Chapter 97: Your Good, I Don't Need It
Me and Yanagawa Minami, maybe it was a mistake from the beginning, he retreated halfway, I lost the child again, and when we meet again, I really don't know how to deal with myself.
After a lot of tossing, I finally made myself like this, and suddenly I felt tired.
Stretched out my hand and pinched my eyebrows, looked out the window, the car was driving fast, I had just finished giving birth, I was lacking in energy, and I was sleepy leaning against the window.
"Miss Bai will return to Jiaolongpo this time, what are your plans?" The person who spoke suddenly asked me.
Intend? What can I do?
Shaking his head: "Cao Jiugu only gave me half a month, half a month, I can't take care of my body, let alone do anything else." ”
"Are you going to fend for yourself?" The person said with a smile.
I didn't speak, it would be nice if I could fend for myself in peace, how could Cao Jiugu let me be like this?
"Actually, you don't have to." Seeing that I didn't speak, the person who spoke took the initiative to say again, "I told you a few months ago that the Great Wizard intends to get close to you, but you didn't give the Great Wizard any response, and the Great Wizard told me before going back, if you still need help, the Great Wizard is still willing to lend a helping hand." ”
I turned my face to look at the person who was talking, and he had a smile on his face and a sincere look in his eyes.
I didn't give him an answer directly, because I knew in my heart that the pit of the Great Wizard, stepping into it, might be more dangerous than Cao Jiugu's, and I was really tired of being robbed and snatched as a bargaining chip.
If you refuse, you will offend the other party and put yourself in a more difficult situation.
Fortunately, he said: "Let me rest for a few days for the time being, I can't do anything now that I'm too weak to do anything, I just want to sleep." ”
"Okay, then you can rest well, don't have a psychological burden." Unexpectedly, the person who spoke was very talkative, "You don't have to worry about Cao Jiugu's side, she can let you take our hitchhike back, that is, she has extended an olive branch to us, and at this point, we should thank Miss Bai." ”
I suddenly came to my senses: "You mean that Cao Jiugu wants to cooperate with you?" ”
"From her point of view, it's not a cooperation, it's a wooing, right?" The person said, "After all, we are still the Black Master's people. ”
Yes, Daojiazhai is the right and left hand of Hei Laosan, Mobai almost fought with Daojiazhai at the beginning, Cao Jiugu and Daojiazhai belong to the same level, in terms of heritage, Daojiazhai is slightly better, so Cao Jiugu is still very polite to the people in Daojiazhai.
Now that Cao Jiugu has a disagreement with Hei Laosan, of course she wants to attract forces to help her, so it is reasonable that she will get close to the Great Wizard.
Daojiazhai has an anti-heart, Cao Jiugu also began to shake because of the constant wind in his ears, if they join forces to deal with Hei Laosan, the nest is opposed, no matter which side loses, it will be a good thing for me.
Thinking about it this way, I feel a lot better, it is better that they both lose, and it is better that they can't slow down their vitality after ten or twenty years of tossing, but they say: "This is indeed a good sign for you." ”
The person who said it smiled and didn't speak again, I was struggling in my heart whether I should ask Yanagawa Nan if he had cooperated with them, but I struggled for a long time, and I didn't ask in the end.
It's none of my business, who he cooperates with has nothing to do with me, I'll close the door and spend this half a month well.
When I returned to Jiaolongpo in the middle of the night, I didn't alarm anyone, not even Wang Tiezhu.
When I entered the village, I saw that a large area was enclosed at the entrance of the village, and Jiaolongpo was really going to build a health center, and the development of the village would get better and better.
It's a pity that Jiaolongpo is adjacent to Daojiazhai, once something happens in Daojiazhai, it will have a little impact on Jiaolongpo, I hope it won't affect the people at that time.
There was a layer of dust in the house, and I didn't have the strength to clean it all, so I cleaned up my room and lay down to rest.
I turned off all the lights, closed my eyes, and just lay down like that, if I could, I really wanted to lie quietly like this for the rest of my life.
This is my home, and no matter where I wander, when I can come back, my body will immediately relax.
As soon as people relax, it is easy to get sleepy, the silence around is terrible, in the dark, the sense of hearing becomes particularly sensitive, and the slightest sound is enough to alarm me.
Shortly after lying down, there was a sound on the other side of the window.
"Who?" I snapped my eyes open, sat up at the same time, and turned on the bedside lamp.
Then I saw Yanagawa Nan standing at the head of my bed with the jar of camellia brew in his hand.
When I saw him, my nose suddenly became sore, my lips trembled, my hand unconsciously touched my lower abdomen, and then I opened my eyes: "What are you doing here?" ”
"I heard you're back, give back to you what you left with me, you might need right now." As he spoke, he placed the camellia brew on the table beside him, the parchment rolled under the jar, and looked at me.
I nodded: "Okay, I know, in the middle of the night, you can go back, I'm going to sleep too." When he spoke, he didn't dare to look him in the eyes the whole time, for fear that he would pounce on him.
Liu Chuannan didn't come forward, but said, "I can send you to Wu's house overnight, it's safer over there." ”
"No, it's good here." I bowed my head, and my heart was desolate, and there was indeed such a separation between us.
"Don't be stubborn, I finally ran out of Cao Jiugu's hands, don't be caught back, the people in Daojiazhai are not something you can provoke, now only the Wu family can help you." He tried to persuade me.
The more he said, the more annoyed I became, after all, I had experienced so much, and I had just had a miscarriage, and the person I loved the most was standing in front of you, but he didn't coax you, didn't hug you, and chattered to you about the truth, and that kind of rebellious psychology came up, and it was a little uncontrollable.
"Yanagawa Minami, you're enough, what position are you standing on to tell me this now?"
"Do you think you're interesting?"
"First you took the initiative to leave me, and then in Cao Jiugu's villa, we faced each other, but you pretended not to know me and stayed away from me, you gave up on me, then leave me alone, I don't need you to pretend to care about me."
"Xiaocha, can you be sensible, what I say is for your good." Yanagawa Minami took a step forward.
I stretched out my hand and made a forbidden action: "Don't come close, you and I have already made a clear difference, even if you are good for me, but I want to say, no need, you go, don't come to my house casually in the future, it's very rude." ”
Yanagawa Minami stood still for a moment, I don't know what he was thinking.
I tried my best not to let the tears fall, man is really a very complex animal, at the same moment, there can be two or three emotions in the heart, or even more.
Reason tells me not to go near this man again, you will never go back.
But on the other hand, there is another voice that keeps coming out, eager to try, come and hug me, say something nice to comfort me, I don't blame you, we can start again.
Later, I often thought about this day, thinking that if Yanagawa Minami really came up to hug me at that time, I might really relent.
But he didn't, he stood in place for so long, and finally said: "Xiaocha, you must take care of yourself." ”
Then he left through the window.
A second, two seconds, a minute, two minutes after he left, I sat on the edge of the bed so stiffly, motionless, like a wooden man, I don't know how long it took, and suddenly I covered my mouth, tears couldn't stop falling, and my heart seemed to be hollowed out, empty chatter.
It's over, between me and Yanagawa Minami, that's it.
He came over tonight, just to return my things, and broke off with me, but I still hope that we can start again.
I'm such a fucking idiot.
Crying and crying, he saw the camellia brew on the table, ran over, opened the lid of the altar, held the jar and poured it into his mouth.
It is said that if you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk, and when you get drunk, your heart doesn't hurt so much.
Although I have never been drunk since I was a child, I still want to get drunk.
The jar is not big, this season's camellia brew is a little cold to drink, and the lower abdomen is faintly painful, but I didn't hear it, and drank all the camellia brew, sat down on the ground dejectedly, and saw the half of the parchment roll.
How many people want to get this half of the parchment, but they are not good people, and it is a scourge to keep it after all.
While grabbing the parchment roll, he found a lighter to light it, and looked at the jumping blue flames, and his heart felt even more uncomfortable.
The last two important things my grandmother left me were gone.
I'm completely alone, and I'm still a half-dead person.
I was like crazy, crying and laughing, and at that moment I really wanted to hit my head against the wall, and I was gone.
But I'm afraid of death, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that if I die, Cao Jiugu will go crazy, and how many people will suffer at that time?
I'm afraid that after I die, my corpse will be dragged by them to cultivate a new Golden Silkworm Gu genetic factor, and I won't be able to die peacefully.
People are alive, they are so fucking aggrieved, and they can't even die according to their own wishes.
Crying and crying, there was suddenly a shadow on the ground in front of me, I looked at the shadow with blurry tears in my eyes, and my heart moved, Liu Chuannan was reluctant to leave me, and came back?
As soon as I looked up, I saw a man in a black robe, and I recognized it at a glance, when Cao Jiugu was beaten by Liu Chuannan, wasn't it this man in black robes who rescued her?
This man...... Who is it?
What is he doing at my house?
Either way, it's probably not good.
My eyes widened in horror, and I was about to shout for help, but he had covered my mouth, I only felt the sound of whirring wind in my ears, and I couldn't open my eyes at all, my mouth was covered by him all the time, and then I slowly fainted because of lack of oxygen.
When I woke up, it was pitch black all around, and I groped around in horror, but found that this should be a confined space, not big, a space for two people, the only air outlet is in the upper left corner, the cross-sectional size of the milk tea straw, the small one can't even see through the light, barely able to maintain my breathing, but as time goes by, the oxygen in such a small space is simply not enough.
I couldn't see where the door was, and it was as if it were a whole, so I tried to shout, but my eardrums tingled from the echo.
The sound can't be heard.
What's going on? Am I in captivity?
I cowered in the corner, there was no light, I didn't dare to shout, no one spoke to me, my lower abdomen was still a little painful, and my stomach was already rumbling with hunger.
As time went on, my whole body began to be in a trance, and I didn't know if it was because I was hungry, or because I was not oxygen, or because my body was too weak.
Just when I was about to faint, a small opening opened in front of me near the ground, and a light came in, and then a lunch box was put in.
I was so hungry that I reached out and picked up my lunch box and opened it by the light.
The moment I opened it, I was stunned.
Inside the lunch box lay a huge spider, all black, with scarlet eyes, and it was fierce at first sight.
I threw the lunch box away in a panic, and the spider fell to the ground with a click, and I took off my shoes and tried to get the spider out of the hole.
But before I could move, the hole was closed, and the whole space was dark again.
The moment the light faded, my heart suddenly rose to my throat.
The black spider is still there, and in this small space, the two of us have to be alone together, what a terrifying thing.
I tried to shrink myself into the corner, although if the spider bit me, I might not have an accident, but I was afraid of everything, in case I didn't die, and then there would be nerve paralysis, or rotten arms and legs, which would be even more sad.
I didn't know where the spider was, but I never felt it approaching me, and gradually, my spirits became a little weak, so I stopped caring about it.
In order not to faint, I began to count, and when I had counted to more than seven thousand, the hole was opened again.
When the light came on, I reflexively opened my eyes, and the first thing I saw was the black spider.
It didn't move at all, it stayed in its original position, as if it were dead.
At the entrance of the cave, another box came in, and this time I wouldn't have any more expectations, they wouldn't give me food.
After a while, the hole closed again.
Again and again, when the entrance to the cave was opened for the fourth time, I was already curled up on the ground and had no strength to move, my mouth was dry, and my body looked like there were thousands of ants crawling.
When the entrance to the cave opened for the fifth time, I lifted my eyelids and saw my own arm.
Dense purple, covering my entire arm.
No wonder the body is itchy, people are so prostration, it turns out that those little things in the blood vessels have awakened.
I understood that this was a precursor to being devoured, and I vaguely guessed something.
Heh, why am I so sluggish, at that time, the black-robed man rescued Cao Jiugu, I can't guess his identity, now that I think about it, there is no doubt that it is the third deity of the black old man.
Cao Jiugu cooperated with Daojiazhai, they thought that they were very low-key and secretly carried out it from Hei Laosan, but they didn't expect Hei Laosan to be much more shrewd than them.
He remained silent, waiting for Cao Jiu Gu to release me, and then arrest me, unknowingly, and now he locked me up here, mostly to preserve the genetic factors of the Golden Silkworm Gu before I die, right?
So, the poisonous insects in the lunch box that came in one by one were to wait for me to die and divide my body?
Inside the five lunch boxes, there should be five kinds of poisonous insects, because he wasn't sure which poisonous insect could complete the mission, right?
Thinking about those poisonous insects, my blood suddenly boiled, and after not eating for so long, that intense hunger rushed over me, and it kept stimulating my nerves.
I wanted to eat, especially the one that was so poisonous, and it was like a thread was pulling at me, pushing me to crawl forward.
I still remember where the poisonous spider was, it should be waiting, waiting for someone outside to give it instructions, and once the command is given, it will rush up and eat me.
And now, before it received the order, I was already excited and pounced on where it was.
My movements were fast and precise, not at all like myself.
I realized that I had these changes because of the little ones in my blood who wanted to eat poisonous insects and drove me to act.
The poisonous spider struggled twice in my hand, and then I swallowed it into my stomach, followed by the next lunch box, I couldn't see it, but when I touched them, I could quickly distinguish them, snakes, scorpions, toads, centipedes, all swallowed whole, no taste, and I didn't want to vomit.
After eating, my whole body ached, and it was something in my veins that was bulging.
I'm going to blow it up, right?
My eyes hurt so much, it felt like I was in a sea of fire, and the tongue of fire sprayed at my eyes, and my eyes were burned instantly.
I covered my eyes hard and screamed in a low voice, the pain was unbearable.
Then the pain began to spread, from top to bottom, and finally I aimed my bone ring at my temple.
I want to give up, being eaten back is death, and ending up by myself is also death, rather than suffering from being eaten by ten thousand insects, it is better to give myself a decisiveness.
At this moment, I am grateful to Yanagawa Minami, grateful to him for giving me this bone ring, otherwise I want to end myself at this time, and I can't find a suitable way.
I closed my eyes and thought the magic of my mind, waiting for the red light to pierce my temples and pass through my brain, and it was all over in an instant.
Boom!
There was a muffled thud, and I sat there stiff for a moment before I could react.
I didn't die, my right hand touched the little finger of my left hand, and it was empty.
The bone ring shattered.
How so?
Before I could think clearly, my heart throbbed, and then a stream of viscous liquid rushed up from the throat, and something in the blood vessels was moving, condensing, and then instantly flowing backwards towards the heart.
I covered my heart, my heart was torn by the pain, my teeth were chattering, and finally I fainted in pain.
……
I thought I was dead, dead.
But I came back to life, and was removed from the dark room.
As soon as he opened his eyes, there was a bloody patch in front of him, and he blinked his eyes several times in a row before he got used to it, and then he saw the black-robed man.
He stood in front of my bed with his back to me, his huge black hat covering his face, but the powerful oppressive aura was too strong for me to ignore.
"Black third!" I blurted out.
The black-robed man turned around and sneered: "You should call me Heiye." ”
"Impossible!" I was categorical and asked, "Why didn't I die?" ”
"Wouldn't it be better not to die?" There was a rush of excitement in his voice, "Putting death and rebirth, today, I can understand the meaning of this sentence thoroughly, how about it, do you feel that your body is full of strength?" ”
He didn't say that I didn't feel anything, but as soon as he said that, I immediately felt that my body was indeed not as weak as before, and my whole body was very relaxed.
"Good boy, cover your heart and feel it, isn't it heavy?" He continued to bewitch me.
I wondered in my heart and didn't want to listen to him, but I couldn't help but cover my heart, my heart was beating vigorously, and every time I beat, I could feel something in it drumming one by one.
Immediately, I realized a big problem, and when I raised my arm, I saw that the dark purple spots on my arm were all gone, and if it weren't for the black-robed man, I would have to peel off my clothes to see if the spots on my body were still there.
However, there are some things that you don't need to confirm one by one, you can guess yourself.
The purple spots are the epidermal characteristics of the Golden Silkworm Gu genetic factors that solidify in my body, and the disappearance of this characteristic means two possibilities.
One is the already condensed molecules, which are scattered for various reasons; Another possibility is that all the restless elements in my blood have been removed.
The first possibility is slim, and even though I've drunk so much camellia brew, that amount doesn't change anything at all.
The second possibility, which I can't believe is that the problem that has plagued so many generations has been solved in such a vague way?
"What's in my heart?" I finally couldn't hold back and asked.
"Kid, you know, don't you?" Hei Laosan asked me rhetorically.
I know?
"Golden Silkworm Gu?" I couldn't believe it even more.
"We can't judge whether it is formed or not, but at least it has been successfully condensed, and it is not in vain for so many years of my hard work." Hei Laosan said, reaching out to press my heart, I quickly dodged, "What do you want to do?" ”
"Child, don't be afraid, I won't do anything to you, you are the biggest and best work in my life, it's too late for me to cherish you." Hei Laosan's words made me a little incomprehensible.
"Don't call me a child, I don't like it." I refused, "Besides, I have nothing to do with you, let alone any of your works, if you want to kill it, you have to listen to it, it's okay, please let me go." ”
"How can you and I not have the slightest relationship?" As he spoke, Hei Lao San lifted the black hat on his head, revealing a young and handsome cheek.
That face looks too young, seven points similar to Mo Bai, if you stand by Mo Bai's side and say that he and Mo Bai are brothers, no one will believe it.
But looking at it, I inexplicably felt that his eyebrows, eyes, and the corners of his mouth were familiar in many places, as if I had seen them somewhere.
Except for the elder brother and Mo Bai, it is more like ......
He reached out to touch my face, but I dodged it, he was stunned for a moment, but his hand did not retract, hanging in the air, drawing my outline: "Look, your eyebrows, your nose, and the slightly raised arc of your little mouth are exactly the same as mine?" ”
"No...... It's different, it's not the same at all, how can I be the same as a big devil like you? I shouted angrily at him, but I panicked because I was horrified to find that he was right.
I feel familiar, that's because those facial features are so similar to myself!
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