200 I am not a beast
That was before I got married to Zhong Ting, I paid a high price for a set of single commemorative photos taken by a famous photographer.
Black and white, pure realism, almost unobstructed.
It belongs to the Lonely Fang self-appreciation series, I didn't even show it to Zhong Ting, I felt embarrassed, of course, he didn't care at that time.
Now it seems that it has become a wall, and the effect is unexpectedly good, and I feel shocked.
Tan Yueming hugged me from behind, "I found it in your private safe, I didn't expect my daughter-in-law to be a sullen woman, with a decent appearance, and she still took this kind of photo in private." ”
My cheeks were hot, "It was Yun Hui who took it for me, and the photographer is a woman." I made a point of emphasizing, "If it's a man, I won't shoot it." ”
He smiled, "Don't be nervous, I don't mind." After speaking, he looked at the photo, "Do you like it?" I think this one fits here. If you like something else, you can change it, the one that is half-lying on the sofa is also good, and the half-silhouette is also ......"
"When was this house repaired?" Not wanting to continue discussing the photo, I interrupted him.
"I've been buying this land for a long time." He paused, frowned, and said, "I gave Yu Ziyue the house in Qifeng Hall, and the Yu family is now going downhill, I heard that she transferred the house to fill part of the hole with money, and I bought a sub-brand of the Yu family at an additional high price, in fact, I gave them money, and the relationship with the Yu family is over." But I owe you a wedding house, and I have to find a place to wait for you to come back, and after you leave, the construction will begin, and it will take four years to wait. ”
Wedding room? Amusing. I stared at him, "Do you think I'm going to marry you?" ”
He smiled, looking very confident, "Just because I won't do it now doesn't mean I won't in the future." I have asked for marriage, I don't mind asking for more than a few more times, I still believe that the spirit of Yugong has a role. ”
I didn't speak, leaned against the lattice and looked at the scenery outside, near the garden, sparsely lit with lights, and in the distance was the lake, there was a boat on the lake, looking at the light on the bow of the boat, and was shocked by the long shadow of the lamp it dragged by, so beautiful.
Tan Yueming touched my face, "You want to see him, don't you?" ”
I didn't speak, it's typical knowingly.
He didn't hear a response, and he didn't get angry, but instead had a calm attitude, "Then it depends on how you behave tonight." ”
Hearing this, he compromised, and I was a little skeptical, "You promised to let me go?" ”
He didn't speak for a moment, and pointed to the bag, "Wear it for me." ”
I stood still.
He took the bag, took out three sets of "killing weapons" and looked at them, and smiled very comfortably, "You remember my preferences clearly, you are so attentive, if I don't fulfill you, it seems that I am not righteous." ”
I took a deep breath and took a black set to go to the bathroom, he grabbed me, "What's the hurry, please me not for a while, I said yesterday to watch a movie, and now make up for it." ”
I thought it was a small movie that enhanced the atmosphere, but I didn't want it to be a serious Russian movie that couldn't be serious, called "No Love to Sue".
It is about a couple who are tired of arguing with each other, and they find "true love" for each other and want to start a new life, but they have a 12-year-old son who watches his parents quarrel and abuse each other every day with his eyes closed, and the psychological shadow is very heavy, and finally runs away from home.
The couple didn't care about it at first, but as their son disappeared for longer and longer, they began to search, but they didn't expect to see their son in the morgue.
It turned out that the child had already committed suicide in despair, and the husband and wife regretted it too much and broke down and cried, but it was too late.
At the end of the movie, there are a few sentences: For parents who put profit first and are selfish and cold, children are always victims. They are not respected and protected, and they can only numb themselves to disappointment again and again, which eventually leads to tragedy.
The incident was cruel, I was too deep in the play, and I cried a lot, but Tan Yueming smiled faintly, "Do you know how incompetent you are as a mother?" ”
I took a tissue and wiped my nose, "How could I be incompetent?" ”
He said it rightly, "a lot of places." As a child's enlightener, your words and deeds, every move play a subtle role in his growth, you see how you treat his father, shake his face at every turn, insult and move not to mention for the time being, you are often cold and violent, when I am air, in addition to quarreling and scolding, you have said a few good words to me? ”
I continued to sniff and wipe my eyes.
He continued to accuse me, "The relationship between parents is so bad, do you think the child really can't see it? Although the child is small, he can perceive better than anyone else, he can completely see that you are bullying me, I live without dignity, so he will subconsciously sympathize with me and ...... to me"
I yelled, "Tan Yueming, you're enough!" No wonder I said what movie to watch, after all, don't you also want to use the child to let me and you play some kind of loving couple! ”
understood his essential purpose, and said in his heart that this person was too treacherous, and he could come up with this method.
But then again, the movie is a good movie, and the warning effect is still obvious, it seems that I have to find a time to explain my relationship with his father to Nanxing, and I can't hide it, lest the child always suffer from gains and losses, and it's not good if there is really any psychological shadow.
Thinking of this, about to make a call to Nanxing, Tan Yueming took the phone with a smile, held my hand, and wrapped it in the palm of his hand, "You said that you have met me for so long, have you given me a good face?" Every time you make me angry, I think about you in the past, how gentle and beautiful you laughed, and now you have a face all day long, who will be happy to see it. ”
I stared at him, "With so much going on, how do you make me laugh from the bottom of my heart." ”
He sighed, "Then tell me, in your heart, am I a beast?" ”
Almost without hesitation, "Yes." Probably not as good as that. ”
He wasn't annoyed, and pulled the corners of his mouth, "You're wrong, when it comes to self-control, I'm no worse than your ex-husband, why do I always want you, you have to know where the essence is." ”
Thinking that he was going to start attacking people with sugar-coated cannonballs again, I smiled disdainfully, and he looked at me deeply, "You are the most abrasive woman I have ever seen in my life, you like me in your heart, but you bite and refuse to admit it, fortunately, your body is more honest than your heart, it always lets me know again and again, how much you love me." Don't say anything about mutual comfort, the body's reaction is true or not. ”
I jerked him away, "yes, a scumbag like you crawling over hundreds of women, there's something you don't know." ”
He stretched out his hand to hook me back, with a smile in his eyebrows, "You are still jealous of Chen Sesame and rotten millet, which shows that you care very much." Qiusi, the hurdle between us is not easy, but it does not mean that we can't get over. Zhong Ting's side is not right for me, I have a small heart, I apologize to you, but it is impossible for you and him to be there, you don't love him at all, what's the point of returning to him. ”
I smiled, "How do you know I don't love him?" ”
He stroked my lips, "If you love him, you won't sleep with me, since you have slept with me, there is no possibility with him, you can't pass your own level, can you?" ”
I didn't speak, I further analyzed, "Actually, your feelings for him are very complicated, there is family affection, gratitude, and guilt, as for love, it was already gone when you divorced. These feelings are a burden for you and leave you breathless. ”
I glared at him, "Don't be smart, what's the big deal about getting out of bed these days, the streets are full of onenight and YP, who will rest assured about this." ”
He laughed, "You don't have a weak heart when you say this." I don't doubt that others say this, but a traditional person like Miss Li has no credibility in saying this. The fact that you can leave behind a man is the strongest proof that you love him. Alright, go change your clothes and behave well. ”
I looked at him, motionless.
He hooked my jaw and kissed me hard, "What do you do, behave well, I'll take you to the airport tomorrow." Don't worry, I'll be the talker this time. I asked for you, Zhong Ting's condition is stable now, it will be fine to rest for a while, you go and make it clear to him, so as not to upset everyone. As for the other hurdles, we will slowly cross them. ”
The next day, it was a cloudy day, and the wind came in through the window, carrying a faint fragrance of flowers, and the smell of osmanthus was the strongest, with a few traces of roses.
I woke up earlier than Tan Yueming for the first time, he was lying on one side and sleeping soundly, although he was strong, the physical strength he consumed still needed to be made up for by sleep.
In this room, he is as quiet as a sleeping child, without a little aggression, as if he has had some kind of sweet dream, and the corners of his mouth are smiling, like a fragrant wind, which makes people feel comfortable and warm.
If he was a good guy in the true sense of the word, how good would it be.
I rubbed the corners of my forehead and was about to get up, but his abdomen was suddenly pressed by him, "Sleep with me for a while, I haven't slept so well in a long time." ”
This person is actually pretending to sleep.
Thinking that he had said that he was going to send me away, he wanted to let him get up, but he couldn't bear it, so he had to lie back, and he was satisfied and rolled me into his arms, "Don't worry, I said I would let you go, and everything over there was arranged." ”
After breakfast, Tan Yueming took me to see the house.
The so-called wedding room is actually a giant manor built by digging half of the hill on the shore to form a feng shui treasure land that gathers wealth and wealth, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, and then builds a giant manor near the water and against the mountain.
The house is an all-wooden structure, made of rare wood of hundreds of years, and only partially completed after four years of repair, and it will take another three years to complete the whole house.
There are nine bedrooms, three kitchens, more than ten bathrooms, a banquet hall, a library, an artificial lake of 500 acres, an art collection room and a wine cellar underground, a small theater and cinema, a pier built on the shore, and two small yachts docked...... The management is completely intelligent, and there are less than ten servants.
Tan Yueming looked at me and smiled, "How is it, are you still satisfied?" There is still a lot of space on the left, you can build a private zoo for Nanxing, the animals don't need too many, he just likes it. ”
I thought Tan Yueming was joking, but I didn't expect him to execute amazingly, so he called the engineer over with a phone call and told him what he thought.
Obviously, the engineer was accustomed to his whimsical requirements, and was not surprised, and said calmly, "Deliver the plan within a week." ”
Tan Yueming nodded in satisfaction and promised to pay more, and the engineer left happily.
Seeing me looking at the lake in a daze, Tan Yueming asked me if I wanted to go to the back mountain to have a look, there is a horse farm there, but there are not many good horses, and he plans to go to the UK to pick two good ones.
I think I'm a rich man, I have never looked down on local tyrants, and I haven't thought about how arrogant the so-called local tyrants can be, looking at this manor the size of 90 football fields, I was still shocked and speechless, "Tan Yueming, how much money do you have?" ”
He smiled, "If you talk about fixed assets, it must be many times yours, and as for intangible assets, they can't add up to one of you." ”
This man can say witty things at any time.
Thinking of Zhong Ting, I said, "Let's go to the airport." ”
His eyes darkened suddenly, "Don't look any more, or do you know it's yours, so there's no hurry?" ”
I didn't speak, my eyes looked into the distance, and the past was full of lakes and mountains, if I had time, of course I would like to see more, but for now......
In fact, many years later, when I look back on today, there is always a flood of pain in my heart.
Little did I know that I had never been here again in my life.
Although my son, is the veritable owner of the place.