Chapter 85: I Live Only For Her

The night was quiet.

The sound of Yanagawa Minami's breathing echoed clearly in my ears, the passion retreated, the afterglow was still there, and the two of them didn't speak for a while.

I turned a thousand times in my heart, I wanted to push him away, but I was unwilling, besides, my heart was ready to go deep into the tiger's den, if I gave up Mobai and waited for Liu Chuannan, I would still stop.

"If you don't leave, Qingxuan will come to the door." I finally whispered, with my eyes closed and my face facing the wall, not looking back at his expression.

He didn't move, one hand on my waist, breathing evenly, as if he were asleep.

I waited for a while, and then I couldn't help but turn to look at him to see if he was really asleep, but when I turned around, I saw that his bright eyes were wide open, and he was looking at me like that.

I was startled, quickly turned my head again, and said angrily: "Why don't you talk back if you haven't slept?" ”

"I'm afraid I'll make you angry if I say the wrong thing." He tightened his hands and leaned my body into his arms, "I'm very afraid of you being angry now, afraid that you will think too much, because you and I have become gains and losses." ”

"You don't have to." When he said this, his heart trembled.

"I'm ...... with Qing Silk," he pondered and said, "Xiao Cha, Qing Silk saved my life, I was abducted to Miao Jiang in Changbai Mountain, at that time this piece was not called Miao Jiang, but a small country advocating witchcraft, Qing Silk's father is the national teacher of this small country, proficient in witchcraft techniques, and the people who kidnapped me wanted to refine me into a superb Gu seed, dedicated to the lord of the country, overstepping my authority, I was tortured miserably during the days of imprisonment, I fled again and again, was arrested again and again, and I almost lost the desire to live after being tortured, Until I met Qingxuan. ”

"She took me in and helped me heal under great pressure, during that time, we secretly fell in love, Xiaocha, you have to understand this feeling, at that time, I relied on her, I was grateful to her, and even felt that my life was hers, she also liked me, we spent a sweet time together."

Hearing this, I didn't get angry at all, this is all Yanagawa Nan's past, it happened 1,200 years ago, it is all something that has already been done in ancient times, I don't have any position to eat this flying vinegar, although my heart is a little sour.

"During that time, I asked Qingxuan, when my injuries healed, when the situation stabilized, I would take her back to Changbai Mountain, we lived together for the rest of our lives, and we would never be separated, she agreed."

"But the good times didn't last long, when I was preparing to return to Changbai Mountain, there was turmoil in the small country, Qin Tianjian watched the sky at night, and actually told the lord of the country that there was a dragon in the small country, and the dragon dragon tendon keel could consolidate the national fortune, and accurately pointed out where I was, at that time Qingxuan and I both thought that this was a conspiracy, a real conspiracy against the national teacher, against me, and behind this conspiracy, the hidden person may be the person who kidnapped me, the national teacher in order to keep his position, ordered Qingxuan to lead me to the trap, Catch me. ”

"She didn't, did she?" This story is very similar to the prefectural chronicle of the patriarch, except that the part recorded in the prefectural chronicle is mythical, but what Yanagawa Minami said is what really happened.

"Yes, she told me to leave, and she wanted to cover my departure overnight and tell me to go back to Changbai Mountain." Liu Chuannan recalled this, what kind of feeling in my heart, I don't know, but after all, it's sad, right?

He paused for a moment and continued, "I know that if I leave, Qingxuan, and even the entire family of the national teacher will not survive, and I will have to be charged with collaborating with the enemy and betraying the country, and I will never be able to turn over. ”

"So I chose not to go, I drugged Qingxuan's wine, and when she was unconscious, I went to find the national teacher, and when Qingxuan woke up, I had already been peeled and cramped."

I shuddered, and couldn't help but reach out and touch the injured part of his lower back, which was probably the place where the national teacher attacked him back then, right?

How much does that hurt?

"You must have loved Qingxuan miserably to make such a big sacrifice, otherwise, their life and death are just reincarnation, you should be able to see it clearly." I analyzed.

He shook his head, reached out and touched my head and said: "Xiaocha, you ignore that it was 1,200 years ago, when people's thoughts and love were not as important as they are now, and loyalty and filial piety are the most important thing, Qingxuan save me and help me, even if I don't have the slightest affection for her, out of loyalty, I have to repay her kindness." ”

"Of course, she is kind, gentle and lovely, and I am indeed moved." Liu Chuannan confessed, "In the past 1,200 years of being trapped under the Jiaolong Slope, I have been thinking about her all the time, recalling the moments we were together, and the sacrifices she had made for me, such feelings are rooted in my heart, so that I stubbornly told myself that Qingxuan is my life, life and life, and I only live for her." ”

"It should." Although I feel bitter when I hear him say this, I will not deny this feeling.

Because I can empathize.

Yanagawa Nanzhi is to Qingxuan, why not me to my brother?

My brother gave me a second life, and I could give up everything for my brother's sake.

"I thought I was going to die, but I didn't expect the national teacher to bury my bones in Jiaolongpo." Liu Chuannan continued, "According to legend, there was once a giant dragon buried under the Jiaolong Slope, and then turned into a dragon vein to protect the entire mountains, rivers and lakes. ”

"This national teacher is a good person." I sighed from the bottom of my heart.

Liu Chuannan nodded: "He attacked me, but also forced, after this incident, he may also be disappointed in the lord of the country, in the years after I was cramped and skinned, the national teacher disarmed and returned to the field, since then he has been hidden in the mountains and forests, no one knows where he goes, Qingxuan also followed, soon the small country collapsed, the vicissitudes of life, slowly evolved into the face of southern Yunnan today, and then, I woke up and met you. ”

"For more than 1,200 years, I subconsciously thought that Qingxuan had already escaped into reincarnation, life after life, so when I opened my eyes and saw you for the first time, I thought you were Qingxuan, and until now I think so, if it weren't for another Qingxuan appearing, Xiaocha, I can't tell the difference."

His voice was full of self-reproach: "Actually, on the other hand, it can be seen that I don't seem to be as ...... Qingxuan as I imagined."

"Liu Chuannan, go back to Qingxuan, we have only been together for a few months, and we have gathered less and left more, I am a novelty to you, it is just a certain idea in your heart, you and Qingxuan have been separated for so long, it is normal to be unfamiliar at the beginning, and when you get acquainted with her again, those feelings will slowly recover, and then you will regret that you came to me tonight."

I've decided that it's time to go down that path, and if I have less than ten months left to live, what am I doing with Minami Yanagawa tied up?

Even if I escaped this catastrophe, my life would only be a few dozen years, but Qing Xuan could accompany him for the rest of his life, to be honest, I was relieved to be here.

Qingfei is worthy of Yanagawa Minami.

"No, Xiaocha, I understand the truest feelings in my heart, maybe you will think that I am thinking differently, but I don't know how, goodbye Qingxuan, when I am with her, I will always be distracted, I will always think of her as you, I may be a Chen Shimei, I feel that I will never go back to the year with her."

When Yanagawa Nan said this, it was very painful, and I could feel his inner struggle, according to his own description, he was responsible to Qingxuan, and to me, it was true love.

With his words, it is enough.

I reached out to hold his chin, my hands were a little itchy, and I said to him solemnly: "I'll give you time, Yanagawa Nan, I'll give you enough time to complete the transformation of Qingxuan's feelings, whether it's family affection or strangers, I'll wait for you to come back." ”

As soon as he grabbed my hand, he said excitedly, "Are you really willing to wait for me?" ”

I nodded, "Yes, I'll wait." ”

"Little tea." He rubbed me into his arms hard, "I promise not to touch her, I won't do anything wrong, you wait for me, give me a little more time, I will deal with everything as soon as possible, and we will never be separated after that." ”

"Okay."

That night, I nestled in Yanagawa Minami's arms and never slept, I knew that I was cruel to him by doing this, but I couldn't help it, I had to stabilize him before I could do my own thing.

Yanagawa Nan left at four o'clock in the morning, and after he left, I also got up and washed, feeling uncomfortable in my heart, went to run in the park below, and shouted several times at the artificial lake in the park, and finally my mood was relieved.

Then I went back to take a shower, changed my clothes and went to work.

The white flowers were sent to me early in the morning, and then they helped me prepare three meals a day, in order to make me nod and agree to be with him, I really spared no effort, as if I was going to spoil me to the sky, it was simply the image of a twenty-four filial piety boyfriend.

But I knew in my heart that the more he did, the more it would show my usefulness, and he couldn't really love me, he wanted something in my blood, even my life.

I never let go, I had to hang him until the day I nodded yes, and he wouldn't doubt me.

After such a toss, a week passed, and during this time I lived an unusually stable life, as if all the crises that had been hidden in the shadows had been lifted all at once.

I understand that this is the calm before the storm.

And the person who broke this tranquility, I never thought it would be Xu Youqing.

Since I had an in-depth conversation with Xu Youqing that day, she has become very busy every day, so busy that she rarely has time to communicate with me again.

Before Mo Bai landed, she was also so busy, so I didn't think it was strange.

Until that day, she suddenly called me to the office, closed the door, and said to me excitedly: "Xiaocha, our opportunity has come." ”

"What chance?" I didn't know what she was referring to.

"Yin Xuhua went to the countryside to go to the clinic, this time I have to go for a week, I will do some tricks and feet in the ICU, and I will find an opportunity to send No. 14 to the operating room in these two days, I have to fight."

I opened my mouth wide in shock: "Are you sure you want to do this?" What if it fails? ”

"If you fail, just wait, wait for the appearance of the 15th, Xiaocha, sacrifice is inevitable in this process, but think about it, once we succeed, how many victims will we have to rescue? I think it's all worth it. "Xu Youqing's psychological quality is not comparable to me, she is very firm in everything she does, and in the face of big things, she is more rational than me.

After hesitating for a moment, I nodded, thinking at the time, if Xu Youqing succeeded, then the tangled relationship between me and Mo Bai would no longer have to be maintained, and then unite with the Wu family, wouldn't it kill two birds with one stone?

Xu Youqing and I both wanted to take this risk, so the two quickly reached an agreement, and the operation was arranged in full swing.

I didn't participate in what Xu Youqing said, but I can also think that the female patient has not woken up since the last operation, and lives on various drugs and instruments every day.

Yin Xuhua is not there, Xu Youqing is the most effective to speak, of course, the premise is that Mo Bai does not stand up to speak, so Xu Youqing asked me to stabilize Mo Bai these days, it is best to distract Mo Bai during the period before people are sent to the operating room.

The operation was scheduled in the middle of the night on the third day, because Xu Youqing was on duty that night, and Mo Bai was resting, and when there was a problem at night, there were not so many people intervening, which would save a lot of trouble.

Xu Youqing originally didn't plan to let me into the operating room, but I insisted, and she agreed, but before the operation, I had to wait in the obstetrics and gynecology department in case someone from Mobai suddenly appeared.

It turned out surprisingly well, and when people were pushed into the operating room, it was just ten o'clock in the evening, at this point, most people should be in bed, and when the patient was pushed in, I immediately ran to the operating room.

The operating room of the obstetrics and gynecology department was on the fifth floor, and when I rushed over, Xu Youqing was already anesthetizing the patient with his own hands.

In the huge operating room, there were just the two of us, and I walked over and said worriedly, "You...... Do you have anesthesia? If this thing is not professional, it is easy to get into trouble. ”

"I can do anything." Xu Youqing's hand moved, and he said nonchalantly, "Don't forget, I'm a corpse sewer, for medicine, many things are childlike skills for me, my father also opened a veterinarian shop back then, anesthetizing this thing, I started to contact it when I was ten years old." ”

Well, I asked a pretty idiotic question.

After anesthesia, the female patient lay on the operating table, quiet like a corpse, and we waited until the anesthesia effect was fully released, and Xu Youqing began to operate.

Since the last operation, the female patient's uterus has not been completely sewn up, so there is no need to make another cut, and soon I saw the harmful tumor.

This is not the first time I have faced this kind of tumor, I have also seen the 13th, but this one is larger than the 13th, round, blood-red, and transparent under the illumination of the shadowless lamp.

"Look at how thin she is, this thing has been in her body for more than 20 years, from a little lump of flesh to such a big size, how much nutrients she has to absorb in her body, it's really pitiful." Xu Youqing said distressedly.

"I'm more curious now, what criteria did they use when they chose the girls in the first place?" They're not as simple as carrying one, are they?

"I've studied this question." Xu Youqing knows much more than me, and knows about this matter earlier than me, so she should have more comprehensive information, "The information I have collected about the victimized women has found a common denominator, that is, the birthdates of these women are extremely yin, which should be the primary condition for them to choose people." ”

People who pay attention to Feng Shui are very sensitive to these.

I nodded and asked Xu Youqing, "Then where are you going to start next?" ”

"My plan is to lock the blood flow of her entire uterus first, the blood is not circulating in the uterus, so that those things will not be taken away, and then block the connection between the tumor and the whole uterus, and then cut off the tumor to clean up and disinfect the remaining roots...... In short, the tumor should be taken, but it is better for people to keep it. ”

This sounds easy, but it's even harder to actually make it, every step can go wrong, and if it does, it's a fatal thing.

But I thought about it, as long as I made a mistake, I would cut the blood and feed it to the female patient, no matter what, I could stabilize her and maintain her life, which was the purpose.

"Cut this tumor, very decisively, one knife down to finish, wait until the tumor is cut off, I have to be busy with the aftermath, I can't control the tumor, you take care of the tumor, I only take care of the patient." Xu Youqing explained.

I immediately nodded: "I understand." ”

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In fact, at that time, I regretted not telling the Wu family about this matter, if I did, at least I would send a reliable person to help us, such a risky operation, as long as the two of us were present, it was inevitable that we would be in a hurry at that time.

But if I really talk to the Wu family first, it is very likely to cause unnecessary trouble, after all, there is no impermeable wall in this world, and if the news leaks out, then we will face a greater risk.

Xu Youqing handed over a large glass container to me, and the thick lid was very weighty: "When the time comes, I will put the tumor directly here, and you can observe it as you want, I have got all the simple instruments, and you know where the large precision instruments are, anyway, everything depends on you." ”

"You have to be careful, too." I thought about it, but I stepped aside, sucked a tube of my own blood out, and handed it to Xu Youqing, "If the Gu worms back, you feed her this blood directly, maybe it will be useful." ”

Xu Youqing glanced at me with complicated eyes, I felt very empty, but in the end she didn't ask anything, just agreed, and I immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

……

When Xu Youqing went under the knife, I was a little scared, but my eyes were staring at her scalpel for a moment, and I didn't want to miss a moment.

The scalpels she brought in tonight were not the ones she usually used for surgery, these seemingly ancient utensils should have been passed down from generation to generation by the sewing corpse family, and there were all kinds of them.

She first took out seven silver needles, the thickness of which were very long, and inserted them along various acupuncture points around the uterus, which was supposed to block the flow of blood through the uterus.

After that, she took out a few more silver needles and inserted them around the perimeter of the nodule, and then she picked a very small scalpel with a little curved point, and gently pressed along the root of the nodule.

Her hands were very steady, and her whole body was very focused, and I couldn't even hear her breathing when the knife was cut.

Holding her breath, she obviously hesitated when the knife approached the tumor, because the small and sharp knife edge hung above the tumor, and she paused for a full ten seconds.

I wanted to say something to cheer Xu Youqing up, but before the words could be spoken, the knife in her hand had already been inserted.

Because of the effect of the anesthetic, the patient remained motionless and had no idea what was happening to her now.

My heart also rose to my throat, holding the glassware in my hand, trembling slightly, silently praying that God would open his eyes, help us, and bless us to complete this stubble safely.

The moment when the tumor is peeled off is the moment when our cranial nerves are the most tense, because all the reactions that follow are the most important.

Life and death are instantaneous.

The tumor was put into the stripping instrument by Xu Youqing, and she immediately said, "Go ahead." ”

After that, she lowered her head and began to quickly deal with the root left by the tumor, even if some acupuncture points were sealed at the beginning to prevent blood from flowing, but there was still a lot of blood washed down, Xu Youqing was busy stopping bleeding and reducing inflammation, and couldn't take care of me anymore.

I hugged the glass instrument and walked around the corner to look at it with a microscope.

After the accident on the 13th, Xu Youqing also let me see the blood of the 13th, I saw the Gu worm in it, and this time I directly looked at the tumor, but I was surprised to find that the wound that Xu Youqing cut it actually healed on its own.

Xu Youqing also laughed: "The wound healed on its own, Xiaocha, did we succeed?" ”

I frowned, I always felt that it was not that simple.

The next moment, Xu Youqing shouted: "Xiaocha, run." ”

I didn't react, and when I looked up at her, she rushed over, shoved the glassware into my arms, and shoved me behind the door of the operating room.

Immediately afterwards, the door of the operating room was opened, and someone rushed in and went straight to the operating table, and at that critical moment, I was pulled out from behind the door by Xu Youqing and pushed me out again.

The door to the operating room slammed shut, loud and slamming against my heart, breaking my tight string.

Something happened, someone broke into the operating room, they came for this tumor, the tumor is there, Xu Youqing still has a way to live, the tumor is gone, we may all have to die!

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