The man's good-looking eyebrows were almost invisible and frowned, as if he didn't expect her to throw such a question at all, everyone had to wear a mask to survive in the world, she wanted to force out the real expression in the mask.

The hand stroking her long hair suddenly fell, his lips outlined a shallow arc, and there was a little coolness that belonged to this season in his voice, "On the matter of feelings, I don't intend to lie, since I have decided to marry you, I intend to be sincere and honest with you." I didn't fall in love with you at this moment, but Jian Lin, you are a likable girl! ”​

The dense smile on Jian Lin's face froze little by little, she raised her eyes to meet the man's gaze without hesitation, as if all the colorful foam floating in front of her just now had been punctured, she bit her lip lightly, "Shouldn't the correct logic be that we fall in love with each other unforgettable, and then enter the palace of marriage?" Isn't it self-deception that you don't love me at all and let me be your girlfriend and even marry you? ”

"Jian Lin, I can give you everything I can give you, as for what I can't give now, I just don't want to deceive you."

The truth is often like the bell-ringer in Notre Dame, ugly and frightening. Seeing Cheng Hongxin and You Lan together, the real pain reminded him all the time, how much he couldn't let go and how much he cared.

"People say that it costs seven points for eating, and eight points for lovers. But Cheng Hongming, I put a lot of effort into loving you, I still had illusions, and I was almost crazy when I heard you propose to me. But now I understand that you also took out ten points to love Youlan, so I can't even score a point here! ”

The corners of Jian Lin's lips curled slightly, dyed with a self-deprecating smile, she was mocking herself, and she was also mocking him for being connected to her fate.

"We're all the same stupid people, maybe we should make a couple."

The smile on the corner of the woman's lips deepened, as if she was deliberately pretending to be happy, and she pulled his slender fingers, so earnestly that they interlocked ten fingers with him.

This simple action made the man trance-like again, and he had to clasp You Lan's fingers countless times, thinking that he should go on with her for a long time. This simple action contains an oath, holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son.

The woman he wanted with all he wanted was now in the arms of others, and inexplicable irritability surged up, like a huge whirlpool ready to swallow him at any time.

"I want to go out for a cigarette, you can rest for a while!" The man pulled his fingers back, put her back on the bed, and tucked the corners of the quilt.

Leaning on the white wall of the hospital corridor, the curling smoke covered most of his handsome cheeks, and the water flowed even more when he drew a knife, and the cigarette butts on the ground did not stretch the sorrow in his heart.

The reason why he wants to get married is not because of love, but because he is suffering pain every minute and every second, and when he thinks that You Lan will never belong to him again, he just wants to have a warm medicine to apply to the wound. Even if it doesn't heal completely, the wound can slowly scab over.

This floor is a private independent ward, so the number of patients is very small, Cheng Hongxin carried a thermos and rushed out to fetch water, and it was easy to find the man leaning against the wall and borrowing a cigarette to kill his sorrows.

"Public places, no smoking, and no sympathy!" A disgusting ugly face suddenly appeared in the thin smoke, and Cheng Hong stood opposite him with a proud expression.

The man ignored his accusations at all, took a few sharp puffs and swallowed the clouds in front of him, "Why are there all flies buzzing in the public place, it seems that you have been in the public security bureau for too short a time, and there is no long lesson at all, you still have the potential to go back!" ”

"Cheng Hongming, I know that now...... You're a god! Cheng Hong's eyes were very dark, and he stared at his eyes for a moment, "But we have met in the mountains and rivers, don't think you are the final winner." What if you're now the president of Yunzhen? The person you cherish most is willing to be by my side. That alone is that you've already lost! ”

Cheng Hongming's eyes were so "rising" that flames lit, the cigarette butt in his hand suddenly fell, and he was crushed by him with his leather shoes, "What kind of ability is the person who keeps her?" The most important thing is that her heart can dwell on you. Lan'er is pure-hearted, she pities you and sympathizes with you, you take out her pure goodness as a capital to show off, is it interesting to do this? ”

was pinched fiercely, Cheng Hongxin's face turned pale, and he grabbed the man's collar when he rushed up, his eyes were full of anger that was about to ignite, "How do you know that she doesn't love me?" Why are you sure she doesn't love me? ”

The man grabbed his hands with one hand and shook them hard, Cheng Hongxin staggered backwards, and because his heels were not stable at all, he fell directly to the ground in embarrassment.

The slender and good-looking fingers were calmly buttoned, staring at him proudly with eyes that stared at everything, and his voice was cold, "I guess you just trapped Lan'er for the rest of your life, and he won't fall in love with someone like you!" What's the point of keeping an empty shell to remind you of your incompetence all the time? ”

Cheng Hongxin got up from the ground, and he was not his opponent at all when he started fighting, but he was so impulsive that he raised his fist again, and had to lose when he met the man's sharp eyes, "Lan'er is willing to stay by my side, I used to think that she was because of my compulsion, but now I understand that she also has feelings for me." I'm the one who grew up with her, and if I were A, B, C, on the street, would she agree to marry me? ”

"What did you say?" Cheng Hongming had to spit out these four words mechanically, and the low and lost in his voice could not be hidden.

"What? Have you had a problem with your ears lately? So come to the hospital for a check-up? I said that Lan'er had promised to marry me and let me be her husband. You're a complete loser in our game. ”

Cheng Hong was so angry that he raised his head to forty-five degrees, lying and pretending have always been his strengths, You Lan was still quietly cultivating, and the two of them had never talked about this layer at all.

"Big brother...... Actually, we're getting married too! A crisp voice floated from behind them, and the woman with the gauze on her head seemed to hear his voice, so she put on cotton and dragged out of bed.

The two of them looked in the direction where the voice came, Jian Lin grabbed Cheng Hongming's arm very casually, and the happy little daughter's posture was obvious.

"Oh? Is it? A trace of surprise flashed in Cheng Hong's eyes, and then the tense atmosphere began to dissolve in Jian Lin's eldest brother, "I thought that Hongming was absolutely infatuated and ran to the hospital to entangle, but I didn't expect him to come here again for Jian Meiren!" ”

Cheng Hongming did not say anything to refute her words, it seems that this is not news made up out of thin air.

"Big brother is a smart person, and he should understand that the most important thing in this world is not to get and lose, but to cherish the people in front of him. The person in front of you is You Lan, and the person in front of Ah Ming is me! And also...... We are family. ”

Women are water, and they can easily turn hostility into jade. Jian Lin doesn't have a good impression of Cheng Hongxin, but the wonderful thing of blood is constantly abandoned, and he is Cheng Hongming's eldest brother after all.

"Who's in the same family with him!" Cheng Hongming glanced at the man opposite, he didn't have such an unscrupulous big brother to achieve his goals.

After returning to the ward, Cheng Hongxin's words became his heart disease, You Lan was going to marry that man, if he ate at a dinner table one day, would he call her "sister-in-law", it should be the most funny and heart-wrenching scene in the world.

Jian Lin insisted that she had a skin trauma and left the hospital soon, she knew that You Lan also lived here, so she always had a feeling of anxiety.

The night after she was discharged from the hospital, Cheng Hongming hid in his apartment and got drunk, and he felt that every nerve in his body was painful.

"We're going to get married, but I'm married to someone else, and she's married someone else. Is there anything more ironic in the world? Cheng Hongming picked up an empty wine bottle from the ground and began to ask questions to it.

Of course, the bottle would not answer him, so he shook his hand and smashed the bottle to pieces, and the ground was full of broken fragments, like his broken heart, which had been broken by loss.

Jian Lin was lying on the bed bored and flipped through her phone, and suddenly found Jian Zhuo's lunar birthday from the calendar on the screen, she said with some annoyance, "I'm sorry, brother, I really shouldn't be!" ”

When she walked to another room and began to sort out the relics, she suddenly found his notebook, which had to be opened page by page, and the contents recorded in it made her frown deeply.

She simply cleaned herself up, and went out to his villa, where the man was slumped on the edge of the couch with a pile of whiskey bottles crooked beside him.

There was also a bottle that had been smashed to pieces, and the floor was covered with glass slag. The thought that had occurred before she came came back to her, and she slowly bent down to help the drunken unconscious man, and the gentle strength of the woman came from her arm, and he opened his drunken eyes and took her into his arms.

His hands clasped her soft body tightly, his cheeks pressed against her long thick hair, and he kissed the top of her hair tenderly.

Jian Lin was warmed by such an action, he had never been so emotional about her, and there seemed to be a wisp of worry in his deep love, as if he was afraid of something.

"Lan'er ......" was very hoarse after being soaked in wine, but when those two words popped out from between his lips and teeth, he was still very clear......

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