If you want to go far away, you still have to say goodbye to the child, and after a long time, your heart is full of reluctance, and then you understand what the so-called heart meat is.

Nanxing didn't seem to mind me leaving, hanging on Tan Yueming and saying goodbye to me, "Mom will come back early, and my father and I will wait for you at home." ”

I felt a sense of loss in my heart, the baby I had given birth to with so much hard work was so oriented to others, just because others could play with him, even pure children were so snobbish these days.

Just as he was about to say something, someone outside the door came to report, "Mr. Tan, someone drove that Pagani back, and brought four words: Do it yourself." ”

Tan Yueming frowned, "What about people?" ”

Come on, "Let's go." ”

Tan Yueming waved his hand, and the person who came retreated.

He put Nanxing down, his brows furrowed deeply, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

There was a faint bad feeling in his heart, but he couldn't say why, he called him, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses, "Huh? ”

I wanted to ask if Shao Jianping had something to do there, but after thinking about it, I still don't want to be nosy, so I just said coldly, "I'm going to the airport." ”

He pursed his lips, "Okay, let Chen Yang come with you, and I won't send you off." After speaking, he beckoned Chen Yang in, said a few words to him, and turned to go upstairs.

For some reason, his back revealed a trace of imperceptible exhaustion and gloom.

Seeing Chen Yang walking through the security channel with me, I was a little puzzled, "What are you still doing with me?" ”

He said with a blank face, "Protect you." ”

I rolled my eyes, "Who wants you to protect, you go back quickly." What are you talking like a big man following me? ”

He was still expressionless," Mr. Tan ordered. ”

I got angry and was a little out of my tongue, "What he says is what he says, does he tell you to kill people?" ”

He was stunned for a moment and said coldly, "Go." ”

I didn't think I could communicate with him, so I went straight inside.

He silently followed behind him, waited to sit in his position, and suddenly spoke, "In the eyes of others, he may not be a good person, but in Chen Yang's eyes, there is no better person in this world than him." It is very subjective to evaluate a person, and I hope that Miss Li will follow her heart and not be misled by the outside world. ”

I squinted slightly, "What do you mean?" ”

Chen Yang adjusted his seat, closed his eyes, tilted his head, and ignored me again.

I looked at him for a few seconds, made sure he wouldn't talk to me, and took a magazine and flipped through it.

"Miss Long."

Hearing someone call me, I raised my eyes and shouted in surprise, "Mr. Shao." ”

He nodded, didn't say much, sat down in the seat next to him, opened a financial daily newspaper, and read it carefully.

It's a little strange, shouldn't a leader of his level travel by special plane, why is he still so down-to-earth.

Looking at him slightly, the standard white shirt and black trousers, no tie, thick hair, occasionally a few gray hairs can be seen, but it gives him more mature charm, compared with those officials who are full of fat brains, it is simply a clear stream of fragrance.

Probably sensing that I was peeking at him, he raised his head and smiled at me, the smile was as shallow as a dragonfly, but inexplicably with a little warning, as if to accuse me of how rude my gaze was.

I was a little uncomfortable, so I immediately turned back to read the magazine, and after reading a few pages, I was sleepy, and I woke up from a nap to see that the plane had landed in Tokyo.

Shao Jianping's seat was empty, and I asked Chen Yang, "Have you seen Mr. Shao?" ”

Chen Yang looked at me like an idiot, and said expressionlessly, "Let's go." ”

After saying that, I left first, cool and dragging.

When I got out of the airport, I received a call from Tan Yueming, and I only asked a few simple questions, which felt like something on my mind, which made people a little worried.

I thought that Shao Jianping was sitting next to me, why didn't I inquire, and missed the opportunity in vain.

But when I thought of caring about him so much, I hated myself for being unproductive, so I shook my head fiercely and followed Chen Yang to the waiting Toyota.

There was an interpreter in the car, who served us all the way, and the car drove to the hotel to put our luggage before going to the hospital.

It was a private hospital, not as crowded as in the country, and the environment was very good, and you could occasionally see patients and family members walking around, as well as medical staff walking back and forth.

followed the translator to a spacious ward, Zhong Ting was not in it, but he saw Shao Jianping again, which surprised me.

He also saw me, his expression was always flat, and nodded at me.

I boldly stepped forward, "Mr. Shao, why are you here?" ”

He said, "Let's take a look at Zhong Ting." ”

I was even more surprised, "Do you know Zhong Ting?" ”

He smiled, didn't say much, stood up, and looked behind me.

I turned around and saw the nurse pushing Zhong Ting in, meeting his clear eyes like water, and my heart fluttered, and a thousand words were like a fish in my throat.

But he hasn't seen him for two months, he has lost so much weight, and his light blue hospital gown is a little loose, but he still can't hide his handsome face and gentle temperament. A handsome guy is a handsome guy, and a handsome guy is also a handsome guy when he is sick.

The air was quiet for a few seconds, and Zhong Ting smiled faintly, "Qiu Si, why are you here?" ”

Seeing this smile, I wanted to cry for some reason, but I couldn't say why, but there were a lot of good and bad mixed emotions, which were blocked in my nose at once, and I was so sour that I wanted to gush.

I held back tears, "Come and see you." How to drink so much alcohol, didn't the doctor say a long time ago, you can't smoke and drink. ”

The nurse on the side was slightly surprised, bowed down to talk to him, and he spoke to her in fluent Japanese, and the nurse left.

I stepped forward and said, "Do you want me to help you up?" ”

He shook his head, "How can you be so fragile, you still need someone to help," he said and stood up, it could be seen that it was still quite difficult, I quickly helped him, he smiled, did not speak, and looked at Shao Jianping, "Brother Shao, you are here." ”

Brother Shao? That's a bit of a familiar name.

Shao Jianping nodded and asked him, "How are you recovering?" ”

Zhong Ting looked at me and said, "It's okay, I can be discharged from the hospital in a few days." ”

Shao Jianping pondered for a few seconds, "I know a thoracic surgeon who came back from Washington, and he is not bad, do you want him to show you." ”

Zhong Ting smiled, "With good intentions, you don't have to bother, it's not a big problem anyway." ”

Before I came, I heard from the translator that Zhong Ting's current attending doctor is the best in Asia, and there are few who can be better than him.

Shao Jianping smiled, "Then you should pay more attention, you can't joke about your body when you are angry, if you don't have health, you will have nothing." He glanced at me, and there was a deep meaning in his gaze, but I couldn't understand it.

Zhong Ting smiled and said yes, at this time, someone came in with coffee and lemon tea, Zhong Ting motioned for Shao Jianping to sit down, and he also sat on the sofa, and glanced at me, "Lemon tea, mint grass added, no sugar added." ”

I whispered thank you, "What are you drinking?" ”

Probably didn't like me to say thank you, he frowned slightly, "Don't drink anything." ”

I asked, "Am I going to disturb you and Mr. Shao here?" ”

He smiled again, his eyes like stars, warm as words, and his voice was soft, "No." But if you're bored, there's a white building outside the door, it's a recreation room, you can go and sit and I'll call you later. ”

Hearing him say this, I was even more sure that Shao Jianping was not just visiting, there must be something serious to say, and I couldn't stay here and eavesdrop, so I went downstairs.

Chen Yang followed me without saying a word, and I didn't know if he would suffocate if he didn't say a word all day long, but it was impossible for me to say anything to him.

After sitting on the bench for a while, I saw a few children blowing bubbles in the garden, some of them were about the same size as Nanxing, and some were slightly older than him, laughing and happy like angels, and I was unconsciously stunned.

It wasn't until someone tapped me on the shoulder that I retracted my senses.

When he turned his head and saw that it was Jiujing Yue, his heart moved slightly.

She also has short hair, light linen, neat, wearing a white dress made of texture, with dark brown sunglasses on the bridge of her nose, seeing me smile slightly, take off her sunglasses, "I didn't expect you to come anyway." ”

After saying that, he sat down next to me, "How do you feel when you see him?" ”

I lowered my head, "What can I feel, blame, guilt, discomfort." ”

She smiled, "You're with Mr. Tan." ”

I wanted to deny it, but she knew about the recording, and it would be hypocritical to say so, so she had to be silent and not say a word.

Jiujing Yue handed me a chocolate, "Do you think it's bitter, it's sweet." ”

I took it, said thank you, peeled off the candy wrapper and put it in my mouth, chewing it was really sweet, but it couldn't relieve the bitterness in my heart.

Jiujing Yue said, "Since you chose Mr. Tan, why did you come to Zhong Ting again, did you give him hope like this, do you want him to never forget you." ”

I couldn't refute what she said, and after a long pause, I whispered, "I just want to see if he's better." ”

Jiujing Yue smiled, "I remember I told you before, the doctor said that he can't have big emotional ups and downs, you ran over so recklessly, how much do you think his emotions will be calmer, especially the things you and Tan Yueming did, didn't they rub salt on his wounds!" ”

I was speechless, I only sighed, "Zhong Ting has helped me a lot, I can't watch him take care of everything for me, but I have such a bad life." ”

She smiled, in a very sarcastic tone, "Then how are you going to break up with Tan Yueming, return to Zhong Ting, love him, and have children?" ”

I have lived as the person I despise the most, "I am not with Tan Yueming, as for ......"

I can't say anything about sleeping with him anyway, but fortunately, Jiujing Yue is not an aggressive person, just an objective statement, "But you love him." You may not be able to be together, but your love for him cannot be erased. I'm also a woman, and I know how hard it is to be free from falling in love with someone, and that's not something you can get free from if you want to. I have actually liked Zhong Ting for a long time, since I was a child, I was ignorant, and goodbye love. ”

I looked at her, "Then why did you marry Kang Youcheng?" ”

She smiled, "Zhong Ting had already married you at that time, could it be that I had to rush to him to confess." Besides, Kang Youcheng, he is actually quite similar to Zhong Ting in some places, don't look at him as a playboy now, he was honest when he was in school, I married him at that time, but where did I know that he would become bad, I once suspected that he changed because he was mixed with Tan Yueming. ”

The corners of my mouth twitched a few times, very embarrassed, and I didn't know what I was embarrassed about.

Jiujing Yue said, "Later, I was shocked when I heard that Zhong Ting was cheating, with my understanding of him, if there is only one man in the world who will not cheat, then 99% is him, and 1% is forced by him." ”

I smiled, "If time can be turned back, I won't sprinkle like before, force him, quarrel with him, I will communicate with him well." ”

The way I deal with it when I was young is always immature, and no one is exempt from responsibility for a broken relationship.

Jiujingyue said, "It's pointless to talk about assumptions now, you think about what to do, can you resolutely remove Tan Yueming from your heart and put Zhong Ting back?" ”