202 My dear girl

I shook my head and said, "No way." ”

Jiujingyue smiled, "That's not over, so what are you still doing here?" ”

I thought for a moment and said, "Watch him get better." It is impossible for me to be with Tan Yueming, and even more impossible with Zhong Ting, but I want to be by his side, and I will leave when he is completely well, I still have some things to settle with him, and I can't owe it in vain. ”

Kujing Yue looked at me strangely, "Do you think that if you stay with him, he may still have thoughts about others," the others, she referred to herself.

I know Zhong Ting's character too well, I think about this problem very clearly, "I still have to tie the bell to the bell, I'm not by his side, according to his character, I will only keep remembering, you know that he is the one who drills the horns of the bull." I stayed with him as a friend, and he couldn't see hope, maybe he could let go. Do you agree? ”

Jiujing Yue thought for a while, didn't speak, and said after a long while, "Then try it, maybe what you said makes sense." ”

I smiled, "My loved ones shouldn't be his responsibility either, and I won't let him meddle anymore." ”

Jiujing Yue snorted lightly, "That's right." Your cousin got him in a lot of trouble last month, and you don't know it. Zhong Ting made it a habit to wipe the ass of the Wang family. ”

I wrinkled my eyebrows, "My cousin? Which cousin? ”

Jiujing Yue sighed, "It seems to be the son of one of your uncles......"

The sudden ringing of the bell interrupted my conversation with Jiujingyue, it was Zhong Ting, who asked me where I was and asked me to pass.

I looked at Jiujingyue, "Let's go up together." ”

She smiled and curled the hair around her ear, "I'm not going to go up while you're here." But I want you to do what you say, and you're just friends with him, and you'll leave as soon as he's recovered. ”

After saying that, he put on his sunglasses and walked away in high heels.

Back in the ward, Shao Jianping was no longer there, Zhong Ting was sitting on the sofa in a daze, saw me come in, patted the side, "Come and sit." ”

I walked over slowly, looking at his slightly pale face, "Do you want to go to bed for a while, you look ...... A little tired. ”

He smiled, "It doesn't matter, it's much better, and I can go back to Qingshi in a few days." By the way, Long Ze and Xu Meng are getting married, so please let me be a witness. I'm going to let Long Ze go back to Qiandongnan to manage the affairs over there, and I may rarely go there in the future. ”

Regarding the marriage, Long Ze had already told me that it was originally scheduled for this week, but because Zhong Ting's illness was postponed, Xu Mengkong was overjoyed, and he was awkward with him, begging me to persuade him. Zhong Ting didn't mention it, I almost forgot about it.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Zhong Ting asked me, "Did you think I was very stupid when I was in Qiandongnan?" ”

I looked at him and smiled, "Yes, I actually believe in feudal dross." If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I didn't know Dr. Chung would have been like that. ”

He smiled faintly, "yes, I'm a two-hundred-and-five, two-hundred-and-five......" he lowered his head as he spoke, and looked up at me after a while, "If I hadn't had a blind eye, wouldn't we be different now?" ”

After saying this, tears fell from my eyes, and my heart ached.

His eyes were also red, but he smiled hard, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault," he pulled out a tissue and handed it to me, "You obviously gave me a chance, and I didn't grasp it." It's really stupid to do. ”

That's because of illness. I don't overdo it, "Zhong Ting, it's me who doesn't deserve your good." I shouldn't have fallen in love with a devil, I couldn't get rid of it, I couldn't forgive myself. ”

He didn't speak, his fingers ran back and forth on the armrest of the chair, and he said after a long time, "Qiu Si, I want to tell you one thing, nothing happened to Leng Lu and me. ”

I looked at him, his eyes were sincere, with some pain played by fate, "She told me that I was drunk that day, and she lied to me that she lost her first time, and the pregnancy was fake, but I was stupid, I believed it, and I had to be responsible for her." The only time you and Yunhui saw me in the hotel was after you and I had a big fight, and I was confused for a while...... Actually, I woke up after you left, and I didn't do anything with her. From start to finish, I never really had a relationship with her. ”

I looked at him in shock, and felt that life had played a big joke on me, and the person who betrayed me was not him, how could this be......

But there's no point in saying anything now.

He grabbed my hand, "No matter what, please leave Tan Yueming, even if he is Nanxing's biological father, you have to leave him." ”

I quietly withdrew my hand and stared at him blankly, "What's going on?" ”

He didn't speak, his eyes fell on my hand, and there was disappointment in his eyes, faint, but even more sad. Slowed down, he calmed down, "I don't know yet, but his fate will definitely not be good, and you and Nanxing must leave him." There would be danger in staying with him. After speaking, he paused, "Do you know why he sent a bodyguard with you, because he is very sharp, and he has already smelled something unusual." ”

Almost thinking of the splashing of sulfuric acid, I felt my palms sweating, "Shao Jianping came over today, did he say something to you?" ”

Zhong Ting looked at me and nodded solemnly, "Yes, he is a member of the investigation team." Crew. ”

Investigation team, team members......

The investigation in which the senior management of the CBRC personally participated, and was not a commander, but just a team member, what would that look like?

I heard myself shudder and ask, "Investigate him for what?" ”

Zhong Ting looked at me calmly, "The comprehensive investigation involves a lot, with a focus on economic and criminal. ”

The air seemed to fall silent, and after a while, I looked at him blankly and said, "What if...... What would happen to him if there was such a day? ”

He looked at me with distress in his eyes, "If there is a day, he will sit through the prison." Even, if you can't wait for the trial, you will be killed. ”

It felt like a big piece of my heart was empty, and that wasn't what I wanted to see.

Zhong Ting took my hand, "Qiu Si, don't be afraid. Without him and me, even if you give him your heart, I will take it back. How he snatched it from me back then, I will take it back, it was originally mine. ”

I could barely hear what he was saying, and in a state of panic, he shouted at me, waking me up, "If he were a good man, I would bless you generously, but he wasn't." He's been in the game from the beginning, we're all in the game, but as long as we break the game, everything will be the same as before. ”

Yes, we are all players in the game, and we are chess players to be manipulated. Helplessly, the chess pieces fell in love with the chess, what a cup.

I let go of Zhong Ting's hand, "Have you done anything, just like when you investigated Zhong Sheng's case, silently, and finally watched the building collapse." Capsize. ”

His gaze was unusually sharp, "Are you blaming me?" ”

I shook my head and smiled, "Of course I don't blame you, what right do I have to blame you." He has done so many bad things, he should have been punished, and besides, you are also being harmed by him now, and what you do is a matter of course. ”

He pondered for a moment and looked at me solemnly, "Have you been to my study?" ”

I nodded, "I'm sorry, I didn't have your permission. I saw documents from Hong Kong, Singapore, and pictures of him, lots and lots of them. You must have been planning this for a long time, you have a lot of evidence in your hands. ”

He was silent for a while, and then said seriously, "Do you want me to stop?" ”

I shook my head, "No, just do what you have to do." ”

He looked at me with complicated eyes, "Don't you love him?" ”

In the face of great rights and wrongs, love is nothing, and I have long passed the age when love is paramount. only smiled faintly, "What about love, can love offset his faults?" Zhong Ting, let's not talk about him, you just take good care of your body these days, and everything will wait for your body to recover. ”

He looked at me, "If you want me to stop, I can destroy all the evidence in my hand." ”

I hesitated for a second, then laughed at myself silly, "What's the use." Shao Jianping has already intervened, do you have those on hand, won't they check. Let it be and leave it to fate. ”

Yes, it's all fate.

My heart sank so much, I had slept on the plane, and it stands to reason that my spirit should be good, but now I suddenly became drowsy, and I just wanted to find a place to sleep.

"Qiu Si," Zhong Ting suddenly reached out and took me into his arms, "Forget him, I will always be by your side." ”

I pushed him away, "I'll be with you as a friend and see you get better." ”

The days of accompanying the patient are actually very leisurely, preparing meals according to the doctor's instructions every day, sending them to the hospital on time, and watching him eat. In fact, the hospital has a special person in charge of diet, and there is a dietitian to guide him, which is much better than a layman like me, but he said that if he wants to eat what I made, if he doesn't even meet this requirement, it will be too impersonal.

In the following days, we tacitly did not mention Tan Yueming again, Zhong Ting's heart muscle was damaged, and he would have palpitations, fatigue, shortness of breath and other discomforts when he was active, so most of the time he was resting, and I read the news to him on the side, as for the content on TV, because I didn't understand Japanese, he told me a lot.

When the weather is good, I will push him to go outside, blow the cool breeze in the early morning, watch the sunset in the evening, and often meet people who greet him, especially children, from time to time.

I found that he was also very popular with children, and I didn't understand why, until one day by the lake, when several children came to him with accordions and asked him to play, I suddenly realized.

He casually played a song of cherry blossom songs, the children clapped their hands and cheered, and then begged him to continue, of course he would not refuse, from Katyusha to Baikal, one after another, the sound of the piano is melodious, the timbre is varied, the slender fingers and bellows play different styles, joy, anger and sorrow, the children who like music are obsessed with listening, constantly discussing, making noise for him not to stop.

Of course, I couldn't understand what the child was saying, so I relied on Zhong Ting's translation.

As the sun gradually set, the children were still reluctant to leave, and Zhong Ting said that they agreed to the last song, so he played a song "My Dear Girl", a Chinese ballad.

The song is so beautiful, like the murmur of the breeze, and the confession is so lingering.

My dear girl, I don't know how much more road ahead, it may be long or short, but no matter what, we have to go on together, we have to be together. We may encounter many setbacks, but we will work together to get through these difficulties together, no matter what, I will be with you, I have waited for you for a long time, and I have given a lot, I hope to give me a good answer, my dear girl......

A child asked me in jerky Chinese, "Are you Mr. Zhong's lover?" ”