It is said that the past is unbearable, probably true! I rarely recall the past, but when Shen Lichen talks about it today, I actually have a feeling like I'm talking about another person, in Yueyuehong's words, "He's such a bastard!"

Admittedly, most of what he said was true, and to my surprise, he even knew when I had become, even better than I did.

That's right, I started to change after my mother died. My mother left when she was in her thirties, and I had just turned fifteen.

Just like Shen Lichen said, my father knows his business and cares very little about me, even Shen Lichen knows that I am sad, but he doesn't seem to have any sense, and he hasn't even said a word of comfort to me.

What's even more annoying is that my mother has only been gone for more than half a year, and my father actually wants to straighten Aunt Su right! If it were another woman, it would be fine, but it was this Aunt Su, as early as when my mother had not died, she competed for favor with my father in all kinds of foxes, so that in the end, when my mother left, she was cold and cold, and ended up with hatred.

How could I let such a woman be my stepmother, even if I was kicked out by my father, I couldn't possibly agree! So I looked for death and cried to disobey my father, and in the end, it was my grandmother who made the decision and rejected my father's plan to support Aunt Su.

Since then, I have been completely disappointed in my dad, so I often wander away. But my friends are not as unbearable as Shen Lichen said, let's talk about swimming and playing in the water together, neither the spring nor the mountains and rivers, this is also a great joy in life.

But when I told Yueyuehong this, she asked me, "Where have you all been?"

I said that I had been shopping around Fuyang anyway, and I wouldn't get lost with my eyes closed.

She stared at me and asked. I had to answer truthfully: "The kiln in the east of the city, the casino in the south of the city, and the drunken immortal building also often go to ·····."

"You just go to a kiln and a casino, spend all day drinking, and I'm embarrassed to say that you live up to the spring and the mountains and rivers! Shen Mobai, do you dare to be thicker!"

"I also occasionally visit the suburbs, doesn't that count?"

"Hmph, come on! I can see it clearly, your death was done by yourself, I thought you really had many grievances, you are a scumbag after a long time, and you dare to smoke a lot, you are simply the scum of the Shen family!"

"The conscience of heaven and earth, I recognize the rest, but I really haven't smoked the big cigarette!"

"Then why did Shen Lichen say that you smoke a lot? You've got a bad record, and I don't believe he made up such a crime to slander you. "

"It was a misunderstanding!"

I tried my best to defend myself, I admit to drinking and gambling for money, but I am really wronged about smoking.

I used to be ridiculous, but I wasn't so confused that I couldn't tell what to touch and what not to touch. I've seen someone smoke a lot of cigarettes before, and I know how powerful that thing is, so even if I was given a million guts, I would never dare to smoke it.

The reason why my family thinks I smoke a lot is because my good friend Liu Yuan is smoking, and once his family wanted to arrest him and quit smoking, so he secretly hid in my house, and I relented for a while, so I took him in.

Liu Yuan was addicted to cigarettes, so he secretly smoked in my house, and often persuaded me to join him, but I ignored him. As a result, one day, when he and I were playing with a smoking gun, my father suddenly rushed in, and he beat me up without saying a word, and did not listen to my explanation, and directly implemented the charge of smoking a lot.

"Tell you, this matter is probably also caused by Aunt Su, you must know that my father rarely comes to my room, why did he come suddenly that day, and it came so coincidentally, I guess it must be that Aunt Su knew that Liu Yuan was there and deliberately blew the pillow wind in my father's ear, otherwise, how could my father not listen to my explanation?"

I gave Yueyuehong a reasoned and well-founded analysis, but she not only didn't sympathize with me, but said: "I think your father did the right thing, you made some fox friends and dogs, and you didn't do your job, you should beat you!" What kind of face do you have to feel wronged, if it weren't for your father's timely appearance, maybe you would have been pampered by your bullshit friend to smoke a big cigarette, if it was really Aunt Su who blew the pillow wind on your father, you should still thank her!"

"Why do you keep helping them talk," I paid you a hundred thousand taels of silver, do you want you to count me?"

"If I knew you were such a person, I wouldn't have come if I added 100,000 taels!"

"Ahh Being despised by a tomb robber made me feel angry.

"I eat by my own skills, which is different from you, the scum of the family." Yueyuehong said with words, what a justifiable one!

"What a scum I am! I don't steal or rob, what's wrong with me spending my own family's money. You ······"

"What are you, I begged for a living by myself at the age of eight, if you were so capable as me, your family would have been rich a long time ago!"

"You're a strong word! I'm too lazy to tell you, anyway, now you either help me find out the truth, or return the money to me!"

As soon as she heard that she was going to repay the money, Yue Yuehong's attitude changed a lot, and she said curtly: "It's okay to help you, but it's still the same sentence, most of your death was done by yourself, and you can't complain about others."

"You still say!"

"Okay, don't talk about it, don't talk about it! But I have a question that I have always wanted to ask you, since you have concluded in your heart that Aunt Su and Shen Lichen harmed you, and directly locked the lives of the two of them, is this matter over? Why bother asking me to come to this day?"

I was silent, Yueyuehong said it was good, in fact, it was what I wanted to do, but there were two reasons why I didn't do it, and I told her one of them.

"Because after I die, Shen Lichen is the only hope for the Shen family, I was already so unfilial during my lifetime, I don't want my father to experience a white-haired person sending a black-haired person again."

"In this way, even if Shen Lichen does something to you, you plan to let him go."

"Hehe, do you think I look like a person who repays grievances with virtue? Rather than handing over the Shen family to a murderer with a dark heart, it is better for me to destroy him with my own hands!"

I thought that after hearing me say this, Yueyuehong would persuade me to let go of my hatred, but I didn't expect her to show me an appreciative look, so I asked her strangely: "Why are you looking at me like this?"

She smiled and said, "Not bad! Love and hate are the attitude of life that I appreciate! If you have a vengeance, you should take revenge, neither wronged others nor wronged yourself!"