely!

But so far, he has not succeeded, and Xu Youqing, as the descendant of the corpse sewing clan, she may be able to do it, but Yin Xuhua knows that Xu Youqing is not a person from the same way as him, so he would rather try it again and again.

But he is also afraid that he will not be able to do a good job in the end, so he has to keep Xu Youqing as a person, once he achieves his long-cherished wish, then Xu Youqing's use value will be gone, and at that time, it may be the most difficult time for Xu Youqing.

I looked at Xu Youqing, the pain in her heart was no less than mine, she was close to me and sympathized with me, just because our situation was so similar.

"You...... Have you ever thought about cutting that tumor with your own hands? "I asked this question almost subconsciously, but after asking it, I realized that I was really a little idealistic.

When I ask this, it is just a literal question, but in Xu Youqing's ears, a series of questions will arise.

Such as: How to carry out this operation without Yin Xuhua?

In doing so, is this female patient completely treated as a guinea pig?

If it doesn't function, and the female patient is eaten by Gu worms, can we withstand such consequences?

……

And so on, each of these problems, for us, may evolve into a catastrophe, if I were Xu Youqing, I may not choose to take this risk at all.

Xu Youqing also looked at me incredulously, and I hurriedly waved my hand: "That, I didn't speak through my brain, don't listen to me, this road is not feasible, let's think of other ways." ”

"What do you think of and why do you ask this question?" Xu Youqing asked.

"Nothing." I really regretted it, and I wanted to expose this topic all the time, "Anyway, I just think that you had better think about your own way out, if you are tied to Yin Xuhua's side like this, you will have to suffer sooner or later." ”

"What if I'm willing to try to cut off the patient's tumor?" Xu Youqing said, "When this female patient first found me, she had an open and honest discussion with me, she said that she knew that she couldn't live, and she was willing to sacrifice her life for me to break through this problem, so there was no moral and ethical dispute, I couldn't make up my mind, after all, how long will such a case appear, whether the next one will be in our hospital, whether I can get in touch with it, this is a matter of probability, so if I want to start, I must be foolproof." ”

I hesitated, the current situation does not allow us to be submissive and stop at all, since the female patient had already instructed Xu Youqing in advance, then, if she is destined to die on the operating table, then she would definitely prefer to have surgery on Xu Youqing rather than Yin Xuhua.

Therefore, I thought about my thoughts and told Xu Youqing, Xu Youqing was stunned: "The risk is too great, as long as we do it, then the consequence is that we must find a cover immediately after the operation and help us evacuate, otherwise, we will definitely die in the hands of Yin Xuhua." ”

"Yes, the risk is too great, so I don't dare to tell you, for fear that you will be impulsive, and this matter will have to be thought out slowly." I said with a frown.

Both of them had thoughts, and after a long silence, I stood up and said that I was going back to the dormitory, it was getting dark, and I had to go to work tomorrow.

Xu Youqing didn't keep me, and after I got out of the hospital, I went straight to the dormitory.

There were so many things that happened that day, I couldn't digest them at all, and after lying on the bed, I slowly recalled, Ji Beibei, Mo Bai, Qing Xuan, Xu Youqing, these people are like a net surrounding me, binding me to tie my hands and feet, I have to find a breakthrough to break this deadlock.

Now my biggest shackle, in fact, is still, the enemy is dark and I am clear, I know that my opponent is the black third force, but so far, I can't even figure out where the black third is, so I want to find a breakthrough, the black third is definitely the best choice.

If...... If I am with Mo Bai, how will things go next?

The thought slammed into my head and scared me so much that I covered my forehead and thought I must be crazy to think so.

But after this wave of shock, when I calmed down, I realized that it seemed like I had to do it.

If I'm with Mobai, how many benefits are there?

Ji Beibei will be dead to Mo Bai, even if she leaves the child, at least she will not fall deeper and deeper and be completely destroyed by Mo Bai.

Liu Chuannan will follow Qingxuan wholeheartedly and stop bothering me.

With Mo Bai getting along with each other, I can observe the switch between his and his brother's personalities up close, and maybe I can help my brother.

The most important thing is that after I am with Mo Bai, he has to take me to meet my parents, right? Maybe I'll be able to face the black third soon.

……

There are so many benefits, and I am eager to try them.

Then I thought of the Wu family, if I really did this, it would be on the opposite side of the Wu family, and they would be disappointed in me, right? Even if this is a good idea, it is a stain on their decent lintels.

But I can't wait, we have had too many failures before, and the black third has pressed us too tightly, and if this goes on like this, I'm afraid we will really be crushed to death by them.

Tangled and tangled, and eventually, I made up my mind.

There must be someone to pierce this layer of window paper, they used to tell me that I have a heavy burden on my shoulders, which is related to the Five Poisons Sect, the entire Miao Jiang Gu Clan, and even the peace of the Yin and Yang worlds, but now it is different.

Qingxuan appeared, she will pick up these burdens, and I am just a pawn on the chessboard, I don't rush, am I still waiting for Qingxuan to rush?

Yes, that's how it is.

Take 10,000 steps back, don't talk about the Gu clan, don't talk about the Five Poisons Sect, for me personally, I have to at least save my brother, even if I lose the whole world, I can't lose my brother, as long as he still has the desire to live.

Without him, I wouldn't have lived so much, he gave me a second life, so, fight for my little life, I should also pay him back, shouldn't I?

……

I went to the hospital early the next morning, and waited for Xu Youqing to go to work at the nurse's station to assign me tasks.

Yesterday, because of the slap in public, it spread all over our gynecology, so when I came over this morning, the atmosphere was a little awkward.

In the past, there were a few little nurses who were quite familiar with me, and they all looked at me with an inexplicable emotion, it seems that I hit their hearts yesterday, which is to become a public enemy, and they are secretly estimated to gnash their teeth at me.

I can't figure it out, how can such a scumbag be liked by so many little girls?

Could it really be that cracked rotten eggs smell a little more?

Xu Youqing hasn't arrived yet, Mo Bai came first, changed into a white coat, looks like a dog, and if he has a conscience, he is indeed very handsome.

In these years, can Shuai hide the unbearableness of everything else?

The swelling on his cheek had disappeared, and he walked directly towards me, where I was sitting, and he was lying on the nurse's table, half-folded, close to me, pointing to his right cheek and saying, "After applying the medicine, you can still see the mark, you can really do it." ”

"You let Ji Beibei go, otherwise, I may not be able to suppress my anger from time to time in the future and want to whip you." I said in a low voice.

He chuckled: "Smoke, if you pull out the problem, you will be responsible for me, I am happy to be pumped by you." ”

I gritted my teeth, knowing that I couldn't say this kind of skinless and faceless guy, so I didn't talk to him: "Mo Bai, you are not a good person, if you are targeted, I will not end well, we should all go to hell, but Ji Beibei is innocent, you let her go." ”

"I never said what I wanted to do to her, Xiaocha, I have already expressed my position, as long as you follow me, I will completely break off with her." Mo Bai insisted, "You're right, the two of us are the ones who go all the way, even if we go to hell, we have to be together, as long as you nod." ”

"Mo Bai, are you the devil?" Although I had figured it out last night, and I was going to take this risk and break the deadlock with Mo Bai, I couldn't make it too obvious, besides, deep down, I was still a little repulsed.

"I'm everyone's devil, but for you, Xiaocha, I will definitely be your only protector." He said shamelessly, "Believe me, we are the most perfect fit, thousands of years ago, the black family was the shadow of the white family, the only mission is to protect the Bai family, thousands of years later, you and I meet, this is reincarnation, you have to believe in fate." ”

"I believe you're a ghost." I gave him a blank look, turned my back to him, and didn't speak to him.

He didn't stalk either, but from noon that day, everything began to change.

I don't know if he felt the looseness implied in my tone, so he took advantage of the situation, noon was not yet the rest time, he had already ordered me takeout, two o'clock in the afternoon, and dessert, afternoon tea, before getting off work, almost the entire department was spread, Mo Bai was pursuing Bai Xiaocha.

I was labeled by him in this way, although this is what I want to achieve, but it came too quickly, and it is actually difficult for me to accept being with such a person I hate so much.

Even if it's a fake.

I didn't eat any of the things he sent, I threw them all into the trash, and as soon as I got off work, I immediately rushed out, just trying to avoid him, but he was blocked in the elevator.

At that time, the elevator was full of little nurses who were about to get off work, and he trapped me inside, looking at me affectionately: "What I ordered is not to your liking? ”

"It's sick to my stomach when I look at it, Mo Bai, I'm not familiar with you, please don't do this kind of thing that makes me sick in the future." I didn't even look at him, and said viciously.

"If you don't like it, I'll change to something else, there will always be something you like." As he spoke, he reached out and touched my hair, which was already very intimate for me, and I subconsciously ducked to the side, and he chuckled, "I don't have the plague, why are you avoiding me like this?" ”

I didn't want to talk to him too much, but fortunately I held back in the corner and closed my eyes to recuperate, and waited for the elevator to reach the first floor. ”

"I can't eat it." I shook him off to leave, but he followed again, "I have a showdown with Ji Beibei." ”

I slammed my footing, and he was already standing in front of me, with a smile on his face: "I promised you that as long as I am with you, I will never pay attention to anyone else." ”

"What did you tell Ji Beibei? What are you going to do with the baby in her belly? "I really want to tear this face of his, this scumbag!

"I'll let her choose this by herself, you sisters are deep, Xiaocha, you don't care too much about the past, right?" He asked me.

I almost didn't spit out a mouthful of old blood: "Mo Bai, you will be punished." ”

I ran away, all the way, my will was shaken, even if I pretended, now I seem to have a hard time accepting Mo Bai, but if I don't go down, this devil doesn't know what else to do.

After returning to the dormitory, I kept staring at my phone, Mo Bai had a showdown with Ji Beibei, Ji Beibei must hate me to death now, I thought, she will definitely come to me to argue, or at least call me to scold me, but the phone is like a pool of stagnant water, she didn't contact me at all.

I felt a lot of headaches, and I don't know if I couldn't sleep well during this time, or if I was disturbed by these things, and it was so uncomfortable.

I couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning in bed, and I felt like I was going to get sick if it went on like this.

In the dead of night, when there were infinite grievances in my heart, I inexplicably began to miss Yanagawa Minami.

I've always pretended to be strong, and people think I'm dispensable to him, and even I've come to believe that I can leave him.

But he is deeply rooted in the deepest part of my heart, and from the moment I made the decision to talk to Mobai, I actually had a strong sense of guilt in my heart, and I felt sorry for Yanagawa Minami.

No, in fact, it's not that I feel sorry for him as a person, but I feel sorry for our relationship.

I really can't sleep, it's uncomfortable to lie in bed, my temples jump suddenly, my eyelids also jump, and the whole person is in a state of neurasthenia.

I couldn't help it, so I climbed out of bed, put on a coat, walked out to the balcony, opened the window a crack, let the cold wind in, blew the cold air, and calm down.

But when I took a long breath of relief in the wind and looked down, I saw a person standing on the concrete road directly opposite the balcony.

He stood there silently, looking up at me, apparently he had been standing there for a long time, like a hardened stone of a wife.

I was stunned for a moment when I saw him, then I closed the window with a hula, and walked back into my room.

The whole body tensed, rubbed his eyes, and thought to himself, am I dazzled?

Maybe I miss him too much, that's why I'm hallucinating, yes, it must be like this, or else his head is broken, and he will stand downstairs in the middle of the night and look at my room.

I rubbed my hair irritably, and after calming down a little, my heart began to turmoil again, and I asked myself vigorously, was I dazzled just now?

The more I thought about it, the more confused I became, and I thought that I should not look at it again, and I was sure that I was dazzled, so I turned around and went to the balcony.

But when I turned around, I saw that the person was standing on my balcony, only two or three meters away from me, I reached out to cover my face, and shook my head vigorously: "Hallucination, don't care, sleep, sleep, it's crazy." ”

"What do you say to yourself?" Yanagawa Minami's voice sounded coldly above my head, making me tremble, and he had already hugged me, "You want to see me, right?" ”

As soon as he asked, I suddenly calmed down and pushed him away: "What are you doing here?" ”

The tone was cold, but with a little trill.

"I don't worry about you." He said, "Xiaocha, we don't have to come this far, you wait for me." ”

"What are you waiting for?" I was tired of his rhetoric, and sneered at him, "Qingxuan has already come to me, and for you, she is even willing to serve me with a husband, Yanagawa Nan, your charm is really not small." ”

He frowned, sighed, and said, "You don't have to worry about her, just treat her as if she doesn't exist, okay?" ”

"Non-existent? You mean, if you don't touch, you can treat the other person as a dead person, right? I asked him harshly, "So what are you going to do for a week?" One, three, five, at my place, two, four, six, at her, and you rest on Sunday? ”

"I'm not going to touch her." Yanagawa Minami said.

I felt inexplicably funny, and after laughing a few times, I said to him: "I'm sorry Liu Chuannan, I have emphasized to you more than once before that we have broken up, and we will never have anything to do with it in the future, and I have to tell you a great joy, Mo Bai is chasing me, and he has lifted me to the sky, and I plan to be with him." ”

"Bai Xiaocha, are you crazy? Mo Bai, you know better than me in your heart, how can you be with this kind of person? No one wants to get their hands on you but me. As he spoke, he stepped forward and pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly.

His breathing became rapid because of the anger, and the cold breath scared me, but I still mustered up the courage to stare into his eyes and said, "You are already in the past tense, Yanagawa Minami, do you have a few lines in your heart?" ”

"Mo Bai chases you for a purpose, he will kill you, Xiaocha, you are sober, don't be blinded by people's sugar-coated shells, can you wait for me?" Again, he pleaded.

I shook my head: "Mo Bai is different now, Liu Chuannan, you know, my brother's Gu soul is in Mo Bai's body, and he has been working hard to replace Mo Bai during this time, and he has great hopes." ”

"And then?" Yanagawa looked at me with red eyes, anger rising.

"I was a childhood sweetheart with my brother, and I was originally going to marry him, if he really replaced Mo Bai, this relationship between the two of us can be regarded as a positive result, isn't it?" I said it word by word.

Yanagawa Nan laughed angrily and asked me, "Then what is this relationship between us?" ”

"It's just an affair, and now that you've found your true love, I'm back with my brother, isn't it the best of both worlds?" I reached out and patted his chest and said, "I will miss the months we spent together, overall, I am very happy, but it is still a little far from love, from staying together for a lifetime, it is not early, you go back, don't let Qingxuan worry." ”

I tried my best to hold back the sadness that welled up in my heart, and wanted to stagger him and climb into bed and break off with him.

But the next moment I was picked up by him with all my might, and I exclaimed, and then he pressed against the table, and before I could say a word, I was gagged by his lips, and I whimpered a few times, and the sound was all drowned out in each other's lips.

He seemed to be ruthless, and the strength in his hands was neither light nor heavy, which made me feel pain all over.

"Don't be with Mo Bai, I don't allow you to be with any other man, Bai Xiaocha, do you understand?" He attacked me as if he were punishing, and he taught me earnestly in my ear.

I gritted my teeth and said, "Yanagawa Minami, don't you think you're a little too much?" If I want to, believe it or not, let Mobai find someone to abolish you? ”

"Abolish me? Then you can give it a try. He said nonchalantly, "Without you, it doesn't make much difference whether I lose it or not." ”

"Aren't you thinking about it?" I asked him rhetorically, and now I really don't understand him.

"I've changed, tea." He whispered in my ear, without further saying or explaining anything, just saying these five words, and each word hit my heart hard.

He said he had changed, but how? Is it the kind of change I understand?

The tip of my nose began to be pantothenic, I didn't want to think about it too much, my legs were as soft as noodles, I don't know how the relationship between me and Yanagawa Minami developed into this somewhat deformed state, but what he said made me soften instantly.

……

I don't know how long it took, but it wasn't until he carried me back to bed, leaned against me and hugged me, that I slowly came back to my senses.

At that time, I was suddenly a little unwilling, why should I give up Liu Chuannan to Qingxuan? If Yanagawa Minami loves me more now, then why should I hold back?

As soon as this idea appeared in my mind, I immediately strangled it in the cradle, and I can't shake it, Bai Xiaocha, you can't be blindfolded by these illusions, you have to be firm.

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