Wen Yang rummaged carefully in her dilapidated house, and when she found her father's room, she squatted down and searched carefully.

She had no hope, but she saw a puddle of black marks under a toppled wall, as if it had been burned by fire.

She kept digging and turning with her hands, removing a large adobe wall, and finally found a doze of burnt paper ashes.

She carefully flipped it open, and the ashes on it shattered so much that it could fly away with a blow.

She gently flipped through the layers of ash on top, and found a few sheets of yellow and black paper that had not yet been burned at the bottom...

She picked it up gently, as if she had found it, and there was handwriting on the paper, but some of it had been blistered, and it was blurred, and it was very badly smudged.

There are actually very few handwriting that can be distinguished, but Wen Yang can see at a glance that the handwriting on this horizontal lattice notebook is his father's!

She gently took out all the remaining pieces of paper and counted them, there were seven in all, and all that remained were unburned corners, mostly in the lower right corner.

And my father used to write the date in the lower right corner, and there were several in a row, the first one was in the autumn of 1968, and the last one was in the summer of 91!

That is, two years ago!

How is this possible?

Wen Yang dared to believe his eyes!

I rubbed my eyes vigorously and looked at it with my eyes wide open!

Over and over again, she almost ecstatic after confirming that she was right!

This date indicates that this notebook was carried by his father, and the handwriting in the summer of '91 was also his father's!

That is to say, two years ago, my father was still recording some things, and it is estimated that the year of my father's death was 87....

Four years after my father's death, his notebook appeared at home, and the handwriting of this date looked much newer than the others!

Wen Yang had a glimmer of hope in his heart, did it mean that his father was still alive?

Did he come back to this house?

I burned this handwriting book at home?!!

Squatting in this half-collapsed home, she read the remaining seven pages of these burnt notebooks countless times.

In the end, she deduced a timeline and two lines of events from the only seven remaining pages, and the earliest 68 years of paper can only be seen in six words: Germany, happiness, eternity.

69 years of paper can only be seen: time, misunderstanding, I love you.

70 years of paper left half a sentence: You are the ..... in my heart, life is as gorgeous as summer flowers, and death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves.

After a break of several years, until 73 years, appeared: tasks, meritorious service ... Marry you... Wait until I get back... Don't give in, love...

In 81, it was written: Little Sun is already 6 years old, send her to school tomorrow ... I heard you're doing well... Forget...

The last 91 years to appear is: Today, on the first day of high school, Xiao Sun glanced at her from afar... She's good when I'm dead....

Wen Yang pieced together and read this, his eyes were already red, and his father was still alive!

He had seen her from afar on the day she entered high school!

He's obviously not dead, so why is he hiding?

Why, exactly?

What has happened in the past six years?

She thought about it carefully, as if her father had arranged her place six years ago, as if she had explained her life for the rest of her life.

It was autumn, Wen Shijun was already seriously ill, he came to Wen Yang's side with his seriously ill body, took out a photo of him and Rong Shanhe and said to her: "Dad handed over this photo to you for safekeeping, and I have written the home address of this uncle who took a photo with me on the back."

If something happens to me in the future, or I can't take care of you, then you take this photo and follow this address to find this comrade-in-arms of mine in the photo, he will take care of you to grow up, and promise your father that you must go to him! ”

Wen Yang was in the fifth grade of primary school at that time, and she was still ignorant, but she put down the pen for writing homework, held the photo seriously and promised: "Okay, Dad, I promise you." ”

Subsequently, she also opened the address behind the photo and memorized it by heart.

The address is the home that allows it to be now.

This is also Wen Yang's father after his death, bringing a photo, and then preparing to go to the Rong family confessed by his father.

Thinking of this, Wen Yang was cold, her father wanted to leave her when she was 11 years old, why is this?

Why did she leave when she was twelve?

Since Dad was not poisoned by Li Jihong, who was the person who put it in the coffin?

At that time, she clearly saw her father's body put into the coffin and was nailed with iron nails, could it be that her father was later resurrected from the coffin?

Since he knew that he was living in the Rong family, why did he never come to see him or look at himself for six years?

What is Dad's trouble?

What is the particular reason to abandon her?

Wen Yangzai carefully wrapped the seven pieces of paper and put them in the bag.

Judging from the words left in these pieces of paper, my father had a diary, or notepad, that he would only remember once in many years.

There are two people and five things recorded in these words.

The two of them are the woman her father loves, her biological mother, and Wen Yang.

The first of the five things, my father mentioned the trip to Germany in 68, which was also mentioned before, and allowed him to say that Rong Shanhe went on a mission with his father at that time, but his father recorded happiness and eternity.

These two words are mostly used emotionally, and when the two words appear at the same time, not forever but eternal, it means that the father has great expectations, and the woman may have been with him at that time.

A bold assumption appeared in Wen Yang's mind, didn't his father meet his biological mother when he was on a mission?

That is, in Germany, that time?

Germany is the country where they met and met, so my father deliberately wrote it in a notepad and used the promise of eternity?

The second thing is that there was a misunderstanding between them in 69, and my father may not be able to explain it, so he can only write the words I love you on a notepad.

The third thing is that in 70 years, my father wrote Tagore's famous poem: Life is like the splendor of summer flowers, and death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves. There is also an incomplete sentence, you are the ..... in my heart, combined, the relationship between the father and the biological mother should be in love, and the father is a little melancholy and worried.

Judging from the previous verses, the father may have been worried about death...

Then he must have been in a particularly dangerous period at that time, and it was very likely that he was on a mission that had always been life-threatening, on one side of the mission, on the other hand, he was a lover, and he was afraid that he would not survive, so he wrote such a melancholy sentence as the quiet beauty of the autumn leaves.

The fourth thing, which appeared in 73, from the task he wrote down, meritorious ... Marry you... Wait until I get back... Don't give in, love... Judging from these words, when the father was on a mission, he was worried about their love, he hoped that his biological mother could wait for him to go back, and mentioned not to give in, so it means that the biological mother was strongly oppressed, and it may come from her family or leadership, because he was not sure of the identity of his biological mother, Wen Yang could only guess approximately.

Judging from the meritorious service, it is possible that the father went out on a mission and wanted to make meritorious service, and after receiving meritorious service and awards, he was ready to marry his biological mother, and did the father make meritorious service later?