If not, that's why he didn't marry his biological mother?

Or after the meritorious service, the biological mother still does not agree to marry the father?

The fifth thing, in 81, the little sun is already 6 years old, send her to school tomorrow ... I heard you're doing well... Forget... These words are easy to understand, the father and the biological mother cut off contact, the father raised himself, he somewhere to find out the good news of the birth mother's life.

Want to forget? Or accuse the birth mother of forgetting what happened between them?

According to his father's character, he raised himself alone, probably wanting to forget the past... Forget your birth mother.

In the last 91 years, he recorded that on the first day of Wenyang High School, he watched her from a distance. The father comforted himself that his daughter died when he died...

So that is, the father did not deliberately abandon himself? Is there a reason for him?

Otherwise, I wouldn't have secretly gone to see her...

After Wen Yang straightened out and speculated about what happened at these times, he probably had a rough experience of a father and his biological mother falling in love in his heart, and the result was that the biological mother abandoned their father and daughter!

My father was very sad and even a little melancholy, maybe it was because his biological mother abandoned him and himself that my father became a deserter? Take yourself back to your hometown to live?

If there is nothing that can destroy a man's career, then there is love!

It can be seen from the words between the lines of the notebook left by his father that he has a deep affection for his biological mother, and he was once depressed and sick, and he was very worried that his biological mother would give in... In the end, the biological mother still left the father.

Her father was discouraged, and he did not hesitate to take her back to the countryside with the reputation of a deserter, and was content to be a farmer, working at sunrise and resting at sunset.

Wen Yang also heard some things about his father from Rong Shanhe, he was such an excellent and dazzling person in the military department, he was dedicated to making meritorious contributions, and he had also made first-class meritorious contributions, if he had no ambition, how could he make meritorious contributions?

When he chooses to come back and be a mediocre rural person, what else can he do except the disillusionment of his feelings and the despair of his lover?

It must be because my father couldn't stand the blow of being abandoned by his biological mother, so he chose to return to this place...

She carefully took out the photo that her father cherished and looked at it carefully for a long time, and found that there was a row of blurred small characters behind the photo, which was written and erased with a pencil, and she hurriedly ran back to Qin's house.

"Dazhu, do you have a magnifying glass? Lend me for it! ”

"I didn't! I'll borrow it for you, Li Shengyou, he recently tinkered with the camera and bought a magnifying glass to look at the photos, I'll go to him to borrow it, you wait for me, and I'll be back immediately. ”

Qin Nanzhu saw that Wen Yang was running in a hurry and in a hurry, panting, and ran out without looking back after speaking.

When he returned, he had an extra magnifying glass in his hand.

Wen Yang chose a shady place, but there was plenty of light, she took a magnifying glass to look at it, and the row of small characters was enlarged, and it was written: Silent night, never lose my love.

Wen Yang thought about the first five words repeatedly, the silent night...

Never Lose My Love...

Under what circumstances did my father write such sad and desperate words?

Was it the night my birth mother got married to someone else?

Or the night the birth mother proposed to separate?

There are two words in the silent night, is this the meaning of the father himself understands?

It must be Lu Wanjing!

That woman hurt her father imperfectly, and in a blink of an eye, she became someone else's wife, and it was Lu Wanjing's woman!

She is very sure that the peerless woman in the photo is Lu Wanjing!

Combined with this sentence on the photo, the name of Lu Wanjing is written on the silent night!

is a photo taken when she was in her teens and twenties, her birthday is June 16, 1975, and Huo Liancheng's birthday is August 6, 1976, which means that Lu Wanjing became pregnant with Huo Liancheng less than four months after giving birth to herself...

Huo Liancheng's birthday was said by himself when Wen Yang helped him make up for the class.

Wen Yang remembers it very clearly.

She weakly clenched the photo and took a few steps back, Lu Wanjing abandoned her father and her, and her father abandoned herself, is she so annoying?

Is she really a burden to them?

Qin Nanzhu looked sad at her, wanted to cry without tears, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's okay, I'm sure that woman abandoned me and my dad now, and my dad abandoned me again... Dazhu, am I really that annoying? ”

"No... You don't hate it at all. How do you know these things? Just a photo? ”

Qin Nanzhu was very worried about Wen Yang's body, and seeing her like this, he was very distressed.

"It's not. And some of my father's unburned notes... I found some of his handwriting under the earthen walls of my house, he may be alive now, he went to see me on the day I started high school in '91, Dazhu, he is still alive, but he doesn't want me, he doesn't recognize me, he doesn't see me, he thinks I'm a burden..."

Wen Yang spoke intermittently, and in her heart she had already decided that she had come to this conclusion.

Because this is the most reasonable outcome.

Her father hated her, and her biological mother didn't want her to marry a high-ranking man, didn't recognize her, and didn't love her...

It's true!

Countless sad emotions surged in her whole heart, and an inexplicable hatred was taking root...

Since he decided to abandon her in the first place, why did he give birth to himself?

She has fantasized countless times that her biological mother is just an ordinary woman who can't make ends meet, she can't support herself because she has no money, or she died of a serious illness, and the Lu Wanjing she fantasized about countless times is a gentle and kind mother figure.

But the reality shattered her illusions, and her fantasy of a good mother is now a second-in-command wife, with a good life and a happy family, and she lives a rich and decent life.

How many people's dreams are it to become a woman that all women in the country and even the world want to be?

Lu Wan lived a rich and comfortable life with peace of mind, without the misery and poverty she imagined, and abandoned her just to marry a better man and live a better life!

How ridiculous is that?

The good mother she fantasized about since she was a child turned out to be a ruthless woman who abandoned her husband and daughter, deviated from human morality, and did whatever she could to do without regard for family affection!

She would love to ask her face to face why?!

Why did she abandon her flesh and blood in order to live a better life?

In order to marry another man, abandon the father who loves you so much? How can you bear it?

She really wanted to ask her, do you regret it?

She burst out laughing, tears in her eyes, confused and desperate...

She laughed at her own ignorance and ridiculousness, laughed at herself for imagining her mother too well...

What a sad story!

What's even sadder is that Lu Wanjing doesn't recognize herself as her daughter at all...

Every time she saw her contemptuous gaze, she realized that in addition to the power and status of eternity, Lu Wanjing valued eternity, and a pair of children, I am afraid that she will not be able to tolerate anything else...

In Lu Wanjing's eyes, she is a life that does not exist.

She is now the lady of a great country who has ascended to heaven, how can she remember that she once gave birth to a daughter with someone else?

Therefore, in order to hide the fact that she had a daughter with a man, she planned to kill her brother and herself, and even her father's life!

In order not to let the world know this secret, she did not hesitate to hire people to go all the way to kill her young brother and herself!