I was awakened by the sound of the storm, and the only thing in my mind was a dream.

Recently, the temper of the old man is not good, I don't know how many times it has rained, it has been endless, the pool downstairs is full of water, and the raindrops of beans are popping and hitting the eaves, leaves, and pools, making people feel impetuous, and the wind is blowing, and the curtains are flying up and covering their eyes.

I patted my head, picked up my phone and looked at it, it was almost noon, and no one woke me up.

I was the only one in the huge bedroom, and there was no temperature around me for a long time, so I was a little stunned for some reason.

Thinking of Zhong Ting, I called the booking phone and was told that the heavy rain continued, the plane could not take off, and the flights to Qingshi were all delayed.

Delay, delayed everything, delayed love, delayed life, delayed happiness, what else can I be punctual in this life.

I went into the bathroom with my slippers on, and the makeup table was full of skincare and makeup products, all of which I used to use, but with a few more bottles of anti-aging products.

I laughed self-deprecatingly, after all, I was over thirty and no longer young.

Tan Yueming's heart has always been fine, and even this is ready, which means that I subconsciously feel that I am old, which is really sad.

I looked in the mirror for a long time, and I didn't feel that there was any change, except for the loss of the tear mole, and the face was the same as a few years ago, where could he see that I was old?

A woman's heart is the smallest, and she especially can't tolerate anyone reminding her of her age, so I specially put on a vitality makeup, picked an ankle-length mid-sleeve dress, a few layers of ruffles are enough to pretend to be tender, and the burgundy lining makes the complexion more and more white, like a layer of light, I can't find a trace of fault, and I don't know who to compete with.

Slowly walked down the stairs and heard the sound of cartoons, but no one was watching, Tan Yueming sat on the carpet to play magnetic films with Nanxing, and the two of them were very happy.

Seeing me coming, he raised his head faintly, a faint surprise crossed his eyes, mixed with a touch of surprise, "Awake?" ”

I hummed, Nanxing also looked up, casually called out to Mom, and buried his head in the toy again.

I looked around, "Where's Aunt Lan?" ”

Tan Yueming walked over, "Go out." Reaching out and touching my face, "Makeup?" ”

I didn't speak, and looked away in embarrassment.

He smiled, "Women are the ones who please themselves, are you trying to please me?" ”

I didn't expect him to think like this, I was stunned, I wanted to give my opinion on a few bottles of anti-aging products on the makeup table, but after thinking about it, I didn't plan to have anything to do with him, and what was the point of fighting for that tone, so I gave up and continued to remain silent.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he didn't say much, but said, "A friend of Aunt Lan was sick and hospitalized, and the person's children were not around, so she took leave to take care of her for two days." ”

That means there are only three of us left.

I groaned, and couldn't find anything to say.

As if he had just remembered, he asked a little apologetically, "I'll make it for you if you want to eat." ”

I said lightly, "You go and get busy with you, I'll do it myself." ”

For some reason, after the night, his attitude was much more polite, which made me a little unaccustomed for a while.

He didn't say anything more, but went back to Nanxing, looking up at me from time to time, and I didn't know what to see.

I opened the fridge and looked at it, and there were a lot of things, so I took toast, butter, ham, vegetables, made a simple sandwich from the bread maker, and warmed a glass of milk.

As soon as I picked up the cup, I saw Tan Yueming walk in, hugged my waist from behind, rested his chin on my neck and shoulders, his lips roamed my cheeks, and his tone was very soft, "Qiu Si, I don't want to lose you, I really don't want to, don't make a decision so quickly." I know there are a lot of problems between us, but can you give me a little more time and I'll try to make amends. ”

I untied the hand around my waist and turned to look at him, "What can't be recovered, no one can get it back." ”

He paused, exhaling a breath that he was trying to suppress, "So you still have to go back to him." ”

I didn't speak, he looked at me coldly, "What are you treating me these days, wanting to refuse and welcome, giving me all kinds of fantasies, and turning my face and not recognizing people after sleeping, don't take such a bully." ”

I looked away, and he pinched my chin, forcing me to look at him, "Say, what are you doing to me, and you enjoy it yourself, don't you?" You have me in your heart. ”

I turned my head violently, broke away from his hand, and said coldly, "No, without you, you are nothing in my heart." ”

"It's nothing...... as if stung, a cold light flashed in his eyes, like a cold sword blade, and he laughed quietly after a while, "What about the child, I am his father, my biological father." If you really don't care about me, why did you give birth to him? ”

All the entanglements are because of this, which is really embarrassing.

After a long pause, I said softly, "You should... I borrowed a seed from you..."

Bang!

The milk fell to the ground, the glass turned into slag, and the white liquid flowed all over the ground, sobbing on the black floor tiles, which was particularly conspicuous and dazzling.

His voice was stiff, "Li Qiusi, don't force me." ”

I didn't look at him, I crouched down and picked up the pieces one by one into the tray, he kicked the plate off, pulled me up, and grabbed my hand, the green tendons bulged out, as if to tear me to pieces.

Cold words burst out from between his lips and teeth, word by word, "Borrow seeds, you borrow seeds from me?" How do you get it right? Are you insulting me or yourself? You're, you're ......"

His breathing was heavy and scrambled, and he finally raised his hand so hard that I closed my eyes in fright, followed by a crisp slap.

I can feel the pain, but I can't feel it.

Because the slap ended up on his own face, I stayed where I was.

His expression was gloomy, and he propped up the cupboard for a while before he said, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to anyone." Tell me, what were you thinking last night, and stood against the window for forty-eight minutes. ”

I looked at him in amazement, "You didn't sleep?" ”

He still sneered, "How can I sleep without you?" You don't care about me, so you won't know I care about you. I'm guessing you're thinking about how to get rid of me, how to reconnect with him, aren't you? ”

I didn't answer, I lowered my eyes.

He smiled, "I said that I would do everything I could to make up for the damage I did to you in the first place, everyone knows that I am not a good person, I have no sympathy, and once I make a decision, I will be merciless." The same is true for you. ”

He stroked my cheek, "I didn't want to love you, what can I do if I'm cute?" You tell me what to do? Since the beginning of Northern Xinjiang, my mind has been full of you, except for work, only you, and it is really difficult for me to think of hurting you. ”

I sneered, "But you did it anyway." ”

"That's because I firmly believe that loving you is just a momentary blur, like a cigarette or a drug, just an addiction that can be stopped." But I was wrong, you were a meteor to me, illuminating my whole gray life, but you were mercilessly slashed...... Do you know how I felt when I watched you jump? ”

Don't believe his words, don't believe it, this is how I was cheated in the first place, I pulled my skirt tightly and reminded myself over and over again.

He stared at me with affectionate eyes, "It's like the soul has been hollowed out, do you know the feeling of despair?" If you love someone very much, you will understand, maybe Zhong Ting has made you feel it, I shouldn't have this honor. ”

Speaking of this, he smiled, a little sad, "Later, I went crazy looking for you, but I didn't find anything, everyone said that you are dead, it is impossible to be alive, only I believe that you will not leave, I will always wait for you." ”

I looked at him peacefully, a little sad, a little happy, more of a sudden decision.

He is right, love is a temporary confusion, it is an addiction, and I am just confused and addicted, and I can quit.

He took my hand, "For your sake, all the hatred for me can no longer be cared about, what else do you want me to do?" ”

I pulled my hand out and smiled faintly, "All hate? How many? Do you think it's really my mother who hurt your family, why don't you ask Sun Yaqiao what he did back then? ”

He was stunned, "What do you mean?" ”

I stared at him, and every word was very clear, "It wasn't your father who cheated first, but your mother and her first love, Sun Yaqiao!" No wonder I said that as my grandfather's protégé, he knew that you approached me for a purpose, but he never had a half reminder, because he was weak-hearted. Count my grandfather on the wrong person. He loves pharmacy so much but what restaurant he goes to open, there must be some unspeakable secret in the middle, why don't you ask. ”

He was stunned, and I didn't want to say anything more to him, so I turned around and took the mop, cleaned up the mess on the ground, and reheated a glass of milk.

Without saying a word, he turned around and went to the small balcony connected to the kitchen, gently closed the door, and picked up his phone to make a call.

I quickly finished my breakfast, cleaned up the dishes and cups, and saw that he was still talking on the phone, and my brow was furrowed.

After thinking about it, he took out all the cash in his wallet and put it on the coffee table.

It's not an insult to him, it's to settle with him, this is not my territory, and I still have to pay for his food.

"Nanxing, go with Mom."

Nanxing raised his head and looked at me with big eyes, "Where are you going, it's still raining outside, I don't want to go out." ”

I picked him up from the ground, "Let's go to Qingshi with my mother and go to look for Ash, okay?" ”

When he heard that he was looking for gray ash, his eyes lit up, like a flowing black gem, "Okay, then let Dad go with us." ”

I patted his head, "Daddy still has a lot of work to do, Mom and you just have to go." ”

He flattened his mouth and did not speak, which was a prelude to crying.

"Who said we were going to Qingshi?" Tan Yueming came out of the kitchen and picked up Nanxing, "You want to be gray, right, gray is not in Qingshi." ”

Nanxing tilted his head, "So where is it?" ”

Tan Yueming said with a smile, "Dad has already helped you take the ashes and raise them in a big yard, which is where Dad used to live with Mom." ”

He's talking about the Seven Winds Hall Villa, that yard is indeed enough for pets to run.

I didn't speak, he glanced at the money on the coffee table, and looked at me with a very ridiculous expression, "You were kicked in the brain by a donkey, don't you, you want to use this to figure it out with me?" ”