My name is Chen Xiang, I have a high school degree, I am a private teacher in a small village in northern Jiangsu, our place is small, the thinking is backward, most people have never seen the world, and the tolerance for divorce is zero, and I am the first woman in the village to take the initiative to file for divorce, which caused a sensation at that time.

There is no woman in this world who does not love her family, if she does not endure it to the extreme, who is willing to leave behind the warm harbor, but I am really fed up with my husband's infidelity and domestic violence, and my heart is already full of holes.

My husband and I met on a blind date, he studied in a junior college, we belong to a high degree there, people are also born well, not tall, but the skin is white and the facial features are good, it looks refreshing and refreshing, I liked it when I saw him for the first time, I am not a big beauty, but I am also one of the best in the village, he naturally likes me.

Soon we were in a relationship, and at that time we were also a couple in the village.

At that time, Qiong Yao's novels were popular, every girl loved to read them, and I was the same, I had countless longings and fantasies about love, and I was glad that I was married to love, but within a few years, everything changed.

He walked from the village to the township, mixed into the leadership position, coincided with the national policy, let him be responsible for the work of attracting investment, he is capable, can drink and speak, the work performance is very eye-catching, in our small place is also considered a hero, everyone envies me and scolds me, even the principal has taken the initiative to say a few times, to help me become a regular.

But life is like a person who knows how cold and warm he is, and no one knows my sadness.

At that time, he was no longer the down-to-earth and motivated young man he was at the beginning. After getting a little success, I began to swell, mingled with those businessmen, learned a lot of bad habits, and later engaged in extramarital affairs, and had affairs with hotel hostesses, salesmen, and subordinates, because my obstruction began to work on me, and the violent tendencies became more and more prominent.

Gradually, he didn't go home for three days and two nights, and when he came home, he pointed at me and scolded and beat me, saying that I was a yellow-faced woman, and asked me to look in the mirror to see how ugly I was, and I endured it for the sake of my son.

In an unexpected pregnancy, I was beaten by him and had a miscarriage and hemorrhage, and I had to remove my uterus, losing my fertility forever.

A good colleague was angry and called the police for me, but the police station said that it was a family matter and they couldn't take care of it, so I asked me to go to the Women's Federation.

I went, but the people looked at me as if they were strange, saying that I was in a blessing and did not know the blessings, and that I could not find a better one without him.

Knowing that playing the piano to the cow, I didn't want to suffer any more humiliation and left silently.

At that time, my son was still young, and every time I saw me being beaten by his father, he always didn't say a word, secretly hid, sometimes under the table, sometimes hidden in the cupboard, curled up into a shivering little shrimp, every time I saw him like that, I hugged him and cried, and secretly swore in my heart that even if I was out of the house, I would take my son away from the devil and away from this hellish life.

My divorce was a vicious battle, there was no division of property, only the weeping and crying of the two old people and retaining, but I was determined to get out of this quagmire, and no one could stop me.

After experiencing heart-rending pain and hatred, I finally left the town with my son with 2,000 yuan.

I don't believe that the world is so big that we can't find a place for our mother and son.

In this way, I came to the nearest big city, Upper Town, and began a life of great hardship but freedom and safety.

I don't have a high diploma, I only finished high school, I can't find any decent job in a big city like Shangcheng, and I am nearly forty, it is difficult to learn anything, and being a white-collar worker can only become a remote dream, but I can do housework, cook, and endure hardships, so I chose the housekeeping industry.

There is no shortage of rich people in places like Uptown, and after several interviews, I applied for a job at a very large housekeeping company, starting as a part-time worker.

I was willing to learn, participated in a lot of professional housekeeping training, slowly, I became the company's gold medal nanny, many customers are not very wrong about me, many people want to hire me for a long time, but in order to take care of the children, I did not choose full-time.

In the years I have been working as a nanny, I have come into contact with all kinds of rich people, and I don't talk much, but that doesn't mean I can't think, and that's what many customers appreciate about me.

They have a lot of secrets that I snoop on, but I won't tell anyone, which builds trust between me and my customers.

I remember that I once worked as a nanny for a female celebrity for two months, her surname is Yu, the first line, you can see her full advertisement on the bus stop sign, the endorsements are all big-name cosmetics, half of the cloakroom in her villa, and the clothes, shoes and bags are piled up, but I always have a way to help her tidy up tightly.

However, a woman like her is also a superficial scenery, and she has to swallow how many tears she has inside.

There is one thing that I remember very deeply, she was in a situation at the time, or a big list, she didn't take the drama during that time, she just went shopping all day to do beauty, and then went home and waited for that person.

One autumn evening, I received a call from Miss Yu, asking me to buy more vegetables and go to her villa to cook dinner, saying that the man was coming over tonight, and that I must show my hand and help her conquer the gentleman's stomach.

It was a beautiful day, and I bought a lot of vegetables to her villa to cook dinner for them, only to hear a heated argument.

Miss Yu cried very sadly, and kept the gentleman in a low voice, but he resolutely opened the door and left, threw a check on the ground, and didn't even look back.

I was surprised to see the numbers on the check, and it was enough for ordinary people to have such a check in their lifetime.

Then I saw Miss Yu sitting on the ground, crying without any image, I didn't leave or stay, so I wasn't embarrassed.

She grabbed me and said, "Sister Chen, what should I do, I really like him, I want to give him a baby, so I secretly pierced the contraceptive T, but he found out, he got angry, and said that we are over, what should I do, Chen Xiang, what should I do......"

I silently poured her a glass of water, thinking that this relationship is originally a kind of business, how can I deliver my sincerity, thanks to her in the entertainment industry for so many years, she can still have this kind of thought.

The gentleman just now, at first glance, is a character with eyes above the top, rich and good-looking, and extraordinary, how can such a person be real with a play.

Miss Yu still couldn't stop crying, "Do you know who he is?" Tan Yueming, the chairman of Mingwang Group, how hard did I work to get him to notice me, and now it's all ruined, all ruined......"

That time, Tan Yueming's three words entered my mind, and later I always saw his news in major media, today I had an affair with this star, and tomorrow I will be in and out with the daughter of that family.

I never thought that such a person would have a sincere heart.

After working for a few years, I also saved a lot of money, and the housing prices were not outrageous at that time, and I wanted to buy a small house on the outskirts of the city so that my son and I could have a place to live, but the cup happened.

My father had a cerebral hemorrhage and needed a lot of money for surgery, so all my savings were emptied, but it was worth it to save my father's life.

My ex-husband knew that I was doing well, so he brought a group of relatives to me, begging to remarry me.

At that time, I had lost contact with him for a long time, and I heard others say that his newly married wife was lazy and gambling, and lost all her family resources, leaving a daughter with him, and eloped with others.

For me, my ex-husband has long been too strange to know, how can I get back together, but he always threatens me with my son, so I can't say anything about my suffering.

At this time, the noble person in my life appeared, and this person was Mr. Zhong, the person I will be grateful for all my life.

It was in the hospital, I was taking care of my father, and my ex-husband was fighting with me in the hallway, and I happened to meet my father's attending doctor and Mr. Chung.

After asking about the situation, Mr. Zhong asked me if I would like to change places and go to Nandu with him to work as a nanny at his house.

I was amazed that he knew I was a babysitter, and then I told him why, "I went to a friend's house that day, and I saw that you were very careful in your work, and every pair of shoes was neatly arranged. I have a slight cleanliness fetish, and the average babysitter may not be able to meet my requirements. ”

In this way, I followed Mr. Zhong to Nandu, another big city full of gold.

Mr. Zhong is a young and promising executive of a large pharmaceutical company, and he had just married Li Qiusi, the daughter of that pharmaceutical company, when he hired me.

The reason why I agreed to him to be a full-time job was because the offer he offered was too generous for people to refuse.

Providing independent housing, well-paid, free time, and what surprised me even more was that he helped my son with the enrollment procedures, and I knew very well that the son of an ordinary nanny in such a school would not dare to imagine.

I think I'm probably the luckiest of the babysitters.

It's just that I didn't have a good impression of the hostess at first, and I have always held a negative wait-and-see attitude, cautious everywhere.

This stems from my experience.

I have served noblewomen, second wives, celebrities, and all kinds of rich women, who are more or less born with a sense of superiority, which is innate, even if not deliberately, it will still emanate from the bones.

I know very well that people like us, they never look in the eye as if we are inherently inferior.

I originally thought that Li Qiusi would not be an exception, but I was wrong, she was the best and kindest hostess I have ever met.

It's not that she doesn't have the style of a young lady, it's just that she treats people kindly, doesn't look down on anyone, even if she is a nanny like me, she has always been equal and respectful, and this respect is not false at all.

It's not difficult for people to get along with each other, if you respect me, I'll pay you back.

She would put a band-aid on me because I hurt my hand when I was chopping vegetables, and when I was not feeling well, she would let me go home to rest, do housework by myself, and even find a tutor for my son for free.

I often feel that she never treated me as an outsider in her heart.

It's just that such a good woman is not doing well at all.