Chapter 1, Breakup (2)
Wu Tong hid in the bedroom and silently packed his luggage, in fact, he didn't have many things, but he packed for a long time, and he felt that he would never be able to finish packing.
Wu Tong and Zhuang Xiaomeng have lived together in the past few years, as long as he goes out, Zhuang Xiaomeng will help him pack his luggage, and he doesn't need to do it himself, but now he can't do it after it's his turn to do it himself, the things in the suitcase are always packed in and taken out, taken out and continued to put in the suitcase, always feeling that he has something missing.
"Zhuang Xiaomeng, come in and help me pack my luggage."
"Zhuang Xiaomeng, where is my cashmere coat? Why can't I find it? ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng covered his ears and nestled lazily in the sofa, he didn't pay attention to Wu Tong, and he didn't want to pay attention to Wu Tong.
Wu Tong came to the living room, patted Zhuang Xiaomeng's thigh, and shouted arrogantly at Zhuang Xiaomeng, not feeling wrong at all, "I talked to you, why didn't you ignore it?" ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng glanced at Wu Tong, he really couldn't figure out where Wu Tong got this kind of confidence, the two of them broke up, and they even commanded each other to work, it was really laughing.
"What are you looking at?" Wu Tong was not happy.
Zhuang Xiaomeng turned his back to Wu Tong and said leisurely, "Don't you think you're ridiculous?" ”
Wu Tong shrugged his shoulders and disagreed, "What's ridiculous, I think it's normal." ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng sighed and didn't say anything more, he felt that it was not necessary.
An eagle that yearns for space, you can never lock its ambition and ambition to fly. Since you can't keep it, why not let it go in style.
Wu Tong's luggage was packed by himself, Zhuang Xiaomeng refused to pack things for him, and he didn't even want to touch it. Zhuang Xiaomeng didn't want to practice himself, and he didn't want to make himself the object of despisis in his heart. Since you broke up, why bother with it again.
When Wu Tong dragged his suitcase away, Zhuang Xiaomeng didn't get up to see him off, and he didn't even make a final send-off, because he didn't want to disgust himself.
"Why didn't you tell me you like mature people when you were chasing me!"
"I told you that you would still agree to be with me?"
Zhuang Xiaomeng picked up the ashtray on the coffee table and threw it at Wu Tong, but Wu Tong dodged in time and didn't hit him. "Zhuang Xiaomeng, are you sick! How dare you do it with me, believe it or not? ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng did not go back angrily, but took a deep breath, trying to keep himself calm and not let himself get angry.
"For six years, you've been with someone you don't like, what are you trying to do?"
"Share all my expenses!"
The deeper the affection, the easier it is to hurt yourself. Wu Tong's words were like a thunderbolt, blowing Zhuang Xiaomeng's heart to pieces. Zhuang Xiaomeng covered his face and twitched silently, it has been six years, it turns out that everything is fake, and for six years, he loves Wu Tong like a fool.
What should be left will eventually go, and what should be left will always remain in the same place. What is the use of hating him? He complained, but to no avail.
When the door was closed, the grievances and grievances between Zhuang Xiaomeng and Wu Tong disappeared forever with the closed door.
Zhuang Xiaomeng didn't want to pursue anything, nor did he want to worry about who was right and who was wrong, and Zhuang Xiaomeng's life in the future had nothing to do with outsiders.
The wanton freedom on the surface can never hide the pain in his heart, Zhuang Xiaomeng's body is like a puddle of water, seeping into the sofa little by little. He felt liberated, and he was glad that he chose to let go, he didn't want and couldn't want this kind of love.
"Your suitcase is mine." Zhuang Xiaomeng looked at the closed door and roared loudly, he was venting, venting the dissatisfaction in his heart.
Wu Tong pulled the suitcase and returned to Zhuang Xiaomeng's side, with an embarrassed expression, "Do you have to distinguish it clearly?" ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng nodded decisively, "We have already broken up, why don't we tell clearly?" ”
"Is it necessary to do this?"
"It's necessary."
"We were both together for six years......"
"Please don't say anything like that again. I feel disgusting! Wu Tong was ruthlessly interrupted by Zhuang Xiaomeng before he finished speaking, he didn't want to hear Wu Tong talk about their past, because it was his shame.
Wu Tong was a little angry, "Is this thing yours?" Obviously I bought it! ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng was originally a person who had to distinguish everything clearly and clearly. In the past, Wu Tong didn't want to be too clear, so he didn't bother with Wu Tong, but now it's different, since Wu Tong really wants to be more serious with him, then he can't be ambiguous. After all, a breakup is a complete and clean breakup.
"Don't talk nonsense with your eyes open, the suitcase you bought was broken a few years ago, and this suitcase was bought for you when I went on a business trip, do you want me to take out the invoice and show it to you?"
"Zhuang Xiaomeng!" Wu Tong spoke loudly, but it was obvious that he was suppressing his tone, and he was really angry, "I am grateful for your company for the past six years. ”
"I don't need your gratitude!"
"We can still be friends after we break up, you don't have to make both of you embarrassed when you leave."
Zhuang Xiaomeng's heart was mixed, and he didn't know how to answer Wu Tong's words for a while. Suddenly, Zhuang Xiaomeng smiled, laughing desperately, and exclaimed: "After breaking up, you must not be friends again." Absolute. ”
In Zhuang Xiaomeng's cognition, the two who broke up are like strangers, and it is impossible to be friends again, let alone someone like Wu Tong who cheated first.
Wu Tong dug out all the clothes in the suitcase and hugged them in his arms, and then kicked the suitcase to the ground with his foot.
"We swear to die and never see each other again." Wu Tong turned away resentfully in a way that completely drew a line with Zhuang Xiaomeng, never looking back. Wu Tong's words were like a handful of salt sprinkled very accurately on the wound in Zhuang Xiaomeng's heart, deeply hurting Zhuang Xiaomeng's injured heart. Zhuang Xiaomeng hurt and didn't know how to save himself.
What cruel words, what a vicious oath, stabbed Zhuang Xiaomeng's fragile and sensitive heart fiercely, Zhuang Xiaomeng didn't feel sorry for him after all, but he said goodbye to Zhuang Xiaomeng with a lofty attitude. At this moment, all the good things of the past are gone, and his good and his bad will not appear again.
"We swear to die and never see each other again." Zhuang Xiaomeng said softly. For so many years, it was the first time Zhuang Xiaomeng said such a decisive thing to Wu Tong, and it was also the last time.
The door was open, Wu Tong had already walked away, and there were a few pieces of Wu Tong's clothes scattered in the corridor, looking at Wu Tong who did not look back, Zhuang Xiaomeng suddenly had a doubt in his heart, in six years, how much of Wu Tong's feelings for him were true and how much was perfunctory? He thought back to the past, hoping to find clues, but tears flowed down his eyes when he thought about it.