Chapter 1, Breakup (1)
"Zhuang Xiaomeng, let's break up!"
Zhuang Xiaomeng was silent, silent, and silent.
Zhuang Xiaomeng never thought that one day Wu Tong would break up with him. Recalling that when he was in college, Wu Tong stood on the hillside behind Zhuang Xiaomeng's dormitory and swore to Zhuang Xiaomeng that the two of them would never break up. Thinking about it now, it will only make Zhuang Xiaomeng feel ridiculous.
The once vows and sweet words now seem to be just some coaxing empty words.
What was once a six-year good time has now become a piece of history, a piece of black history that they don't want to recall, and it can no longer be a good memory that the two of them have together.
In a word, the two worlds are no longer implicated, and when they look back, they will be strangers from then on.
A cruel truth defeats all the good, and what was once a thing of the past is a thing of the past.
Looking at Wu Tong's serious appearance, he had to admit that he and Wu Tong broke up, really broke up.
Zhuang Xiaomeng is also a human being, he also has dignity, he also needs dignity to protect his weak heart, even if he is unwilling, he will not stage a scene of crying, making trouble and hanging himself in front of Wu Tong to keep Wu Tong. He didn't feel the need to keep it, because he knew it wouldn't help and it didn't make any sense. Since you want to break up, you should be decisive and simple, after all, it is not him who is wrong.
Since you want to break up, you naturally have to understand it.
Zhuang Xiaomeng and Wu Tong have been together for six years, he thinks that he has done well enough, he accommodates Wu Tong in everything, and considers Wu Tong in everything, but Wu Tong is still not satisfied, and still wants to leave him, why?
"What's wrong with me?"
"You're good everywhere!"
"What did I do wrong?"
"You didn't do anything wrong!"
"Then why did you break up with me?"
"We are not suitable, really not suitable!" Wu Tong deliberately raised his tone, he just wanted to tell Zhuang Xiaomeng clearly that he was going to break up with Zhuang Xiaomeng.
"Where did I lose compared to that man?" Zhuang Xiaomeng just wanted to know what he was inferior to that man, so that Wu Tong was willing to give up this six-year relationship. Wu Tong stood at the door of the bedroom and smiled, thought seriously for a while, and said, "I lost here!" ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng couldn't understand Wu Tong's laughter at this time, "What are you laughing at?" ”
"I like mature men, and the question you just asked clearly shows that you're not a mature person."
"In my opinion, you are also immature."
"With immature people, you will never become mature." Wu Tong paused and continued, "So, I need to find a mature person to guide me on. ”
No matter how strong a person's heart is, it can't resist the fragility at this time, and the two lines of scarce tears are more fierce than the flood, breaking down the last wall in Zhuang Xiaomeng's heart.
Zhuang Xiaomeng thought back to the six years he had spent together, and he suddenly realized that he had never asked Wu Tong what kind of person he liked, and he had always thought that Wu Tong just liked his type of boy. Now that Wu Tong said such words, Zhuang Xiaomeng really didn't expect it. It turns out that the biggest deception in the world is what I think.
Zhuang Xiaomeng closed his eyes, he thought for a long time. For this seemingly beautiful relationship, he silently paid a lot and sacrificed a lot, but in the end, the two of them parted ways.
Back then, in order to show his attitude and let Wu Tong know that he only liked Wu Tong in his life, Zhuang Xiaomeng resolutely told his special identity like his suitor Summer, and more decisively refused all the blind date activities arranged by his family.
Back then, in order to be able to come to Shanghai with Wu Tong and live like a husband and wife, Zhuang Xiaomeng knelt in front of his parents and told his parents his true situation. Completely ignoring the opposition of his parents, he resolutely followed Wu Tong out of home and came to Shanghai, where he was unfamiliar with his life. Even when his parents locked him up at home for three days and three nights, even when his father kept beating him with a stick, even if his parents no longer recognized him as a son, he never looked back and never regretted it.
But now, he regretted it.
Some people say that if you love you, you won't regret it, but he can't do it. sacrificed everything, but in exchange for separation, he was unwilling, but what could he do? He can only blame himself for everything that happened today, and he can't blame others, he suddenly feels that he is too stupid, too stupid, even too stupid.
The corners of Zhuang Xiaomeng's mouth rose slightly, slightly revealing the two small dimples on his face, at this moment he suddenly felt homesick, he missed his parents, he missed his brothers and sisters.
"If you don't think it's appropriate, why didn't you say it six years ago."
"It's not that I didn't say it six years ago, but the longer we get along, the more I really realize that the two of us are not suitable, and there are many differences in philosophy." Wu Tong explained.
Zhuang Xiaomeng felt ridiculous, he never realized that he and Wu Tong had differences in philosophy. In the past six years, he has felt like a puppy raised by Wu Tong, a docile and obedient puppy, who has always been obedient to Wu Tong and has never known how to resist.
Zhuang Xiaomeng smiled inadvertently, in fact, once a person has a new love, any ridiculous words can be used as an excuse to break up, even if it is not usually convincing.
Covering his ears and stealing the bell is just seeking his own peace of mind, and he is just deceiving himself.