I'm so glad that Yue Yuehong can say this, when I learn that I was murdered, revenge is my first and only thought. But when I was in the underworld, Lord Yama and those little Luo Luo all persuaded me to let go, saying that it is meaningless to pursue the future, I can't change anything, and it is impossible for me to come back from the dead, so why bother with hatred?

They have a point, but am I just going to leave it at that? Then the resentment and grievances in my heart, can I only digest them silently? I don't plan to become a Buddha, so why should I let go!

It's still Yue Yuehong who said well, neither can you wronged others, nor can you wronged yourself!

I'm so glad she can say that, she's the only person in the world who still feels about me, she knows that I exist, and she agrees with my way, it's so good!

I felt a little comforted.

In the past few days when I returned to the Shen family, I found that they were living as before, my father was still very busy, Aunt Su was still dressed up every day, my grandmother was still firmly on the throne of "Taishang Laojun", and my Aunt Mei, she would always be so obscure.

Aunt Mei was my mother's dowry maid, and was later admitted to the house by my father, although she did not give her the identity of her aunt's wife, but it was almost the same!

I was raised by her since I was a child, she loved me very much, and she didn't have any children of her own, so she spent all her energy on me.

But now I know that Aunt Mei thinks so highly of me, and she goes to the ancestral hall almost every day to clean the tablets for me and my mother, light incense and pray.

She always looked at me and my mother silently, I don't know what she was thinking, probably she was confiding in us in her heart!

Aunt Mei has followed my mother since she was a child, and the two are not only master and servants, but also sisters, and more fortunately, they both ended up marrying the same man.

When my mother left, Aunt Mei was always by her side, and I saw her face when I was dying, so I can imagine what a blow the death of me and my mother was to her.

Now she looks extraordinarily calm, compared to the previous submissive, now she seems to be a lot calmer, I don't know what she has experienced after I left in addition to heartbreak.

It's a pity that I can't support her in old age.

"Mo Bai, you said that your Aunt Mei treats you as her own son, why doesn't she give birth to a child by herself?" Yueyuehong asked me.

"I don't know, I remember when I was a child, it seemed like she was pregnant with a child, but I don't know why she miscarried, and then she never got pregnant again."

"Really? Then she loves you so much, you must be very attached to her. "

"I can't talk about it, although she brought me since I was a child, but because my mother is here, I rely more on my mother, and then my mother is gone, and I am also older, so naturally it is impossible to stick to her like a child."

"But I see that she is still guarding your tablet and can't let go, it can be seen that her heart for you is no worse than your mother, you really have no conscience."

"It's strange to say, a good woman like Aunt Mei who is gentle and submissive, but my father is always cold and indifferent to her, and like Aunt Su is so tricky and domineering, my father likes it like a treasure, do you think there is something wrong with my father!"

"Poof~ Did you say that about your father? You like gentleness, maybe your dad just likes to be hot!"

It was rare for me and Yueyuehong to have such a harmonious chat, I sat on the shaded windowsill and she sat on the swing under the cherry blossom trees in the yard. Watching her shake herself on the ground with her feet, I really wanted to go over and push her, but I couldn't······

A big hand gently placed on Yueyuehong's back, pushing her higher, Yueyuehong looked back and said in surprise: "Brother Lichen, why do you have time to come to me today?" Didn't you go out with Uncle Shen?"

Shen Lichen is usually very busy, and he helps my father take care of many things at home and abroad, as early as when I was alive, and now he is the rightful "prince", so there are a lot of things.

"Today my dad went out to talk about business, and there was nothing going on at home, so I came to see you. What do you think? Are you still used to coming back these days?"

"There's nothing I'm not used to, everything is the same here as before, it's just a little more deserted than when I was a child."

"Would you like to go out and about?"

"Okay!" Yueyuehong glanced at me with a wicked smile.

"I'm bored, I'll go shopping if I have nothing to do, so I'm not going!" I was talking to myself.

"It's so boring to be alone at home~ I heard that Mr. Storyteller in Pinsettia Xuan has a new joke, I really want to listen to it!"

She said this to me on purpose, the sun is so big outside, I really can't go, the last time I was exposed to the sun caused me to recover for a long time, so I can only pretend to be indifferent.

Yueyuehong took out a black and big umbrella, and sighed: "Oh, the sun is so big outside, I can't stand the sun, but fortunately, Pete gave me a big black umbrella last time, it's really shaded and rainproof, it's easy to use!"

"Oh, Pete is a foreign friend of mine." Yue Yuehong explained to Shen Lichen.

Seeing her holding up the big black umbrella, I couldn't help but smile beautifully, this umbrella must have been specially prepared for me, I didn't expect this guy to be quite caring! I stood under the umbrella and went out with them.

"Tsing Yi, I see that your clothes are all dresses, do you want to buy a few more Hanfu? There is a tailor shop in front of us that was opened by our Shen family, and the fabric styles are very fashionable now, do you want to go and see it?"

"Okay!"

I used to think that Shen Lichen was a piece of wood, but I didn't expect that he would be quite good at coaxing girls to be happy, and he would often send Yueyuehong some snacks and gadgets and the like, and he knew that he would take her to the places that girls liked, it was really unseemly, and he was deceived by his fake and serious face before.

When I came to the tailor shop, Yueyuehong picked out some gaudy red and green, and I said disdainfully: "Sister, can you choose something more elegant, can you not be so cheesy?"

Yueyuehong had to reluctantly put it down, picked up a piece of white and blue fabric with disgust, and asked me with her eyes.

"Well, this color is pretty much the same, and the pale pink one is okay."

Yueyuehong had no choice but to pick it up casually and ask, "Brother Lichen, how are these two colors?"

"Very good, it's all good for you. I saw that you also liked that red piece just now, why don't you go together? ”

"I'm afraid that the clothes will be too gaudy, so forget it."

"How could it be! You look good in whatever color you wear! ”

……

I really didn't expect Shen Lichen to cater to girls so well, I was impressed with him again!