131 Her mercy
Two simple words exploded in Jian Lin's ears like two thunderbolts, and she pushed his strong and hard chest and broke free from his embrace. He had never deceived her, he had clearly told her that he didn't love her at all, but the second time he heard him affectionately call out the names of other women, her heart was still as uncomfortable as being torn apart.
"Cheng Hongming, you're too drunk, I'm Jian Lin, not You Lan!"
She examined the contents of his eyes with emotion, and the deep pain in those dark eyes seemed to be no less than her ten thousand arrows piercing the heart.
"Lan'er, don't marry him, okay? What exactly is between us, and why...... No matter how hard you try, you will be tricked by fate! ββ
The drunkenness in his eyes became thicker and thicker, his alcohol consumption had always been very good, and Jian Lin had never seen him drunk like this.
"Do you really remember her? You're hard not to be around her, aren't you? β
Big tears rolled out of her eyes, and her heart ached more than he did.
"Lan'er, I just want Lan'er ......" He grabbed the half-empty wine bottle beside him, tilted his head and poured himself two more sips, and the wine flowed out of the corners of his lips, indescribably decadent and embarrassed.
Jian Lin snatched the wine bottle in his hand, and also took two big sips, the alcohol content was not low, and she was choked and coughed non-stop.
"Don't you want to get drunk? I'll get drunk with you! Jian Lin calmed down her cough and uneven wheezing, and continued to feed herself non-stop.
The man was so drunk than she was that he threw himself into her arms, pillowed on her knees and muttered, "You're so bad, so ...... Poor, how can you get drunk with me? Lan'er, you promise...... Don't leave me again, okay? ββ
The man's cheeks kept rubbing against her denim trousers, like a child venting his grievances, and he slowly closed his eyes, and soon there was an even sound of breathing.
Jian Lin's fingers gently stroked his thick short hair, and his moist eyes were full of distress. Sips of the bottle, she savored the taste of what he had just drunk, the spicy sensation burning her throat.
When the morning sun poured in the next morning, the two people lying on the floor of the room formed a t-shape, and the man who was pillowed on the woman's body slowly woke up.
It turned out that what he saw last night was just a dream, and the woman who appeared in front of him was not Lan'er but Jian Lin, and in a moment of stunnedness, Jian Lin had already gotten up from the floor, and rubbed her temples while opening her sleepy eyes.
"It was so late last night, and you rushed to look for me, something important?" He gently pinned her hair to her ear with his hand, it was nearly ten o'clock when he picked up the bottle last night, and it was probably even later when he was unconscious.
"I'm your girlfriend, no, I'm your fiancΓ©e now, can't I come to you if I'm fine?" Jian Lin smiled indifferently, seriously examining the man's expression at the moment, he lost the drunkenness of last night, and returned to a clear and handsome style.
"I was drunk last night, and if you say anything, don't take it to heart."
He held his forehead, he drank too much wine last night, and the headache was particularly obvious.
"People always love to talk nonsense when they are drunk, but there is also a saying that spit out the truth after drinking."
Jian Linwu smiled smugly, the decision made last night was especially clear at this moment, "I drank so much wine last night, I guess my head will hurt now, I'll help you make a cup of sobering tea." β
She was the first to get up from the ground, then reached out and pulled up the man sitting on the ground.
With a slight touch of the man's hand, Jian Lin turned around, and the whole person faced him, "Cook yourself a glass too, I remember that your alcohol is very shallow." β
There was also an empty wine bottle lying next to her just now, and after drinking the whole bottle of whiskey, her headache should not be much lighter now.
"Hmm!" She nodded slightly, with a beautiful smile on the corner of her lips, although he didn't fall in love with her, he probably liked her!
At seven o'clock in the evening, Jian Lin sat in the corner of the cafΓ© and made a phone call to go out, and in less than half an hour, You Lan was already sitting opposite her.
"With my awkward relationship with Miss Jane, I really can't think of anything important for Miss Jane to find me."
You Lan took a sip of the hot milk in front of her, probably because she had just been discharged from the hospital, her whole person looked even thinner, and she felt a little skinny.
"Miss You is hostile to me, it should be because of Ah Ming!"
She smiled indifferently, and then suddenly changed the subject, "Ah Ming proposed to me." β
You Lan's hand clenched the handle of the cup tightly, and her heart suddenly skipped two beats.
Jian Lin easily caught the abnormality from her expression, her face immediately became solemn and serious, and her voice was very heavy, "I can't figure it out, since you have feelings for him, why don't you want to be by his side." You gave birth to a daughter for him, and your relationship with him should be unforgettable enough, so why did you choose such a cruel way to torture him and yourself? β
"He's not already proposing to you, and having you by his side is a good ending. I know you've always loved him so much, and I'm ...... with you by his side You can rest assured, too. β
You Lan glanced out the window, and the crowd outside was hurrying to escape the cold. Everyone has their own destination, maybe there is really fate between her and Cheng Hongming, he is just one of the stops on her life path.
"If you saw the way he was in pain last night, I probably wouldn't be willing to push him to me. He was drunk and took my hand, but he kept shouting your name. I've always been humble in this relationship, and I don't mind being humble, but I really can't watch him torture himself. β
Jian Lin took out a pure black leather notebook from her bag, pushed it from the desktop to You Lan's face, and motioned for her to open it and take a look.
"My brother told me before he died, to be by his side and make him happy. A person with such an excellent temperament as him is easy for people to fall in love with. But I now understand that my brother is not making me fall in love with him, but wants me to be with him when he is extremely curvature, and if possible to bring back his happiness. You are the only one who can give him happiness and joy! β
You Lan took the diary, and the heavy weight pressed on her palm, which recorded that after she left Hangzhou, Cheng Hongming pushed away a lot of irrelevant entertainment, and had locked himself in the house, and for a long time had irregular diet, irregular work and rest, and more and more alcoholism, and once drank out of the stomach perforation emergency hospitalization.
You Lan's heart seemed to be filled with a box, which sealed her feelings for that man, and when she saw these things recorded in the notebook, the box seemed to be unable to close anything, and her feelings poured out uncontrollably.
Large tears fell and hit the pale yellow paper, blurring the black handwriting.
She slammed the notebook shut, and then held it in her arms and sobbed lowly, she kept shaking her head, shaking her head incessantly, her voice revealing deep remorse, "I thought I was the only one who would be in such pain, but I didn't expect him to endure no less than me, he never told me this." β
"We are both women and in love with the same man, so it shouldn't be that kind of harmonious relationship. But You Lan, I want to be friends with you. I have decided to quit his life, and I am planning to resign and go back to the United States, and you should return to her! He can't lose you! β
The woman's eyes were firm, and at the end she smiled at her easily, "Do you know how much I envy you? How jealous I am of you? β
"Jian Lin, thank you for telling me this, I will consider your proposal carefully."
Returning to his side and ending the long torment of the two people, how does she have to choose between commitment and love? Stuck in that promise that was forced to make?
"I know you may have some problems, but You Lan ...... You should believe in his abilities, and you should believe in your love, nothing can be solved! β
She wants to help him get You Lan back and end his painful state. This is what she must do before leaving, otherwise she will not feel at ease when she leaves.
"I believe it!" She held the diary in her arms, she would never question the love between them again, that heavy relationship had already grown from a seed to a towering tree, covering each other's hearts with a large area of greenery.
"If you can return to him, I will be in peace!" The corners of Jian Lin's lips hooked a warm and quiet smile, she had already planned to go to a foreign country to heal alone, maybe God would pity her and have a wishful husband!
After Jian Lin left the cafΓ©, You Lan still sat in her seat for a long time, she looked at the night outside the window, and there were fewer and fewer pedestrians, indicating that many people had found their way home.
She also learned how to walk on the wide road, and then she was surprised to find that this cafΓ© was very close to Liupinju.
He once bought Liupinju to decorate it, and then promised to open a mom-and-pop shop with her, and then live happily.
But now the door of Liupinju is closed, and after they separated, he neither sold it nor reopened it, so it was put on hold.
She walked in the direction of the door step by step, and suddenly found a person standing not far away, staring intently at the three bronzing fonts of Liupinju......
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