When I woke up, it was a room with bright windows, no Xintianyou, no yellow earth, and outside was a leafy, well-manicured garden in midsummer.

It's an unfamiliar villa.

Someone walked in and called Miss Li softly.

It was Aunt Lan, wearing a pure white buckle Tang suit, with a sadness between her eyebrows, mixed with a little unbearable, "Are you hungry?" I'll go and bring you some porridge. ”

I stopped her, "Where is this?" ”

She said, "Singapore." This is the house of the gentleman, and now ...... It's the little master's. ”

I reacted for a few seconds before I realized that the little young master in his mouth was referring to Nanxing.

Then, Cheng Yunchuan's words appeared in his mind, he was gone, he was gone......

The pain spread from the chest to the limbs, silent and silent.

At that time, I realized that there are no tears in despair to the extreme, and the pain is so painful that I don't know the pain.

"Miss Li, Miss Li......"

Aunt Lan's voice was obviously anxious, but when I heard it in my ears, it was fluttering, like a breeze sweeping a leaf, and it disappeared as soon as the smoke slipped away.

"Aunt Lan."

Someone else walked in.

Aunt Lan's voice instantly became very cold, "You tell Miss Li, I'll go out first." ”

I looked up and saw a tall, thin man with a scruffy beard standing in front of me like a steep mountain, and then knelt down with a "plop".

"Chen Wang, what are you doing here?"

"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, I hurt my brother, hurt you, hurt Nanxing......" The hoarse voice gradually lowered.

"What do you mean?"

"I'm an undercover agent planted by the organization next to my brother." Every word, he said with great difficulty, as if the weight of a thousand jun was pressing on his heart.

I looked at him in shock, "What do you say, you say it again." ”

He hung his head, his expression pained, tears rolling down his knife-like cheeks, "I said, I am an undercover agent, and I have been with my brother for eight years, in order to collect evidence. I obey the organization...... Righteous annihilation. ”

I closed my eyes and turned my head away.

I don't know how long it took, suppressing the twitching heartbeat, turned his head to stare at him, "That's why your brother won't treat you like that." ”

He burst into tears, "Yes." Hearing that you got lost in the snow, he exchanged top-secret information and was given a brief freedom to look for you. I'm a ...... The official caretaker followed him ......"

Official caregivers? Ho, no wonder Jiang Kaichen said they were dogs.

I laughed, "You're afraid of him running away?" ”

He said, "It's the organization that is afraid." I know he won't run, he's desperate for humanity, he's not going to run. He didn't expect that the person who pushed him off the cliff in the end was his own brother, but we have different positions, and I can't help it. ”

I smiled, "A righteous killing of relatives is really the cruelest virtue in this world, it requires you to bravely sacrifice your relatives for the so-called righteousness." Your righteousness, in the name of the country and the nation, is, in the final analysis, the interests of certain people. Anyone who does the act of righteousness and killing relatives will be a ruthless person who is resolute in killing, forbearance and scheming, Chen Wang, I really underestimate you. ”

He looked at me with tears streaming down his face, "Sister-in-law......"

"Don't call me sister-in-law, I have nothing to do with you from now on. From this day forward, you will never appear in front of me again. Let's go. ”

His eyes were bloodshot, his head hit the ground heavily, and he didn't move for a long time before he stood up and left step by step.

Undercover, is it a sacred profession, or is it a dirty job? Can you always think that you are holy by doing dirty work for a sacred purpose?

I never dreamed that this would be the end.

Tan Yueming didn't expect it, what kind of mood did he feel when he found out that the person who shackled him with his own hands was his own brother.

Because of the deterioration of family affection, he wanted his wife to be separated and lost his freedom...... How desperate he must have been, and what pain he was suffering......

The phone rang and I was in a sea of pain.

Seeing Zhong Ting's two words flickering constantly, his heart throbbed and throbbed, I kept calling him if I didn't pick him up, and then Nanxing called him.

Thinking of Nanxing's immature little face, I couldn't help crying bitterly, pressing my chest desperately, how should I tell him, he can't see his father anymore, how should I tell him.

"Miss Li, answer the phone, the little master called."

"Aunt Lan, tell me, how can I tell him, he likes his father so much, what should I say?"

"Miss Li, the little young master is still young, it's not too late to tell him when he is older, you coax him first."

I didn't have the courage to listen to the phone after all, so I sent a text message to Zhong Ting, and the phone finally fell silent.

At this time, someone knocked on the door again, and Aunt Lan said, "It may be Mr. Jiang, he has something to hand over to you." ”

I wiped away my tears and opened the door.

Jiang Kaichen's expression was solemn, black from the inside out, there was no comfort, no persuasion, only handed over an envelope, and his voice was faint, "This is what he left for you." You see, I'm waiting outside, just tell me when I'm leaving. ”

I took it tremblingly, and he silently turned away and left.

The scorching sun turned into a setting sun, and I said goodbye to the sunset gently, and I mustered up the courage to open the envelope, looked at the beautiful pen words, and curled my lips.

Qiu Si, see the letter!

I'm so sorry I can't go down with you, I'm sorry.

I have sinned so many sins in my life that even death cannot be erased, but the fact that I love you is so true that there is no room for doubt.

Emotionally, I have always maintained loyalty and respect for you.

I know you love me too, and my departure will make you sad, but I don't want you to be sad for too long, I want you to live well, live for me, and live your own life.

The world is big and there are many landscapes that you should see in your lifetime.

In the years since you left, I have traveled to every corner of the world, the yellow sand and sunsets, the mountains and oceans, the snow-capped mountains and deserts, the forests and valleys...... Each has its own beauty, they help me alleviate my pain little by little, I believe it can also heal your wounds, you can take your son to explore those mysteries of nature.

In this world, not all reasonable and beautiful things can exist or be realized according to your and my wishes, you have to forget me and start over with Zhong Ting.

To tell the truth, Zhong Ting is very innocent, he has not been wrong from beginning to end, but he has endured too much, my intervention is evil, and the flower of evil cannot bloom into good results.

Without me, you would be the happiest couple in the world.

All things begin with me, and they will end with me.

I love you, that's it.

Finally, please promise me to live well, happy, healthy, and happy.

This is followed by a string of numbers, coordinates: my love is buried here.

The northern Xinjiang in August is as beautiful as a dream, and I came to the birch forest, under the birch tree.

Jiang Kaichen followed me without saying a word.

I gently stroked the row of small seals on the trunk, and Tan Yue engraved it-

Qiu Si: Year after year, I belong to you, forever and ever. Signed, Tan Yueming.

He said that he buried his love here.

I crouched down and dug through the dirt on the ground, digging through the blood and mud of my hand before I dug out an iron box.

There is a group photo and a pair of simple platinum rings, which he gave me when I proposed to me, and I took off when I jumped off the cliff.

There is a sentence written on the back of the group photo: Love only wins and loses, there is no right or wrong. You win, love is your trophy. You lose, and love is your grave.

I put those two rings on my neck and let them beat with my heart at the place of my chest.

On the way back, I asked Jiang Kaichen, "Where is his tombstone?" ”

Jiang Kaichen groaned, "There is only a mound of clothes, I will take you there." ”

I looked at him, "How is it a well-dressed mound?" ”

"His final verdict is indefinite, and he doesn't actually need to die at all, but he has chosen another kind of freedom, and as his friend, I respect every decision he makes." At the end of his life, he donated all his organs, his heart, liver, kidneys, corneas, ...... Let more people get a new life, for him, it can be regarded as a kind of salvation. ”

After speaking, he was silent for a moment, "His heart is on Zhong Ting's body." ”

Something hit hard in the chest, echoing endlessly.

I stared straight at Jiang Kaichen, and he continued, "Zhong Ting's blood type is the same as Tan Yueming's, otherwise he wouldn't have been able to donate blood to Nanxing in the first place." It's such a coincidence, his bone marrow and Nanxing also match, but his physical condition does not allow him to donate, so Tan Yueming desperately wants to cure him, so that Nanxing has hope. There are also those two children, the biological father is Zhong Ting, because genetically speaking, the child born by your union with him has a greater probability of being successfully matched with Nanxing. Tan Yueming wanted to maximize the chances of Nanxing being cured. The child is the continuation of his life and the only proof that you have loved. ”

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No matter how the international situation changes, China's confidence and determination to safeguard national sovereignty and security will not change, and China's sincerity and goodwill to safeguard world peace and promote common development will not change......

The New Year's bell is about to ring, and the leader's New Year's message is played on the big screen in the square.

The country is getting stronger and stronger day by day, the life of the common people is getting richer day by day, the new year is coming, and the whole country is jubilant.

Zhong Ting and I walked across the square pushing a stroller.

Nanxing took a cone and followed Huanhuan to the side, and suddenly pointed to the two words Mingwang on the big screen, "Mom, that's Dad's company." ”

I nodded.

He said, "When will he come back, I haven't seen him in a long time." ”

I said, "How often does Lucio in your class see her father?" ”

Nanxing thought for a moment, "One year, no, two years...... But Lucio's father is a soldier, he has to defend the motherland and garrison the border, my father is the boss, he doesn't have to do that. ”

Nowadays, children are becoming more and more difficult to deceive, I said, "Your father is also very busy, running around, and he also has to contribute to the country, but the way of contribution is different." Don't you have a phone, just wait for him to call you. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, his watch phone rang, and he happily picked it up, chatted with the other side, and said auspicious words for the New Year.

Zhong Ting looked at me, "When are you going to tell him the truth?" ”

I said, "When he grows up, he will understand." ”

Zhong Ting didn't speak, and at this time, there were several screams in the sky over the square, and the fireworks in the sky dispersed in the dark night, and he was heard asking, "Then what are you going to marry me?" ”

I smiled, "Didn't you say that when you're forty, you mind waiting?" I want to spend the next few years walking around the outside world. ”

He said, "Okay. I'll wait for you. When you have seen enough of the scenery, I will accompany you to watch the fine water flow. ”

I didn't speak, I raised my eyes to the sky, and in the endless darkness, the number of the new year bloomed.

In the coming year, everything will be new.

Tan Yueming, I promise you that I will go on very happily and happily.