At that time, my mind was already beginning to be unclear, I was confused, Mobai was sober, as long as he didn't take the initiative, he could actually drag it out.

But at this time, in fact, there is not much point in delaying, after all, the medicinal properties have come up, and I gradually can't control myself, the antidote or something, let alone think about it.

Generally, there is no antidote to kitsch, and the best antidote is the opposite sex.

And now the only person I can contact the opposite sex is Mo Bai, of course, Mo Bai is the antidote left to me by Cao Jiugu.

At that time, I couldn't think about Cao Jiugu's intentions, the closer Mo Bai got to me, the hotter my mind became, and he reached out to hold my face, looking at me with a look that melted me.

I looked at him in a daze, looking at the face I was all too familiar with, and my mind was clear and confused for a while.

"Yes, I am your brother, and I can be your brother for life."

When he said this, my brain exploded like something, and I burst into tears, and I reached out and put my arms around his neck, and he pulled me out of the tub with all my might.

"Brother, you're back, you're finally back with me." I cried and said, with his hands tightly around his neck, he carried me out, put me on the couch, dragged me over a blanket and hugged me, and then went to get a towel to wipe my hair.

I was shivering all over, it was cold, but it was very hot in my body, Mo Bai was too close to me, and the male hormones emanating from his body smelled damn good, I couldn't help but put my arms around his waist and buried my head in his chest.

He let me hold it motionless, and the towel kept wiping my hair, and when he was done, my face was already red enough to drip blood, and my head kept rubbing in his arms.

Reason or something, long gone, when he held my face again, slowly lowered his head, and wanted to kiss me, a pair of narrow eyes suddenly flashed in my mind, with double vision in the pupils, and smiled slightly, and those eyes were hooked......

It was just a flash, but I was so shocked that I pushed away Mo Bai hard, got up all of a sudden, rushed to the balcony, pulled through the heavy curtains, wrapped myself, squatted in the corner, and silently whispered: "Yanagawa South, Yanagawa South......"

Yanagawa Minami is my first man, and my only man, it's my first love, although there is a Qing Xuan thing, but my feelings for him are still there.

He was like a grass that had penetrated deep into my heart, growing unbridled and unable to get rid of it, and I couldn't ignore him throwing himself into the arms of other men, at least not yet.

I miss Minami Yanagawa more than now, and I especially want him to appear in front of me immediately and take me away.

Tears kept falling, sliding down the skin, hot and hot.

Mo Bai's footsteps sounded, getting closer and closer, although I couldn't see it, but I could accurately identify his direction, and yelled at him: "Don't come, Mo Bai, don't let me hate you, don't come, please ......"

I'm really afraid that I won't be able to support myself, and there are some things that must not be taken first, one wrong step, one wrong step.

Mo Bai's footsteps stopped, and then the voice sounded: "Okay, I won't go, but can you get up and change your clothes, your clothes are wet, and it is easy to catch a cold and fever." ”

"I'm fine, you don't care about me, don't talk, stay away from me, the farther the better, if you really want to help me, think more about how to get out." I clutched the curtains tightly, and I felt safe only when I was wrapped in them, cut off from the outside world.

I have been thinking about Yanagawa Nan in my mind, and once something else breaks in, I will immediately pinch my thigh and pull my sanity back.

I don't know how long I held on, Mo Bai stayed where I was, the temperature on my body gradually rose, and the effect of the medicine swept in again, forcing me to let out a low roar.

Then I began to scold the street, scolding Cao Jiugu, scolding the black third, scolding the Five Poison Sect, turning over and over, scolding all the vicious words I knew all my life.

In the end, his mouth was dry, his throat was hoarse, and the whole person was exhausted, but his brain was extremely excited.

Then, a pair of hands were placed on my shoulders, slightly cool, and I couldn't ignore its presence through the curtains.

Then, the curtain was torn open, and a hand passed through my back, slapping the back of my head, and the cool lip flap was pressed down.

It's like a fuse, and as soon as you touch it, it's immediately ignited.

I knew I was being pulled into the abyss from which I could not be recovered, but I couldn't stop it, I felt like a fish stranded on the beach, and when I was about to die, another fish passed me my lips.

Help each other in time of need with what little we have.

What is the most desperate time for people?

That's probably what I am now.

I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't stop it, not only couldn't I stop it, but I still longed for it in my heart.

Tears kept falling, salty and astringent, some of them were on my lips, and some of them were swallowed into my stomach.

It wasn't until he pressed me to the ground, red-eyed, panting and began to tear my clothes, that a heart-rending pain came from my lower abdomen.

It hurt so much that I cried out in pain, and my reason was pulled back all at once.

"It hurts!" I screamed, and Mo Bai fell down all at once, and my whole body curled up, my lips trembled in pain, and my whole body spasmed.

This pain was more painful than that night of menstrual cramps the other day.

Mo Bai took a few deep breaths, suppressed his impulse, and then leaned over and asked me nervously, "Xiaocha, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Stomach pain, colic." I was struggling to speak, my teeth were hurting together, and I was talking one at a time.

Mo Bai picked me up, put me on the bed, and then dug out the medicine box in the bedroom, but he didn't know which medicine to use.

"The usual ones at home are bruises, gauze, and anti-inflammatory," Mo Bai read the name of the medicine while flipping it, and then took out a box of painkillers, "This, this painkiller, taking one should work." ”

He poured one, poured another tea, helped me up, shoved painkillers into my mouth, and poured me a sip of water.

But as soon as the pill reached my throat, I retched violently, and all the pills and water spat out at once.

Mo Bai got another slice for me, but he still vomited, and he couldn't eat anything at all.

He was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, and finally sighed: "Xiaocha, listen to me, you are lying flat on the bed now, and I will give you true qi, which should relieve your pain." ”

As he spoke, he put me down, and his hand immediately covered my lower abdomen, and a warm current rushed into my lower abdomen, and the pain slowly began to ease.

It was like I had gone through a desperate struggle, I was covered in sweat, and I was so tired that I didn't even want to move my little thumb.

Although the pain was menacing, it successfully suppressed the restlessness in my body, and I don't know if the medicinal properties will make a comeback, but at least I'm much better for now.

Mo Bai's internal strength was not so strong, and after I calmed down, he withdrew his hand.

I was lying on my side on the bed, and I was slumped there, unable to move.

Mo Bai sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand to help me comb the hair that was already wet on my face, and moved very lightly, as if he was afraid of startling me.

The two of us just stayed with each other silently, the heat in my body disappeared, I began to feel cold, at first I only felt cold, and then I began to tremble, I wanted to sleep, my eyelids began to fight, and I couldn't hold up.

Mo Bai saw that I was sleepy like that, so he stood up, reached into the bed and pulled the quilt to cover me, but his hand stretched out and he was stunned.

Then he was shocked: "Blood, Xiaocha, you bleed." ”

I could hear him, but I couldn't move, and tilted my head slightly, only to see him pointing under me.

He bent down to pick me up, and probably then remembered that we couldn't get out at all, so he spun around the room in a hurry.

I only felt cold, my cold teeth chattering, and I didn't want to care about anything but sleep.

But Mo Bai is so noisy, as soon as I close my eyes, he shakes my shoulders and keeps talking to me, just a few words over and over again: "Xiaocha, don't sleep, you can't sleep." ”

"Don't sleep, if you fall asleep, I'll do it for you immediately, and I'll do what I say."

"You hold on, it's already four o'clock in the morning, and in a little while they will bring us food, and then we will be saved."

"You sleep, you sleep if you have a kind, as long as you fall asleep, I will completely strip your brother's soul from my body, so that his soul will fly away, and he will never be reborn!"

……

But I finally fell asleep, and in the midst of the harsh words of the murky babble, I slept decisively.

Then I started dreaming, and in the dream, I was tightly entangled by small white snakes, densely packed.

They weren't big, one by one, and so many of them made people's scalps tingle, and I looked at them blankly, but they spit snake letters at me, and their little scarlet tongues stretched out and shrunk, as if they wanted to speak.

But the next moment, the bodies of those little white snakes exploded one by one as if they had been pressed into a time bomb, and my body was suddenly blurred with flesh and blood, a large patch, which made me scream in fright.

……

"Xiaocha, Xiaocha, you wake up, it's a dream, it's a nightmare, it's good to wake up."

Xu Youqing's voice sounded suddenly, and my hand was held by a pair of strong and warm hands, and the grip tightened and pulled me out of the abyss of nightmares.

I opened my eyes suddenly, and I saw Xu Youqing's bloodshot eyes, and when I woke up, there were tears in her eyes.

How many major surgeries Xu Youqing has had, what kind of scenes have not been experienced, I have hardly seen when she has been vulnerable.

But just now I clearly saw the tears in her eyes, and I opened my mouth to call her, but she stretched out her finger and pressed my lips: "It's good to wake up, you are still very weak, save your strength." ”

Then she helped me up, folded two pillows behind me, and told me to lean on them, and then brought me millet porridge and fed me one bite at a time.

I was really hungry, but I didn't reach out and drink it myself, because I noticed that something was wrong.

I wore a hood on my head, cotton pajamas, and ...... underneath

"I ...... Am I wearing diapers? His face was already hot, and his voice was a little hoarse, but he still asked stubbornly.

After all, in this case, who helped me change my clothes, who gave me a hood, who helped me get it......

The point is, why do you want me to wear diapers? I...... You won't have any terminal illness and can't take care of yourself, right?

Seeing Xu Youqing want to speak and stop, with a painful look on his face, I began to panic in my heart, first of all, I sat up and found that I could still move, and I felt a little better.

Then he raised his hand to move, and when he raised his hand, he was shocked.

The pajamas are long-sleeved, and when you put your hands up, you can only show your wrists, but there is a dark purple spot on the little bit of skin that is exposed.

The spot is not big, the size of a grain of rice, but the color is too eye-catching to ignore.

As soon as I rolled up my sleeves, I saw that my entire arm was covered with a dozen or twenty of these dark purple spots, and I rolled up another sleeve, the same.

Immediately ripped off the buttons of his jacket, from the neck down, too.

Except for the face, neck, and hands, there is more or less a little bit of it in the rest of the place.

There was still blood flowing out of my lower body from time to time, and my heart fell down all of a sudden, and the whole person fell into despair: "Is it really a terminal illness?" ”

"Don't talk nonsense." Xu Youqing denied, "It's not a terminal illness." ”

"So what's wrong with me?" I took her hand excitedly and asked in a panic, "Don't hide it from me, you are a doctor, you know that some things are irrational to hide, I am also a medical student, I can bear it." ”

"Xiaocha, you have to hold on." Xu Youqing's tears finally fell, and she held my hands in turn, very hard, "You have been in a coma for a week, a week ago, you ...... You miscarried. ”

"Impossible." I screamed so loudly.

I have taken measures with Yanagawa Minami, and he took the initiative to buy it, and he has never been left behind, so how can I get pregnant?

Unless byt is broken.

Broken?

I suddenly realized that I seemed to have been tricked by Minami Yanagawa.

He had shown a desire for children before, so how could he be so obedient to do it? Is it because he can do things on BYT himself?

Hehe, I'm so stupid.

Unconsciously touched my lower abdomen, remembering that before I fell into a coma that day, Mo Bai kept saying that I was bleeding and told me not to sleep, it might have been a miscarriage at that time, right?

My child with Yanagawa Minami is just gone?

"Xiaocha, don't be like this, let him go in the past, we can't control it, we have to look forward." Xu Youqing looked at me worriedly and persuaded me.

My heart hurts, but I still nodded: "It's okay, I'm fine, I'm actually ...... I don't want to have children. ”

In this situation, how can you have children?

Maybe God also knows that although I like children, but I am not suitable for them, so I took them away, right?

If you take it away, once they are found by Cao Jiugu and them, the end will definitely be worse than a miscarriage.

I remembered that a few days ago, at night, I had a stomachache, Ji Beibei gave me a pulse, and kept telling me not to eat indiscriminately, not to let the family doctor see me, now that I think about it, she should have found out that I was pregnant at that time, right?

She hid it from me because she couldn't make up her mind and didn't dare to tell me directly, right?

If she had said it then, what would I have decided?

It's hard to decide, right?

Okay now, I don't have to make a decision, but why don't the tears fall down in anger?

"Xiaocha, don't be like this, cry loudly if you want to, my shoulder is leaning on you, don't suppress yourself." Xu Youqing pulled me over, rested my head on her shoulder, and hugged me tightly from behind with one hand.

I leaned in for a while, pushed her away, wiped away my tears, and tried to keep my composure: "I'm really fine, you can see it, I am not worthy of being a mother like this." ”

"Later...... And also...... There's still a chance. Xu Youqing said with a twinkle in his eyes, not daring to look at me.

I actually understood in my heart, and waved my arm: "It's okay, I see it very openly, in fact, when I come back here with Mo Bai, I am already ready to die, now it may be a little ahead of schedule, a child or something, I never thought about it, after all, my blood is not suitable for children." ”

Xu Youqing just held my hand, shaking it over and over again, it seemed that she was under a lot of psychological pressure, but my mood relaxed: "Don't be like this, I don't care so much about life and death, I just want to know, what's wrong with me?" Sepsis or something? ”

"It's not." Xu Youqing shook his head, "It's not a disease." ”

"What's that?" I wondered.

"It's because ......" Xu Youqing raised his eyes to look at me, seeing that my mood was still relatively stable, and then he said, "You were originally in a very stable condition, and you wouldn't have a miscarriage or anything at all, but that night you may have been drugged, causing the various molecules in the blood to be particularly active, and the genetic factors of the Golden Silkworm Gu kept dividing and penetrating the embryo, causing you to have a miscarriage, and after the miscarriage, those genetic factors began to clump together, forming these purple spots." ”

"Huddle is the meaning of cohesion, right?" I didn't expect it to be like this.

But when you think about it, it seems reasonable.

At the beginning, my grandmother was counterattacked, because the genetic factors of the Golden Silkworm Gu were condensed, and the camellia brew didn't work for her, so I don't know if it was useful to me.

As he spoke, the door was pushed open, and Cao Jiugu walked in from the outside.

As soon as Xu Youqing saw Cao Jiugu, he was immediately on guard and blocked in front of me: "What are you doing here?" ”

"I'll come to see Xiaocha, you go out first." Cao Jiugu ordered.

Xu Youqing didn't let it: "It's you who should go, aren't you bad enough to hurt her?" ”

"Aunt Xu, you go out first, I'm fine, it just so happens that I have something to talk to her alone." I said.

Xu Youqing was unwilling, so I said something, so she relented and said to me instead: "I'll stay outside the door, if there is anything, you call me immediately." ”

"I know." I replied.

After Xu Youqing went out, Cao Jiugu closed the door, walked over, pulled over the stool and sat down, and sighed: "Why didn't you say it earlier?" ”

"Why did I tell you? What's more, I don't know when I got pregnant. I sneered, "It's not those children that you feel sorry for, but your own abacus has failed, are you sad?" ”

What happened a week ago, Cao Jiugu's intentions were obvious, she drugged and locked Mo Bai up with me, for what?

Isn't it just to get me pregnant?

I've seen the Gu seed in the small attic, it was bred with the placenta, and her Gu seed is gone, so she wants me to get pregnant, and then use my child's placenta to breed the Gu seed again, right?

Although the time may be a little longer, as long as the news does not leak, Hei Laosan can still hide it for the time being.

It's only now that I understand why Cao Jiugu suddenly asked me to be with Mo Bai again, for the placenta, right?

After all, the ordinary placenta is useless, and the black white child and me, of course, are unique and the best material.

In the same way, the child of me and Yanagawa Minami must be unusual, the ready-made embryo is not used, would you rather wait for ten months?

Cao Jiugu is not stupid, but now that everything has come to naught, she must be uncomfortable in her heart.

And now, my body has become like this, and I may be killed by backlash at any time, which is also a big blow to her.

I had no reason in my heart at that time, but I had a sense of revenge pleasure, which made Cao Jiugu deflated, and I was really happy.

Even if the price seems a bit big.

Cao Jiugu was silent, and then said with a long sigh of relief: "You have a good rest, and I will send someone to send you out tomorrow at the latest." ”

"Send it out? Where to? "I was shocked, there must be a demon when things go wrong, and Cao Jiugu is going to be a demon again.

Sure enough, she said: "Let you go back to Jiaolongpo, the half of the parchment scroll left by your grandmother can help you solve the problem, although I don't know how long it can sustain your life, but it is better than doing nothing, if you still refuse to use the half parchment scroll to save yourself by this time, then there is only one way left." ”

I know that the way she said is to let me get pregnant again, after all, having a child can sustain my life for three years.

But I'm like this now, I'm going to die at any moment, and I just had another miscarriage, which makes me ......

"Cao Jiugu, you are simply a devil." I gritted my teeth and said that if I could beat it, I really wanted to tear her hands apart and not get rid of my hatred.

Cao Jiugu disagreed: "No one wants to come to this point, but when something happens, you have to find a way to solve it, Bai Xiaocha, I'll give you half a month, if you don't save yourself, don't blame me for being ruthless." ”

"Then you better don't toss, I'd rather give my own life than make you comfortable." I retorted.

"No, you don't have that chance." Cao Jiugu was confident, and had already thought about how to pinch me, "I will only let you go back alone, Xu Youqing must stay, if you think that Xu Youqing's chips are not heavy enough, then, is it good to add the entire Jiaolongpo?" It's not enough, the Yunnan Academy of Medical Sciences ......"

"Enough!" I really can't listen to it anymore, "Cao Jiugu, you will be punished!" ”

"Then let retribution come upon me." Cao Jiugu stood up, "That's it, everything, you can do it yourself." ”

……

That night, I was sent out by Cao Jiugu, and the person who took me back to Jiaolongpo was none other than the person who said the word in Daojiazhai.

When I got into the car of the person who talked about it, I was lifeless, because I knew that I couldn't save myself when I returned to Jiaolongpo, although I could brew camellia brew, but I didn't know where the Gu seed in the camellia brew came from.

And the only remaining can of grandma's camellia brew is in Yanagawa Minami's hands.

The Gu seed can be cultivated through that pot of camellia brew, but I can't face Yanagawa Nan anymore.

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